Implant

F. Paul Willson

Welcome to Federal World.

She cut diagonally across to her left, weaving between suited federal

employees and T-shirted tourists, and came out on First Street. She

comulted her hand-drawn mapþshe'd been to the Capitol area many times

as a child, but never to a Senate office building. Up ahead the white

blocks of the Russell Building sat to the right, the Dirksen Building

to the left. She hurried past the Dirksen's shrub and flower-lined

parking lot labeled "Federal Employees Only"þhopefully she'd have a

spot there soonþand up to Constitution, then left past the Dirksen and

a scruffy clutch of helmeted bike messengers lounging on the sidewalk,

waiting for a call on the walkie-talkies protruding from their vests.

Her destination was the adjoining block of white marble, the Hart

Building.

In the white marble lobby she gave her name to the uniformed security

guard and signed in. She was directed to place her bag on a conveyor

belt. As it was swallowed by the X-ray box, Gin stepped through the

metal detector. Just like an airport.

More white marble beyond the guardsþthe whole building seemed to be

made of it. A short walk down a corridor lined with potted trees and

she came to the Hart's huge central atrium.

She stopped, struck by the sheer mass of the enormous black steel

sculpture that dominated the space. A series of jagged black peaks,

stark against the white of their surroundings, thrust upward, reaching

for the sunlight streaming through the ceiling beyond. Between the

skylight and the peaks floated a gargantuan mobile of equally black

disks.

Black mountains and black clouds in a white room. Arresting. But the

tension coiled inside prevented her from fully appreciating it. Had to

move, keep going, get upstairs to Senator Marsden's office.

As she passed through the atrium she noticed a man staring at her. In

his gray suit he could have been any one of the thousands of Senate

aides who worked on the Hill. He was good-looking, though, thirtyish,

fair, tall, close-cropped blond hair, blue eyes, square jaw. But why

was he staring at her like that? She wasn't dressed in any way to make

her stand out from any of the other women passing through the atrium.

Nothing special about her sedate, navy pinstripe suitþjust a

knee-length skirt and a short fitted jacket. So why was he ogling her

like she was wearing a micromini and a halter top?

It made her uncomfortable. She was glad when she found the bank of

elevators. She turned a corner and put some of that white marble

between them.

The elevator on the end was marked "Senators Only." Gin rode one of

the brightly lit peon cars to the seventh floor and began to look for

Senator Marsden's office.

The oEhces occupied the perimeter of the Hart Building, the

hallwayþactually a ramp that ran around the inner wallsþoverlooked the

atrium and the sculpture. She noticed a gray, powdery coating on the

upper surfaces of the mobile. The clouds needed a good dusting.

Down on the floor she noticed someone standing in the center of the

atrium, becalmed while everyone else flowed around him. That same man,

the one in the gray suit, was staring up at her.

What's year problem, mister?

She looked away and walked on. Quickly. She found 752 at the far end

of the hall. A simple black nameplate on the oak door said Sen. H.

Marsden.

Vertical blinds blocked her view through the full-length windows that

flanked the entrance. She reached for the door, then hesitated.

This is ridiculous, she thought, blotting her moist palms on her

skirt.

I've been through premed, med school, internal medicine residency, I've

brought people back from the dead, I've been up to my elbows in blood

and guts, and here I am nervous as a sixth grader outside the

principal's office.

She grabbed the handle and stepped into the front office.

I know her.

Gerald Canney continued to stare up at the seventh-floor walkway where

that attractive brunette had disappeared from view.

But from where?

He prided himself on his ability to remember faces and match them with

names. Part of it seemed to come naturally, part from his training at

the FBAcademy in Quantico. Special agents had to spot faces through

extra hair, dark glasses, any sort of disguise.

Only with this gal, no disguise. Her face had been there right in

front of him, all but daring him to recognize her. Why couldn't he?

Could she be in some way connected to the case? The late, great

Senator Richard A. Schulz used to have an office in Hartþstill did, in

a way, until his successor was named. Gerry had just been up there,

sifting through the senator's files.

He sighed. The Schulz case was something of an embarrassment to the

Bureau. They'd been tipped that the good senator was laundering

honoraria, since Gerry was attached to the public corruption unit, he'd

been assigned to the team looking into it.

Schulz was suspected of various other dealings of questionable

legality. The corruption team was tightening the noose when he dropped

to his death from his apartment balcony.

Did he fall or did he jump? The Bureau did not know. They were

reasonably sure that he was alone in the apartment when he went over

the balcony rail.

How could he fall? The railing was four feet high. He'd have had to

climb onto it to fall, and there was no logical reason for him to

climbþno plants to water, no hanging decorations that needed

attention.

That left a jump. Had he heard about the investigation and decided he

couldn't stand the heat? Not likely. Gerry had interviewed both his

current mistressesþneither of whom knew about the other. One was

listed on his office payroll as an "assistant" for forty-one thousand

dollars a year. No one on his staff knew what she looked like, she'd

never been to the office.

The other was a lobbyist for an electronics trade association. Many

members of Congress could be accused of being in bedþfigurativelyþwith

certain political interests, Schulz apparently took the phrase

literally. Neither woman said she'd noticed the slightest sign of

stress or apprehension in the senator at any time before he died. Even

his physical therapist, who gave him an ultrasound treatment on his

back only an hour before his death, said he seemed to be in excellent

spirits.

So what had happened to Senator Schulz?

Gerry didn't know. Which was why he'd been at Schulz's officer this

morning. That officer was right down the same hall the mystery girl

had been traveling a moment ago. And Schulz had been quite a

womanizer, a legendary womanizer in . . .

this TIME

A third mistress?

No. Gerry didn't think that was it. Schulz's office had been sealed

since his death. No point in anyone going there. She couldn't get

in.

But this gal didn't work here. Gerry could tell by the uncertain way

she'd walked through the atrium, gawking at the sculpture, looking for

the elevators, this was her first time in the Hart Building.

So who was she?

Easy enough to find out. Just go over to the visitors log by the

Constitution entrance and check out the names. But that would be

cheating.

Hey, I'm a trained special agent, he told himself. I can solve The

Mystery of the Strangely Familiar Foxy Brunette without stooping to

checking the visitors log.

So FBI special agent Gerald Canney stood in the center of the atrium

and flipped through his mental files. After five minutes he walked

over to the visitors gate and showed the guards his ID.

'"I'd like to see this morning's visitor sheet." The woman slid a

clipboard across the table. Gerry scanned through the names, picking

out the female ones. If he saw it, he'd know it. No doubt. It would

click.

He slid past one and jumped back to it.

Regzna Panzella.

Regina Panzella . . . why did that ring a bell? Panzella sounded

familiar, but not with that first name. Not Regina . . . not Gin .

. .

What went with Panzella?

Pasta.

Oh, Christ! Pasta Panzella. It couldn't be. Absolutely no way Pasta

had been . . . well . . . fat. That was how she got the name. A

real chubette. This gal was anything but fat.

And yet . . .

Something about her face . . . slim down the rounded cheeks he

remembered, do something with Pasta's wild tangle of hair, and it could

be. It had been ten years or more since he'd last seen her, but yes,

it could damn well be Pasta.

Gerry glanced at his watch. He was supposed to be back at the office

soon to meet with Ketter on the Schulz case, but they hadn't set a

definite time for the meeting. Maybe he'd hang around here for a while

and see if he could get another look.

Pasta Panzella . . . it was almost too much to believe.

'"Okay, " said Joe Blair, Senator Marsden's chief of staff. "Enough

about the officer. Let's talk about you." Really? Gin thought.

You're finally going to stop talking about yourself and actually

interview me? Can you stand it?

Blair was about her age, with thinning brown hair, brown eyes, pale

skin, and a wispy mustache. He wore a short-sleeve white shirt, a

nondescript tie, and dark blue slacks. He looked too young to be a

U.S. senator's chief of staff, but from the stories he'd been telling

herþall starring a certain Joseph Biairþhe'd been on the Hill for the

entire eight years since his graduation from Cornell with a poli-sci

degree. This was the third senator he'd worked for, and to hear Joe

tell it, he'd written more legislation than any of the members he'd

staffed for.

What a guy. Reminded her of some of the orthopedic residents in

Tulane.

Gin had been under the impression that she was going to be interviewed

by Senator Marsden himself.

"The senator is on the floor, " Joe Blair had told her.

Gin had looked around. "I don't understand." '"That means he's in the

Senate, " Blair said with a condescending smile. "On the floor of the

Senate."

"I see." She did her best to hide her disappointment.

"Besides, the senator doesn't do the hiring and firing. I do.

Oh, great. Her disappointment was swept away by a wave of

apprehension.

She had the distinct impression that Blair didn't like her.

Blair gave her a quick tour of the office. She'd already seen the

small front section with its two receptionistsþone male, one femaleþand

its antiseptic, dentist's waiting-room ambience. The rear space was

much larger and sloppier, looking like a real working office with

modular work spaces, cluttered desks, sagging bookshelves, glaring

computer monitors, empty coffee cups, papers and folders Lying on every

available horizontal surface. And phones. Phones everywhere, each

bearing a little U. S. Senate seal.

The staff occupied two floors that communicated via a central

stairway.

The two-tiered space offered more room than most senators had, but

Marsden represented one of the larger states, and she knew

"appropriation by population" was religious dogma on the Hill.

The second floor was pretty much like the first except for a small

lounge and the computer room that housed the central processor for the

office's LAN. The striking feature of the second floor was the mail

room with its binsþmany binsþ of letters. Blair told her anywhere from

ten to fifteen thousand pieces of mail were sorted, filed, and answered

on a weekly basis by the staffs legislative correspondents.

Blair decided to interview her in the senator's office. Gin was

surprised at the Spartan decor. She'd expected heavy oak paneling,

plush carpeting, indirect lighting, a big leather chair, a huge

impressive desk sporting a U. S. Senate seal and flanked by state and

national flagsþthe works. Apparently Marsden wasn't impressed by the

trappings of his office. The desk and its straight-back chair were of

some nondescript wood, looking plain and slightly battered in the late

morning sunlight that poured through the high windows. Files were

stacked on the desk and floor. A few plaques and diplomas adorned the

walls along with pictures of his family. A single bookcase was

overflowing. A miniature basketball hoop was set up over the

wastepaper basket.

Gin had a pretty good idea right then that she was going to like

Senator Marsden.

But first she had to get past his chief of staff.

She and Blair settled themselves on opposite sides of the coffee table

in the sitting area of the office. Blair spent another ten minutes or

so talking about his prowess in helping guide the senator's bills

through the many pitfalls of the legislative process, his gaze all the

while drifting between her legs and her breasts. Gin drew the skirt

hem closer to her knees.

She had decent legs and wore a 54-C bra. What else did he want to

know?

Maybe she should have worn a pantsuit.

Finally he began shuffling through her resume.

"Very impressive, ' he said, "but I don't see anything here about party

affiliation."

"I'm an independent, " Gin said.

He glanced up at her as if she'd burped, then cleared his throat.

"Party affiliation is very important. We have to know whom we can

trust."

"If I'm on your staff, you can trust me. If you want a straight

answer, I'll give it to you. If I don't know an answer, I'll find

out." He stared at her. "I don't know . . . the senator was

impressed that a practicing physician, especially a young one, would

apply for a position as a legislative assistant on the Guidelines

bill.

Tell me, What do you think you can bring to the committee that we don't

already have? " Finally, here was the question Gin had been waiting

for.

"I can bring a lot of things. First offþ'' "You know the history of

the committee, don't you? ' he said. Gin did, but that wasn't going

to stop Blair "Well, back when you were still in training, before a

national healthcare program and universal coverage became hot topics,

Senator McCready, a ranking member of the Committee on Labor and Human

Resources, introduced his Medical Practice Guidelines Bill in the

Senate at about the same time Congressman Allard introduced a very

similar bill in the House. In a rare show of cooperation a joint

committee was formed. Senator McCready chaired the hearings but died

before the bill could be sent to the floor of either house. With one

of its chief sponsors gone, the bill died in committee." Gin nodded.

"But earlier this year the president stepped in.

Yes He persofally asked Senator Marsden to revive the McCready

committee. But he wanted the legislation to include not only practice

guidelines, but mandates on medical ethics as well. ' "And that's why

you need me, " Gin said, rushing in before Blair could drone on further

with his recitation. "I'm a board-eligible internist who came through

the medicine and public policy residency at Tulane. I'm a fully

trained physician who's well versed in public health issues.

You're going to be collecting reams of testimony, much of it

conflicting. You'll need someone like me to sift through it and

septate the wheat from the chaff. If Senator Marsdenþ" "Quite frankly,

I don't share the senator's enthusiasm for having a doctor on board, "

Blair said, staring at her. "I think it could cause too much

confusion, maybe even dissension. So, what can you say or do that will

change my mind? " Gin's skin crawled at the way he looked at her when

he said that. She decided to ignore it.

"I think you need all points of view to draw up a well balanced plan. I

can provide the senator with a valuable perspective, one he's not

seeing now, one he has little access to. The best generals always keep

abreast of the conditions in the trenches. I can offerþ" Blair glanced

at his watch. "Look at the TIME We've already carried this over the

limit I'd set for it." He closed her file and stood up.

"Well, thank you, Dr. Panzella" He walked to the door and opened it

for her. "I'll discuss your application with the senator. We'll be in

touch if he decides to hire you." His expression was perfectly flat,

his eyes empty. "Can you find your way out? " "Of course, " Gin said1,

forcing a smile.

Her heart sank as the message came through loud and clean Don't call

us, we'll call you.

Gin let the smile fade as she wound past the cubicles and out through

the reception area. What a nightmare of an interview. She couldn't

imagine how it could have gone worse. What was Blair's problem? Was

he threatened by her? Or was he looking for something from her? What

can you say or do that will change my mind? What was that all about?

What had he expected her to do, lift her skirt?

She felt her jaw muscles bunch in anger. A little man with a little

power equaled a big problem. Was this the way it was going to be?

She had the elevator down all to herself. She leaned against a side

wall and fought the disappointment. Okay, so she probably wasn't going

to get on the chairman's staff. She'd been prepared for thatþnot for a

screw up like this, but for the real possibility that the senator

wouldn't think he'd need her. There were six other membersþno, check

that, Congressman Lane had died in that car accident a while back. So

at the moment there were five other legislators who were members of the

Guidelines committee. As the ranking House member, Congressman Allard

was the next obvious choice. Gin had set up a fail-safe appointment

with him on Wednesday morning. Looked like she'd be keeping it.

She left the elevator and rounded the corner into the atrium. That was

when she heard a man's voice from her left.

"Excuse me, but does the word Pasta' hold any special significance for

you? " She froze. It was a name she hadn't heard since high school.

A name she'd never wanted to hear again.

Gin turned. Him again. Or still. The blond guy in the suit. She now

saw some fine linear scars across his forehead and down his right cheek

that she hadn't noticed before. He was edging closer, staring at her

face like the kids in pediatrics stared at "Where's Waldo" puzzles.

What was his problem?

But then she was struck by something familiar about him. If she

imagined his hair four or five inches longer . . .

He stuck out his hand. "My God, it's really you. I don't know if you

remember me from high school, but I'mþ" The name leapt into her mind.

"Gerry! " She grasped his hand. "Gerry Canney! " "Right! I'm

flattered you remember." Remember? How could she forget? Co-captain

and quarterback for the football team, captain of t1he swim team, and an

honor student to boot.

She'd had a monstrous crush on Gerry Canney all through Washington-Lee

High in Arlington. She remembered positioning herself in the hall

outside social studies after third period every day just to watch him

stroll by. The scars on his face had wrought subtle changes on his

looks, but he was still gorgeous.

"Yox're flattered I remember you? " she said. "I'm flabbergasted you

remember me." He grinned. "I've got a great memory for faces. And

who could forget a girl with a name like Pasta." He'd said it again.

She'd have to nip this in the bud.

"It's Gin, Gerry. Gin." He blinked. "Got you. I don't think I ever

knew your real first name. Gin it is. But I barely recognized you.

You look great." He winced and waved his hands in the space between

them, as if trying to erase The words. "Wait. That didn't come out

right. I didn't meanþ" "It's okay, " she laughed, placing a hand on

his sleeve. "I understand. I'm not half the girl I used to be. And

you . . . last time I saw you, you had huge sideburns and hair over

your ears. ' He rubbed his clean-shaven cheeks. "Yeah. The

seventi.

Can you believe how we dressed back then? But tell me, What've you

been doing with yourself? " "I just finished an internal medicine

residency."

"You're a doctor? That's great! " He glanced at his watch. "Look,

I've been waiting down here to meet you since you walked in. I mean, I

just had to see if it was really you. But now I'm late for a meeting

and I've got to run. But let's get together soon."

"That'd be nice."

"How about tomorrow night? Are you free?

} She sensed he was asking about more than just TIME

"Tomorrow? No, I'm moonlighting Tuesday night." She started a

twelve-hour shift at Lynnbrook at eight.

"Wednesday night? " '"Sorry. Moonlighting again." But she didn't

want to turn him down flat. "Maybe we could get together for an early

bite before I go on duty. Or wait till Friday." '"Friday's a long way

off. An early bite it will be. Anyplace special you'd like to go?

" "You schoose."

"Okay. I will." He pulled a small leather folder from his pocket and

gave her two cards along with a pen. "Give me your number and I'll

call when I think of an appropriate place." She wrote down her number

and handed1 back the cards. He returned the bottom card to her.

"That one's for you. Call me any time you witness a federal crime. "

He waved and moved off. "I'll call you tonight or tomorrow." And then

he was hurrying through the glistening marble whiteness toward the

exit. Gin glanced at his card, Gerald Canney, Special Agent, Federal

Bgreav of Investigation.

She smiled. Gerry was an FBI man? Amazing. She'd always imagined him

going into business. Who'd have ever thought? And now the former

major heartthrob of Washington-Lee High wanted to take her out. Who'd

ever believe that?

She just hoped they didn't wind up at a pasta place. That wouldn't be

funny.

Pasta . . . when had she picked up that name? Freshman year?

Somewhere around the time her hormones had begun to flow. Overnight

she'd seemed to balloon. It was horrible.

She couldn't squeeze into her clothes. Her breasts were growing, which

was fine, but so were her thighs and hips and waistline. She hadn't

changed her eating habits but her body seemed to have stopped burning

off the calories she'd once been able to pack away. She'd gone from

slightly above average to obese in less than a year. She'd wanted to

die.

Her father couldn't see a problemþ"There's more of you to love! " was

definitely not a solution to her misery. Mama understood, and together

they started a diet, but already it was too late. The school comedians

couldn't resist "Pasta" Panzella.

She changed internally as well, becoming moody and reclusive. Looking

back now, from the far side of a medical education, Gin realized Pasta

had sunk into a clinical depression. She'd tell people she didn't care

about her weight or what anybody called her, and to prove it, she'd b inge. Especially on lonely weekend nights. Primarily on chocolate.

Pasta loved chocolate. Chocolate cake, chocolate donuts, Hershey's

with almonds, and Snickers. God, she loved Snickers. And bingeing

only made her fatter, which made her even more depressed.

Pasta missed the junior and senior proms, and lots of other high-school

activities in her self-imposed exile. The only bright spots in those

dark days had been her novels and her part-time job in Dr. Lathram's

office. Her grades began to slip but not enough to keep her out of the

Ivy League.

The summer before going off to college she realized that she had a

chance to start all over again. The1 kids in Princeton had never heard

her called Pasta. She vowed that none of them ever would. She began a

strict dietþno bulimia, no starvation, no trading one problem for

another, just low fat and calorie restriction, plus a grueling exercise

program. She remembered the constant hunger, the burning lungs, the

aching legs as she forced her body to jog one more mile . . .

just one more. By the time she registered at Princeton she was proud

to be merely overweight. According to her charts, her weight hit the

fiftieth percentile for her age, height, and sex during sophomore year,

as a junior she overshot and got too thin, so she backed off. When she

graduated she was the person she wanted to be, She had her BS in

biology, was on her way to U. of P. med school, and she liked what she

saw in the mirror.

She'd maintained that weight through four years of med school and three

years of residency. Pasta Panzella was gone.

Well, almost gone. The ghost of Pasta still haunted her, and every so

often she'd propel Gin to the chocolate section of a candy store, and

Gin would give in and let Pasta have a Snickers. But only once in a

while, and only one.

And now Gerry Canney was asking her out. Strange how things come full

circle.

She frowned. Hadn't she heard somewhere along the line that Gerry was

married?

She wanted to get to know Gerryþshe certainly hadn't known him well in

high schoolþbut she wasn't into games.

Pasta Panzella had been a vulnerable adolescent.

Gin Panzella, MD, was anything but.

'"Sorry I'm late, " Gerry said as he burst into Marvin Ketter's cramped

officer on the EYE Street side of the Bureau building. He was puffing a

little and he'd broken a sweat on the rush up from the parking

garage.

"Took me a little longer than I planned.

Which was true. It had taken Pastaþno. . . Ginaþa long time to finish

her business in the Hart Building. And all the way back here his mind

had been on her instead of Senator Schulz. God, she was beautiful

now.

The metamorphosis from Pasta to Gin fascinated him. Reminded him of

the time as a kid he'd left a caterpillar in a dry aquarium and

returned after a weekend away to find a graceful butterfly fluttering

against the glass. He'd let it fly around his room, watching it in awe

for hours before 1opening the screen to let it glide out the window.

"Well, you've had all mornin' to scratch, ' Ketter said. "Find any

worms? " Marvin Ketter had ten years on Gerry. His dark curly hair

was just starting to gray at the temples and he wore it very very

short. His eyebrows were his outstanding featureþenormous, bushy,

Groucho-league tangles that were longer and thicker than the hair on

his head. Give him a wide black mustache and a cigar and he could join

Harpo and Chico without a hitch. Until he opened his mouth. Groucho

didn't have a Georgia accent.

Ketter was SSAþsupervising special agent. One notch above Gerry.

Gerry wanted his job. He didn't want to kick him out or make him look

badþhe liked Ketterþbut when Ketter moved up, Gerry wanted to move into

his chair. Not simply as a career move or because he'd been a field

agent long enough, there were other, more important reasons.

"Found a few goodies, but I don't know if they mean anything. And the

more I learn about our boy, the less I like him. I mean, there didn't

seem to be anything too small for this guy to steal."

"Plenty like him down here."

"So I'm beginning to see. Hell, I used to think I had few illusions

about what really goes on up there on the Hill, but I'm beginning to

think I've been a Pollyanna." He'd learned more than he wanted to know

about Washington's honoraria industry.

Years ago the Senate had voted to cap the amount of honoraria each

member could collect in a year. This did not deter senators from

accepting "speaking engagements, " however. They continued to be flown

to plush resorts, put up in lavish suites, wined and dined for days

before and after their 'speech"þusually a few after-dinner remarks to

the corporate sales conference attendeesþand then flown back to

Washington loaded down with gifts. The thousand-dollar honorarium for

speaking? That was donatedþvery visiblyþ to a charity.

The all-expense-paid vacation and gifts were enough of a haul for most

of the legislators, but not enough for Senator Schulz. He accepted

every speaking invitation that came along, demanded high honoraria, but

graciously donated every dime to a church in his hometown where his

uncle was minister. Gerry's investigation had uncovered evidence that

the minister was keeping only a quarter of the donations for the church

and funneling the rest back to Schulz.

But then Gerry had come across a connection between1 Schultz and

Representative Hugo Lane. Both were cozy with one of the Japanese auto

lobbies. A Japanese auto corporation had bought an $800, 000 condo in

Palm Beach. It was registered in the company's name, but its use was

reserved exclusively for Schulz and Lane. Whenever they wanted some

fun in the Florida sun, it was theirs. They simply had to work it out

between themselves so they wouldn't arrive at the same TIME

Congressman Lane had died in a car crashþran it into a deep ravine in

Rock Creek Parkþtwo weeks before Schulz's death.

A connection? Maybe. Gerry was looking into that. So far he'd come

up with zilch, but he was still looking.

"One interesting note, " he said to Ketter. "I came across a fat

canceled check for plastic surgery."

"Let me guess, drawn on his reelection campaign funds. ' Of course.

"So what's the point? " "Well, seems to me people who've looking to

end it all don't drop a bundle on cosmetic surgery. Sounds more like

someone who's looking toward the future.

'"Possibly. Or someone who's unhappy with himself, tries plastic

surgery to improve his looks, finds out it doesn't make him feel the

least bit better, so he dives for the dirt."

"Spoilsport, " Gerry muttered.

"Leave the second-guessing to the shrinks. Got anything concrete? "

"Yes. An odd little correlation popped out of the database. What if I

told you that both Lane and Schulz had plastic surgery this summer? "

Ketter shrugged. So? ' '"And what if I told you they both used the

same surgeon? " "Same response. These Old Boys go to the same

dentist, the same chiropractor, eat at the same restaurants, have the

same personal trainer, sometimes the same mistresses. So why not use

the same plastic surgeon? Who's the doc? " "Duncan Lathram." Ketter

stared at him a moment. "Well now, " he drawled. "Seems I've heard

that name before. And I do believe I heard it from you. Or am I

wrong? " "No, you're right."

"Seems to me you had yourself a bit of a hard-on for this Doc Lathram a

while back." '"We had a disagreement. That's all. ' More than a

disagreement, actually.

Duncan Lathram had flat out refused to operate on Gerry's face after

the car accident. It had been a very bad time for Gerry. The worst.

And Lathram's brush-off had almost put him over the edge. He still

smarted from the sting of that rejection.

"You seemed pretty heated up at the time, if I remember." '"Look.

The computer spit out the correlation on its own. I didn't go looking

for it. But you've got to admit it seems a little strange that a

congressman and a senator both die a month or so after plastic surgery

performed by the same doctor."

"One in a car accident, the other in a fall. I don't exactly see a

trend here."

"Neither do I. Just mentioning it as a curiosity. ' "Fine. So

basically we've got no evidence of foul play in the Schulz death. '

"None."

"Okay. Then let's fold up that tent and move on without muddying the

water with plastic surgeons."

"Will do." . .

But Gerry's interest was piqued. It might be nothingþ doubtless was

nothingþbut he'd keep an eye out for any other Lathram patients who

wound up in the morgue.

Just for the sheer hell of it.

SURGERY DR. PANZELLA? " Gin sat before a computer terminal,

completing a pre-op physical, summarizing her evaluation of a patient's

cardiopulmonary status and suitability for surgery. At least that was

what she was supposed to be doing. Actually she was staring at the

screen ruminating about yesterday's disaster at Marsden's office and

that officious littleþ Don't think about it.

She looked up. A young black woman, dressed in surgical scrubs and

cap, had poked her head and upper body through the door of the record

room and was looking at her expectantly.

'"He's ready to scrub, " said Joanna, the surgicenter's OR nurse.

"Be right there, " Gin said.

She hit F10 to save the H and P, jotted down the file name so she could

finish it later, and headed upstairs for the operating suite. Even on

a V.I.P morning, with only one very important patient, Duncan Lathram

did not like to be kept waiting. She hustled.

Not that she had that far to go. Lathram Surgical Associates sounded

like a multicenter medical group, but actually it was one surgeon at

one location in Chevy Chase. That location was an old single-story

stone building, somewhat Gothic looking, that had once been a bank.

Duncan Lathram and his brother Oliver, also a doctor, but a PhD in

pharmacology, had maintained the old facade while completely gutting

and refitting the interior into a state-of-the-art prlyate

surgicenter.

The main floor offer1ed a two-room operating suite, a large recovery

room with six cubicles, a private V.I.P recovery room, an

examination/consultation room, and Duncan's office. The records room,

lounge, and Oliver's lab took up the basement.

Gin rushed into the scrub room, shucked her white coat, tucked her

unruly black hair under a disposable cap, and joined Duncan at the

sink.

His forearms were already coated with tan lather.

"Morning, Duncan." Since her first day here he'd insisted that since

she was now a full-fledged physician, she must call him by his first

nameþ"Call me Doctor Lathram' once more and you're fired." But she had

to make a conscious effort to say Duncan. He'd been her hero since she

was ten.

He grunted and nodded absently as he continued working the Betadine

into his skin with the disposable brush.

Hmmm. Preoccupied this morning.

Gin watched him out of the corner of her eye as she adjusted the water

temperature with the foot controls and began her own scrub. Assisting

Duncan Lathram at surgeryþstill hard to believe it was true. Simply

being alongside him like this never failed to give her a warm tingle.

She'd been working with him for months now and still marveled at how

good he looked for a man of sixty-two. Neat as the proverbial pin,

with dark, glossy, perfectly combed hair graying at the temples,

piercing blue eyes over a generous nose set in a longish, rugged face

that creased deeply when he smiled, which wasn't all that often. Six

feet, maybe six-one, with a weathered Gary Cooper-Randolph Scott look,

more like a saddle hand than a plastic surgeon. Long, lean, and close

to the bone, a rack of baby-back ribs.

The image made her smile and took her back to her childhood when she

worked in the family's Italian deli and meat market. Her dad made a

practice thenþstill did, no doubtþof labeling certain customers with

the names of cuts of meat or one of his Italian specialty dishes. Mrs.

Fusco, who always had to touch everything, was a calatnan, potbellied

Mr. Prizzi was a pork loin, Mrs. Bellini, who'd always leave her

shopping list home and could never remember what she needed, was

capozella, and once when he'd thought she was in the front of the

store, Gin had heard Dad ask one of the butchers if he'd got a load of

the cannolis on Mrs. Phillips.

Little Gin adopted the practice and began categorizing the kids she

knew by cuts of meat. Duncan Lathram was definitely a rack of

baby-backs.

But Duncan's hands didn't quite go with the rest of himþlong, delicate,

agile fingers that could perform miracles, do medical origami with

human tissues.

She felt awkward even thinking it, but the old guy was sexy.

Listen to me, she thought. He's older than my dad.

But no getting around it, Duncan Lathram was an attractive man. Not

that she felt any libidinous tugs toward him. God, no. But from a

purely esthetic standpoint, he was pretty hot for an old dude.

Must be our history, she thought. We go back a long way. And I've got

the scars to prove it.

The big guy was quiet today. Duncan almost always had something to

talk about. A news junkie. Read all the District papers, plus the

Baltimore San and the northern Virginia rags. Had them strewn all over

his office every morning. Never missed MacNeil/Lehrer and Meet the

Press.

And never failed to find something to tick him off.

Duncan had his Permanently-Ticks-Me-Off list and his Ticks-MeOff-Today

list. Always had something to talk about.

But not today.

The silence was starting to get to Gin.

"Hear about Senator Schulz? " she said.

She thought he seemed to stiffen at the name.

"Schulz? " Duncan's voice was smooth, deeply melodic. "What about

him? " "According to the TV there's rumors that his cause of death is

being investigated." Duncan began to rinse the honey-colored foam from

his arms and hands.

"The scuttlebutt on Schulz is that he jumped. And with reason. He

wasþplease excuse the demotic crookeder than most, and his scams were

unraveling." Duncan shook his head sadly. "Twenty stories straight

down, flat on his face." He sighed. "All that exceptional plastic

work, all those hours of toil, wasted."

"Duncan!"

"Well, it's true. If I'd known defenestration was in his future, I

wouldn't have taken such pains with him." Gin thought she was used to

his dark sense of humor, so often skating along the line between

mordant and sick. But sometimes he did veer over the line.

He pressed his elbow against a chrome disk in the wall and the OR doors

swung open. "Hurry up. Another of the kakistocracy's finest awaits

us." Gin glanced at the clock. Another minute1 to go with her scrub.

She felt a warm flush as she remembered yesterday's chance encounter

with Gerry Canney, and wondered if he'd call. Not the end of the world

if he didn't, but it would certainly be nice. She reviewed the obscure

words she'd collected to spring on Duncan today, and then her thoughts

probed the enigma that was Duncan Lathram.

When they first met nineteen years ago he wasn't a plastic surgeon.

At age ten she woke up in a hospital with everything hurting.

Struggling through the maze of her jumbled thoughts was the memory of

horsing around with two of the neighborhood boys, proving to them that

she could ride a bike as well as they could, and matching any dare they

wanted to try. Suddenly she was in the middle of Lee Highway with a

panel truck screeching and swerving toward her. She remembered the

pale blurs of the driver's bared teeth and wide, shocked, terrified

eyes through the dirty windshield as he stood on his brake pedal and

tried to miss her.

Pain shoved the memories aside . . . pain and fear ... Where was

her mama and who were these strange people bustling around her? Who

was this big doctor bending over her and pressing his fingers into her

tummy? Some deep part of her subconscious must have felt her life

slipping away. She remembered asking him if she was going to die, and

how he'd looked so shocked that she was conscious. Most of all she

remembered the giant doctor going down on one knee beside the gurney so

that his face was only inches from hers, squeezing her hand and saying,

"Not if I've got anything to say about it. And around here, what I say

goes." Something about his supreme confidence soothe her. She

believed him.

She closed her eyes and slipped back into unconsciousness .

That big doctor had been Duncan Lathram. And Duncan Lathram had been a

vascular surgeon then. Not just a run-of the-mill type who spent his

days doing varicose-vein strippings, but a gonzo with a scalpel,

unafraid to take on any vascular catastrophe, the messier the better.

Like hers. The impact with the truck had ruptured her spleen and torn

her renal artery. Duncan had removed her spleen and repaired The

gushing artery, saving her kidney and her life.

Gin remembered being absolutely infatuated with the man. He became a

demigod in her eyes. From age ten on she sent him a card every

Christmas. Even went to work for him at sixteen as a part-time clerk

in the record room of his office in Alexandria. She learned how hard

he worked, putting in fourteen- and sixteen-hour days in the hospital

and office, and often being called to the emergency at one or two

in the morning to repair leaking or severed arteries damaged by

everything from atherosclerosis to car wrecks to knife fights. He

could be gruff, self-absorbed, even arrogant at times, but Gin didn't

mind. After all, wasn't that part of being a demigod? His stamina

amazed her, his dedication and boundless enthusiasm for his work

inspired her so much that when she registered as a freshman at

Princeton, she chose premed biology as her major. The course of her

life had been set.

Eleven years later she returned to the D. C. area as a board eligible

internist and was shocked to learn that Duncan Lathram was no longer

the gung-ho, life-saving surgical whirlwind she had left behind, somehow

he had metamorphosed into a cosmetic surgeon who devoted his

abbreviated workdays to prettifying the rich and powerful of Washington

society.

From gonzo to dilettanteþor something close to a dilettante. What had

happened during those seven years? Gin had tried to piece it together

but got nowhere. No one who knew was talking.

Only Gin seemed to care. Something was missing. Duncan used to fight

bleeders, now he fought wrinkles. If he'd been specializing in tummy

tucks instead of vascular repair nineteen years ago, she might not be

here today. So Gin's perspective differed from all the youth-chasing

ninnies who flocked to Duncan to help them turn back the clock. They

worshiped this man who could help them escape the unsightly dues that nature , nurture, genetics, and lifestyle demanded they pay.

Duncan had become someone else's god.

"Morning, Gin, " said a voice behind her.

Over her shoulder she saw Duncan's younger brother Oliver delivering a

sterile tray of implants to the OR. He smiled and waved as he

passed.

If Duncan was a rack of baby-backs, Oliver was a roast beef, rounder,

heavier, with thinning hair, thick hornrimmed glasses, and a protective

layer of fat. Also softer, gentler, far more easygoing than his older

brother. A sweetheart. He made sure all the women on the staff

received flowers on their birthday. And when Joanna's son got arrested

for joyriding, Oliver was there to bail him out. Everybody loved

him.

Gin rinsed, shook, and entered OR-1 just as Marie, the nurse

anesthetist, said, "He's out." Gin took in OR-1 as Marie tied her mask

and Joanna helped gown and glove her. Smaller than anything at Tulane,

but the skill and professionalism here could hold their own against any

tertiary medical center. Odorlessþthe laminar airflow kept it that

wayþand cold. Duncan liked to work under almost arctic conditions.

She approached the table where a middle-aged man, fiftyish or so, lay

supine, his face covered except for the lips, chin, and throat, which

were prepped for surgery. He looked something other than human with

his skin stained yellow brown from the Betadine and his chin and throat marked up with the lines Duncan had drawn to guide his surgery.

Gin had met him last week when she'd done his pre-op history and

physical, Senator Harold Vincent. Another member of the recently

revived joint committee.

Like Congressman Allard.

She was struck by the coincidence, but only for a moment. Hell, half

of Washington's officials or their wives had been Duncan's patients at

one time or another since he'd started in plastic surgery, and the

other half probably were on the waiting list. Not surprising,

really.

His technical skills were second to none and he saw to it that people

who considered themselves V.I.Ps were treated accordingly, they got

absolute discretion, and, thanks to his brother, he had exclusive use

of an innovative technique that halved the healing TIME greatly reduced.

"Ready to begin, Gin? " Duncan said. "The senator is getting

impatient.

He's got a bunch of lobbyists camped out in his office with pockets

full of cash. We don't want to keep them waiting, do we? " Joanna

tittered behind her mask.

Duncan made his first incision under the chin, carefully following the

natural lines of cleavage, then began the delicate task of dissecting

away and trimming off portions of the stretched muscleþthe

platysmaþthat gave the senator's neck a sagging, aged look. Senatot

Vincent had a particularly large amount of excess tissue, giving him a

Tom-turkey wattle that fluttered when he spoke and flapped back and

forth when he walked.

"Senator Impatience here couldn't wait, " Duncan said as he worked.

"An emergency, he told me. Had to have it immediately. Any one care

to guess what the emergency is? " "Has to be TV, " Marie said from her

spot at the top of the senator's head.

"Bingo. Give that woman a cigar." Marie didn't miss a beat, "Not

while the o2 is running, thank you."

"It's the Joint Committee on Medical Ethics and Practice Guidelines, of

course, " Duncan said.

Gin stifled a groan. Here we go again. The joint committee was on

Duncan's Permanently-Ticks-Me-Off list. He hated it and everything it

was set up to do. He could go on for hours. Today the subject was a

particularly uncomfortable one for Gin, what with no word from Senator Marsden's office, and her pending interview with Congressman Allard

tomorrow.

"I've seen Senator Vincent on TV plenty of times, " Gin said, sponging

the blood that began pooling in the incision.

"Sure. C-SPAN. But who besides you and I watches CSPAN? This boy has

his eye on a much larger audience. Suction. Daily sound and video

bites for all the network news shows, even looking for some live

prime-time coverage. And our self-styled Champion of the Working

Person' wants to look pretty for the nation. Clamp." Gin glanced at

Joanna who rolled her dark eyes as she slapped the handles of the clamp

into Duncan's gloved palm. He' olf to the races.

All right, so Duncan had a few fixations. Everybody had one or two.

His just happened to be the Old-Boy network in the federal government

and its intrusion into the practice of medicine. But even from his

ramblings you could learn something.

"Some champion, " he continued. "Voted himself a

thirty-one-thousand-dollar pay raise during the recession, not to

mention a government-issued Diners Club Card. Hand me the curved

hemostat. That's the one. Here he is, vocal supporter of the Equal

Pay Act, the Age Discrimination in Employment Act, the Occupational

Health and Safety Act, and the National Labor Relations Act, as he'll

remind you at every opportunity. But what he doesn't say is that

behind closed doors he voted to keep the U. S. Senate exempt from all

those acts. Suction." He was silent as he made another incision.

Gin continued to marvel at the grace and precision of his scalpel

work.

He made it look so easy.

Gin knew it was anything but.

"But I'm thankful I'm only his plastic surgeon. Can you imagine being

his proctologist? " He looked up and winked at her. "I mean, where to

begin? ' Marie guffawed.

"As always, ' Duncan said, "laws imposed to assure fair play among the

constituency do not apply to the kakistoc . .

racy.

Gin didn't want to, but felt compelled to ask. "All right, I give

up.

What's this kakistocracy you're always talking about? I can't find it

in the dictionary. ' "You won't unless you use an unabridged

edition.

The kakistocracy reflects the anomie of our times."

"Oh, that helps a lot." '"It is rulership by the worst." Perfect time

to spring one of my own words for the day, Gin thought.

'"I guess then you might say that the members of the kakistocracy excel

at casuistry." She saw Duncan smile behind his mask. "Very good! "

Marie turned to Joanna. "Great. Now neither of them are speaking

English." Gin said, "I'm merely participating in the lingua franca.

' Two! she thought. I got two of them in!

Duncan's eyes sparkled as he turned to Marie and Joanna. "Casuistry is

the rationalization of matters of conscience, but I wonder if we can

presume that the Senator Vincents of the world even have a

conscience.

' He held out a gloved hand. "The implant, Gin. Time's a-wasting. "

'"Oh sure. Sorry." Joanna uncovered the sterile tray, revealing the

implants, tiny cylinders, soft, shiny, and slightly curved, looking

like sausages or hot dogs. Hot dogs for a Barbie Doll. They came in

all sizes. These on the tray were the mediums, twenty millimeters

long, maybe five millimeters in diameter, each filled with Oliver's

"secret sauce, " an enzyme solution that promoted healing, reduced

edema, and retarded scar formation.

Here was the real key to Duncan's phenomenal popularity. He had the

best hands in the business, but that was only part of his appeal.

These implants did the rest, allowing his patients the fastest recovery

time, speeding them back into circulation to show off their new

faces.

The brainchild of Duncan's younger brother, the implants were a

crystal-protein matrix consisting of magnesium and albumin. Shortly

after Gin came on staff, Oliver had shown her serial magnetic-resonance

images of the implants after surgery. Each successive MRI showed a

shrinking, shriveling membrane as the implant released its enzyme

contents into the subcutaneous tissues to reduce scarring and

post-operative edema. The final MRI a few weeks post-op showed

nothing, After the implant had done its work, the crystals dissolved

and the body's enzymes broke down the albumin to its component ammo

acids, those were absorbed along with the magnesium into the

surrounding tissues and eventually into the bloodstream, leaving no

trace.

With a probe, Gin nudged one of the implants onto the special narrow,

oblong spoon Duncan had custom-made after too many implants ruptured in

the grip of an ordinary forceps. She reached over and gently deposited

it in the incision. Duncan used a probe to position the implant where

he wanted it, then signaled for another. When he had four of them

placed deep in the incision, he moved his field closer to the

surface.

"He looks younger already, ' Gin said.

Right, Duncan thought as he trimmed a wedge of platysma. Just what I

want to do, make this bastard look younger.

What he really would have liked to do was restructure Vincent's

features into a configuration that reflected the man within. Not too

hard with Vincent . . . slant the eyes, tilt up the nose, spread the

nostrils, flare the lips . . . and find some way to make him say "I'm

Senator Harold Hogg, potentate of the pork barrel.

He smiled under the mask. He'd had so many of Congress's Old Boys on

the table, he could have changed the face of American politics by

nowþliterally.

I could be Dr. Moreau in reverse. Instead of vivisecting animals into

men, I'd recast pols into the animals and reptiles they emulate. I

could wear a mask and skulk through the halls of the Capitol, Duncan

Lathramþthe anti-Moreau, demon doctor of devolution, Phantom of the

Longworth Building, scourge of the Senate shuttle. A peal of insane laughter now and I'll be ready for Hollywood .

He sighed. Nothing so melodramatic for Senator Vincent. But Duncan

did have definite plans for him.

Don't worry, Senator. You'll get yours. Trust me.

As he was placing the final implants he heard Gin's voice but didn't

catch what she said.

"Hmmm? " "I said, what is it exactly that so irks you about the joint

committee?

Gin's dark, dark eyes were fixed on him expectantly, as if his answer

mattered very much to her. Under that cap and mask was a sultry

Mediterranean beauty with wild, glossy black hair, full lips, high

cheekbones, and flawless skin. A narrow waist and a perfect bust.

Nothing1 at all like the pimply, pudgy adolescent who'd worked in his

file room a dozen or so years ago. In fact, when she'd shown up last

June looking for part-time work as a physician, and told him who she

was, he'd half considered having her investigated as an impostor.

The ugly duckling had returned as a swan. A dark swan. A cygnet.

But if he had been twenty minutes later in getting to that emergency

room nineteen years ago, she wouldn't be anywhere now. That had been

the great perk of his former life, saving someone who might make a

difference in the world.

And he loved the way she'd started coming up with new words for him.

One day she'd stump him, but that was all right.

Seems I did us all a favor when I put your insides back together,

Gin.

Not for the first time, he questioned having changed his field of

practice, but only for a heartbeat. The choice had been made for

him.

No going back.

But where was Gin going with all her brains and hardwon education?

"What irks me? " he said slowly as he began restructuring Vincent's

trimmed platysma. "I don't think too much of the Joint Committee on

Medical Ethics and Practice Guidelines." He made a point of

enunciating the committee's name in its entirety. Simply saying the

joint committee didn't do justice to the pretentiousness of its

title.

"I don't like its name, I don't approve of its mission, and I think it

is staffed with arrivistes, parvenus, Pecksniffs, and bumptious ... yanoos He watched Gin's dark eyes crinkle at the corners.

I made her smile.

'"Hey, don't hold back, " she said. "Tell me what you really think. '

He would have liked to tell her the truth about what they did to his

life, his family, but that would serve no purpose.

Never complain, never explain.

"Do you know what they're up to? " he said.

"Well, I understand it was the president's idea to revive the old

McCready committee." Duncan straightened and paused in his suturing.

He didn't trust himself with a scalpel in his hand and McCready on his

mind.

"Alas, our dear president didn't get his health-care plan, so he's

taking it out on the medical profession. A medical guidelines bill

wasn't good enough7 wasn't broad enough. No. Now it's mandates on

medical ethics." Duncan closed his eyes to control his fury.

"Can you imagine it? Mark Twain said there's no distinct American

criminal class except for Congress. And yet this collection of

edacious, minatory pharisees is going to deliver ethical guidelines to

a profession'that has had a code of ethics since the time of Babylon.

" "We're not all so perfect, either, ' Gin said.

'"If all you've got is larceny in your heart, you don't spend four

years in premed, four years in med school, three to ten years in

postgraduate training working hundred-hour weeks at slightly more than

minimum wage, all for the privilege of being six figures in debt by the

time you hang out your shingle."

"Of course not, " Gin said. "You do it SQ you can work seventy-hour

weeks for the rest of your life." Duncan smiled and felt his muscles

relax. My dear cygnet. It's good to have you around.

He'd finished resecting and tightening the platysma. Time to close.

He asked for 6-o gut on a curved needle. Using a continuous

subcutaneous technique, he began suturing.

"Anyway, " she said, "since Senator Marsden is McCready's successor,

he's been asked to chair the joint committee. Got any dirt on him? '

Why was she so interested?

"Actually7 no7 Duncan said. "But he hasn't been around all that

long.

Give him TIME You know what the committee's up to, don't you? "

"Holding public hearings to gather information to help them write the

bill? " "Their stated purposeþat the president's behestþis to set

rigid standards for medical practice. What they're really out to do is

parade a bunch of horror stories before the public present a lot of

one-sided testimony on the worst cases of negligence and medical

malfeasance they can find and paint the whole medical profession as a

cartel of reckless, irresponsible, knife-happy, money-grubbing brigands

who must be brought to heel."

"Um? don't you think you sound just a

little paranoid? " With good reason7 he thought.

"Even paranoids have real enemies7 Gin. They're out to get usþpure and

simple. I know how that sounds, but that's how I see it. They're at

the bottom of the heap in public confidenceþand they want to draw

attention away from their own unwillingness to police themselves. "

'"But their ethics committees go after people all the TIME" Duncan

laughed. "Congressional ethicsþthere's an oxymoron for you. Only on

those rare occasions when the press turns up the he1at, only when their

backs are to the wall and they have to do something."

"Well, whether we like it or not, I kind of think the shape of medical

practice in the future is going to be decided at these hearings. So

I'd like to be an aide on that committee. In fact, I had an interview

at Senator Marsden's office yesterday mornmg.

Duncan froze and stared at her, and found Gin staring right back.

Gin's insides were wound into a Gordian knot. She'd waited until he'd

almost closed the incision before mentioning this.

Why did I tell him? she wondered. I may nor even get the job.

Duncan said nothing as he finished closing the incision, leaving not a

single stitch on the surface. Only a hair-thin line remained along the

underside of the chin.

Gin had seen him do this a hundred times at least7 but still it awed

her.

When he was done he looked up at her again.

"You what? "

"IþI had an interview withþ"

"You are incomprehensible. You have a brilliant mind? an excellent medical education? and you want

to be a Hill rat? "

"Only part-time. I justþ" " How can you even

think of cooperating with that committee? " '"Doesn't someone have to

make sure the rer their facts straight? " O "Facts? Since when is

Congress interested in facts? " He stepped back from the table and

began ripping off his gloves. "I thought I was working with a doctor,

not a Hill-rat wannabe." That hurtþ stung like a slap in the face.

"Duncanþ" '"You can't have it both ways, Gin. When you decide which

one you want to be, let me know. ' He tossed his gloves on the floor

and stormed out.

Gin had feared he might be a little upset, but she hadn't expected

anything like this. She stood in the suddenly silent OR, with Marie

and Joanna avoiding eye contact. She wondered what would have happened

if she'd mentioned her appointment with Congressman Allard tomorrow

morning. As it was she felt as if the floor had opened beneath her.

RECOVERY WITH THE MORNING'S TRUNCATED SURGERY SCHEDULE finished, the

halls were quiet. Too quiet. Gin's stomach was still tight as she

completed her dictation on Thursday's scheduled procedures.

Why did you open your big mouth?

Because he had to know sooner or later. . . especially when she began

asking for extra time off.

But you 1may never get the job.

Right. Too right.

She finished the last H and P, logged off her terminal, and sat

there.

Now what?

She had to face him. Had to clear the air. Had to find out where she

stood. Was she still welcome here as a pre-op evaluator and surgical

assistant? or was she to be cast into the outer darkness?

Only one way to find out.

She gathered her courage and hurried upstairs to the main floor. From

there a short walk down the hall.

Duncan's slim, pretty, blond receptionist-secretary guarded the door to

his office.

"Hi, Barbara. Is he in? ' She smiled up at Gin. "Just missed him.

Said he was going to look in on the senator, thenþ" "þhead for the golf

course, " Gin said. That was Duncan's routine.

"He may still be here. If you hurryþ"

"Thanks, Barb." She hurried

toward the V.I.P recovery room. Along the way she saw Sharon Collins,

the recovery RN, standing in the hall and talking to Joanna. She

slowed as she passed.

"Excuse me, Sharon. Aren't youþ? ' "Doing recovery on the V.I.P? "

She was short, dark, and built like a Ninja turtle, but one sharp nurse.

"Yeah. Dr. D.

told me to take a break while he double-checked his needlework. I'm

just about to head back."

"Good. Maybe I can catch him."

"You sure you want to? " Joanna said.

Gin flashed her a smile. "No." She scooted around the corner to the

V.I.P recovery roomþ a plain, unmarked doorþand knocked gently.

When there was no answer she tried again.

"Duncan?

She pushed the door open.

Noon brightness filtered through the full-length beige drapes across

the picture window. Carpeting instead of linoleum, mahogany instead of

Formica. A veneer of luxury for the sort who craved it, but very

functional beneath.

In the bed, Senator Vincent snored softly, sleeping off the general

anesthetic. But no Duncan.

Damn. She'd missed him. He couldn't have got that far.

She was half turned to leave when she saw Senator Vincent move his

leg.

An unfolding length of sheet revealed a spot of red on the white over

his thigh. She leaned closer.

Blood.

Just a tiny spot. No more than a drop. But there shouldn't have been

any blood down by his leg. On his pillow, maybe, but not there.

She lifted the sheet and looked at the senator's leg. A small,

semicircular puncture wound, less than a quarter inch in length on the

outer aspect of the thigh, slightly toward the rear.

She probed the area around it and the senator moved again. Within the

bandages his lids struggled open. His glazed eyes stared at her, then

closed again.

"Shot, " he mumbled.

"What? " "Gave me shot."

"Who gave you a shot? " "Docker Lafram." He opened his eyes again and

smiled. "Summin special.

Only choice patients." The senator smacked his lips and closed his

eyes. He began to snore.

Gin stood over him. A shot? Since when did Duncan give injections?

Never. It was unheard of.

Vincent had to be wrong . . . and yet there definitely was a puncture

wound in his thigh.

She adjusted the covers back over him.

Weird. Very weird.

A noise behind her made her turn. Collins was slipping through the

door. She glanced around.

"He's gone? " "Gone when I got here. Did Dr. Lathram say anything

about giving the senator an injection? " Collins checked the order

sheet. "No. Just the usualþ Tylenol, two P-O every four hours P-R-N."

"No, I mean himselfþgiving the senator an injection himself."

Collins's wide face broke into a grin. "Dr. D. ? Giving meds

personally? No way. That's what us RNs are for. Where'd you get an

idea like that?

" "There's a puncture on his thigh and he said something about Dr.

Lathram giving him a shot." Collins stepped over to the bed and

examined his thigh.

"Hmmm. Where'd that come from? Looks more like a tiny cut than a

needle mark."

"He saidþ" Collins gave Senator Vincent's shoulder a gentle shake.

"Senator? Are you awake? " He snorted and his eyes fluttered but

didn't open.

"Okay, Mom, " he said.

Collins grinned again. "You see? I'd sooner believe the Man in the

Moon gave him an injection than Dr. D. And besides, where's the

syringe?

Where's the injection vial? " She had a point.

"You're right." Gin turned and head1ed for the door. "I'm out of

here.

See you Thursday." It was strange, it didn't add up, but Gin pushed it

out of her mind.

She had other things to think about. Like her appointment with

Congressman Allard tomorrow morning. Another of Duncan's patients, by

the way. She'd assisted on his abdominal liposuction a while back.

And if he didn't work out, she could come back to Senator Vincent.

She hadn't realized it when she signed on here, but here was one of the

perks of working with Duncan, If they had juice and they wanted

cosmetic surgery, Duncan Lathram was the man to see.

DUNCAN DUNCAN Lathram, MD, STOOD AMONG THE EARLY morning regulars at

the self-serve coffee counter at the rear of the 7-Eleven on F Street

offFifth. Not exactly his purlieu. He felt a little out of place in

his pale blue oxford shirt, blue blazer, and tan slacks, but no one

seemed to pay him much mind.

He considered the array of partially filled glass urns before him.

They leave the pots on the heaters, he thought. Barbaric.

Grimacing, he reached for a medium-sized cupþfoam, no lessþemblazoned

with the red-and-green corporate logo, and poured himself a cup of the

loi-disant coffee.

He could tell from the colorþhe was sure he could read the morning

paper through itþthat they were stretching the grounds by adding too

much water. The aromaþmake that smell--this acrid effluvium did

not deserve three syllables þtestified that it had been sitting on the

burner far too long.

He'd always drunk his coffee black and, even though he knew he was

going to regret this, he wasn't about to change now. He blew steam off

the dark surface, sipped . . .

And shuddered. It tasted like . . . like . . .

Words failed him.

He watched the man in the blue flannel shirt next to him lighten his

coffee with half-and-half, then spoon in three sugars.

"Does that kill the taste? " The man glanced up at him, apparently

startled at being spoken to. "Uh, sorta. I don't really like coffee,

but I need it to get going in the morning."

"Yes. You might say I'm abstemious in all matters except coffee. What

we won't do to render ourselves properly caffeinated, ay? " He got in

line at the cash register. The flannel shirt followed him.

Ahead of him, Duncan watched a steatopygous woman with rollers wound

into her orange hair dump three cans of Arizona Iced Tea and twenty

creamsicles onto the counter, then ask for two packs of

Parliamentþboxes, please.

Half turning to the flannel shirt, Duncan said, "I've always believed

that one can augur the course of a civilization through observation of

its indigenous cuisine, don't you agree? " The flannel shirt said,

"What? " ' Exactly." Then it was Duncan's turn to pay.

"Anything else? " said the Middle Eastern gentleman behind the

counter.

"Sorry, no, " Duncan said. "My doctor won't allow me more than one

medium-size kerosene a day."

"Yes, sir, " the man said and took his money. "Have a nice . . ,

day.

Outside he walked south, crossed Constitution and strolled up the Mall,

gingerly sipping the coffeelike substance as he approached the

Capitol.

Here it was Wednesday, a nosurgery day. He should have been relaxed,

but a fine tremor from his hand rippled the surface of the liquid in

the cup. He knew it wasn't the caffeine.

Admit it, he told himself. If you were wound any tighter you'd

implode.

But why shouldn't you be? This is an important day. Even more

important for a certain congressman.

He distracted himself by admiring the scenery.

He rarely got downtown anymore. Too bad. It had rained last night,

and now a fine mist hazed the air and the grass coruscated in the early

morning sunlight. Starlings managed to make themselves heard over the

growing thunder of the stampeding herd of arriving federal workers.

He'd forgotten how beautiful the Mall could be before the tourists

arrived.

The last time he'd ventured this way had been a big mistake. He'd come

down in May during the annual invasion by busloads of eighth graders

from everywhere east of the Rockies. The National Gallery had been

crawling with roving, cachinnating packs of barely bridled hormones

wrapped in scabrous, whelk-laden skin to whom the epitome of true art

and intimate self-expression was spray painting the name of their

favorite heavy metal group on a wall.

But then, one of the central pieces on exhibit at the National Gallery

at the time had been a huge mural, ten feet high, twenty long, all

stark white except for a beige vertical stripe two feet from the left

edge.

Maybe the kids were onto something after all, Megadeth Rules indeed.

Duncan hadn't been back since.

Further on, a dirty, unshaven man approached him, wearing a black trash

bag, he had the drawstring around his waist, his head and arms poking

through appropriately placed slits.

"Got some spare change for an old soldier? " the tatterdemalion

said.

Duncan stopped and reached into his pocket. "Which war was that? "

"Which one were you in? " the man said.

'"The Korean Conflict, as it is now known." Not true. He'd been in

college thenþpremed. But he wanted to see what this "old soldier"

would say.

"Me too." Duncan had to smile. "What if I'd said Vietnam? " '"Was in

that one too. I'm the Unknown Soldier." Duncan figured he probably

meant Universal Soldier but then again, it was very likely that he

couldn't remember his name.

'"Clever rain gear you've got there, soldier. The latest from the

House of Hefty, if I'm not mistaken." '"Does the job." Duncan handed

him a twenty-dollar bill. The man glanced at it, then did a double

take.

"God, man! Thanks! Thanks a million! " "Why not? I expect this to

be a good day for me. Might as well be a good one for you too." The

fellow began backing away, most likely trying to put some distance

between them before Duncan changed his mind. "I'll spend this wisely, I assure you, sir." Duncan laughed. "I'm sure you will."

"And you have a good day."

"I assure you I will. A very good day." It all goes according to plan

this TIME

Anxiety nibbled at his stomach lining like hungry fish. Timing was

everything here, but with so many variables beyond his control, luck

was a considerable factor as well. And Duncan hated to depend on

luck.

He walked on until he spotted the camera crew setting up on the House

side at the base of the steps leading up to the west portico of the

Capitol.

"Something big happening? " Duncan asked.

"Just an interview, " the bearded cameraman said. "Congressman . "

"Which one? " "Allard." '"Not Kenneth Allard! The Kenneth Allard?

Here? Right here? " Duncan clapped his hands. "He's one of my

favorites! " The cameraman grinned at the soundman. "First time I

ever heard anyone say that. ' "Oh, he's a great statesman. A

wonderful intellect. An isle of probity in1 a sea of venality."

"If you say so." Obviously the cameraman had lost what little interest

he'd had in talking to Duncan. Not that Duncan could blame him.

Make sure that camera's working, Duncan thought. You're going to see

the end of someone's career.

He headed up the four flights of granite steps that led to the

Capitol.

He had to get to Congressman Allard before Allard got to the camera.

Last night he'd heard a TV newsreader mention that they'd be

interviewing Congressman Allard today on the revival of the Joint

Committee on Medical Ethics and Practice Guidelines. Duncan had

decided then to be here bright and early. This was too rare an

opportunity to miss.

He climbed to the top of the Capitol steps and gazed back along the

green expanse of the Mall. A mile and a half away, past the Capitol

Reflecting Pool, past the towers of the Smithsonian and the museums and

galleries that lined the Mall, the obelisk of the Washington Monument

gleamed like a spearhead in the morning sunlight and cast a narrow

shaft of shadow toward the white rectangle of the Lincoln Memorial

behind it. Above them, the Delta shuttle glided toward a landing at

Washington National.

Flanking the Mall to the right and left, Pennsylvania, Constitution,

and Independence avenues were thick with traffic, all heading this

way.

And all around him a steady stream of men and womenþ mostly menþdressed

in suits and carrying briefcases or attache cases, scurrying up the

steps. They obviously were not touristsþno Bermuda shorts, cameras,

and "I't Washington" capsþand he knew they weren't senators or

representatives or staffers. The people who worked here, who belonged

here, moved back and forth between the Senate and House office

buildings on underground shuttles. These were lobbyists, armed with

checkbooks loaded with the grease that keeps the wheels of Congress

turning.

The kakistocracy was in session.

Duncan sighed as he watched their hurried, purposeful climb toward the

House and Senate chambers. God, there were an awful lot of them.

The Congress of the United States, he thought with a grim smile. The

best government money can buy.

Far below, at the bottom of the steps, the soundman nodded as the

reporter checked his mike. Good. They were ready. All set up and

1waiting for U. S. representative Kenneth Allard. Duncan was waiting

for him too.

And then he saw him. Allard stepped out on the House side flanked by

three of his aides. Pushing sixty, medium height, and on the glabrous

protuberance that passed for his head, a thatch of dark brown hair that

had once belonged to someone else. He had a paunch but a small one.

It had been much larger before Duncan had gone to work on it with the

liposuction tube. What had been protuberant and tremulose was now

flattened and firm.

Not a bad job, he thought as Allard started moving toward him across

the open, granite-paved expanse, even if I do say so myself.

But a face only a bacteriologist could love.

A good many of the arriving lobbyists smiled deferentially and waved to

Allard as they passed. He was something of a legend on the Hill,

admired, almost revered, by his colleagues in the kakistocracy for the

innovative approach to campaign financing he developed while serving on

the Committee on Energy and Commerce. A couple of campaigns ago, when

Congressman Allard became aware that his reelection coffers were down

to their last million or two, and the PACs weren't coming up with fresh

money fast enough, he introduced a flurry of bills that would have

devastating impact on the coal, oil, gas, and timber industries.

Suddenly the energy PACs and lumber trade associations, not to mention

the associated unions that would be hit hard by the new Allard bills,

were swarming around him with open checkbooks. He collected eight

million in three monthsþ some of which probably paid for his surgery.

After gorging himself on the pecuniary viands, he withdrew the bills

from committee. The procedure had been imitated by his colleagues many

times since.

But none of that had anything to do with why Duncan was here today.

He watched Allard nod to a few of the passing lobbyists, but the

congressman was more interested in conferring with his aides, he looked

like a quarterback huddling with his coaches, only they were all in

suits.

Duncan wondered if he was the only one on Capitol Hill wearing

something other than a business suit.

"Good morning, Kent, " Duncan said as he neared the group.

Allard looked up at the sound of his sobriquet and squinted at

Duncan.

An instant of confusionþDuncan could almost hear him thinking Who the

hell? þand then recognition.

"Docþ" He cleared his throat. "Duncan! What are you doing up here?

Welcome to the Hill." His expression was wary instead of welcoming.

Doesn't want to call me Dr. Lathram. Probably afraid someone will

recognize the name and want to know what fixups I performed on him.

Duncan stuck out his hand and delivered his lines smoothly.

'"Waiting for some relatives from out of town. Promised to show them

the sights . . . tour guide for a day. You know the drill, I'm

sure.

" Chicklet caps flashed. "I sure do." Casually, Duncan reached into

his blazer pocket and gripped the oblong bulk of his pager. He felt

the sweat collecting under his arms. He was close now, but he wanted

to be closer still. Just to be sure.

"You're looking good, Kent. The cameras down there are going to love

you." Bat nowhere near as mach as you love them.

The smile faded. The wariness reemerged. "Thank you. ' Don't worry,

Congressman, Duncan thought. I'm not going to say anything about the

liposuction.

But he couldn't resist turning the screw a little tighter.

"How do you stay so young looking? " Allard's smile returned, but

looked forced now. "Clean living." You son of a bitch.

"I must try that sometime.

They both laughed. Duncan flipped the ON switch on his pager and it

began to beep. He pulled it from his pocket. A vintage model,

considerably larger than the new ones. He stared at the blank message

window, trying to still the ague tremor of his hand.

"Looks like my service wants me. I'd better find a phone and see what

they want." He edged past Allard and his aides, coming within a few

inches of the congressman.

This is as close as I'm going to get, he thought.

His finger found another button on his pager. The special button. But

he hesitated. No turning back once he pressed it.

Old questions assailed him again. Isn't this going too far? Is it

really worth the risk? What if I'm caught? And the most disturbing of

all, Is this something a sane man would do?

Then he remembered what Allard had participated in five years ago .

.

. and today's clean-living remark.

Duncan pressed the button.

This time the pager made no sound, but he felt it vibrate against his

1palm.

Allard winced and rubbed his right thigh.

"Good luck with the TV folks, Kent, " Duncan said. "And think of an

eighteen-year-old named Lisa."

"Pardon>" Allard said.

"Her name was Lisa. Keep that in mind." I want it to be your last

coherent thought.

He turned and almost bumped into a dark-haired young woman.

wIn"T Gin tried to speak but found her voice locked. Not from the

shock of seeing Duncan on the Capitol steps, but from the look on his

face as he'd turned away from Congressman Allard. His eyes, arctic

cold, cobalt hard, full of rage and hatred so intense she thought

they'd leap from their sockets. Never in her life had she seen an

expression like that.

For an instant she thought she was facing a feral stranger.

And suddenly it was gone. As soon as he spoke her name his face

changed, metamorphosed into the Duncan Lathram she knew.

And then she could speak.

'"Duncan. You're the last person I expected to run into down here. "

He stared at her for a few heartbeats. When he finally spoke, his

voice was cool, distant.

"I might have said the same about you . . . until yesterday. How long

have you been standing here? " She'd arrived early at the Rayburn

Building for her meeting and had been told that Congressman Allard

would be slightly delayed because of his television interview. Rather

than sit cooling her heels, Gin had opted to stroll across Independence

to catch the interview live.

Staying a discreet distance from the congressman's group she'd noticed

a man who reminded her of Duncan, but she couldn't be sure from the

rear, and besides, what would Duncan be doing down here? She'd edged

closer, had been almost on top of him when he'd turned and they'd come

nose to nose.

How long have you been standing here? The answer seemed important to

him. Very important.

Long enough to hear you say something very strange, she thought.

'-Just a few seconds. But what on earth are you doing here? " "Me? "

He looked around. I love the Capitol area . . . the Mall . . .

the monuments . . . they're beautiful."

"Knowing how you feel about politicians" "Let's just say I consider it

a beautiful mansion that happens to be infested by termites and all

sorts of vermin." His eyes bored into her.

"So why are you here? " The question she'd been dreading. "I, uh,

have an appointment with Congressman Allard this morning." He

grimaced. "You want to be on his staff? " "I'll be on anybody's

staff. I want to be on this committee .

He stared at her again. "Yes. Yes, I see you do. Why didn't you

mention this yesterday? " "You didn't exactly give me a chance." He

made a soft guttural sound and glanced at the oldfashioned beeper

clutched in his handþa dinosaur of a beeper, at least six inches

long.

Odd, she thought. She hadn't realized Duncan carried a pager. He

wasn't on emergency call, but she guessed there was always the chance

of a postsurgical complication.

Suddenly he seemed in a rush. He spoke quickly.

"I want to discuss something with you, Gin, but I have to make a call

and this is neither the time nor the place. I will see you in my

office after lunch this afternoon. Can you be there? " . . .

something to discuss with you . . . She didn-t like the sound of

that.

"I think so."

"Good. See you then." He turned and headed for one of the doors into

the south wing. Gin watched him for a few seconds, then turned her

attention to where Congressman Allard continued to huddle with his

aides. The totaled ages of the three younger men probably exceeded

Allard's by very little, yet they were doing all the talking. Good

haircuts, expensive suits, six-figure incomes or close to it for many

of the more experienced aides, and a smug We're-where-it's-at look.

Too many of the Hill rats she'd met seemed to adopt that attitude after

a couple of years on the job. She promisedþ sworeþthat wouldn't happen

to her.

No doubt doing some last-minute fine tuning of his remarks before the

camera.

Finally he seemed ready. He nodded to his aides, straightened his tie,

adjusted his suit coat, patted his toupee, then started down the

steps.

Gin sidled to her right to where she had an unobstructed view of the

steps. She watched Allard descend on an angle toward the waiting

camera and reporter. His movements were smooth and fluid during the

first two flights, then he stopped on the landing halfway down.

He paused and rubbed his eyes, shook his head as if to clear it, then

continued down. At the top of the last flight he stopped again.

A warning bell sounded in Gin's brain. Something was wrong.

Allard leaned against the bronze handrail and pressed a hand over his

eyes. Even from here Gin could see that the hand was shaking.

He lowered his hand and began to sway. He grasped the rail and turned

around to stare back up at the Capitol. His expression was

frightened.

He looked lost, confused, as if he didn't know where he was. He took a

faltering step to his left but wobbled backward instead.

Gd, he's going to fall!

As his arms windmilled for balance, his aides cried out and rushed down

to him. But Allard was already toppling. He managed to twist around

but could not break his fall. He hit the granite steps and began to

roll.

Shouts now from the TV crew as the reporter rushed toward the falling

legislator. The cameraman followed her, taping all the way A couple of

Capitol Police started running from the other end of the steps.

Gin was already on her way down as Congressman Allard landed in a heap

at the base of the steps and lay still, arms akimbo, his toupee skewed

so that it hung over his left ear. His aides, the TV crew, and the

cops converged on him from three directions.

Gin reached the growing knot and forced her way in.

'"I'm a doctor, " she said. "Let me through. ' The onlookers made way

for her and soon she was kneeling at Allard's side. He was on his

back, his face was a mess, blood everywhere. Gin dug her index and

middle fingers into the side of his throat, probing for a carotid. She

found it, pulsing rapidly, but strong and regular.

She saw his chest moving with respirations, small bubbles of saliva

fluttering at the corner of his bloodied lips as air flowed in and

out.

Pulse and respiration okay. Good. But he did seem to be in shock.

"All right, ' she announced to the onlookers. "His heart's beating and

he's breathing. No need for CPR. But nobody move him. He may have a

spinal injury." She looked around. "Is somebody calling an

ambulance?

' One of the Capitol cops pointed to his partner who was babbling into

his radio. We're on it, " he said.

Gin returned her attention to Allard. She couldn't do a neurological

evaluation here, but if she had to bet she'd put her money on a

stroke.

Maybe he'd flipped an embolus to his brain.

She glanced up and saw someone standing at the railing along the edge

of the west portico, looking down. She blinked. It was Duncan. She

couldn't read his expression. He stood there staring for a moment,

then turned and disappeared from view.

Duncan? she thought. Aren't you going to help?

COFFEE GINA DIDN'T GET BACK TO THE SURGICENTER until shortly before

noon. She'd hovered by Congressman Allard's side until the E.M.Ts

arrived. She watched them bandage his face, strap him to a back board,

load him into their rig, and howl away toward G. W. Medical Center.

She stopped back at Allard's office to let them know what had happened,

and after that she'd been at loose ends, wandering around the Capitol

area, thinking, wondering . . .

Duncan had acted so strange this morning, and he hadn't shown the

slightest concern for the fate of the congressman, who wasn't just some

strangerþhe was one of Duncan's patients.

And who was this Lisa he'd been talking about to Allard? It had seemed

like such a non sequitur.

She took the Metro Red Line up to Friendship Heights and walked the

rest of the way, still thinking, still wondering.

By the time she reached the surgicenter she still didn-t have an

answer.

"He wanted to see me, ' she told Barbara as she paused at her reception

desk.

"He mentioned it, but right now he's conferencing with another

doctor.

Strict orders not to disturb." "Really? Anybody we know? " Barbara

shrugged. "All he tells me is to block out half an hour for Dr. V.

Now you know as much as I do. But he's very good-looking." Barbara's

eyebrows oscillated as her voice took on a Mae West tone. "This is his

second visit, and I hope it's not the last." Why so mysterious about

the name? A doctor who wanted cosmetic surgery maybe?

Gin shrugged. Not her business.

"Let him know I'm here."

"Will do." A few minutes later she was sitting in the basement lab

across the workbench from Oliver, diffidently watching him fill the

next batch of a dozen or so implants for tomorrow's surgery. She

already had a headache, and the residual olfactory tang of solvents was

conspiring with the bright overhead fluorescents to make it worse. She

should have been working with Oliver, learning the technique, but she

couldn't muster the concentration.

Her chin rested on her hands and her elbows were propped on the marred

black counter. She felt leaden, as if someone had siphoned off all her

energy . . . the aftermath of. the morning's events, and the

certainty that Duncan was going to fire her.

'"He's not going to fire you, " Oliver said.

She glanced up at him. He sat calmly in his white coat, his pudgy

hands folded in front of him. But she read genuine sympathy in the

round, pale face and in the blue eyes behind the thick horn-rimmed

lenses. Hard to believe he and Duncan shared the same gene pool.

"How can you be so sure? ' "He tends to fly off the handle lately.

Ever since they reconvened that darn committee. ' "What is it with him

and that committee? " '"Well, years ago he had a bit of trouble . .

.

' His voice trailed off.

"What sort of trouble? " '"Nothing. Forget I said anything." Gin

wasn't forgetting anything. Especially after this morning. Another

question was burning through her brainpan.

"All right then. Tell me this, Who's Lisa? " "Lisa? " "Yes. I heard

Duncan mention something about a Lisa this . , .

morning.

The implant Oliver was filling suddenly burst. "I . . . I don't

know.

He had a daughter named Lisa."

"Had? " "Yes, wellþ" The phone rang.

Oliver picked it up and listened. "She's right here, " he said, then

handed it across to her. Duncan's voice, "Gin, please come to my

office." Her mouth went dry. "Okay. Sure." The other end clicked

dead. That in itself was not indicative of anythingþDuncan rarely said

hello or good-bye on the phoneþbut she could feel her insides coiling

into knots. She handed the receiver back to Oliver. "He wants to see

me." Oliver smiled. "See?

He's cooled down already."

"I wouldn't be too sure of that."

"I'll talk to him if you want."

"Thanks, but I'd better handle this myself.

" With the knots inside pulling even tighter, she rose and headed for

Duncan's office. This was it. She'd been in his office before, many

times, but usually just a quick stop before surgery to discuss some

potential problem with one of his patients. This was the first time

he'd actually called and asked her to his office.

He's going to fire me.

Financially, that would not be a 1catastrophe. She wasn't getting paid

all that much here and she could take an extra shift as house doctor at

Lynnbrook. But still . . .

Her throat constricted.

Fired . . . being fired by anyone from any job would hurt. But to be

kicked out by Duncan Lathram . . .

Devastating.

She wasn't going to back down, though. Not when she was doing the

right thing. But how to explain it to him? From what she could see,

the days when doctors could focus solely on their patients and ignore

what Washington was up to were gone. Dead as the Jurassic age.

For their patients' sake as well as their own, doctors had to get

involved in the process. And any doctor who thought otherwise was a

dinosaur, already extinct but simply unaware of the fact.

Sure, she thought. That's it. Tell Duncan he's the best surgeon

alive, but he's a dinosaur. He'll definitely want to keep me on

then.

Gin forced a smile as she approached Barbara's desk.

"He's expecting me."

"I know, " Barbara said. "He told me to hold his calls." Oh, great.

Gin hesitated at the door, then pushed through.

Duncan's officer was a spacious quadrangle with floor-to ceiling glass

along most of the far wall. The last of the morning sun was slipping

from the room but still shining brightly on the oriental rock garden

and koi pond outside.

Very little of the off-white walls was visible, the few sections not

obscured by mahogany bookcases filled with medical texts and surgical

journals were studded with plaques, degrees, diplomas, and certificates

from licensing and specialty boards. An oversized antique partners

desk stretched before the window-wall. A glorious Persian rug covered

most of the hardwood floor.

The wall on the far right angled to a large cabinet custombuilt for the

narrow corner. Duncan had the cabinet open and stood before it now,

his back to her, engrossed in whatever he was doing.

He half turned as she closed the door behind her.

'"Good. You're just in TIME" He motioned her closer. "Come watch

this." A little off balance from the casual greetingþhe seemed a

changed man since this morningþand more than a little unsure of

herself, she complied. As she approached she heard a whirring noise,

like an electric drill. When she reached his side she was startled to

see what he was up to.

Grinding coffee.

'"Just got these in, ' he said. "Costa Rican La Minita Tarrazu. A

superb batch of beans." He dumped the ground coffee into the open end

of a chrome funnel set in the top of an insulated carafe.

Gin didn't see any white inside the funnel. "You forgot the filter.

" '"Don't worry. It's in there. I use a gold mesh filter. Paper

soaks up too many of the oils that give a coffee its character.

Remember that.

Always use a gold filter. And here's something else to remember." He

reached into the little microwave to his left and removed a half-quart

Pyrex cup full of steaming water. He took two tablespoons of water and

added them to the cone.

"Always wet your grounds first. Give them about thirty seconds to

swell, then add the rest of the water. But not boiling water.

You don't want scalded coffee. Bring the water to a boil and let it

sit for about a minute, then pour it over the damp grounds. But not

just any water. Use spring water. Don't use that chemical-laden junk

from the tap." He emptied the Pyrex cup into the cone, then rubbed his

. . . . . .

hands in anticipation.

"You're about to have a real experience, Gin. Just possibly the best

cup of coffee in the world." He turned to her. "Any news from

Marsden's office yet? " "No. I'm not terribly sanguine about my

chances. ' Sanguine? She never used that word. Must be Duncan's

influence. "My interview wasn't with Senator Marsden, you know. It

was with his chief of staff. We didn't exactly hit it off."

"Shot down by the senator's staff, eh? And I guess you didn't get

your chance to impress Allard either."

"Hardly. That was some fall he had. Lucky to be In one piece after

the way he hit the sidewalk."

"Right in front of the TV cameras.

They've been replaying it all morning on CNN. Too bad." Too bad?

He'd been there, watching, and hadn't helped. Or didn't he want to

admit that?

"Had some nasty facial lacerations. Chances are he'll be calling you

to fix him up." '"He can save his dime, " Duncan said. "You ought to

know by now I don't operate on people who need surgeryþ only those who

want it. By the way, sorry about my outburst yesterday morning. You

didn't deserve that." Just like that, Oh, by the way, sorry I damn

near ga1ve you a heart attack.

But relief blotted out his offhandedness. The bunched muscles in her

shoulders and the back of her neck began to uncoil.

'"You mean I'm not fired? " He laughed. "Hell, no! But I do want to

talk to you." His smile faded.

"I want to know why a bright, talented young woman like you wants to

get involved with the Harold Vincents and Kenneth Allards of the

world.

" Oh, God, she thought as she took a deep breath. Here we go.

'"Somebody's got to, Duncan. They're calling all the shots. But when

they want to know what's going on with doctors and medical care, look

who they ask, insurance companies, A.M.A officers, public service

doctors, VA doctors, whoever's handy." Duncan grimaced with

distaste.

"Or even worse, Samuel Fox." Gin nodded. She remembered sitting

around with her fellow residents and laughing at Fox's asinine

statements during a Donahue appearance a couple of years ago. But he

had a knack for PR and had parlayed his alarmist books and press

releases into a position of credibility with Congress.

"Exactly. Congress gets its input from doctors who aren't

physicians.

" "Stands to reason, ' Duncan said. "Real doctors are out in the

trenches practicing medicine. They've got too many sick people on

their hands to hang around Capitol Hill."

"Too true. But that's got to change." Duncan's jaw jutted at her.

"Why? " "Because the government's got its sights on health care. The

big reform package didn't fly, but that doesn't mean the government's

going to go away.

It's going to keep inching in, the old salami-slicing method.

Nothing's going to stop it." Duncan sighed. "Yeah, I know. Don't get

me wrong. I'm not opposed to everyone having some sort of coverage. I

hate the thought of anyone, especially a child, going untreated. But I

loathe the idea of the kakistocracy designing and administering the

program, imposing guidelines for medical decisions that should be a

matter solely between doctor and patient." His voice took on a TV

announcer's tone, " And now, from the people who brought you the House

Post Office scandal and the debatable, Health care!

" He shook his head. "I don't think so."

"Doesn't it make sense to standardize medical care and costs across the

country? " His gaze was hard as steel. "Don't you think we've got

enough guidelines already?

" She thought of old Mrs. Thompson at Lynnbrook Hospital. "Well .

.

. " "What this bill will do is enforce cookbook medicine. The real

thrust of all this legislation isn't quality assuranceþit's cost

control.

They'll save a few bucks but the human costs will be huge."

"It doesn't have to be that way. Weþ" Duncan glanced at the carafe and

held up a hand. "Coffee's ready." He lifted the cone from the carafe

and placed it in the small chrome sink next to the microwave. Then he

filled two thick white diner-style mugs with the fresh, steaming

coffee. He handed one to Gin.

"Now this is coffee. Taste." Gin sniffedþthe aroma was fabulousþthen

sipped. Usually she drank her coffee black with a little sugar. This

didn't need sugar. The tSavor was so deep, so rich . .

.

"It's . . . " She struggled for words. "It's like I've never had real

coffee before. This is amazing." Duncan beamed. "It's worth the

trouble, isn't it? An anodyne for weltschmerz. I'll grind you up some

beans to take home. But use them soon. And if you use a regular drip

machine, neverþneverþleave the pot on a heater. Always decant the

coffee immediately into a carafe. Even the best coffee gets bitter

when it's overheated."

"Thanks. I'll remember that." Gin had had no idea Duncan was such a

coffee connoisseur. The rituals, the rules .

. . it was like a religion. But the result was awfully good.

They sipped in silence for a moment. Gin wandered along the glass wall

and admired the koi pool, the rock garden, and the dwarf shrubs that

lined it. She continued on, passing his desk. The top right drawer

was open. Inside was a glass injection vial filled with a clear amber

fluid.

Something else too. Something metallic, almost like a large trocar .

.

Suddenly Duncan was beside her, sliding the drawer closed.

"You were saying? " "Where was I? Well, the point I was trying to

make is that if I can get on a committee member's staff, I can see to

it that he gets some straight dope on how these guidelines will affect

patient care. And if I can influence him even a little, won't it be

worth it? " Duncan stared at her, slowly shaking his head. "For some

time now I've been worrying that you had no direction. I was afraid

1you were just going to drift, make a career of moonlighting and locum

tenens work. Now I almost wish that were the case." Had he actually

been thinking about her? "Maybe I'll simply devote myself to

lexiphania." Duncan appeared taken aback. Had she stumped him?

Lexiphaniaþthe tendency to use obscure and unusual words. The irony

would be rich. How wonderful to catch him with a word that described

himself.

Duncan laughed. "Where'd you find that one? " "Wasn't easy, believe

me. ' '"All right. I plead guilty to compulsive grandiloquism, to

singlehandedly trying to correct for the entire language's drift into

banality." Damn. He did know it.

She said, "I don't think it's working."

"More's the pity." He gazed at her, smiling. "Lexiphania . . . that

s wonderful. How can I stay angry at you? But seriously, Gin, you've

been trained for a higher sort of work than being legislative aide to

some pretentious pinhead pol. I hate to see you wasting your

talents."

For a moment she was struck by how much he sounded like Peter. He'd

said almost exactly the same thing when she'd told him she was leaving

Louisiana to get involved in medical politics.

Focusing on Duncan, Gin bit her tongue and thought, I could say the

same about your facelifts.

As if reading her mind he smiled crookedly and said, "Not that I'm one

to talk about wasting training." For an instant there was real pain in

his eyes. Her heart went out to him.

"Duncan . . . whateverþ" He held up the coffee carafe. "Refill? "

'"No, thanks. Can I askþ? " "I don't envy you, Gin." Obviously he

didn't want to talk about Duncan Lathram. "I wouldn't want to be

starting out in medicine today and facing the terrain that's ahead of

you.

"All the more reason to get involved." Why couldn't he see that?

'"But what do you hope to accomplish? What is your goal down there on

Capitol Hill? " "Fair guidelines. Realistie guidelines we can all

live with."

"Never happen, " Duncan said. He sighed. "I hope you know what you're

doing, Gin."

"I've given it a lot of thought."

"Have you? They're a pretty corrupt bunch, Gin, andþ" "And I'm so

impressionable? " "No. It's not that. It's just that, well, as

doctors, we're a different breed.

Our values are different. We don't speak the same language. We do1n't

walk in the same shoes as other people."

"That sounds just a little elitist to me." He shrugged.

"Maybe. But sometimes I think the weight of the life-and-death

decisions doctors have to make sets them apart from the rest of

humanity. When you've felt someone's life draining through your hands,

and you've reeled him back in and sent him home to his family, it does

something to you. You've seen things that regular folk will never see,

done things they'll never do, glimpsed them at their most vulnerable,

when they're stripped of all their pretenses. You've been master of

life and death, and that can't help but change you. It leaves you one

step removed from everybody else. ' Gin had run up against this

gods-who-walk attitude all through her residency.

"It's time we ditched the god thing, don't you think? We're not gods,

and it's damaging to us and our patients to foster that kind of

reverence. We can do extraordinary things, seemingly miraculous

things.

But we're not gods. We're just people." He was sullen as he sipped

his coffee in silence.

Finally Gin said, "Doesn't look like we'll ever see eye to eye, does

it? " '"No, it doesn't." '"Can we agree to disagree, then? " "I

don't suppose I have much choice." '"You could fire me."

"I don't want to do that. But don't expect my blessing." '"I never

did." Bat I want it, dammit. I wish I didn't, but I do. "I don't

even know if I'll get the job. But if I do I'll have to adjust my

schedule toþ" "Cassidy can take up the slack. We'll work it out."

Gin felt a trickle of warmth, seeping through her. This - was a

blessing of sorts, wasn't it? If not, it would have to do.

"Thank you, Duncan. I didn't expectþ" "I want to keep you nearby .

.

. where I can keep an eye on you.

The warm trickle became a chill. What was that supposed to mean?

"Just don't let us down, Gin, " he said, his blue eyes burning into

hers. "Don't betray us." He held her locked in his gaze a moment

longer, then turned away.

"I'm glad we had this talk, Gin. The first of many, I hope. I'm sure

you've got some dictation to catch up on. ' "Yes. Sure. I'll see you

later." '"Be sure to let me know as soon as you hear from Marsden.

As for me, I'm off to the links." He pulled out a key ring and

matter-of-factly locked his top drawer. "Surgery tomorrow at eight.

" Idly wondering why he bothered locking the drawer, Gin waved and left

him.

This was turning out to be one strange day.

i G IN. \ EASY NOW, OLIVER SAID SOFTLY, WATCHING OVER HER shoulder,

coaching her.

"That's it. Just go easy . . . easy . . . " Gin hadn't felt like

being alone this afternoon. No word from Marsden's office, or from

Gerry, so she'd arranged to spend a couple of hours in Oliver's lab

practicing her implant-filling technique. She'd learn and get paid for

it.

She smelled garlic on his breath and wondered what he'd had for

lunch.

Nothing low cal, she was sure. Oliver had a weakness for Italian food

and didn't seem to care what effect it had on his waistline. Probably

linguine and clam sauce, don't spare the garlicþ Better forget Oliver's

dietary indiscretions. She needed to concentrate on what she was

doing.

Gin had the 26-gauge needle of a tuberculin syringe inserted in the end

of one of Oliver's medium, -size membranous implants and was injecting

it with normal saline. Had this been for real, she'd be working under

sterile conditions and filling the implant with Oliver's "secret

sauce." Staring through the magnifying lens centered in the round head

of the fluorescent examination lamp, she watched the half-inch-long

tubular membrane swell and stretch. Like filling the world's tiniest

water balloon.

"It's full now, " Oliver said. "Feel that back pressure? " She hadn't

felt any until nowþwhich was why half a dozen membranes lay ruptured on

the side of the tray. But this time she did feel a hint of resistance

on the plunger.

"Believe it or not, I think I do."

"Swell! Now it's time for the zapper." Gin repressed a smile as she

reached for the cautery handle. Did anyone else on earth still say

swell? Oliver had to be the last.

He was a bit of an enigma. Didn't seem to have much of a life outside

his lab. No wife or family. No significant other that she knew of.

He'd had the staff over to his house for a dinner party one night and

Gin had felt she knew less about him afterward than before.

'"Okay, " she said. "I'm ready."

"You know what to do. Just take your TIME" Gin had seen Oliver do

this a hundred times but had never got this far. She readied the

flattened tip 1of the cautery unit in position near the puncture site,

slowly withdrew the needle, then stepped on the round power pedal near

her left foot. A tiny blue spark arced from the tip to the implant,

searing and coagulating the protein membrane around the puncture.

She watched through the magnifying lens, waiting for a telltale bead of fluid to form, signaling the need for another zap. But the membrane

remained dry. She'd sealed the opening.

Success. Finally. A tiny triumph. Hardly made up for the fiasco in

Marsden's officer Monday or Allard's accident this morning, but right

now she'd take anything.

Gin looked up and found Oliver's round face grinning at her.

"It's going to be swell having someone else around who can fill these

things. I'm sick to death of it."

"Why don't you just hire an assistant or two to help with the scut

work? " "There's really not all that much to be done at this stage of

the studies. And I'd like to limit the number of people who know what

we're working with."

"And just what are we working with? " "Secret sauce."

"Oliver, come on.

Don't you think I have a right to know.

He thought a moment. "All right. Fair enough. But keep it under your

hat. This solution is not patentable, sodon't want anyone stealing my

thunder by beating me to market with it."

"Mum's the word, " she said.

"I'm sure I can trust you, " he murmured as if he'd just now realized

it.

He removed his thick, horn-rimmed glasses as he sat down next to her.

He began to talk, rapidly, as if someone had opened a valve. Gin

realized he must have been dying to expound on his secret sauce.

'"Are you familiar with the work done by the Department of Cell and

Structural Biology in the University of Manchester in England? "

"No.

Not a bit."

"Not many clinicians are. Okay then, how about fetal surgery? Have

you seen any of that? " "Some down in Tulane. It wasn't part of the

internal medicine rotation, obviously, but I picked up some information

by osmosis."

"Good. Then you know that a fetus can have surgery in utero and be

born months later completely scar free.

" "Yes, I remember a couple of OB residents talking about that. This

high-risk baby they'd delivered had had a mass removed from its

abdominal wall at about sixteen weeks' gestation and was born without a

trace of an incision."

"Exactly. But the surgery has to be performed during the first five

months. Any procedure done later leaves a scar just as it would on an

adult. Cellular biologists have wondered about it for years. What's

happening in there? What's different? What prevents the usual excess

amount of collagen from being laid down and forming the scars we all

know so well? The folks at the University of Manchester came up with

the answer a few years ago." Gin snapped her fingers. She remembered

something . . . where had she seen it? "Some sort of growth factor,

wasn't it? " Oliver clapped his hands.

"Excellent! Transforming growth factor beta, to be precise. They

identified three types of the growth factor, and found that the third,

beta type 3, falls off sharply at the end of the second tnmester of

pregnancy. The type-three moleculeþI call it beta-3 for shortþhas been

synthesized since then and that's the key ingredient in the secret

sauce." '"So that's the secret behind Duncan's incredible results. "

''llh-uh, " Oliver said, wagging a finger. "Duncan has the eyes and

the hands that do the remodeling. Even without a drop of beta-3 his

patients would have minimal scarring. All I've done is find a way to

gild the lily."

"But why the implants? Couldn't he just coat the incisions with

beta-3? ' "No. You need it in the final phase of healing. Remember

the three stages of wound repair, inflammation, proliferas ion, and

remodeling?

Beta-3 does its work in stage three where scar tissue forms to replace

granulation tissue. At suturing time, beta-3 would accomplish

nothing.

You need a means of delayed release." as, slaving away, testing

antidepressants on rats in Skinner boxes as a psychopharmacologist at

GEM Pharm during the day, and at night working in my home on a

continuous delivery system for medication. Norplant was the hot topic

then, but the Norplant implants have to be removed after five years. I

thought I could improve on that, develop an implant that would deliver

its medication in a metered dose for five years, maybe longer, and then

dissolve. Great idea, no? " "I take it that didn't happen."

"Not completely. I developed a soft, flexible, crystalprotein matrix

that would indeed dissolve without a trace.

However, it was nonpermeable. Wouldn't allow a drop of anything on one

side to pass through to the otherþuntil it dissolved, and then it would

dump its entire contents into the surrounding tissues. I'd come up

with nothing more than a very elaborate and expensive way of giving

someone an injection. I was terribly discouraged. ' "And then along

came Duncan."

"Right. After his . . . well, after he left vascular surgery, I heard

about Manchester's results with transforming growth factor beta type 3

and saw how my imperfect slow-delivery membrane might be perfect for

delivering something else. The FDA approved us for clinical trials and

the results have been astounding." Gin had seen patients on

postsurgical follow-up visits and only with a magnifying glass was it

possible to tell they'd had surgery. Suddenly Gin was struck by the

enormous potential for Oliver's implants.

"But plastic surgery is just icing on the cake, " she said. "Think of

what you could do in general surgery." Oliver was nodding excitedly.

"Of course. The implants would-have the most value in trauma cases,

but they'll become routine in procedures like hysterectomies and

appendectomies. A few weeks post-op you could wear your bikiniþheck,

you could even go to a nxde beach if you wishedþand no one would even

guess you'd had surgery." Gin's hand strayed to the front of her

blouse. Through the fabric she could feel the upper end of the thick,

numb, puckered ridge of scar that ran the length of her abdomen.

Duncan's scar.

Bikini? she thought. I've never owned even a two-piece. Never even

considered it.

"But the biggest benefit I see is in pediatrics, " Oliver was saying.

"Kids scar more than adults, and some of those scars, depending where

they are, can be disabling because they don't stretch as the rest of

the body grows." Tell me about it.

"That sounds wonderful."

"It will be. And the word is out. Other surgeons want to try the

implant. Companies are calling every day wanting to license it and the

FDA has put it on the fast track for approval. And that's only the

start. Duncan came up with an innovative idea on how to enhance the

implant, and I've just about got the bugs worked out of the new,

improved model. And . . . " He raised his hand and wagged his index

finger in the air. "And . . . someone very important has taken a very

personal interest in the implant procedure." ' Who? " "Sorry. I

can't tell yo1u. Not yet, anyway." She didn't want to care, but the

way his eyes shone with excitement piqued her curiosity.

"Come on, Oliver. You just told me about beta-3, you can trust me with

this too."

"No. Duncan would kill me. It's his secret after all.

And it's big."

"Okay, " she declaimed with her best forlorn sigh. "I guess I'll just

have to read about it in the papers." '"Oh, dear. I hope you never do

that. But I have a feeling Duncan may tell you himself when the time

comes."

"Speaking of Duncan, you started telling me about the daughter Lisa he

had. Does that mean what I think it does? " Oliver nodded glumly.

"She was just eighteen when she died five years ago." From her days as

a teenaged file clerk in Duncan's office, Gin vaguely remembered an

occasional mention of his two children, a boy and a girl, both younger

than she.

"Five years ago . . . I was away in medical school then. I never

heard about it. What happened? " "A fall. She never regained

consciousness. It was terrible. Duncan was devastated. It was the

straw that almost broke his back."

"Why? Was there something else?

" "I've said enough. If Duncan wants you to know, I'm sure he'll tell

you. He's put it all behind him." His gaze wandered away. "He's put

a lot of things behind him." He took a deep breath. "But as for the

here and now, why don't you solidify your technique by filling a few

more membranes? Then call it "Will do, " she said, and patted his

shoulder. "One thing's for sure, Oliver, it looks to me like these

implants are going to make you a very rich man."

"Oh, I hope so."

"What are you going to do then? " "Get as far away from here as I

can.

" "Really? Where? Hawaii? " He sighed. "Anyplace where I don't have

to watch Duncan wasting his talents like he is . . . prettifying twits

and playing . . . golf! " And then he hurried out with his white lab

coat flapping around him.

Gin stared after him in shock.

DUNCAN

DUNCAN GRIPPED THE LITTLE GIRL'S CHIN BETWEEN HIS thumb and

forefinger.

He tilted her head up, then down, then rotated it left and right.

Her name was Kanesha and she was six. She wouldn't meet his gaze

directly, and her hand kept rising and fluttering about the left corner

of her mouth, hovering there like a hummingbird that had found a

nectar-loaded blossom. Only there was nothing sweet or flowerlike

about the thick wad of scar tissue massed at that corner of her

mouth.

Her skin was a glossy milk chocolate, her eyes huge and a deeper brown,

the color of espresso. She had big white teeth and a smile that would

have been knockout beautiful if not for that scar, fusing the lips at

the corner, cutting every smile in half.

Her skin was scrubbed, her hair was braided, her shirt and shorts had

been ironed. Kanesha and her mother had dressed up for her visit to

the doctor.

Duncan liked that, not simply because it showed respect for him, but

for themselves as well. Some of the people he saw in the clinic had

estranged relations with all species of the soap genus and didn't give

a damn. What the hell, it was a free clinic, right' Right. The

maxillofacial clinic occupied a fifth-floor corner of one of D. C.

General Hospital's older buildings. The seats and fixtures in the

waiting room were worn but clean, the examining room smelled faintly of

the bleach that had been used to wipe the counters, its sickly yellow

paint was chipped, its examination table needed reupholstering, but the

staff was efficient and, more important, they cared.

Duncan turned to Kanesha's mother. "When did this happen, Mrs.

Green?

" No father was listed on the intake form, but Duncan had never been

able to adjust to the noncommittal "Ms " Cindy Green was young, barely

into her twenties, probably little more than a baby herself when she'd

had Kanesha. The intake form said she worked as a waitress. She was

very pretty in a round-faced, full-lipped way. Duncan studied those

lips.

Kanesha's mouth would look exactly like her mother's if nOt for the

cicatricial deformity.

"About four and a half years ago. When she was seventeen months old.

Happened before I knew it." How many times had he heard that one?

But he kept his voice neutral, "They're a handful at that age, aren't

they." ' One minute she was sitting on the floor playing with the pots

and pans. I turn to clean the sink and I hear her scream. I turn

around and she . . . " Her throat worked and her voice grew thick.

"She was knocked out and her mouth was smoking. I knew she was

teething but I never dreamed she'd bite an electrical cord."

"Happens more often than you'd think." Which was true. Obviously it

happened more often in neglected kids, but he didn't think Kanesha was

neglected. Just one of those tragic accidents.

Near tragic, actually.

Duncan could fix it.

He was mapping out the incisions now . . . debride the scar tissue,

restore the mouth to full width, evert some mucosa for the lips . .

.

This wasn't the first time he'd reconsmlcted an electrical burn on a

child's face, and it wouldn't be the last. Kanesha was a lucky one.

She'd survived without brain damage, and she had a mother who cared.

And now she had him.

A shame he couldn't use the beta-3 on her, but a clinic was no place

for an experimental protocol. The hospital didn't want the hassles,

and he couldn't blame them. As soon as free-clinic patients heard the

word "experimental" they started thinking Frankenstein and feared

someone was going to use them as guinea pigs.

"Can you fix her, Dr. Duncan? When I saw what you did for little

Kenniqueþ" "Who? " "Kennique LeFave . . . you know . . . her cheek

was allþ" "Oh, yes. Of course." The names people came up with these

days. But he certainly remembered the three-year-old who'd fallen from

a window last year and ripped the right side of her face to the bone.

That had been a real challenge.

"All her mommy does is sing the praises of Dr. Duncan, Dr. Duncan.

So I knew I just had to bring Kanesha to you. Do you think you can .

. . ? " Duncan nodded. "It will take a couple of procedures, but yes,

I think we can fix her up good as new." The mother's eyes were intent

on Duncan's. "Can you? Can you really? " "Is that a note of doubt I

detect? ' "No, it's justþ" "Smile for me, ' Duncan said.

" What? " '"Go ahead. Smile." The mother smiledþa lovely smile, even

when forced.

Duncan reached out and grasped her chin just as he had Kanesha's.

"I'd like to make your daughter's smile look just like yours.

'"You can do that? ' the mother whispered.

Yes. He could. This was the age of miracles, and he was a miracle

worker.

But still . . . never promise too much. Better to give them more than

they're expecting.

"A certain amount depends on Kanesha. Not everyone heals the same. So

. . . a smile like yours . . . that'll be okay? " The mo1ther smiled

softly, hesitantly, but genuinely this TIME "Yes.

That will be okay."

"Good! " He pressed a buzzer on the wall. A heavyset black nurse

entered. "Marge, see if we can set up Kanesha for a facial

reconstructionþleft upper and lower labialþf. or late Wednesday,

morning.

" "Next week? " the mother said.

"Too soon? " "Well, no, I just . . .

"She's had that scar long enough, don't you think? " The mother looked

at him, staring into his eyes, looking for assurance there.

"Yes, " she said finally. "Too long." As Marge led them out, Cassie

Trainor stepped into the room and slipped behind him. She was tall,

blond, and well proportioned, her uniforms were tailored to maximize

the effect of her ample bust. Midforties, trim, and sexy. She gripped

his shoulders and began to knead the muscles at the back of his neck

with her thumbs.

"How's Dr. Duncan today? ' Duncan had everyone at the clinic refer to

him as "Dr. Duncan." It was a legitimate moniker and it obscured the

Lathram name.

He didn't want it getting around that Duncan Lathram was doing charity

work. He'd made such a point of refusing to deal with insurance

companiesþprivate, government, or whateverþand about performing no

surgery that was necessary, that he didn't want to have to explain why

he was fixing up ghetto kids for free.

He had stopped explaining.

"I'm fine, and that feels good."

"So, what're you doing after we finish here? Ready to buy that drink

you've been promising? " Duncan tried to keep his shoulders from

tightening. He'd been ducking Cassie for months now. Not long after

his divorce they'd had a little fling.

Very hot. Too hot not to cool down, as the song went. She was an

excellent nurse and uninhibited under the covers. He remembered one

night when . . . no, now was not the time to relive that, not with her

fingers kneading his shoulders. Eventually, they'd gone their own

ways, but every now and again Cassie seemed to like to fan the embers

of old blazes. Duncan knew there were plenty of old blazes in Cassie's

past.

Too many for comfort nowadays when casual sex had stopped being a

recreational sport and metamorphosed into serious business, grim

business, requiring research and background checks, especially with

someone with such a busy and enthusiastically varied history as Cassie

Trainor.

He hated that something so basic and so wonderful as sex had become a

source of paranoia and anxiety, a new religious sect with purification

rites and latex Eucharists.

What a world. What a goddamn screwed-up world.

Casual sex was all he had the heart for these days, and casual sex was

like Russian roulette. No time or heart to invest in a lasting

relationship, and no desire to pursue one, not after what had happened

to his marriage.

What had happened to him since the divorce? Where had his passion for

life gone? He'd withdrawn from all his old friends. Not

consciously.

He hadn't even realized what was happening until it was done. He spent

a lot of time alone now, but that didn't seem to bother him. He didn't

know this preoccupied, isolated man he had become.

Maybe Lisa hadn't been an aberration. Maybe it ran in the family.

Whatever the reason, he realized he'd become a man who feared intimacy

more than solitude.

But at least today he could tell Cassie the truth.

"I'd love to, Cassie, but I'm meeting my son for dinner." '"Too bad.

How old is he now? ' "Twenty-one last month." Lisa would have been 23

last spring, already graduated a year. "Starting his senior year in

college. We're trying that new Italian restaurant in Georgetown. "

"Giardia? " Duncan laughed. "Not funny." Giardinello. I'd ask you

along but we're going to talk about the flare."

"I getcha. Okay.

Maybe next TIME"

"Definitely." She glided away and he watched the white fabric of her

uniform slide back and forth over her buttocks, an urge rose within and

he almost changed his mind, almost called her back. Instead he looked

at his watch. He'd have to pick Brad up soon at the house.

The house . . .

Used to be his house too. Now it was just Diana's. He wondered how

she could live there, walk through that foyer where . . .

Duncan rubbed his eyes and rose from the chair. When things finally

fell apart, he didn't contest the divorce action. So while it wasn't

exactly an amicable dichotomy, it never got vicious. He let Diana have

what she wanted, agreed to generous alimony payments, and, of course,

he'd seen to it that Brad had whatever he needed. He loved his son,

wanted to stay close to him, and most of all, wanted to spare him the

spectacle of his parents hissing and clawing at each other.

And Duncan got . . . what?

What did I get besides out?

He and Diana still were on speaking terms, but only on neutral,

practical matters, never anything personal. And he would never set

foot in that house again.

He tended to heal slowly, sometimes not at all. He had no implant full

of beta-3 for the soul.

Which was why he had been on the west portico of the Capitol yesterday

morning. Trying to heal himself by balancing the scales, by closing

the circle, by imposing a symmetry on the chaos his life had become.

Only then would this cancerous rage cease its relentless metastasis and

allow him to get on with his life.

He barked a laugh in the empty room. His life? What life?

Marge poked her head in. "Dr. Duncan . . . you all right? " "Fine,

Marge. Just fine." That's a laugh, he thought, waving her off.

Nothing at all is fine.

Yesterday morning . . . another failure. Why wasn't anything ever

simple? Why couldn't things go the way he planned?

Neither of the other two had gone the way he'd intended either.

Lane and Schulz, both dead, one in a car, the other in a twenty-story

swan dive.

And yesterday . . . Allard was supposed to crack up in front of the

cameras, not crack his skull on the Capitol steps. Duncan hadn't

wanted him physically hurt. Hell, any hired thug could do that. He'd

come prepared to see Allard mortally embarrassed, terminally

humiliated, politically ruined, he'd wanted his credibility bloodied,

not his head.

Damn! All the planning, the exquisite timing, wasted. Now Allard was

just a victim of a bad fall, pitied, pathetic, an object of sympathy

instead of ridicule.

Duncan wondered at his own coldheartedness, but only briefly. He had

plenty of warm emotions left, but they were already spoken for. No

leftovers for the likes of Congressman Allard.

Allard, at least, was still alive.

Next time . . . next time he'd get it right.

Duncan rubbed his eyes. He'd started this for a payback in kind, not

to kill or maim. Merely devastate their careers, their marriages,

their reputations, and let them live among the ruins. A living

death.

Li/ee 7nine.

Although not his intent, the fatalities didn't particularly bother

him.

After all, Lisa was dead because of them, and she was worth ten,

twenty, a hundred of them.

Gin's presence yesterday had been another complication, one of those

perverse coincidences that might one day trip him up and expose what

he'd been doing.

Slim as it was, the possibility of exposure knotted his gut.

Indictment for murder, a circus of a trial, then jail. The scandal .

. . what would it do to Brad? His son was one of the few things left

in his life that mattered to him.

He'd do anything to avoid that. Anything.

But where W'dS the risk, really? He had a virtually untraceable toxin,

and an all-but-invisible means of delivery. The only one who might put

it together would be Oliver, but his preoccupied brother tended to take

little notice of events outside his lab. The only other real risk was

someone like Gin. Someone who knew the patients, knew about the

implants, and was bright enough to put all the pieces together.

Remote as it was, he grimaced at the possibility. What a frightful

quandary that would be. What would he do if Gin stumbled onto him?

He'd have to find a way to neutralize her. He couldn't allow her to

.

. .

He shook off the grim train of thought. It wouldn't happen. Vincent

would be the next to last. One more after him and then Duncan would

close this chapter of his life.

But the last one would be the big one. The biggest.

MARTHA GINA DELAYED HER RETURN TO THE APARTMENT. SHE didn't want to

hear any bad news. And no news was bad news as far as the Hill was

concerned. The capper would be a message from Gerry telling her he had

to call off their dinner plans, or worse yet, no call from Gerry at

all.

Gimme a break, she thought. Something's got to go right this week.

So she got off the Metro at the zoo and did a slow walk along Calvert

Street across the Duke Ellington Bridge into her neighborhood.

Adams Morgan was sometimes described as funky, sometimes eclectic, but

most times just plain weird. Gin loved the area. A big triangle on

the hill sloping down toward Dupont Circle, roughly bordered by Calvert

Street and Florida and Connecticut avenues, where you could find ethnic jewelry, folk art, and cutting-edge music while breathing the exotic

aromas of an array of cuisines that could rival the entire United

Nations for diversity. Where else in the District could you find an

Argentine cafe flanked by a top-notch French restaurant and a Caribbean

bistro? Even Ethiopian restaurants. Who'd ever heard of an Ethiopian

restaurant? Yet there were three in her neighborhood.

Gin browsed an African bookstore, did touchy-feely with some Guatemalan

fabric, tried on some Turkish shoes, then decided she'd delayed the

inevitable long enough. She walked to her building, an old brick row

house on Kalorama between Columbia and Eighteenth, it had a tower on

its downhill side and was painted sky blue. She let herself into her

third-floor apartment.

The rental agency had listed it as "furnished." Gin thought "not

unfurnished'' would have been more in line with most

truth-in-advertising laws. The rickety furniture had been varnished so

many times that the type of wood underlying all those coats was a

mystery. - Sometimes she suspected the varnish was the only thing

holding some of the pieces together. But it was clean, and she loved

her front bay window high over the street. She'd had a new mattress

delivered and added a few of her own touchesþa bright yellow throw rug

and her three posters of Monet's Le J Nyrntheas. She kept meaning to brighten up the place, maybe with some new curtains. As soon as she

had the TIME

She went straight to her bedroom where the answering machine crouched

on the nightstand. The message light was blinking. A good start.

The first call was from her mother, wanting to know when Gin would be

able to come over for a family dinner.

"Soon, Mama, " she said aloud. "Soon." Her schedule didn't leave her

much free time, but she made a point of getting back to the old

homestead in Arlington at least twice a month.

The next voice was Gerry's.

"Hi, Gin. It's Gerry. Look, uh, things aren't working out quite the

way I'd hoped for dinner." Oh, great. What's the excse?

"But I'd like to try to get together with you tonight. It's just that

we'll have to eat a bit more down market than I'd planned. Can we meet

at a, uh, Taco Bell? There's one up your way on Connecticut, near

Veazey, I think. It's a long story and I'll explain it all when you

get there. 6 you get there. Which I hope you do. But if you can't

make it I'll understand. Just let me know if you're not gonna show,

otherwise, see you there at six. Hasta la vista." Gin pressed the

repeat button. Yes, she'd heard it right, Taco Bell.

Truth was, she liked Taco Bell, but it didn't quite make her short list

of restaurants for a rendezvous with an old high school crush.

On the bright side, at least he hadn't stood her up.

But Taco Bell?

Gin hunted for a parking space amid the flow of D. C. workers heading

home to Maryland. Connecticut Avenue was mostly residential at its

northern endþstrips of street-front shops interspersed with low-rise

apartments and an occasional office building, all flanked by

magnificent oaks and elms. Only three or four miles from Capitol Hill

but like another country.

She found a spot up the street from the Taco Bell and turned off the

engine.

Now what?

She scanned the curb and sidewalk around the storefronr. No sign of

Gerry. She didn't know what his car looked like. She didn't feel like

going inside just to stand around, waiting. In fact, she didn't like

any of this. Where was his wife, if he still had one? Why Taco

Bell?

Why had she even come?

Lighten up, Panzella.

Five minutes of watching a steady stream of bodies of all races and

ages in and out of the door and no Gerry.

All right. Let's get this over with.

She went inside and looked around. This storefront Taco Bell wasn't as

heavy on the southwestern motif as its freestanding kin she'd seen in

Louisiana, it sported a few adobe touches, but the service counter, the

soft drink machine, the booths and tables were all generic fast-food

decor. Nothing generic about the aromas, though. The air was redolent

of onions and spices. Gin realized how hungry she was.

She heard her name, turned, and saw Gerry waving from the other side of

a partition. He stood as she approached but when she reached his booth

she saw that he wasn't alone. Another female occupied the opposite

bench. She was adorable, with short, wavy blond hair and huge blue

eyes.

She looked to be about five and was working on a burrito half the

length of her arm.

"I'm really sorry about this, " Gerry said. "My sitter had unbreakable

plans for this evening. This is my daughter Martha. Martha, say hello

to GinaþI mean, Dr. Panzella." Martha waved and smiled around a

mouthful of burrito.

'"Martha's a vegetarian, " he said.

Gin stared at her. "Get out." He raised his right hand, palm out.

"True. I swear. I could put you on and say it's an ethical position

but the fact is she just doesn't like meat. Never did. Even as a baby

she used to spit out her junior foods if they were so much as flavored

with meat."

"But she'll eat tacos? " "Bean burritos. Loves bean burritosþwith

green sauce and extra cheese.

Right, Martha? " The little blonde looked up and nodded vigorously.

Obviously she'd been following every word. "And hold the onions, " she

added in a squeaky voice.

Gerry beamed at her. "Right. Always hold the onions. So that's why

we're here. Miss Fussytummy has a very limited palate, so there was no

point in bringing her anywhere else. I il hope you don't mind. I'll

make it up to you, I promise." Gin had been taken completely by

surprise by Martha but was charmed and touched by the warm

father-daughter bond she sensed.

"Don't be silly. I'm glad you brought her. In fact, I'm honored to

meet her."

"Great. What can I get you? " "How about two bean burritos with extra

cheese . . . " She winked at Martha. "And hold the onions. ' Martha

grinned and scrinched up one side of her face in a grotesque attempt to

return the wink. Gin laughed and sat down opposite her.

"Are you a real doctor? " Martha said, cocking her head and looking up

at her. Her cheeks were pink roses, her skin flawless.

'"Yes, I am."

"Do you give shots? " "Sometimes."

"I don't like shots." She held up a pair of fingers. "I had to get

two shots before they let me into kinnergarden." What a darling. So

relaxed, so comfortable with a stranger. Obviously she liked people,

and that spoke volumes about her home life.

"Shots keep you from getting sick." She gave a Jackie Mason shrug.

"I still get sick! " Gin was saved by Gerry's return.

'"I brought you a Mountain Dew. Through extensive research and

experimentation, Martha and I have determined that Taco Bell food goes

best with a Dew."

"Mountain Deeeew! " Martha said and raised her cup. Gerry clicked his

own against it, then Martha waited, eyeing Gin expectantly. She

clicked her own cup against Martha's, then they all sipped.

"Sorry there's nothing 1higher octane available, " Gerry said.

"Since I have to play doctor in less than two hours, Mountain Dew has

all the octane I need." Gin watched across the table as Gerry slid in

next to his daughter.

She saw the resemblance between the twoþsame blond hair, same blue

eyes, same nose and smile. And the way that little smile flashed for

Gerry .

. . here was a little girl who loved her daddy.

Gin was intrigued, maybe even fascinated. She'd been looking forward

to this time with Gerry as a way of tying up one of her life's loose

ends. A dateþif you could call it thatþwith the big man on campus,

something she'd dreamed of all through high school. But Gerry was so

much more than she'd expected. He was warm, he was open, and he was a

doting father. She liked that. Liked it a lot. She wanted to know

more about him. The closure she'd sought here was opening to something

new.

Between bites and sips they caught up on the decade or so since high

school. Gerry told her about joining the PBI after graduating U.V.A

with a criminology degree but never mentioned marriage or where Martha

came from. It took all her will to keep from asking. He nodded

encouragingly as Gina took her turn and skimmed through her education,

but his head snapped up when she mentioned Duncan Lathram.

"You work for Lathram? The celebrity surgeon? " "He's not the

celebrity, just his patients."

"Yeah, " Gerry said sourly. "And you've got to be a celebrity to be

treated by him." Gin wondered at the sudden note of hostility in his

voice.

"Every day he treats people no one's ever heard of." Gerry leaned

forward and pointed to the hairline scars on his face. "He wouldn't

take me."

"How . . . ? " "M.V.A." He glanced quickly at Martha.

"Tell you about it sometime." Motor vehicle accident. So that

explained the scars.

"Whoever worked on you did a nice job."

"Dr. Hernandez is tops. But I requested Lathram first and he wouldn't

even give me a consultation.

" '"Duncan takes only certain kinds of cases."

"The insurance company was footing the bill, so it wasn't a question of

money. Why wouldn't he help me? " She was tempted to say, Because he

wonnt operate on anyone who needs him, just people who want him. just

vanity surgery, the more famous and narcissistic, the bette1r. No

trauma repair. But how could Gin explain what she herself didn't

understand? Better not to get into it.

"I don't know, Gerry. He's got some strange ideas about who he takes

as patients."

"And some of his patients have had some bad luck lately."

"You mean like Congressman Allard? " Gerry stiffened in his seat.

"That guy who fell this morning? On the Capitol steps? He was a

Lathram patient too? ' "What do you mean, too? " Gerry didn't answer

immediately. His eyes took on a faraway look. What was he thinking?

And how did the FBI knowþand why should they careþwho was and wasn't

Duncan's patient?

His mind racing, Gerry stared past Gin at the chicken faiitas poster on

the window behind her.

Allard was a Duncan Lathram patient too. That made three . . . three

Lathram patients with fatal or near-fatal accidents in the past month

or so. What couldþ?

werryf He shook himself free of speculation and focused on Gin again.

God, he was drawn to her. All that glossy black hair and deep brown,

almost-black eyes, and he loved the way her mouth curved up at the

corners when she smiled. He'd never noticed any of that when she was

an overweight kid. But then, he'd never looked at her much when she

was Pasta.

That had to be part of it. They had a history. He'd known her when,

back in the Bad Old Days when she was a homely . chubette, and again,

now, when she was sleek and turning heads.

But he hadn't known her then, not really, and he certainly didn't know

her now. But he sensed things about her, strength and confidence

surging within her, and that was as sexy as anything external.

She'd remade herselfþdecided how she wanted to be, who she wanted to

be, and become that person.

And now that person was waiting for an answer.

He said, "Two powerful legislators have died in the past month.

Congressman Lane and Senator Schulz. Both wereþ" "Patients of Duncan

Lathram. I know. But they were accidents.

Weren't they? " "That's what they appear to be so far."

"How did you know they were both Duncan's patients? " He narrowed his

eyes and said, "Vee haf ways . . . " while his mind ranged ahead,

calculating how much he should and could tell her.

" I'm serious, Gerry." She seemed upset. Why? Lathram was just her

boss. Or was there1 more to it?

"It just happened to come up in the investigations."

"I heard about the investigations. Why? " '"Two political bigwigs?

Violent deaths within a few weeks of each other? The Bureau

investigates. If there is a connection, we want to be the firsr to

know. ' '"Oh, " she said, leaning back. "I guess that makes sense."

"Allard's accident wasn't fatal, but he won't be doing much legislating

for a while."

"What do you mean? " '"Apparently he's been babbling nonsense since he

came to in the hospital."

"Really? ' she said, her brow furrowing. "Must be some sort of

postconcussion syndrome. Poor guy."

"Must be." Three disabling mishapsþtwo permanently soþand all patients

of Duncan I'm sorry - but - the - doctor - doesn't handle ^ posttrauma

Lathram.

Gerry wondered what other links the three men might have to the good

doctor.

""Scuse me, Dad." Gerry looked around as Martha nudged him with her

hip.

"Where do you think you're going, miss? ' "Need another Mountain

Dew.

" "Think you can handle it yourself? " She rolled her eyes.

"Da-deee!

" "Okay, but only half a cup." He slid off the bench to let her out.

"Got enough money? " Another roll of the baby blues. "Free refills,

Dad! " "Right. I knew that." He sat down again but never let her out

of his sight as she made her way to the drink dispenser. She knew

exactly what to do, and half of her fun in coming here was holding the

cup under the ice dispenser and letting the cubes clunk into it, then

filling it from the Mountain Dew spigot. So he let her do it on her

own. But Gerry was watching her and everybody around her. Anybody got

the least bit frisky with Martha and he'd been on them like a pit bull

on a T-bone.

"She's a doli, " Gin said.

That she is, " he replied, never taking his eyes off her.

'"You never mentioned her mother." He glanced at Gin's intent

expression, then back toward the drink dispenser.

"Remember Karen Shannick? The tall blond? " "The cheerleader?

Sure.

" '"Well, she went to U.V.A too. We got serious in college and were

married right after. Martha came along about a year later."

"You still together? " He pointed to the scars on his face and spoke

quickly to get the story out before Martha came back.

- "These are from a windshield. A rainy night on 50. Truck jackknifed

in front of us. I was driving, Karen was in the passenger seat, Martha

in her car seat behind me. We slid right into the truck. Martha was

fine, my face was hamburger, and Karen . . . Karen didn't make it. "

Out of the corner of his eye he saw Gin's hand dart to her mouth.

"Oh, my God! I'm so sorry! " Not as sorry as I was.

"The really sad part is, Martha doesn't remember her mother. We have

pictures, but that's all Karen is to Martha. I wish . . . " His

throat constricted. Karen had been the careful one, and she'd been

wearing her seat belt, Gerry hadn't bothered with his that night. Yet

Karen was dead and Gerry was alive.

Wasn't fair.

He saw them sliding across the wet pavement, swerving out of control,

his hands hauling on the steering wheel as he rammed the brakes to the

floor, watching the rear corner of the truck loom in the passenger

window before It smashed through the glass into Karen. . . .

Not fair.

He'd been an emotional basket case afterward, and his cutup face only

added to the misery. Martha hadn't recognized him, screamed whenever

she saw him. He looked like the Frankenstein monster. And Dr. Duncan

Lathram had refused to treat him . . .

He blinked and saw Martha hurrying back to him with her brimming

plastic cup of Mountain Dew clutched between her little hands. She'd

never finish it all, but so what? She'd gone and filled it herself.

'"So Martha and I are managing on our own, " he said as he helped her

back into her seat. "And trying to spend as much time together as my

schedule permits." Which wasn't nearly enough for him. But what could

he expect as a field agent? This wouldn't last much longer, he

hoped.

As soon as he was offered an S.S.A spot, he was taking itþno matter

where it wasþso he could get on a nine-to-five schedule and be with her

more.

Right now she went to kindergarten, then after school to Mrs.

Snedecker's. Thank God for Mrs. Snedecker.

He smoothed Martha's blond bangs and adjusted her Minnie Mouse

barrettes. Incredible how much he'd learned. He could bathe Martha,

shampoo hair, wash clothes, iron dresses, buy tights. His mother had

helped some, but last year her heart had given out.

So it was Gerry and Martha. And God he was glad to have her. She'd

filled some of the void Karen had left in his life. He might have gone

to pieces but he'd had to hold together for Martha.

He still saw Karen. She came to him in his dreams. He'd ask her how

he was doing with Martha but she never answered.

How was he doing?

Martha'smiled up at him and he kissed her forehead.

"But enough about me, " he said to Gin. "What were you doing in the

Hart Building today? It's not exactly a doctor hangout." She told him

about her quest to have a say in the Guidelines bill, her lackluster

interview with Senator Marsden's chief of staff, and her aborted

interview with Allard.

"All that medical cramming and you want to hang with the pols? " She

laughed, "You sound like Duncan."

"Well, maybe he's got a point."

"It's not all I want to doþjust a part. And I am going to do it. All

of it." She rattled the cubes in her cup. "I think I could use a

refill too. ' Gerry reached for her cup and started to rise. "Let

meþ" "Thanks, " she said, holding it out of his reach, "but I may want

a different flavor this TIME" Gerry watched her stroll to the drink

dispenser, watched most of the other guys in sight follow her

progress.

Yes, she was definitely worth a second look. Even a third.

And I am going to do it. All of it.

The fiery determination in her eyes made her even more attractive. A

self-made woman. She'd gone from a girl who could only be described as

a schlub, to a woman with Iimitless possibilities.

"Martha, " he whispered, "I do believe I'm becoming infatuated. "

Martha didn't look up. "That's cause there's beans in this stuff.

Gerry laughed out loud.

"But don't worry, " Martha said. "We can tell Gin about it. She'll

make you better She's a doctor. ' '"No, no, " Gerry said, gently

pressing a finger over her lips. "We won't tell Gin anything about

it.

At least not yet." DUNCAN -)UNCAN AND BRAD STEPPED OUT OF IL

GIARDINELLO INTO the sulfurous air of Georgetown's M Street. The

traffic streaming in from Virginia was stop-and-go, and the carbon

monoxide from the idling cars mixed with the light fog drifting up from

the nearby Potomac. The concoction hung in the still fall air like a

toxic pall.

They turned east and headed back toward th1e car, passing a gallimaufry

of restaurants, bars, bistros, upscale clothing and jewelry stores,

alternative music shops, and, yes, even a condom shop.

"Not a bad meal, ' Brad said.

"No, not bad at all if you like your pasta overcooked, your veal

practically raw, air thick with smoke, and acoustics so bad you can

barely hear yourself think. The service was dilatory and indifferent

at best, the decor was like one of the Borgias' bad dreams, the wine

list wouldn't pass on the Bowery, and the espresso . . . " He

shuddered.

"Execrable." Suddenly he smiled. "I must remember to recommend the

place to your mother." Brad gave his father a gentle punch on the

shoulder. "Come on, now.

None of that."

"All right."

"I guess we won't be back here real soon."

"Of course we will. As soon as it changes its name, owner, and

chef."

Brad only shook his head, smiling.

Duncan loved this boy, this young man, this good-natured

twenty-something with his open face and guileless blue eyes, his long,

lean body, his too-long brown hair, the way he never wore socks and

never cinched his tie all the way up and never fastened the top button

on his shirt.

Memories swirled around him like the leaves starting to drop from the

treesþswimming lessons in grammar school, middle school science

projects, the trauma of not making the varsity cut for the high-school

basketball team, all the ups and downs of raising a child.

Somehow, he thought, we did all right with Brad. We weren't the best

parents, what with our preoccupation with Lisa and all her problems, my

own self-absorption, but somehow, in spite of everything, Brad turned

out all right. A testament to the primacy of nature over nurture.

Impulsively, Duncan threw an arm around his son's shoulder and pulled

him close. He wasn't given much to outward displays of affection, but

God he loved this boy.

"Thanks for tolerating me." Brad put an arm around Duncan's waist.

"Somebody has to.

Each with an arm still around the other, they crossed Wisconsin and

followed M Street's gentle down slope toward Rock Creek.

"So you're not disappointed? " Brad said.

"What do I have to do, " Duncan said, 'have it tattooed on my

forehead?

No. En-oh. I am not disappointed."

"That's such an awesome relief, I can't tell you." Brad had told him

he wanted to get together and talk about the futureþhis plans for his

own future. Duncan had suggested dinner. œt turned out Brad hadn't so

much wanted to discuss what he planned to do with his future, as what

he planned not to do.

And he did not plan to go to medical school.

Years ago, before his public lapidation by the Guidelines committee,

before managed care snared the medical profession in its tendrils,

Duncan would have been bitterly disappointed .

But tonight he was almost thrilled.

"Why should I be upset because you don't want to spend another

eight-to-ten years in brain-busting study for the privilege of

answering to panels of political appointees? The only thing medicine's

got going for it anymore is job . , , security.

'"Yeah. People will always need doctors, I guess."

"That they will.

But the doctor-patient relationship is eroding. There used to be an

almost sacred bond between a doctor and a patient that no one could

break. The examination room was the equivalent of a confessional. The

intimate secrets that used to be hieroglyphically recorded in our

crabbed shorthand and hermetically sealed behind the inviolable walls

of our offices are now open to any government or insurance company

hireling who wants to see them."

"So I've got to be careful what I tell my doctor."

"-Damn right. And for your sake he's got to be choosy about what he

sets down on paper. ' "Sounds pretty grim. But none of that's why.

The main reason is it's just not my thing." He gave Brad's shoulder a

gentle squeeze. "Just what is? " '"I don't know, Dad. I just don't

know." Duncan sighed. So many of this so-called Generation X seemed

to have no-idea what they wanted or where they were going. Duncan

couldn't understand that. All his life he'd wanted to be a doctor.

He'd set a course for it when he was a child.

Never could he recall even an instant of uncertainty.

Maybe that was why he felt such kinship with Gin. She was as

determined to do things her way as he'd been at her age. Her way

wasn't his, but he could forgive her thatþ she'd see the error of her

ways. She was almost like a daughter. Maybe he'd subconsciously

slipped Gin into the empty place within that he'd reserved for Lisa.

Yes . . . like a daughter. After all, he'd given her life in a way,

sewing her insides back together.

But not knowing the next step . . . the anxiety that had to cause.

What uncertainties roiled through Brad when he lay in bed at night,

asking the dark where his life was headed?

"Whatever you decide, I'm behind you. Any time youþ" "Faggots! "

Duncan started at the word and glanced around. To his right, three

shadowy figures slouched in predatory poses in a darkened recessed

doorway, each with a bottle or can of some sort in hand. Light from

the street reflected from their bare scalps. He kept walking.

"Skinheads, " Brad whispered and began to pull his arm from around

Duncan's waist.

Duncan grabbed his wrist. "Don't you dare."

"Dad, they think we'reþ" "Are you going to let them be the arbiters of

how a father and son can walk down the street? " "I know how you are

with the never complain, never explain stuff, but these guys are

crazy." Duncan reached his free hand into his jacket pocket and

wrapped his fingers around the metal cylinder there.

"Maybe I'm crazier." The M Street-Wisconsin Avenue area had always

been the tacky section of Georgetown. A farrago of trendily overpriced

boutiques, bars, clubs, and evanescent restaurants ranging from upscale

ethnic cuisine to Little Tavern Hamburgers, peopled by roaming

demimondaines and boulevardiers in search of something called fun.

Folksingers had peopled the cafes in the early sixties, giving way to

the hippies at the end of the decade. Discos came and went in the

seventies. Through it all, the Georgetown street people had upheld a

noble tradition of remaining determinedly dissolute but generally

good-natured.

Until lately. Strolling the area these days was like navigating a

third world bazaar. The boutiques bedizening Wisconsin's terminal

slope were cheaper and gaudier, nobody seemed to speak English or be on

speaking terms with a bar of soap, and lumpen denizens panhandled on

every corner. The slovens of the grunge cadre were as unwashed as the

hippies of old, but they lacked the latter's sense of style and

humor.

The atmosphere was as blowzy as ever, but the mood had turned grim.

Despite a new mall and brighter lighting, the Georgetown street scene,

like everything else, was changing for the worse.

What a world. What a screwed-up world.

1

They moved out of the pedestrian traffic and turned right onto 2gth,

Duncan had parked the Mercedes on the hill that fell away toward the

C8cO Canal. He was just turning the key in the lock when something

whizzed by his head and smashed on the sidewalk half a dozen feet

away.

" Faggots! " The light wasn't as good here as up on M, but he had no

trouble recognizing the skinheads. The three of them were trotting

down the hill. They must have belonged to some sort of gang because

they all wore jeans, black leather jackets, and fingerless black

leather gloves. One carried a Budweiser can, one was empty-handed but

repeatedly pounded his fist into his palm, and the guy in the lead

carried some sort of metal pipe.

"Shit, Dad, " Brad said. "Let's get out of here." Duncan's mouth was

dry. His legs urged him to run but his feet seemed anchored to the

pavement. The thugs were too close and moving too fast. No time to

get in the car, get it started, and maneuver out of the parking spot.

His heart began to hammer as he pulled the little cylinder from his

pocket and held it down by his thigh, out of sight.

"Time to make some faggo-burgers, " said the leader, grinning as he

raised the pipe and charged. His two companions were close behind.

"Hey, listen! " Brad shouted. "We're notþ" "Quiet, Brad." Duncan's

thumb found the trigger atop the little cylinder. It slipped and

swiveled in his sweaty palm. His hand shook wildly as he raised the

canister and shot a stream of liquid at the leader's face.

It missed, arcing past the raised pipe to splash against the throat and

upper chest of the second in line. As that one gagged and turned,

throwing his arms across his eyes and mouth, Duncan adjusted the stream

and caught the leader square in the face. He dropped the pipe and fell

to his knees, choking, clawing at his eyes. Meanwhile the third

skinhead had run into the second, who had skidded to a stop and doubled

over. The two went down in a tangled heap.

"Fucking Mace! " screamed the third.

Duncan caught him square in the mouth with a squirt and that was the

last he heard from him.

Duncan sagged back against his car, gasping, panting as if he'd run a

marathon. He could feel his underwear sticking to his sweaty skin.

How long had it taken? Three seconds? Five? Seemed like so much

longer.

Whatever 1the interval, the three attackers had been reduced to

writhing, wheezing, groaning, gagging, cursing lumps of blind flesh.

'"Thank God, Dad! " Brad said. "I didn't know you carried Mace. '

Actually it was pepper sprayþfive-percent capsicum. Duncan had never

had occasion to use it before now. He was impressed. And almost giddy

with relief. He held it up to the light.

"Not exactly a Wayne thing, I know, " Duncan said. "But since I'm

not exactly a street fighter, I figured it was the prudent thing to

do.

" He slipped the canister back into his pocket. "Maybe we shouldþ''

The rattle of steel on concrete made Duncan turn. One of the skinheads

had picked up the pipe and was on his feet, careening their way. His

eyes were puffy slits, streaming tears. He couldn't see. He had to be

homing in on their voices. Duncan lurched out of the way as he saw the

bar swing wildly in his direction. It left a chipped dent in the car

ender near where he'd been leaning an instant before.

Rage flared in Duncan. Impulsively he grabbed the steel shaft of the

pipe and ripped it from the staggering skinhead's grasp. Then he swung

it like a bat, catching him on the side of the head, sending him

sprawling into his two companions, who had struggled to their hands and

knees.

Duncan found himself standing over them, flailing away with the pipe,

"You . . . " muttering through clenched teeth ". . . dirty . . . " as

he cracked a head, ". . . filthy . . . " broke a rib, ". . . rotten

.

. . " crushed a nose ". . . Iousy . . . " Then someone had hold of his

arm and a familiar voice was shouting in his ear.

"Dad! For Christ sake! Dad! " He turned. Brad's face was inches

from his, staring at him with wide, frightened eyes.

"Dad, you're gonna kill them! " Duncan looked down at the squirming,

bloody tangle of their attackers.

He dropped the steel bar and turned toward the car.

"Let's get out of here. ' The keys rattled in his shaking hand as he

fished them out of his jacket pocket. "You drive." The next few

minutes were a blur, a fugue state in which he was vaguely aware of the

car moving, pulling away, joining the flow of traffic on M Street. He

sat in the passenger seat, shaking, shivering, trembling with the

aftereffects of the adrenaline that had surged into his system moments

before. High-pitched beeps brought him around.

Brad was punching the buttons on the car phone.

"What are you doing? " "Calling nine-one-one. ' - Duncan gently

pulled the phone from his son's fingers and turned it off.

"No police. Let them crawl back to their cave and lick their wounds.

Maybe they'll think twice or even three times - before they jump

another faggot."

"Shouldn't we reportþ? " "If we involve ourselves, you know what will

happen? We'll be on trial for assaulting them. That's the way our

legal . .

system works.

They drove in silence for a while before Brad spoke again.

"Why wouldn't you tell them? " "Tell them what? " '"That we're not

gay." Gay. He hated that term. He couldn't imagine anything gay

about being a homosexual. And he was a little disappointed in Brad.

He just didn't get it.

"That's not the point. If I want to put my arm around my son's

shoulder, that's my business. I don't need anyone's permission but

yours. I will no more allow myself to be dictated to by these

troglodytes on the street than by the decerebrates on Capitol Hill.

Once you start backing down, you've got to keep backing down. So you

don't start."

"But what happened to you back there, Dad? I've never seen you like

that."

"That's because I've never been like that." He was nonplussed at the

volatility of the rage seething within him.

He'd long been aware of its presence, had felt it percolating through

him for years, but he'd thought he had it focused now, slowly bleeding

off in the direction of the proper targets. He hadn't realized it was

so near the surface, so ready to break free and hurl him at the nearest

target. "You're a scary guy, Dad." He nodded.

"Sometimes I scare myself." GINA GINA HAD JUST FINISHED CHECKING A

PATIENT WITH chest pain on Three North at Lynnbrook. She couldn't help

thinking about Gerry and what a nice time she'd had with him and Martha

earlier at that little Taco Bell.

Dinner at the Palms wouldn't have been half as warm. She'd hated to

leave.

As she passed the nurses station she spotted Dr. Conway leaning on the

counter, writing orders. She was surprised to see him. It was almost

midnight, and usually she was the only doctor in the house at this

hour.

He looked up and smiled as she took a seat on the other side of the

counter. He tapped the chart in front of him.

'"Hey, Panzella. If I'd known you were in the house tonight I'd've let

you handle this guy." '"Maybe you should have. You look beat." She

wasn't exaggerating. He had circles under his eyes. "Go get some

sleep."

"Soon as I finish this progress note, I'm gone." Gin spotted Harriet

Thompson's chart and pulled it out of the rack. "I see your favorite

little old lady is still here."

"Harriet? ' He nodded and sighed. "Yeah. And still not ready to go

home, unfortunately.

Weak as a kitten, she says." Gin flipped through the chart. "All her

numbers still look good."

"Perfect."

"You think there might be some secondary gains here? Like maybe she

gets more attention here than at home? " "No. She's a real

independent old lady. Hates it here. I think she's got some sort of

postinfection asthenia. I've seen it before, especially after a

pneumonia like hers. You can't see it, can't touch it, there's no lab

test to confirm it. Mostly a diagnosis by exclusion."

"The administration still on your back? " "That's only half the

story." He shook his head wearily. "It's getting a little ugly.

They've brought in reinforcements. I've had calls from the head of the

family practice section and from the chief of staff himself. Nothing's

been said in so many words, but they've dropped broad hints that I

might have a rough time moving up to full attending here if I don't

prove myself to be a team player." No wonder he looked harried.

"You can't get any family involved? " "Called the daughter in San

Diego. Talked to her myself. She can't get away. It's not a good

time' for her." '"So what's your next step? " "Same as ever. Screw

em. She stays till she's ready to go. ' He closed the chart in front

of him, left it where the charge nurse could review it, and pushed away

from the counter.

"See you, Panzella."

"Hang in there, " she said as she watched him go.

Gin was worried. He could be headed for trouble here if he didn't back

down soon.

Her thoughts'drifted back to Gerry and what he'd said earlier about

Duncan's patients. Lane, Schulz, and now Allard . . . Gerry seemed to

suspect a connection. What would he think if Gin told him that Duncan

had been on the Capitol portico this morning, talking to Allard just

before he fell? That he'd mentioned his dead daughter's name as a

parting shot?

But how could she describe the frightening look in Duncan's eyes as

he'd turned away from the congressman. The memory still gave her a

chill.

This was silly. What connection could there be between Congressman

Allard and Duncan's daughter? She died five years ago. Gin was pretty

damn sure from the presurgical history and physical she'd done on the

congressman that he'd never met Duncan until he'd come in for a

surgical consultation.

But still . . . it bothered her. She promised herself that when she

had some time she'd do a little independent research on the late Lisa

Lathram.

Gin was just stepping out of the stairwell on the first floor when she

got paged again. She called the switchboard from the doctors lounge.

"Personal call, " said the operator. "Long distance. ' Who, she

wondered, would be calling her here, long distance?

"Gin? " came a familiar drawl. "Gin, is that you? " "Peter! How did

you find me here? " ' Wasn't easy .

She sat on the bunk and leaned back. Peter Hanson's dark eyes and

strong, angular features floated before her.

"It's so good to hear your voice. ' "I miss you, Gin."

"Oh, and I miss you." She felt almost guilty now about dinner with

Gerry tonight and enjoying it so much. They were two different types,

reallyþ Why was she thinking about Gerry with Peter on the phone?

He was talking about how empty their old apartment was without her, how

lonely he was.

'"We really could use another internist here, Gin. Someone with your

talent, your personality, and, being a woman to boot, I guarantee you'd

have a beautiful practice in three months. We need you, Gin. I need

you." Needed . . . wouldn't that be nice. No one seemed to need her

around here.

She'd spent the last two years of her residency with Peter. He joined

a multispecialty medical group in Baton Rouge. Gin had had an offer

from the same group but turned it down. She'd felt she had to come to

Washington and wanted Peter to come with her. They'd gone around and

around with it until she'd finally left to return east.

As she listened to his voice she realized how much she missed him,

missed Louisiana with its slower pace and rich, spicy food. And

Peter.

And now, after the cool reception at Senator Marsden's offhce and still

no call, it was so tempting to call it quits here and run back to New

Orleans.

She ached to be with him but she couldn't go back. Not even for a

visit. She might never leave, might never have the strength to say

good-bye again.

"Peter, I need to see if I can work things out with this committee. "

"You don't need a damn committee, Gin. You need to be practicing

medicine." They'd had this conversation dozens of times and it always

ended the same, Peter angry and Gin upset.

How could she say it without hurting him?

I still care very deeply for you, Peter, bxt the power here, the

enormity of the decisions being made every day . . . it's an

adrenaline bgzz like nowhere else in the world. It's, well, it's

intoxicating.

She opted for her old standby instead.

"We've been over this so many times, Peter. I'm not ready to commit

myself to a practice yet. There are a few things I want to try first,

and this is the only place I can try them."

"How long am I supposed to wait? " he said with a hint of an edge in

his voice.

"I'm waiting, too, Peter. I'm going half crazy waiting." He sighed.

"Fine. Keep me hanging. Let me know when you find out what you're

going to do. As soon as you find out.

"I will. And I'm sorry."

"That makes two of us. Bye, Gin. Call me soon." She sat in the

doctors lounge for a long time with the phone in her lap, wondering how

she could be right if everyone else thought she was wrong. Her beeper

chirped before she came up with an answer.

They wanted her on Two South.

THE WEEK OF SEPTEMBER LM GINA OVER A WEEK NOW SINCE THE INTERVIEW AND

STILL no word from Senator Marsden's office. Chances of a call from

Joe Blair seemed slim to none but Gin kept hoping the senator himself

might intervene. Because throughout her meeting with Blair she'd got

the impression that he was deigning to interview her only because his

boss wanted it.

The waiting was affecting her concentration. She had to resist the

urge to call her answering machine every hour. The Guidelines

committee started hearings in another week. Time was getting short.

True to her promise, though, she wasn't forgetting about looking into

Lisa Lathram. The question was how. She had a feeling Oliver had said

all he was going to say, and she couldn't very well ask Duncan.

Wouldn't the sudden death of the daughter of a prominent local warrant

some newspaper coverage?

Yes, it would. She called the D. C. Public Library and they connected

her with their periodicals section. They were most L cooperative but

could come up with only one reference to Lisa Lathram.

In the August 17 issue of the Washington Post, her obituary. Gin

stopped in the main branch on G Street and found it on microfilm.

No help there. Except for mention of the survivors, it might as well

have been a high school yearbook entry.

Gin would have liked to surf through the microfilm but she was due at

Lynnbrook to do her house-doctor thing, so she left that for another

day.

She wasn't giving up on this. When Gin had left for medical school,

Duncan was a top Virginia vascular surgeon with a wife and two

children, when she returned from residency he was a divorced Maryland

plastic surgeon with one child.

Something had happened in that interval to turn his life upside down.

Lisa's death? Maybe. Or maybe that was just a part of it. There had

to be more. And Gin made up her mind to find out what it was.

While on Three North at Lynnbrook she passed Mrs. Thompson's room and

decided to stick her head in the door to see how she was doing. She

saw the old woman shuffling between the chair and the bed. She

tottered forward and would have hllen if she hadn't caught hold of the

metal footboard.

Gin stepped into the room as Harriet eased herself onto the bed.

"You should call for a nurse before you try anything like that, " Gin

said as she helped her under the covers.

"I'm practicing. I've got to go home. I don't want to get Dr. Conway

in trouble." Curious, Gin sat on the end of the bed. "What makes you

think he's in trouble? " "I overheard two of the nurses talking.

They said the TRO and the hospital were on his back because of me. "

"That's PROþ Physician Review Organization. And don't you worry about

Dr. Conway. He can take care of himself. You just worry about

getting stronger."

"Don't worry. I'll be strong enough to go home real soon. You can

count on that. Real soon."

"Good for you, " Gin said. "And remember, Call the nurse when you need

to get up. You f1all and break a hip you'll never get out of here."

"That will never happen. I'll not be a burden on anyone.

I'll be out of here sooner than you think."

"That's the spirit." Gin liked the old woman's determination. Maybe

things would work out for Dr. Conway after all.

A September storm was drenching the city when Gin dragged herself into

her apartment around half past eight. As she passed the bedroom she

noticed the message light on her -. answering machine blinking.

Probably Gerry again. She'd been playing telephone tag with him since

Taco Bell. Their schedules weren't meshing.

When he was free, she was moonlighting. But they'd managed to connect

last Friday when Gerry delivered on his promise to take her out to 'a

real restaurant for a real dinner." That turned out to be a delightful

evening. A little French place on Massachusetts. Good wine, good

food, and good conversation. They talked and talked, lingering over

coffee until the maitre d' informed them that the place was closing.

She learned that Gerry Canney was not only a dedicated father, he was a

dedicated FBI agent as well.

She yawned. Tired. This was no way to live. The rest of the city was

up and about and starting the day while hers was just finishing.

Luckily she didn't have to assist Duncan today.

She sat in the bay window, watched the rain splatter and run down the

panes, then sifted through her mail. Mostly "Occupant" fliers and the

throwaway medical journals that had tracked her down and followed her

from Tulane. The pile yielded two letters, both from medical headhunters looking for board-certified or board-eligible internists or

family practitioners to fill primary-care slots. She averaged half a

dozen offers a week.

"Tired of being on call? Need a change of scenery? " As a matter of

fact, yes.

"Move to sunny Nevada." She read on. A new Las Vegas megahotel was

opening an on-premises clinic for its ten thousand employees.

No thanks.

The other letter played coy with the precise location, but guaranteed $ 1 20,000 plus benefits to start as the fifth member of a family

practice group "located just ninety minutes from beach, mountains, and

D. C. " Gin thought about $120,000 to start . . . wouldn't that be

nice. The profession had been running low on primary-care docs for

years, probably because they occupied the bottom rung in prestige and

income. But The growth of managed care had created a sudden demand for

the lowly generalist. Over twenty-three hundred dollars a week,

probably for fewer hours than she was working now. Tempting.

But not yet.

She dropped the letters into her lap and gazed down at the street

watching the fallen yellow leaves swirl as they floated down the gutter

toward 18th Street. Was she kidding herself? Was this whole idea of

hooking up with the Guidelines committee a fool's errand? Was Peter

right? Wasn't she wasting her training by doing presurgical medical

clearance on Duncan's patients when she could be in a real practice

treating her own patients?

Maybe. But this wouldn't last forever.

She spoke silently to the city beyond her window.

I know it looks like I'm just treading water, folks, but trust me, I

really do have a direction. It's just that lately the cgrrent always

seems to be running against me. But don't worry. The tide will

change.

At least she hoped it would.

I've got the blues, she thought. And why not? It's a damp, chilly,

crummy morning, I've been up all night, my energy has bottomed out, and

I'm overtired.

Not the best time to make big decisions.

She tossed the headhunters letters and occupant mail into the

wastebasket, and put the journals aside to skim later. Then she hit

the button on her answering machine. It would be good to hear Gerry's

voice.

- But instead of Gerry it was an unfamiliar woman's voice. "Ms.

Panzella. This is Senator Marsden's office. Mr. Blair asked me to

call and inform you that Senator Marsden wishes to personally interview

you tomorrow afternoon at four P. M. If you cannot make it at that

time, the senator will not be able to reschedule. Please call to

confirm that you will be there. ' She left a number and an

extension.

Gin realized with a start that the message had been left sometime

yesterday. "Tomorrow" was today.

She replayed it. She'd only met Joe Blair once, but she could smell

him all over that message. "His. "þincapable of calling her

"Doctor.

" The arbitrary time and no rescheduling. She could almost hear his

voice, Do or die, Panzella.

She sensed some sort of a power struggle. What was it? The senator

choosing new staff and his chief of staff resisting an intrusion into

his bailiwick? That could make for a tense atmosphere. Did she want

to get caught in the middle of that? Come in on the wrong side of Joe

Blair and have to buck him from the get go?

She'd love it.

Smiling tightly, Gin reached for the phone and jabbed in the number.

After confirming her meeting, she strode back to the window and looked

out on Kalorama Road.

See, fol/2s? What'd I tell you? The tide's turning.

DUNCAN M AMAZED, SAID SENATOR VINCENT. EVEN IN THE close confines of a

doctor's examining room he spoke as if he was delivering a speech.

"I'd been told how incredibly rapid your surgery healed, but didn't

appreciate exactly how rapid until I'd seen it with my own eyes.

Truly amazing." Duncan refrained from reacting to the man's

condescension and continued inspecting the hairline incisions under The

chin through an illuminated magnifier. Yes, the beta-3 was doing its

work. Only a week post-op and, except for some fading ecchymosis,

virtually all traces of the procedure were gone.

Too bad I coaldn't have done the Hogg reconstrsction. Then you'd

really be amazed.

Sometime since the surgery, Vincent had had his hair per med. It stuck

out from his head in frizzy tendrils, making him look like one of those

Chi Pets they hawked on TV.

Duncan backed up, examined Vincent's throat from the left, then the

right. "Damn, I do good work! " Vincent laughed nervously. "So I

guess it will be safe to go on TV next week."

"Oh? " Duncan said with all the ingenuousness he could muster. "Face

the Nation? " '"No.

More important. The hearings. On the Guidelines bill."

"Next week?

I didn't realize you'd be getting started so soon."

"Oh, yes. We're pressing on without Lane and Allard. The first

hearing is Wednesday.

" Got your sights set on any particular targets? Duncan wondered.

Who's life are you going to ruin this time around?

"You know, " Duncan said slowly, "I've never been to one of these

hearings. Do you think you could get me in to the opening session? "

Senator Vincent scratched his head. "I don't know. It's a pretty hot

ticket. And the hearing room's not that big . . . " "Well, I have

other patients on the committee who'll take care of it.

No problem."

"You do? " the senator said, his tone warbling between pique at

Duncan's implication that there was someone on the committee with more

juice than he and voracious curiosity as to who else was getting fixed

up for the hearings. "Who? " Duncan wagged a finger.

"Now, now. You should know that's privileged information."

"Yes, of course. But if you truly want a seat, Dr. Lathram, you've

got one.

I'll have my legislative director call you tomorrow. No problem. "

'"Thank you, Senator. I knew I could count on you. It promises to be

quite a show. And I bet yours will be a household name from the very

first day." I guarantee it.

* * * Later, Duncan stopped by Oliver's lab. He had to get down to

D.

C.

General for The surgery on little Kanesha Green, but first he wanted to

check his brother's progress on the latest refinement of the implant.

\ He found Oliver seated with a number of empty implants in a tray on

the counter before him. He handed one to Duncan who rolled it back and

forth in his palm. Light as a feather.

Duncan said, "How long can we count on the new model to sit in the

subcutaneous fat without dissolving? " Oliver shrugged. "How can I

say? Six months, two years, forever. We haven't tested them. We'll

have to do animal studies. I mean, really, Duncan, we haven't even

finished the clinical trials on the regular implants, and here you've

got me working on a whole new type."

"Got to stay ahead, Oliver. If we don't keep innovating, the

intellectual slovens and me-too artists will plunder our work."

"But why this new model? I thought the whole idea was to have it

dissolve shortly after surgery."

"Because I foresee a time when I may want an implant that dissolves

when I tell it to. In trauma cases, for instance, with wide, deep

wounds, premature release of beta-3 could prove counterproductive." He

had to choose his words carefully. Oliver was bright but he hadn't the

faintest idea what lay behind Duncan's insistence on an implant that

would dissolve on command, and no inkling of what Duncan had already

done with it.

Duncan flipped the empty implant into the air and caught it.

"But you do think it's possible one of these things could nest in the

fat for a couple of years? " "I guess so. But I couldn't imagine why

anyone would want it to sit there that long. The time when its

dissolution would be of any benefit would have long since passed. "

Not exactly, Duncan thought. Not if it was filled with the right

substance and hidden in the tissues of the right person.

"Just wondering, " Duncan said.

Oliver's eyes lit. "But you mentioned trauma repair. Are you thinking

of returning to real surgery? " Duncan laughed. "You mean vascular

surgery? God, no. Why would I want to go back to being on call

twenty-four hours a day and getting rousted out of bed at all hours of

the night? For what? What good would that do me? " "You're a great

surgeon, Duncan. You'd be putting your talents to their best use. It

wouldn't just be good for others, it would be good for you as well. "

Moved by his brother's concern, and afraid Oliver might see something

in his eyes that he shouldn't, Duncan looked away. Oliver was a good

soul, the most decent of men. Complaisant, assiduous Oliver, his

irenic presence, his lambent insight were a balm on Ouncan's soul.

And he so admires me.

At times like these Duncan hated himself for putting Oliver's discovery

to uses that would horrify him. And Duncan himself was horrified by

the knowledge that if his machinations were ever brought to light,

Oliver's fulgent, indefectible character would be tainted.

But that doesn't stop me, does it.

Again he wondered what he'd do if Oliver found out. Or Gin. How far

would he go to protect himself?

He tried not to think about it.

"Why would it be good for me, Oliver? You know what happened when I

was in vascular surgery. The same thing might happen again. Why

should I make myself vulnerable again? Look at me now. I'm working

fewer hours, I have no calls to speak ofþwhoever heard of an emergency

tummy tuck in the middle of the night? I'm earning far more now with

half the effort."

"You never cared about money."

"The public did.

' "And you were saving lives then."

"But while I was saving or improving all those lives, I was publicly

stoned for unalloyed greed.

Remember that time, Oliver? Remember? ' Oliver nodded. "I

remember.

" "Now I rake in seven figures simply for resuscitating the vanity of

the local gentry, and no one says a word. No one even lifts an

eyebrow.

Truly we live in a remarkable society, Oliver. A remarkable1 society.

" What a world, Duncan thought, straining to hide the lava of rage

erupting in his chest, flowing through his gut. What a goddamn

world.

Oliver was staring at him. "You shouldn't have let them drive you out,

Duncan." '"Now, now, Oliver. We've been over this countless times.

I those to leave vascular surgery. And it's the best thing I ever

did.

" "But you could have gone into another surgical field where your work

actually meant something."

"But you had this new membrane you'd discovered, and then the Brits

came up with beta-3. The writing was on the wall, cosmetic surgery was

it. ' Actually, he had decided never again to deal with insurance

companies, or governments, or any mixture of the two. Cosmetic surgery

was perfect.

Only a rare insurance policy covered it anyway, and he could limit his

patients to those who wanted it and exclude those who needed it.

"If that's the case, " Oliver said, "then I wish I'd never developed

this membrane." Duncan gripped his brother's shoulder. "Don't ever

say that, Oliver.

These implants are going to transform a host of lives. People all over

the world, mothers of children who'd otherwise be scarred for life will

bless your name. And as for me, I've made peace with the past. Trust

me, Oliver. I'm at peace."

"I hope so, " Oliver said, searching Duncan's face. "I find it hard to

believe, but I hope it's true." Duncan glanced at his watch. "Oops.

Time to run. Got to get over to the club." Oliver's expression was

dismayed. "You can't play golf today. It's pouring. ' '"Poker,

Oliver, " he said, nudging his brother's ribs. "When it rains we play

poker. Want to join in? " '"No, " he sighed, turning back to his

implants. "I've got work to do.

" For a moment Duncan was tempted to tell his brother where he was

really going. It would make Oliver's dayþ make his year. But dear

Oliver was a blabbermouth. He'd be explaining to anyone who'd listen

that his brother really wasn't the coldhearted, cash-up-front bastard

he pretended to be. He was a saint in hiding.

No, Oliver would have to go on being disappointed in the older brother

he had once admired. And Duncan prayed he never found out about how he

was using the new implants.

"See you tomorrow, then." Duncan hurried across the wet parking lot,

jumped in the Mercedes, and started the engine. But instead of putting

it in gear, he sat staring at the hub of his steering wheel.

I've made peace with the past. Trast me, Oliver. I'm at pere.

How easily the lies come now. Peace? What was peace? He hadn't known

a moment of it since the day he'd found Lisa Lying in the foyer in a

pool of blood.

If only . . .

Bright light in Duncan's eyes brought him back to the present. The sun

had broken through the clouds. He shook off the memory and threw the

Mercedes into gear.

I was all right, he thought. And I'd have stayed all right if not for

the president's resurrection of the damn Guidelines bill. It all came

backþall the pain, the rageþbecause of him.

But he'll get his. His turn is coming.

ON THE HILL SENATOR MARSDEN MADE HER WAIT ONLY A FEW minutes, then Gin

was ushered in.

The otrice was pretty much as she remembered itþthe stacked files,

overflowing bookcases, photos, plaques, and the miniature basketball

hoop over the wastepaper tbasket.

Joe Blair was there, again in a white, short-sleeve shirt, a different

but equally nondescript tie, and dark slacks. Strangely, he greeted

her warmly, a smile beneath the wispy mustache as he moved forward to

shake her hand and lead her toward the senator's battered old desk.

Gin wasn't sure what to make of theuncharacteristically gracious

behavior. An act for his boss? It was in Blair's honor that she had

worn a longer skirt today.

Senator Hugh Marsden leaned forward over his desk and extended his

hand. He was average height, sixtyish, balding, portly, but possessed

a commanding presence. It was his eyes, Gin decided, intensely,

piercingly blue, they caught her and held her as firmly as his hand

gripped hers. His voice was deep and commanding as well.

"Dr. Panzella. Welcome." A third person was in the room, a short,

compact, darkhaired woman of about forty. She introduced herself.

"Hello, Dr. Panzella, " she said, extending her hand. She had a warm,

easy smile and bright brown eyff. Gin liked her immediately. "I'm

Alicia Downs, the senator's press secretary."

"Gin. Please call me Gin."

"All right, Gin, " the senator said. "Pull up a chair. I hope you

don't mind if we get right down to business. Senator Moynihan moved a

five o'clock budget briefing up to four-thirty, so t1ime is short." He

seated himself in the straight-backed chair behind the desk and cleared

the files from his desk blotter. Gin took one of the two chairs on the

other side of the desk, Alicia took the other. Blair stayed on his

feet, hovering. Positioning himself where he could get a good look at

her legs, maybe?

"I can't help being intrigued by the fact that a young physician with

your qualifications would want this position, " he said. "I'd say you

were overqualified. What is it you hope to accomplish here? " Here we

go again, Gin thought.

She went into her spiel of how she thought the impact of the Medical

Ethics and Practice Guidelines Act would be so far-reaching, so

important to the future of medical practice, that she couldn't sit idly

by without attempting to have some input.

"You can't have guidelines that smother individuality, " she

concluded.

"Do you want all doctors to be exactly the same? I hope not. Minimum

standards of training and care, sure. But then allow variety in style

of practice. Each practice should have its own personality, otherwise

you've deprived patients of a critically important choice." The

senator studied her a moment in silence, his blue eyes intent on her.

Gin was beginning to feel uncomfortable when finally he spoke.

"You realize that this is a part-time position for which I doubt we'll

be able to squeeze twenty thousandþif thatþ out of the budget." '"I

explained that to her, Senator, " Blair said. He seemed vaguely

anxious, while not actually moving, he seemed to be pacing in place.

"The money's not important, " she said. "I've-got the rest of my life

to make money. This is a chance to matter, to be part of something

that will affect the rest of my professional life. If I were already

in practice, with a mortgage, kids in school, I wouldn't be able to

drop everything and devote months to this committee. But I'm not.

There's only me to worry about. This is something I want to do,

something I can doþand do well. And if I don't do it now, I'll never

do it. And. . . "þdare she say it? þ"your committee will be poorer

for it."

"Is that so? " Senator Marsden said, a faint smile tugging at the

corners of his mouth.

Out of the corner of her eye she saw Blair bite his upper lip and ever

so slightly shake his head.

Had she overplayed it? "At 1least that's my opinion."

"Yes, well, you may have a point there. Will you give me a day to make

a final decision? " "Of course." Do I have a choice?

'"Fine." He glanced at his watch, rose, and extended his hand.

"Sorry to cut this short, but that budget briefing, you know." Gin

smiled as she shook his hand. "I understand."

"I'll walk you out, " Alicia said.

Gin glanced back as she exited and saw Joe Blair leaning over the

senator's desk, yammering in a low voice.

'"I don't think your chief of staff is in my corner, " Gin said as she

and Alicia wound through the cubicles.

Alicia snorted. "Joe's a dickhead. He's pissed because he already

told the senator you're not right for the job but the boss wanted to

meet you anyway."

"So he's back there now trying to scuttle me? " "Maybe. Don't take it

personally. He's a control freak. Wants it to be his staffþhandpicked

by Joe Blair."

"Fair enough, guess, " Gin said with far more equanimity than she

felt.

"Maybe, but he's still a dickhead."

"Gin! " She was almost to the elevators. She turned and saw Joe Blair

hurrying after her.

"Glad I caught you, " he said as he reached her.

"What's up? ' she said, watching him closely. "Has he made up his

mind? " She didn't trust this guy. And there was something in his

eyes .

. .

"Despite my strong recommendation, the senator's still undecided. More

of a budgeting problem than any difficulty with your qualifications.

" He unfolded the piece of paper in his hand and passed it to her.

"But we need to figure out how to respond when he sees this." We?

Gin thought. Since when are we a we?

She looked at the sheet and suppressed a groan. It was a Xerox of an

article she'd written for the New Orleans TimesPicayvne during the

second year of her residency. She'd been in a particularly grouchy

mood after reading that paper's series on what was wrong with American

medicine. She'd fired off a long letter vehemently disagreeing with

their delineation of the problems and the proposed solutions. The

paper told her if she'd expand it they'd publish it as an op-ed

piece.

Giddy with the prospect of having an audience, Gin had fired all her

guns, sparing no one. It was a1 diatribe Duncan himself would have been

proud of.

But . . . a very negative, even strident article, with no attempt at a

balanced argument, and she'd cringed when she'd reread it on the day it

was published. If only she'd put it in a drawer for a week before

sending it in, she certainly would have leavened some of her remarks.

She hadn't given it much thought since, and yet here it was,

resurrected and staring her in the face.

"This isn't really me, " she said.

"I'm sure it isn't." Blair touched her hand solicitously. "But we've

got to do some brainstorming to assess our options if it reaches the

senator's desk." She backed up an inch and his hand broke contact.

There it was again, we.

"What do you suggest? " "Oh, " he said so casually, "how about my

place? Tonight. And wear something nice." Gin felt her hands close

into fists. She wanted to ram one of them into his nose, and then yank

out that wimpy mustache one hair at a TIME

"Sorry, " she said calmly, moving her jaw so she wouldn't be talking

through gritted teeth. "I've got plans for tonight."

"Tomorrow night, then. We haven't much TIME" We have no TIME

She regarded him coolly, levelly. "Nope. Sorry. I'm busy. Tonight,

tomorrow night, every night. ' He stared back at her, obviously

confused. Then his eyes narrowed, but only for a second. He shrugged

carelessly and turned away.

"Okay, " he said over his shoulder. "Your loss. But don't say I

didn't offer to help."

"I won't, " she said softly as she stretched a trembling finger toward

the DOWN button.

She dammed up the rage and humiliation as she waited. It wasn't

supposed to be like this, wasn't supposed to work this way.

The car finally came, the doors closed behind her and the box began its

slow fall. Alone, sealed off, she wanted to scream, wanted to sob.

She did neither. She wiped a single tear from her right eye and

whispered one word.

"Damn." She found Gerry waiting for her in the atrium. She forced a

smile and hoped her eyes weren't red.

"What are you doing here? " "Waiting for you. What else? " He looked

good. Even at the end of a workday with a little five-o'clock shadow

stippling his cheeks, he looked damn good. But the excitement Gin had

felt the last couple of times they were together was missing today.

She didn't want to be with anyone now.

"But how did you know? " "You told me. Remember? On the phone?

Maybe five hours ago? " "Oh. Right." Her mind wasn't working too

well at the moment.

"So how about a drink? " A polite demurral began in her throat but she

held it back. She'd been injured and her instincts urged her to

retreat to a corner and be alone.

But that was what Pasta would have done.

"Sure. I'd love one."

"Great. I know just the place. We'll take a shortcut." He took her

arm and led her toward the rear of the Hart Building. "A celebratory

drink, I hope."

"No, " she said slowly.

"I'm afraid not."

"You're kidding. Wharþ? ' "I"II tell you about it." * * * Gerry

clenched and unclenched his fists under the table as Gin told her

story.

They sat at an isolated table near the window. He'd broughr her to the

Sommelier, a little wine bar on Mass, because he'd learned that she

preferred wine to liquor, and had a fondness for Italian reds.

Gerry preferred Irish sipping whiskey, preferably Black Bush. But if

wine was the only thing, he usually toughed it out with white

zinfandel.

No wine snob he.

He could see Gin was hurt. She spoke softly, almost matter-offactly,

over her glass of valpolicella, swirling then sipping it, swirling and

sipping. Her voice was steady, as were her hands, she looked perfectly

composed. But Gerry sensed the pain.

As his mood darkened, he wished he hadn't brought her here. The

gleaming surfaces of the polished brass and chrome and marble of the

Sommelier were too clean, too bright for the story she told. They

should have been in a seedy cocktail lounge.

No. This was better. Clean and shiny suited her. Here it was only

the third time they'd been together and already he was feeling

protective.

And so attracted. He hadn't felt this way since college, when he and

Karen had started dating and getting serious. A good, warm feeling.

Thoughts of Gin were beginning to intrude on his work. He'd find

himself thinking about her at the most inconvenient times, wondering

what she was doing, wondering if she was thinking about him.

And now he was sharing her anger, her anguish. She had expected better

of a U. S. senator's office. She des1erved better.

Sometimes he hated this goddamn town.

"That's the way it is here, " he told her after she finished. "Not

just with you. With everything. It's a mindset."

"So I shouldn't take it personally? ' Her eyes flashed. "Is that what

you're saying?

" . "Yes and no, " he said slowly. Had to choose his words carefully

here. He didn't want to wind up a lightning rod for that anger. "You

should be offended, angry, even feel humiliated, but realize too that

Blair is simply doing what comes naturally on the Hill. He's just

playing by the rules as he's learned them." '"Hill rat, " she said,

shaking her head. "Boy, if ever a term fit someone. But aren't there

lawsþ? " "Yeah, probably written by the Hill rats themselves, and

passed by their bosses. But for other people, for the constituents.

They don't apply up here on the Hill. You've entered an ethical

Twilight Zone."

"You seem so casual about it." Was he? Was she right? Had he been

investigating political corruption long enough to take it for

granted?

Maybe. He didn't like that answer.

But he wasn't talking about blatant graft here. No, it was more of an

atmosphere, an ambience. A different set of values.

"I can't be casual about you being hurt." She gave him a little

smile.

He loved the way her lips curled up at the corners. Her eyes said

thank you.

He reached across and gripped her hand. She didn't pull away.

"Look, Gin, " he said. "If you want to be a part of the doings on the

Hill, you're going to have to play by their rules. The people up here

aren't going to change for you."

"I never expected them to, butþ" "Think of yourself as having entered

the world's largest bazaar, where everything is for sale but no prices

are marked. The currency is influence, and the best hagglers walk away

with the fullest shopping carts."

"That's pretty damn grim, Gerry."

"Gin, " he said, leaning forward, "I'm sure you see influence peddling

in hospital politics, but that's penny-ante stuff. This is the major

leagues. This Blair guy, he's got influence with his senator to get

you something you want, you, in turn, have got something he wants.

Sounds as if he's experienced at the game, very circumspect in his

hallway negotiation, and that's just what it was, a negotiation. And

1

don't think that it occurred in an empty hallway by accident. No quid

pro quo proposition, just a generous offer to help you deal with a

possible hitch in your appointment. And no witnesses. Very smooth."

"You sound as if you almost admire him."

"I will admire my fist in his face if I ever meet up with him, " he

said.

Gerry was rewarded with another smile, this one big enough to reveal

the glistening white of Gin's teeth.

"Don't get yourself in trouble on my account."

"It's a good account.

" "Does that mean I can make a professional request? " "

Professional?

" "Yes. Police-type stuff. I'm trying to find out about Duncan

Lathram's daughter." Gerry felt his insides tighten as they always did

at mention of Lathram's name, but he remained impassive. Obviously she

was tired of talking about Joe Blair.

"What about her? She in trouble? " "No. She died in an accident five

years ago."

"What kind of accident? " "A fall at home."

"You're suspicious about something? " "Oh, no. Not at all. I just

can't find out anything about her. Nobody's talking."

"It's just idle curiosity, then? " He could tell from her manner it

was anything but.

She was holding something back.

"No. I don't know what it is, really. I was just wondering if you

could get hold of a copy of the death certificate." Now there was an

odd request. But not a difficult one if you knew who to call. And

perfectly legal. Death certificates were public records.

"No biggee. Just have to know where she lived at the TIME The rest

is easy."

"Alexandria, I believe. Northern Virginia for sure."

"Okay. Have it for you in a day or two." And he would. But first

he'd give it a thorough going over himself. His curiosity was

piqued.

"Unless there's a rush." He watched her closely as she answered.

"No. No rush. ' That settled, he could almost see her drift away as

she lapsed into silence. She sighed.

He said, "What are you thinking? " Was it about Lisa Lathram, or about

this Blair character, or something else?

"Maybe you and Duncan are right. Maybe I'm not cut out for this

town.

" So . . . it was back to Blair. An ache grew within him as he sensed

the disappointment in her voice, watched discouragement etch lines

around her frown. He wasn't sure what, but he was going to do

something.

"Don't give up hope, " he said. "Things have a way of working out. '

'"Maybe sometimes, " she said. "Not this TIME" He drained the white

zinfandel.

"You never know, Gin. You never know." Gerry stood in the wide,

fresh-smelling, brightly lit hallway outside the apartment door in the

Watergate-at-Landmark, a high-rise condo complex in northern Virginia,

and waited for his ring to be answered.

He knew Blair was homeþa hang-up phone call had confirmed that. Maybe

he was eating. Gerry hoped he was alone. If he wasn't, Gerry would

have to improvise. But one way or another, he was going to make this

creep see the light.

As soon as he'd left Gin at her car he'd hustled up Pennsylvania to the

Bureau. He ran a check on Blair, but no criminal record. Too bad.

That would have made things easier.

So he'd have to bluff.

Gerry shrugged some of the tension out of his tight shoulder muscles.

This sort of unofficial visit could land him in a serious load of

official trouble if Blair called his blu*.

But Gerry knew how these highly placed Hill rats operated. They

couldn't vote, but lots of times they had control of the line by line

wording of a bill, and that could be more important than a Yea or

Nay.

The lobbyists courted them with trips, gifts, and honoraria for

speaking engagements, just like their bosses. Gerry remembered one

case, still mentioned by Hill rats in awed tones, of two staffers,

Michaels and Bill Patterson, who netted a total of twenty eight

thousand dollars from a host of lobbyists in forty-eight hours.

Blair no doubt had dreams of topping that record.

Gerry meant to disturb those dreams.

Because if Blair planned to cash in all the influence chips that would

accrue from the Guidelines bill, the last thing he wanted was a

ticked-off FBI agent watching his every move.

But Gerry didn't have much TIME Mrs. Snedecker had said she'd keep

Martha a couple of extra hours today. Gerry would have to get to it

with Blair right away.

The condo door opened and a pale face with a see-through mustache

cautiously peered at him through the opening. This was a gated

building.

Drop-in company was not the norm.

"Yes? " Gerry held up the same badge that had got him past the

doorman.

"FBI, Mr. Blair." Blair opened the door a little wider for a better

look. He squinted at the badge.

"What is it? What do you want? " Gerry flipped the leather badge

folder closed and stepped closer, quietly wedging his foot against the

bottom edge of the door. He slipped the badge into his pocket.

'"Don't worry. It's not official business." . "Then whatþ? " Gerry

put a hand against Blair's chest and gently pushed him back into his

apartment. There were times when subtlety was called for and times

when it wasn't.

"You and me, Blair. We're gonna have us a little talk." GINA GINA

YAWNED AS SHE HEADED FOR THE DOCTORS lounge. A busy night at

Lynnbrook. Sometimes she could catch a catnap during the shift. Not

this TIME

Not that she would have got much more sleep if she'd stayed home. What

a state she was in. Worse than waiting to hear about her residency

match. Almost as bad as the months waiting to hear if she'd been

accepted into medical school.

She ran into Dr. Conway again.

"I see Mrs. Thompson finally went home. That must be a relief.

"I guess so. Everybody's making nice-nice now that they think I caved

in. Actually, she made a dramatic turnaround. Almost miraculous. One

day she's dragging around, next day she's chipper and demanding to go

home." A warning bell sounded in the back of Gin's brain.

"When was that? " "Wednesday."

"I wonder, ' Gin said uneasily. "I had a talk with her just the night

before and she said she'd heard you were in trouble I

because of her. I remember her saying something like, I won't be a

burden to anyone. I'll be out of here sooner than you think." Conway

stared at her. "Christ. That'd be just like her." He picked up the

phone and called medical records. He got Mrs. Thompson's phone number

and dialed. And listened. He redialed and listened again. Then he

hung up.

"No answer. I'm going over there."

"She could be out, " Gin said.

"At seven A. M. ? A seventy-eight-year-old lady? " "I'll go with

you.

' "You're on duty. I'll let you know how it goes." Gin spent the next

hour wondering what Conway would find. When she wasn't thinking about

that, it was back to the committee. At one point she found herself

dialing her apartment, readying to activate the remote playback on her

answering machine.

What am I doing? she thought, and hung up.

It was too early. No one from a senator's office would be calling

before ten. Before noon, more likely.

She was about to leave when she was paged by the emergency

department.

Dr. Conway was asking for her assistance.

Gin found him standing by the x-ray box, studying a chest film. She

took one look at the opacified right lung field and said, "Not Harriet,

I hope." Conway nodded. "Found her on her back steps, barely

conscious, a bunch of bread crusts in her hand. Looked like she'd gone

out to feed the birds last night and collapsed."

"She was out all night? " "Sure as hell looks that way. She's shocky,

hypothermic, and hypoxemic, plus"þhe tapped the chest filmþ"three

fractured ribs and I'll bet that's a hemothorax. I called in

Fielding.

He's going to intubate her and put her on a respirator, then it's up to ICU ." He snapped the film off the view box.

"Damn! I never should have sent her home! " "She told you she was

fine. What else were you going to do? " "I should have seen through

that. I believed her because I wanted to.

I was so damn glad to get the PRO and the rest of them off my back I

jumped at the chance to discharge her."

"Don't be so hard on yourself, " Gin said. "Where is she? " Conway

jerked a thumb over his shoulder at one of the curtained-off alcoves.

Gin wasn't sure which way to go until she saw Fielding, the

pulmonologist, step through a set of curtains and approach the nurses

station. She slipped behind the curtains.

Harriet Thompson was almost unrecognizable. The right side of her face

was swollen and purple where it must have struck pavement. A ribbed

plastic tube curved from the corner of her mouth, connected by a larger

tube to a hissing and puffing respirator. Her eyes were half open but

they weren't seeing anything. Gin gripped her hand and gave it a

squeeze.

'"Hang in there, Harriet, " she said. "You're in good hands." There

wasn't much Gin could do. Between Conway and Fielding and the ICU

staff, all bases were covered. When she came out, she patted Dr.

Conway on the back and wished both him and Harriet good luck.

She got behind the wheel of her Sunbird and rubbed her burning eyes.

She was scheduled to assist Duncan this morning. Despite her fatigue,

that had its up side, Time would move faster. But first a shower.

She noticed the message light blinking on her answering machine. She

hurried over to it but her finger hesitated, hovering above the replay

button. Dread and anticipation swirled through her. Was this it? The

big turndown?

She shook herself. She was going off the deep end. No way it could be

Marsden's office.

She hit the button. It was Gerry. A rush of warmth filled her at the

sound of his voice. He'd been so sympathetic yesterday.

Hi, Gin. It's about eleven now. I forgot you were moonlighting

tonight, so you probably won't hear this till tomorrow morning. But I

want to remind you to call me as soon as you hear from Marsden's office. the .

It's a good bet you'll be hearing early. When you get word, call me

at home. I won't be leaving till around nine. Good luck, but it'll be

their good luck to get you. Bye.

How sweet, she thought, smiling as she hit the erase button. And how

naive. She wouldn't be hearing early from anyone.

Funny, though, how sure Gerry seemed about the early call. And he was

anything but naive.

Gin heard the phone ringing as she stepped out of the shower. Still

dripping, she wrapped a towel around herself and rushed to the bedroom

to grab it. It was Alicia Downs.

"You're in, Gin." Gin was stunned, speechless for a moment.

"Hello? " Alicia said. "You still there? " "Yes. I'm here. I just

can't believe this. I'm in? " "You are. I heard Blair telling one of

the secretaries to call you and give you the word. I'm doing it for

her. ' "But howþ? " "Don't ask me. I put in my vote for you. I

don't know about Blair. All I know is that sometime between last night

and this morning the senator made up his mind. You're our new

legislative assistant on medical affairs." She felt weak. "This . .

. this is wonderful. Thanks for the call. And for your support. "

"Don't thank me. I mean, I think you're a nice person and bright and

I'm sure you'll do a good job and all, but I want you for other

reasons.

You'll be a good PR asset."

"An asset. Wow." Alicia laughed.

"Hey, you're not just a doctor, you're a bright, attractive, female

doctor fresh out of training. You're not Washington.

An outsider, no connections to the bureaucracy. You're now. Your

presence shows the senator's got a mind open to fresh ideas from the

medical profession." Gin felt herself going cold, and not from the

water dripping down her legs.

"Look, if I'm just going to be window dressing, you can tellþ" "No

way.

Not with this senator. He wants you for your medical expertise. I'm

the one who's concerned with appearances."

"That's a relief. I think." She laughed again. "Relax, Gin. You're

in. And you're in with one of the good guys. I've been earning my

living up here for twenty years now, and Senator Marsden is the first

guy in a long time to restore my faith in the electoral process. I

can't tell you what a joy it is to polish the image of a guy you really

like. ' "That's good to hear. Really good."

"Then I take it you accept? " "Of course I do." Great. Our staff is

meeting here tomorrow at ten A. M. t sharp.

I hope you don't have any major plans for the weekend."

"Well, nothing firm." She'd been hoping she and Gerry might get

together.

"Good. With the hearings opening next week, you can expect to work

through the weekend. Welcome aboard. See you tomorrow." Gin hung up

and stood in the center of her bedroom, grinning foolishly, absently

toweling herself off as she let the reality sink in.

"I'm in. I . . . am . . . in! " She pumped her fist into the air.

"Yes! " As she dried her hair, she began to dance around, shuffling

into the front room, blindly turning, gyrating, undulating her hips in

time to a regge tune on the radio.

Here she is, ladies and gentlemen! The latest, the greatest, the

hottest legislative assistant in the nation's capital, dancing under

her stage name, Pasta Primavera, with her own exclusive interpretation

of the Hill Rat Hustle!

Gin lowered the towel from her hair and found herself in front of the

bay window, standing nude as a jaybird over Kalorama Road.

"Whoa! " She ducked away and hurried back to her room. As she pulled

open her underwear drawer she caught sight of herself in the

full-length mirror.

She turned to give her body a closer look, twisting this way and that

to get different angles on her breasts and hips.

The hips were a little more generous than she liked. But her abdomen1

was nice and flat. She ran her hand lightly over the puckered scar of

her old incision, then traced a fine line of hair down to the dark

tangle over her pubes. Time for another bikini wax.

Not too bad, she thought. Not too bad at all for an old broad looking

thirty in the eye.

She had two careers now. Why not go for a third as Pasta

Primaveraþexotic dancer? No . . . there was another term for it, a

Duncan word. What was it . . . ?

Ecdysiast flashed into her mind.

Right. Regina Panzella, doctor, legislative assistant, and

ecdysiast.

She tried a little bump and grind before the mirror.

Pretty lame.

Ah, well.

She turned away and began picking through her underwear.

Once she was dressed, her high spirits were brought down by the thought

of Harriet Thompson. She called the Lynnbrook ICU and learned she

was stable. Okay.

Then she called Gerry. He seemed genuinely happy for her, but not as

surprised as she'd expected.

"See, " she told him. "Sometimes things work out. It doesn't do you

any good to be cynical all the TIME Hard work and persistence still

pay off."

"I knew all along you were the best person for the job.

Now I guess this guy Blair and the senator know it too. But what's

really great is that it means you'll be down in my neighborhood a lot

more often."

"That's right, isn't it? " She hadn't thought of that.

"I'm glad of that too." She liked Gerry more each time she saw him.

Maybe an FBI agent wasn't as glamorous as a high-powered internist like

Peter, but she sensed something deeply caring in Gerry. If this kept

up . . .

"By the way, " he said. "I located a death certificate on Lisa Lathram

in Fairfax County." Gin felt her breath catch. One part of her wanted

to tell him never mind, leave the dead alone, another part wouldn't

rest until all her questions were answered. She tried to keep her tone

casual.

"That was quick. What does it say? " "It's on its way. I'll let you

know when I get it."

"Thanks, Gerry. You're becoming indispensable.

" "I hope so."

"I'm afraid I'm going to have to cut back some of my hours . , ,

nere.

She and Duncan were halfway through a tummy tuck. Gin had a wide

retractor hooked around a six-inch layer of abdominal wall and was

positioning it where Duncan could resect the redundant layers of yellow

fat. She hadn't planned to tell him until the surgery was over, but

he'd begun talking about tomorrow's surgery schedule and it had simply

popped out.

' Oh? " he said. "And why's that? " "I . . . I got the job on

Senator Marsden's staff." There. I said it.

She watched him closely, remembering his explosion last TIME How was

he going to react this time?

His blue eyes glanced up at her for a second or two, then returned to

the surgical field.

. "Congratulations. When do you start? " Gin didn't answer

immediately. She'd been steeled for anger. This quiet acceptance was

almost as intimidating.

"Uh, this weekend."

"So you're leaving us high and dry." '-Cassidy said he'd fill in. '

"I hope you'll still find some time for medicine.

" "I'll have to cut back, but I don't want to quit."

"Good. I don't want to lose you. Your work here has been

excellent."

"Thank you, " she said, basking in the rare praise.

"The Hill will be educational for you, " Duncan said. "Give you a

chance to see the kakistocracy at work. You'll witness firsthand the

rampant sophistry of the congressional solipsists. They'llþ" Marie the

anesthetist groaned. "Oh, no. Here we go." Joanna glared at Gin in

mock anger. "We were breezing along here. Did you have to get him

started? " "Sorry, " Gin said.

"All right, all right, " Duncan said, glancing around and smiling

behind his mask. The skin around his eyes crinkled with amusement.

"Despite your bumptious insubordination, I'll spare you all a lecture

this TIME

But let me just say thisþ" Marie groaned again.

"Walt now, " Duncan said. "All I'm going to sayþand I want you all to

listen and remember that you heard it here first, I predict Gin will

not last a year on the Hill before she throws her hands up in

disgust.

" "There's always a chance of that, " Gin said, thinking of Joe Blair,

"but I know these hearings are going to be interesting. I can't wait

till they begin." Duncan glanced up at her." Neither can I, my dear

.

Neither can I." Gin stare1d back at him. Something in those bright

blue eyes . . .

something almost feral, reminding her of how he looked on the Capitol

portico with Congressman Allard. An icy tendril traced a chill up her

spine.

Gin left the Lathram office early and put in another call to the ICU

when she got back to the apartment.

"She's having some BP problems, " the charge nurse said. "Real

shocky.

Dr. Conway's here. Want to talk to him? " "No. Don't bother him.

Just tell him I was asking about her." Gin hung up. Damn. That

didn't sound good.

She called her folks next. Her mother answered and Gin told her the

good news.

"Is this what you want, Gin? " Mama said.

Why did everybody ask her that?

"Yes, Mama, " she said patiently. "For the time being."

"Then good.

I'm happy for you. We'll expect you about l six. ' "Expect me

where?

" '"Here, of course. We'll celebrate. We'll open some spumante, and

I'll make you your favorites, stuffed shells and three-cheese

lasagna.

" Gin's mouth began to water. But she was so tired. And this was the

stuff that had turned little Regina into big fat Pasta Panzella.

"I'm really beat, Mama. I was upþ" "Gin, Gin, ' she said in that voice

that always got to her. "You haven't been here in so long. You live a

few minutes away and yet you never visit your family. Are you going to

forget your Mama and Papa? " Gin repressed a sigh. "What time

again?

" "Your father will be home by six. Get some sleep and we'll see you

then." Gin collapsed on the bed and let sleep take her.

FAMILY GINA PULLED UP IN FRONT OF THE FAMILY HOME IN Arlington and

stared at its aged brick front. During the first dozen years of her

life it had been a two-story brick box sitting on a rise along with all

the other brick boxes in this little postwar development. She

remembered learning to ride a bike on that gently sloped driveway,

watching the cars go by from her bedroom window up there on the second

floor, helping Papa pull dandelions from the lawn every spring. Papa

and his lawn, she thought, looking at the flawlessly green, precisely

manicured front yard. Still perfect.

As Papa's butcher shop grew to an Italian specialty food store, and a

little 1money was left over to play with, they added a screened porch to

the front, enlarged the kitchen and master bedroom in the rear, and

built on a deck. A nice, roomy, comfortable house now. Thirty years

her folks had lived here, and probably intended to stay another

thirty.

They weren't exactly into change.

Gin shook her head. Change? They were both born in America, her

father was barely into his fifties now, her \ mother just fifty last

April, yet they were old-world Italian in so many ways. Attitude-wise,

they were barely into the twentieth century.

They'd actually arranged a marriage for her when she was two. Thank

God that hadn't been mentioned in years. Apparently the fits both she

and her intended had pitched during their adolescence had caused both

families to reconsider.

She climbed the two steps to the front door and walked in without

knocking. The delicious odor of sauteing garlic enveloped her. God,

she loved that smell.

Her father sprang from his chair in front of the TV. He was only an

inch taller than Gin, with broad shoulders and muscular arms, his full

head of black hair was a little grayer every time she saw him, but he

still had the vitality of a twenty-year-old.

"Gin! " He wrapped her in his bear arms and twirled her around.

"How's my little scswngzle? " She hugged him around the neck and

kissed each cheek. "Fine, Papa." - He released her and held her at

arm's length. "So, being a doctor's not enough for you, eh? Now a

olitician too? " '"I'm notþ "Gin! " It was Mama, wiping her hands on

her apron as she trotted in from the kitchen. More hugs and kisses.

It was always this way. Gin came home for dinner and family affairs

every two or three weeks, but each time they acted as if she'd been

away for a year. She supposed an only child had to expect that.

Soon the three of them were standing around in the kitchen, sipping

spumante, sneaking pieces of bread into Mama's sauce, laughing,

reminiscing, talking about the future.

So good to be here. Times like this made her wish she visited more

often. She loved the warmth, the security. She'd be taken care of

here. She didn't have to prove anything here, she wouldn't be so tired

all the time, she wouldn't have to be running in four different

directions trying to do too many things, trying to learn where she fit,

trying to make her life matter.

She fit here. She mattered here.

And she knew it was a velvet trap. As much as she loved her folks, she

knew she'd go crazy here. Despite all the hustle and running and

stress of her life now, she knew deep down she wouldn't want it any

other way.

But the main thing was that her folks still didn't quite get it. As

proud as they were of her, Gin knew they wondered when she was going to

have time to give them grandchildrenþ bambinos to bounce on their

knees.

She knew in the backs of their minds they felt their daughter would be

better off being married to a doctor than being oneþa nice Italian

doctor, of course.

They knew something about Peter, but had no idea that they'd been

living together.

Oh, God. Peter. She should have called him and told him about her new

job. She'd have to do that first thing when she got home.

Peter . . . how could she have forgotten?

Stuffed from the food, logy from the spumante and the special Chianti

Papa had broken out for the occasion, Gin got back to her apartment

around half past ten. She washed up, brushed her teeth, and headed

straight for the bedroom. But before hitting the sack, she dialed the ICU at Lynnbrook.

"Hello, this is Dr. Panzella. I just wanted to check on Mrs.

Thompson."

"Who? " said the ward clerk.

Gin was suddenly queasy. "Harriet Thompson. Dr. Conway's patient.

She had a hemothorax and was on a respiraþ" "Oh, yeah. Here it is.

Sorry, Dr. Panzella. I just came on. She was pronounced a couple of

hours ago. Nine-thirty-four, to be exact. Dr. Conway was here. "

Gin felt her throat constrict. She managed a faint "Thank you" and

hung up.

She pounded a fist on the mattress. Damn, damn, damn! Harriet

Thompson's death certificate probably would list her cause of death as

respiratory failure due to hemothorax due to fractured ribs due to

complications of accidental trauma.

But it hadn't been any of those.

What had really killed her were administrators who hadn't examined her

and didn't even know her but made decisions about her medical care, who

had been more concerned about the bottom line than the patient.

Harriet Thompson had died of guidelines.

Gin pulled down the covers and slipped between the sheets Senator

Marsd1en was going to get an earful this weekend.

One last thing to do before sleep, that call to Peter.

He was in, he was awakeþafter all it was an hour earlier in

Louisianaþand he was glad to hear from her. At least he was at

first.

His voice changed when she told him about getting the spot on Marsden's

staff.

"Is this really what you want? " She was getting fed up with that

question. The only one who seemed to be on her side completely was

Gerry.

'"You know, I wish people would stop asking me that."

"If you're hearing it that often, maybe there's something to it."

"Look, Peter, I don't want to argueþ" "Aren't we good together, Gin?

Are there any people better together than us? Remember those nights

wandering around the Quarter, drinking wine and listening to the street

musicians, and then afterward going back to the apartment.

'"Please, Peter.

" Those had been good times, wonderful times. "I'm lonely enough here

as it is."

"We're both lonely. Isn't that dumb? Come back, Gin.

This is where you should be. You know that." So tempting, and if

she'd been turned down by Marsden's office this morning she might be

pulling out her suitcases and starting to pack. But . . .

"I know that I've got an opportunity here that I can't pass up. I may

never forgive myself if I do. Can you understand that, Peter? " There

was a prolonged silence on the other end. Peter's voice was thick when

he finally spoke.

"I guess this is it, then. I'd been hoping you'd run up against a wall

with these senators and finally come to your senses and get back where

you belong. Back with me. But I guess that's not going to happen now

that you're on somebody's staff." ' Peter . . . " Gin found she

couldn't get words past the lump swelling in her throat.

He was right. She hadn't seen that becoming part of Marsden's staff

would put a match to her last bridge back to Peter.

It was over. Whatever they'd had had been moribund for months, but

tonight, without realizing it, she'd officially pronounced it dead.

'"I'm sorry, Peter."

"Me too. Good-bye, Gin." And then he hung up.

Gin cradled the receiver, turned out the light, and pulled the covers

up to her chin.

God, I hope I'm doing the right thing. I hope it's worth it.

Then the sobs and the tears started. It was Peter, but maybe it was

Harriet Thompson too. She hadn't cried herself to sleep in a long,

long TIME Not since her Pasta days.

'"Wha. . . ? " Gin opened her eyes. Dark. And noisy. A bell

ringing. Loud. Almost in her ear.

The phone.

She picked it up and heard a familiar voice.

"Gin? It's Gerry. Sorry to call you at this hour but I'm in a jam.

" What hour is it?

She glanced at the clock, 2, 33.

"Something wrong? " she said. The urgency in Gerry's voice dispersed

the fog of sleep.

'"We've had a break in a kidnapping case and I've got to go out. "

"What kidnapping? " '"I can't say. We've kept it out of the papers.

But the thing is, Mrs. Snedecker can't come over and I struck out with

my backups. I was wondering, hoping . . . " "I'll be right over. "

He gave her directions to his apartment complex in Arlington. She

smiled ruefully at the irony. Just four hours ago she had been only a

couple of miles from him.

Gin found Gerry standing outside the front door of his duplex, keys in

hand. Apparently he'd shaved, put on fresh clothes, and was alert and

ready to go. Even at this unholy hour he looked good.

Better than I do, she thought. She knew she looked rumpledþshe felt

rumpled in her flannel shirt, jeans, and raincoatþbut she'd got here as

quickly as she could.

"You made great TIME" He kissed her, a friendly peck on the cheek.

His voice was a machine gun. "I can't tell you how much this means to

me.

I'd never have imposed if I'd had any other place to turn."

"Don't be silly. Iþ" "Martha's upstairs. She's a sound sleeper. You

can just sack out yourself. I'll be back as soon as I can get free,

but I don't know exactly when that'll be."

"Take your time, " Gin said. "I'll stay as long as you need me. I

don't have surgery today." He kissed her againþon the lips this TIME

"You're the greatest. See you soon.

" And then he was sprinting for the parking lot. When he reached his

car he turned and called to her.

"Oh, by the way. I left something for you on the kitchen table." Gin

watched him drive off, then went inside and locked the door behind

her.

Shucking her raincoat, she wandered through the living room of the

duplex and into the adjoining dining room, wall-to-wall carpet in the

former, an area rug in the latter. Danish modern furniture. Neat,

clean, functional. Not much personality. No lingering telltale odors

to identify the cook's favorite food. Hard to tell if anyone really

lived here until she got to the kitchen. A miniature art gallery

there.

Everywhere she lookedþon the walls, on the cork bulletin board, on the

refrigeratorþthe room was festooned with a child's drawings. A riot of

colors. Martha, it seemed, believed in using every crayon in her box,

and it had to be quite a box. Nor was she exactly traditional in her

color designations. In one drawing green people might stand on yellow

lawns next to pink trees under orange skies, in the next drawing the

color scheme would be completely different.

A munchkin van Gogh. With a father who obviously adored every squiggle

she put to paper.

She looked in the fridge. Lots of prepackaged meals in the freezer.

Just what she'd expect with a single father on the go.

Then she remembered what Gerry had said about leaving something for her

on the kitchen table. She turned and saw nothing on the table . . .

except a sheet of paper. She recognized it before she picked it up. A

death certificate.

Lisa Lathram was typed on the name line. Gin noted that the certifier

was Stanley Metelski, MD, Fairfax County coroner at the time of the

accident. Which meant Lisa's death had been a coroner's case. Of

course it would be. Any eighteen-year-old dying suddenly is an

automatic coroner's case.

She scanned down to the cause-of-death section.

Immediate cause of death, Intracerebral hemorrhage.

Due to or as a consequence of, Left parietal skull fracture.

due to or as a consequence of, Intentional drug overdose.

Gin nearly dropped the sheet. A suicide?

Suddenly shaky, she lowered herself into a chair and leaned on the

table.

Oh, God. Poor Duncan. No wonder no one wanted to talk about it. He

must have pulled some heavy strings and called in a lot of favors to

keep that last line from getting out to the public.

Was that why he ended his marriage, closed up his practice, stopped

being a Virginia vascular specialist and became a Maryland cosmetic

surgeon?

Or was there more?

The drug overdose . . . why? The fall . . . obviously the coroner

thought it was a result of the overdose. Was it?

Gin had thought the death certificate would answer some questions, but

it only raised more.

Rising, she dropped it back onto the kitchen table and wandered toward

the front of the duplex. She pushed Lisa Lathram to the back of her

mind and brought Martha Canney front and center. Gin had a sudden urge

to look in on her.

She crept upstairs. Two bedrooms and a bath there. She peeked in the

first. In The dim light seeping up from the first floor she could see

Martha's little head framed by her pillow and the covers. Lots of

Disney characters on the walls and shelves. Gin stepped closer and

snugged the covers a little more tightly around her shoulders. As she

turned away she spotted a framed photo standing on Martha's dresser.

She picked it up and angled it toward the light.

A pretty young blond. Although they'd moved in entirely different

circles during their high school years, Gin recognized Karen

Shannick.

The late Mrs. Gerald Canney. Martha's mother.

God, she'd been beautiful. Classic, clean, all-American girl looks.

She married an all-American guy. And they'd had a child. A Happy Days

life until . . .

She thought of Harriet Thompson, also gone, but who'd had seventy-eight

years. Poor Karen had had maybe a third of that. And what a shame she

couldn't see the doll she'd brought into the world.

Life telly sucked sometimes.

Gin stared down at Martha for a moment and was struck by the

realization that this was Gerry's child. His alone. This little

person was totally dependent on him, and he was completely responsible

for her.

She wondered how that would feel.

Scary, she thought. Very scary.

She replaced the photo on the dresser but the leg that angled out of

the back of the frame collapsed and it fell flat on the dresser top.

Gin winced. Not a loud noise, but it sounded like a gunshot in the

little bedroom.

"Daddy? " Oh, no.

Quickly Gin turned and knelt beside the bed. Martha was sitting up,

rubbing her eyes, not quite awake yet. She looked at Gin.

"Where's my daddy? " "He had to go out, " Gin whispered. "He asked me

to stay with you.

Remember me? Gin? From Taco Bell? " "You're the doctor."

"Right.

What a great memory you have." . "Where's Mrs. Snedecker? "

"She's away. That's why I'm here." Am I doing this right? she

wondered. If Martha were sick Gin would know exactly what to do, but

she'd never had any younger sibs, so she wasn't too sure of herself

here. Getting her back to sleep seemed like the best thing. She

straightened the covers.

"Here. Why don't you just lie back down and close your eyes. I'll be

right downstairs. If you need anything, you just call and I'll be

right here. Okay? " Martha didn't say anything as she lay back and

pulled the covers up.

Gin adjusted them around her and then, on impulse, leaned over and

kissed her cheek.

"Good night, Martha." As she rose and turned toward the door, she

heard a sob from the bed. She knelt back down again.

"What's wrong, Martha? " "I get scuh-scared when my daddy's not here

at nuh-nuhnight." She started to cry.

"He'll be home soon, Martha, " she said, searching for a way to comfort

her. "What if I stay here with you? " Martha sniffled and sat up.

"Can you? " "Sure. It'll be fun."

"Will you get under the covers?

" She wriggled over to make room. Her fears seemed to have

evaporated.

"This'll be like a sleep-over." Gin hesitated, then shrugged. Not

much room in that little bed, but what the heck. She kicked off her

sneakers and slid under the covers. Martha immediately nestled into

the crook of her arm and snuggled against her. In minutes she was

asleep.

Gin lay there and listened to the gentle sound of Martha's breathing.

She stroked her soft hair and felt strangely content, at peace.

Peace . . . what a strange sensation. It seeped through her like warm

water through a dry sponge. Throughout her brain and her body she

sensed all the various engines that were driving her begin to

downshift, finally going into neutral, idling.

And through the peace crept an ancient need, long unnoticed amid the

adrenalized buzz of her day-to-day life.

She squeezed Martha closer. Is this what I'm missing? Isn't this what

it's all about? Her throat tightened. A child of my own? God, I'll

be thirty next year . . .

Damn! Where are my priorities? What is better than this?

Gerry pulled into his parking space in front of the house. Night was

leaching from the eastern sky. Dawn wasn't far off. Somewhere in the

trees a bird called.

He headed for his front door, bounding over the curb and up the

steps.

He was pumped. And relieved. A successful operation tonight. At the

last minute the Bureau had called out every available agentþthe

kidnapper had made a mistakeþand they got the little Walker boy back

safe and sound.

Gerry could have stayed and celebrated with the rest of the guys, but

this case had made him anxious to get back to his own child.

And it reinforced his determination to move up to a position with

regular hours. And soon.

em"K Gerry stood inside his front door and surveyed the empty living

room. Gin's raincoat was there, but where was she?

"Gin? ' A little louder.

Upstairs with Martha? Had to be. But an unreasoning fear made him pad

up the stairs, taking them three at a time as silently as he could,

hurrying to Martha's bedroom. He stopped at the door, struck dumb by

the sight of his child curled up under Gin's protective arm. Both were

asleep, both faces so smooth, so relaxed, so innocent in the growing

light.

He'd taken a chance asking Gin tonight. He hadn't known how she'd

react, how it would work out, but he'd sensed a rapport between Gin and

Martha during their first meeting and, well, he'd longed to see her.

And who better than a trained physician?

But this?

He stood staring, captured by the nghtness of the scene. It was as if

their little duplex, his and Martha's little world, had changed, their

fragmented family briefly made whole again.

He realized that tears were sliding down his cheeks.

You belong with us, Gin, he thought.

He wiped the tears away and had to fight the urge to crawl in with

them. Besides, there was no room left in that tiny bed.

So Gerry pulled up the rocker Karen had bought for nursing Martha and

sat there watching the two women in his life until the sun came up.

THE WEEK OF OCTOBER THE HEARING RELAX, GINA, SENATOR MARSDEN SAID AS HE

GATHered the papers on his desk. "You look as if you're about to jump

out of your skin." His desk was piled high with folders, reprints,

charts, graphs, and detailed analyses of medical statistics. Joe Blair

had been in earlier, reviewing his last-minute strategies on networking

with other chiefs of staff. He was cool and professional toward Gin

but decidedly distant.

And Alicia was a whirling dervish, darting in and out of the office

like an overweight hummingbird. She'd conscripted a couple of the

officer's legislative correspondents to field the endlessly ringing

phones. This was her big day and she seemed to thrive on the

pressure.

The past four days had been a whirlwind of activity. Gin felt as if

she'd moved into these offices. She'd met Charlie and Zach, the other

two legislative aides assigned to the Guidelines committee, and had

been impressed with the amount of research they'd collected. They had

copies of guidelines and codes of ethics from every state medical board

in the country.

The amount of material to be reviewed and absorbed was daunting. But

she'd waded in with the rest of them.

"I'll be fine, " Gin told the senator.

And she would be. It was just that not only was this her first day of

actually attending a congressional hearing as a participant, but the

chairman of the committee would be depending on her medical knowledge

to interpret the testimony being given, all of which would occur before

cameras broadcasring the proceedings to the nation.

Nothing to it.

Right. That was why her hands were cold and her palms were sweaty and

her stomach had shrunk to a walnut-sized knot.

But she was all set to go, She had a pad, a supply of pens, and she had

her brand new photo-iD badge slung on a chain around her neck.

"I know you will. Remember, Your job is to listen and take notes.

Alert me immediatelyþpass me a note, tap me on the shoulder and

whisperþwhenever you think someone's blowing medical smoke my way. And

I do mean immediately. I don't want to find out days later that

someone was running double-talk by me. Your responsibility is to keep

the medical testimony honest." She held up her steno pad and pens.

She didn't know shorthand but the steno pad was a convenient size.

" I'm ready." She hoped she sounded confident. She was beginning to

feel the weight of the responsibility she'd taken on. And she'd be

shouldering it in public.

She'd watched congressional hearings on TV before and seen aides

passing notes or whispering in committee members' ears, hard to believe

people would be watching her doing. the same today. Her father was

staying home from the store this morning to watch C-SPAN.

Senator Marsden winked at her. "And maybe when this is over you can

write a more evenhanded op-ed piece for the Tiones-Piaaygne." Gin

stiffened. "You know about that? " "Sure. Joe showed it to me

shortly after the interview. It's his job to background anyone joining

my staff."

"I was afraid it might put you off." He rose and tucked a bulging file

folder under his arm.

"I spent forty years in business. I learned the worst thing you can do

is surround yourself with yes-men. That's why I like to keep a devil's

advocate around." Gin felt a burst of warmth for this man. Alicia had

called him "one of the good guys" and now Gin believed her.

"I'll be it."

"Then let's go." The hearing room was gorgeous, paneled floor to

ceiling in gleaming mahogany. The carved ceiling would have been at

home in Versaillesþnearly twenty feet high, white with delicate,

hand-painted blue designs. Rich red carpet stretched wall to wall.

Three tall windows ran almost to the ceiling and were trimmed with

black crepe in honor of the committee's departed member, Congressman

Lane. Set between the windows and all around the room were giant brass

sconces, designed like ornate torches that would not have been out of

place in the Roman Senate. Each flared a wedge of light against the

paneling above it. All the furnitureþthe curved dais where the

committee members sat like knights of the semicircular table, the

witness table, the visitor chairsþ was fashioned of mahogany perfectly

matched to the paneling. The red leather on the seats and backs of the

chairs arranged in neat rows for visitors and witnesses and lined

against the wall behind the dais for the committee members' aides

matched the carpet, as did the leather inlays in the tops of the press

tables flanking both sides of the room.

Chaos reigned. Photographers were jockeying for position in the space

allotted them, reporters were weaving through the mix of legislators,

witnesses, and visitors, looking for comments, sniffng for rumors,

while the C-SPAN technicians made final adjustments on their cameras,

one near the front and the other midline at the rear.

Gin followed Senator Marsden to the daisþwhy did it feel so special to

stroll past the "Staff Only" sign? þand staked out a chair behind1 his

spot at the apex of the semicircle. Zach would be with her. Charlie

had stayed behind at the office. While Marsden began arranging his

papers, she looked out over the milling crowd and was shocked.

Duncan.

"Senator, do I have time to talk to someone? " "Of course, ' he said,

glancing up at the disorder before him. "We won't come to order for at

least another ten or fifteen minutes." As she stepped off the dais,

someone tapped her on the shoulder.

Another familiar faceþone she was very glad to see.

"Gerry! What are you doing here? " "Just stopped by to say hello. "

"But how'd you get in? " He flashed his FBI ID. "Never underestimate

the power of the Department of Justice. I knew this was your big day

and I just wanted to wish you luck. I'dtve brought flowers butþ" "Oh,

I'm glad you didn't. I wouldn't have known what to do with them." He

leaned forward and kissed her on the cheek. "Knock em dead, Gin. "

She gave him a hug. "Thanks. That means a lot." And it did. No one

else had wished her luck, or thought she should even be here. She

watched him go, then spotted Duncan on the far side of the room. He

was talking to one of the committee members, Senator Vincent. Both

looked to be about the same age, wore suits of similar cut, but

Duncan's trim figure and aristocratic bearing somehow left the senator

looking like a poor relation. And what had the senator done to his

hair? A permanent?

She tapped Duncan on the shoulder.

"Excuse me, sir, " she said in an offcious voice. "Do you have a

pass?

" Duncan greeted her with a warm smile and threw an arm around her

shoulders.

"I was wondering when you'd show up. Senator Vincent, I'd like you to

meet Senator Marsden's newest assistant, Dr. Gin Panzella. Also my

surgical assistant. In fact, she assisted me on your procedure. "

Senator Vincent glanced around uncomfortably as he shook Gin's hand.

"I wish you wouldn'tþ" "Don't worry, Senator, " Duncan said. "Gin is

the soul of discretion, just like everyone else on my staff. You know

that."

"You look great, Senator, " Gin said, and she meant it.

Except for the hair. But as far as the surgery, the improvement was

remarkable. Amazing how all that redundant flesh under his chin had

aged him. He looked at least fifteen years younger.

But tha1t hair. Ugh.

"So I look okay? No sign that I hadþthat anything was done? " "Not a

bit, ' Duncan said. "I predict you'll be the next bright star in the

C-SPAN firmament." Senator Vincent laughed nervously.

"I'm serious, " Duncan said. "After your performance today, you're

going to be on all the networks. Mark my words." Just then a beeper

sounded. Duncan had his hand in his coat pocket.

Gin watched him pull out his oversized pager, the same one he'd had on

the west portico of the Capitol . . .

. . . the day Congressman Allard fell down the Capitol steps.

He grunted and said, "Now, who could this be? " He looked at the

display window and pressed a button. At that moment the hearing room's

PA system began a feedback howl, and Gin noticed Senator Vincent wince

and begin massaging the outside of his right thigh.

"Something wrong? " she asked him.

"I don't know, " he said. "For a second there it was almost like a bee

sting. But it's better now." He glanced at the dock high on the rear

wall. "We'll be starting soon. Excuse me." Gin turned to Duncan as

Senator Vincent wandered off. "Anything important? " Duncan had

already pocketed the pager. "One of my golf foursome.

Probably checking on our tee TIME And may I ask, who was that man

with whom you were engaging in a public display of affection? " "Gerry

Canney. An old friend from high school. He's now an FBI agent. "

"And I suppose you embrace all your old high school friends whenever

you see them? " Gin felt herself blush. "He's a little more than a

friend."

"I see, " Duncan said, raising his eyebrows. "Well, I'm happy for

you." Gin regarded him. Something different about Duncan this

morning. He seemed wound up. Like a Thoroughbred owner before a big

race.

'"Three guesses who's the last person I expected to see here this

morning." -His eyebrows lifted even higher. "Me? I wouldn't miss

this show for the world."

"It's the hottest ticket in town. How'd you get in? " '"Consider for

a moment the names in my patient files, Gin, and tell me who in this

Circus Maximus is better connected than yours truly." He cocked his

head toward Senator Vincent. "Actually, it was the good senator

himself who saw to it."

"You'd probably be better off watching it on C-SPAN."

"Nothing like. actually being there." He sniffed. "Catch that,

Gin?

The effluvium of naked power waiting to be unleashed. Heady stuff."

Gin laughed. "Tell me about it." She glanced at the dais and saw the

committee members seating themselves. "Got to run. Enjoy yourself,

Duncan." His smile was tight. "I hope to." Her palms were moist by

the time she regained the dais. She hoped she didn't look a tenth as

nervous as she felt.

Let's stop fooling around and get this thing started, foZks.

She knew she'd be fine once the hearing was rolling, it was the waiting

that was killing her.

She checked out the dais. All the attending committee members except

Senator Vincent were in place. Where was he?

She searched the floor of the hearing room and spotted him, standing

next to Duncan again. She saw Duncan say something to him and turn

away.

She couldn't see Duncan's face, but Senator Vincent's wore a baffled

look.

Gin had a sudden sense of deja vu . . . Duncan . . . his beeper .

.

.

a parting comment . . .

Gin chewed her lip as the senator gained the dais and approached his

seat. She knew it was all coincidence but she wanted to know what

Duncan had said to him.

Now wasn't the time, however. But right after the hearing she'd find a

way to ask.

Duncan sat quite literally on the edge of his seat, his hands clutched

tightly between his knees. He struggled for outer calm, to hide the

surging adrenaline within.

No glitchff today. This one had to go according to plan. The setting

was absolutely perfect.

He'd waited to see where Senator Vincent was sitting before choosing

his own place. When he spotted Vincent settling himself three seats to

Marsden's right, Duncan found a chair halfway back with a clear view of

the senator.

He glanced at his watch.

Won't be long now.

He watched Gin sitting tense and stiff against the back wall as Marsden

brought the room to order. The senator made a few brief opening

remarks about the missing committee members, offering condolences to

the Lane family and hope for Congressman Allard's speedy recovery. Out

of respect, he said, their nameplates would remain before their places

until their replacements were chosen.

Duncan knew he was tempting fate to do this with Gin here, but he had

little choice. Another of those perverse twists that dogged his heels

lately. Still, there was no way Gin could connect him to what was

about to happen to Senator Vincent.

Ah, Gin, he thought. Look at you, my naive cygnet, thinking you can

have some effect on these proceedings. But it's all preordained. The

real decisions as to whether or not American medicine will be practiced

via government-issue cookbooks, and whether your fellow physicians will

be suffocated under mountains of regulations where they'll spend more

time dodging fines and penaltiff than attending to the health of their

patients, will not be made here but in back rooms and hallways, where a

vote for the Guidelinff act will be traded for a bridge or a highway

spur.

The first witnffs was called, Samuel Fox, MD.

i Typical, Duncan thought. Congress's favorite pet doctor, the

physician-hating physician.

Fox styled himself as a consumer advocate but was little more than a

grandstanding autolatrous worm. This hearing was proceeding exactly as

expected.

As the notoriously prolix Fox began reading a prepared statement,

Duncan kept his eyes fixed on Vincent, watching for the first signs.

His thoughts wandered back to the day Congressman Hugo Lane had shown

up at his officer. That had been earlier this year, shortly after the

president had instigated the anabiosis of the committee. Lane the

notorious lush had come to him for removal of the spidery blemishes

sprouting all over his face and upper trunk. Supposedly from too much

sun. Duncan recognized them immediately as arterial angiomas, known in

the trade as boozer blossoms. They meant a fatty, cirrhotic liver.

Too much sun? Too much Johnny Walker.

It had required enormous control not to slam the man back on the

examining table. The flagitious toper! Lane had been a member of the

original McCready committee, a participant in the savaging of Duncan's

career, his life, and he didn't even remember him.

Like the old song, Am That Easy to Forget?

He'd been part of the process that had killed Lisa and he had never

even heard her name.

Duncan remembered staring dumbfounded, thinking, We have this history

together, the most traumatic time of my entire life, and you have no

inkling.

If Duncan had not been in a towering rage over the revival of the

committee, if Lane had not been reappointed to it, Duncan might have

simply explained who he was, what he and his cronies had done to his

life, and thrown the bastard the hell out.

But circumstances being what they were, Duncan had said, Yff,

Congressman. No problem. We can take care of all those unsightly

areas of sun damage. Cautery of the central vessel of each with an

ultrafine laser. Easy as pie. Barbara will arrange a day and time for

the procedure.

While I arrange a little something extra for you.

So Congressman Lane had been the first.

Duncan's plan had been to have him make an ass out of himself at the

French embassy. Duncan had been there, had watched and waited, but

Hugo Lane had behaved as usual, drank too much, ate too much, and

talked too loud. Maybe all the alcohol in his system was to blame,

maybe his fatty liver wasn't working up to snuff. Whatever the reason,

Lane was apparently his usual self until he was driving home. Wimesses

said he wove all over the road before crashing through a barrier and

rolling down an embankment in Rock Creek Park.

Duncan had been shocked and dismayed. He hadn't intended for Lane to

dieþjust go crazy in front of a roomful of his peers. And maybe stay

crazy for a few years.

No worry about being found out. Lane's blood-alcohol level was

explanation enough for the accident. But even if the ME had looked for

other causes he would have come up empty. Toxicology screens can find

only what they're looking for, and no one would be screening for what

Duncan had put into Lane. Only a handful of people had ever known it

existed.

Schulz had been next. This procurante, too, had no memory of the

doctor his committee had flagellated years past, no knowledge of the

teenage girl who'd died because of it. Duncan realized then why they

didn't remember him, He'd never been important to them. Duncan Lathram

was a name on a piece of paper handed to them by one of their aides

five years ago. They'd reviled him when the microphones were on, but

never gave him a thought between hearings, and forgot about him after a

couple of weeks.

Schulz . . . a vain, strutting, womanizing roue whose diligent efforts

over the years to keep a year-round tan had left his face a mass of

wrinkles. On the recommendation of his good friend Congressman1 Lane

he'd come to Duncan for a solution. He'd already tried Retin-A but to

no avail. His myriad wrinkles seemed baked in. Could Duncan help?

Of course, Senator. Duncan had smoothed his rugose hide, and given him

something extra.

Duncan hadn't yet decided on the time and place for Schulz when the

shocking news reached him that the senator was dead. Duncan had been

baffled until he'd learned that a physical therapy session had been the

penultimate event in the good senator's life before he took a dive from

the balcony of his high-rise town house. That probably explained it.

Or maybe Schulz simply had a guilty conscience.

Not likely.

Again, no loss to the world. But once again he'd been deprived of the

catharsis he craved.

Allard had come the closfft to what Duncan had planned for him, but

that, too, had fallen short.

Today was going to be different. Duncan could feel it in his bones.

And when he noticed the corner of Senator Vincent's mouth begin to

twitch, he was sure of it.

Gin leaned forward in her seat and placed another note in front of

Senator Marsden. She'd been culling one question after another from

Dr. Fox's parade of dubious statistics but was passing only the more

flagrant errors forward. There wasn't time for the senator to consider

all of them.

As she slid back she noticed a small fleshy bump atop the auricle of

the senator's left ear. Smooth with a pearly surface.

On a sun-exposed area, that was a basal cell carcinoma until proven

otherwise. She wasn't his doctor, and it was sometimes touchy to point

out a potential health problem to someone who hadn't asked, but she

decided to mention it to him later.

She heard a pencil drop. She looked up. No, it was a pen. It had

fallen near Senator Vincent. He must have dropped it, but he didn't

seem to notice. She was forcing her attention back to Dr. Fox when

she noticed Senator Vincent jerk in his seat. She watched and he did

it again. A spasmodic movement, as if someone had jabbed him with a

pin, or a violent chill had passed through him. The room was cool but

he seemed to be sweating. He ran a trembling hand through his frizzy

hair.

Is he all right? she wondered.

She watched him a moment longer and he seemed to be calm, no more jerks

or twitches. But he was still sweating, and gripping the edge of the

table as if it might float away from himÃor he from it.

Concentrate on the testimony, Gin, she told herself. That's your job

here. Not Senator Vincent's hangover or whatever's bothering him.

She focused on Fox's words and was in the middle of another notation

when . . .

"Just a minute, please. P-Please, excuse me." Gin jumped at the

sudden interruption. Senator Vincent, kissing his mike and popping his

P's, had broken in at peak volume.

"Yes, Senator? " Senator Marsden said softly. "Shall we allow The

doctor to finish his statement before questioning him? " "No! "

Vincent shouted, slamming his fist on the table. His eyes were wild as

he glared along the table at Senator Marsden. "We shall do no such

damn thing. Not when this son of a bitch starts slandering my wife!"

Gin was rocked by that. Fox had been talking about overutilization

of services. She saw heads snap up all around the hearing room. Both

C-SPAN cameras had swiveled toward Vincent, and the still photographers

were screwing their lenses back and forth as they focused on him, the

previously somnolent reporters had come alive and were now scribbling

on their pads or jabbing away at their laptops.

And on the dais she watched the other members exchange puzzled

glances.

Marsden looked the most concerned of all.

He cleared his throat. "Senator Vincent, I don't believe Dr. Fox

mentioned anyone's wife. He was discussingÃ" "Don't you tell me what

he said or didn't say, you greenhorn! " Vincent shouted. "I was

taking testimony when you were pissing your pants. And don't you side

with him against me, either! ' "Senator, ' Dr. Fox said from the

floor.

His expression was wounded and confused. "I assure you I never said or

even implied anythingÃ" Vincent leapt to his fee. He was. off mike

now, but his harsh voice cut through the hearing room as he pointed a

trembling finger at Fox.

"Don't lie to me, you little shit! Of course you did! " He swayed as

he swept the room with his hand. "They all heard you. Every word of

it." He stared at the wide-eyed, gawking visitors. "Didn't you?

Didn't you? "ÂÂ Silence . . . except for the clicks of camera lenses

and the whir of advancing film.

Vincent began to nod his head. "Oh, so that's it. You're all in on

it. Well that's just fine. I'll justÃ¾ Suddenly he whirled on Senator

Marsden. "What did you say? " Gin saw Senator Marsden cringe back.

She didn't blame him. The naked fury in Vincent's eyes was

frightening.

"IÃI didn't say anything, Harold. Maybe we should call a recess

untilÃ" "No! No recess! " Saliva flecked his lips and began to spray

as he shouted. "We're going to settle this right here. Here and

now!

We'reÃ" Suddenly he stiffened. His arms went rigid, his head snapped

back as his spine bowed. Gin saw his eyes roll up and knew he was

going to convulse. She was out of her chair and halfway to him when he

dropped to the floor and began a tonic-clonic seizure.

Gin crouched beside him, cradling his jerking head. His eyes were open

but he was seeing nothing. She listened to the air hissing in and out

between his clenched teeth. Good. As long as that kept up, she knew

he hadn't swallowed his tongue.

"Somebody call the emergency squad! " she cried.

She loosened his tie, folded it, and worked it between his grinding

teeth. The senator was going to need a dose of diazepam soon.

She looked up and saw Samuel Fox in the encircling huddle of anxious

faces and camera lensesÃthose damn clicking, whirring cameras.

"Dr. Fox. Flow about a little help? " Fox didn't budge. He shook

his head. "I can't! I . . . I've never practiced. ' "Great, " Gin

muttered.

Suddenly Senator Marsden was at her side.

"The E.M.Ts are on their way. What do you want me to do? " Gin gave

him a quick, grateful smile. "Just grab his arms and steady them.

Don't try to pin them down, just blunt the wild movements, keep him

from flailing around too much and breaking a bone." '"Will do." It

took another minute or soÃit seemed much longerÃ before the seizure

abated and Senator Vincent's limbs relaxed. His body slumped, his eyes

closed. He began to snore.

"Does he have a history of seizures? " Gin asked Senator Marsden as

they released their hold.

"Not that I know of. But then again, that's not something you

broadcast in public life. ' Right. Voters were probably funny about

voting for an epileptic. But what about the bizarre paranoid behavior

just before the seizure?

The E.M.Ts arrived then. As they started an IV drip and loaded Senator

Vincent on the stretcher, Gin told them he'd suffered a grand mal

seizure and suggested they call ahead and have a neurologist waiting.

"Have ten milligrams of diazepam ready to go IV push if he starts

again, " she told them as they were leaving.

She turned to Senator Marsden. "Thanks for your help." He nodded

absently, then surveyed the milling, murmuring crowd around the dais.

"Nothing like starting off with a bang, " he said with a sigh.

"Are you going to call a recess? " He nodded. "An indefinite one. '

"What do you mean? " . - His expression was bleak." I opened the

hearings this morning two members short. Now I'm three short. I've

got half a committee now. Even if Senator Vincent recovers soon, I

don't see him appearing before the cameras again for quite some TIME

Do you? " "No. Can't say as I do."

"So I'm going to have to wait until at least one of those empty seats

is filled."

"How long will that take? " Gin said, her heart sinking. She'd just

started this job last week, now it was evaporating before her eyes.

"Could be a while." Gin's expression must have revealed her dismay.

He smiled and put a hand on her shoulder.

"Don't worry. I want you around doing background during the hiatus. I

like the way you handle yourself. And who knows? We may not have a

long wait if I can get the president involved. He wants this bill

before the end of the year. Maybe he can twist a few arms. ' He

returned to his seat on the dais, banged his gavel twice, and announced

that hearings were suspended until further notice.

Gin suddenly thought of Duncan. She searched the crowd for him but he

was gone.

Twice now, Duncan had been present when some catastrophe had befallen

one of his legislator patients.

What had he said to Senator Vincent down on the. floor . . . minutes

before the senator went crazy?

Gin had a strange feeling that he'd told him to remember someone named

Lisa.

Later, Gin returned to the Hart Building via the underground shuttle

and was surprised to find Gerry waiting for her in the atrium.

"Am I glad to see you." She needed someone to talk to, needed to

ventilate the morning's events. She gave him a hug and felt the

tension in his muscles. Gerry didn't seem to be in a listening mood.

"We need to talk, ' he said. His expression was serious, almost

grim.

"Is something wrong? " "Something might be. Can I tell you about it

over lunch? " "Nothing about Martha, is it? " He stared at her, then

put his arm around her shoulder. "No. Nothing at all to do with

Martha." They walked down to Mass. Gerry tried to make small talk but

didn't do a very good job.

Summer wasn't letting go just yet. The sun was high and 0 the air

warm. Gerry pointed to an array of red-and-white Tecate umbrellas on a

patio in front of a converted brownstone about a block and a half down

from Union Station.

"How about T-Coast? " Gerry said.

Gin looked at the sign, Tortilla Coast. Mexican food. "It's not a

Taco Bell, but I guess we can make do." She was too wound up to eat,

but just sitting in the sun would be good.

They took a corner table near the sidewalk.

"So what's the problem? " she said as the hostess left them with their

menus.

"I heard about Senator Vincent."

"It was terrible."

"You realize, don't you, that he's the third member of your committee

to bite the dust. ' "Yes. Senator Marsden and I were just discussing

it. But whatþ? " "I did some quick background on him. Checked if

he'd had any surgery recently." He paused, staring at her. "You know

what's coming next, don't you." It wasn't a question. What was he

getting at? Why was the FBI interested?

"Duncan."

"Right. That makes four." "Four what? " "Four dead or disabled

legislatorsþtwo senators, two congressmenþall Lathram patients. Three

of them on the Guidelines committee. Could your Dr. Lathram have it

in for that committee or something? " Gin suddenly felt a little

queasy.

He was echoing her own crazy thoughts.

The waitress arrived then. Gin agreed to share Gerry's nacho platter

and ordered a Pepsi. Considering what the morning had been like, she

could have done with a brewþ she'd acquired a taste for Dixie while at

Tulaneþbut she didn't want to show up at the senator's staff meeting

this afternoon with beer on her breath.

"He was there this morning, you know, " she said when they were alone

again.

"Who? " "Duncan. And he was on the Capitol steps when Allard took his

fall."

"You were there? You never told me. How close was he? " "You mean,

did Duncan push him? Come on. But he . . . " She hesitated,

wondering if she should mention it, then plunged ahead.

"Duncan's last words to Allard were something about Lisa."

"His daughter? The one whoþ? " '"Committed suicide. I think so. He

said something about an eighteen-year-old named Lisa. Had to be her.

" Gerry was silent a moment, then, "On the subject of Lisa, I dug a

little deeper after reading her death certificate. Got a copy of the

coroner's report." Gin's heart kicked its rhythm up a notch. "You

have it with you? " "No. It's back at my office. But I read it

through a couple of times.

It summarized her whole medical history. Let me tell you, Lisa Lathram

was one troubled kid."

"You mean she tried it before? " He nodded.

"Twice. Once with pills. Once with a razor to the wrists." Gin

slumped in her chair. "How awful."

"Apparently neither attempt was that serious."

"But she got it right the third TIME"

"That was the real tragedy. According to the report, Lisa had been

doing extremely well on Prozac, which I understand was pretty new at

the TIME Then suddenlyþboomþ something happened and she went over the

edge.

Gulped all the old antidepressants she'd squirreled away over the

years.

But the worst part was she didn't take enough to kill her.

Just enough to make her dopey and clumsy. She toppled over a balcony

and landed on a hard the floor. Doctor Lathram came home and found

her.

"Oh, God. Poor Duncan." That explained it thenþthe sudden radical

change in Duncan's life.

Everything must have fallen apart for him.

But it didn't explain his mentioning Lisa to Allard two weeks ago.

"Any hint in the report of a connection between Lisa and Congressman

Allard? " Gerry shook his head. "Not that I saw. Of course, I wasn't

looking for one. I'll make you a copy. But in the meantime . .."

He leaned forward." I understand Lathram's putting some sort of

implants into his patients."

"How . . . how'd you know about that?

" He shrugged. "It's no secret. The FDA has him down as approved to

do a clinical study. What's in those implants anyway? " "Just some

enzymes and such to reduce scarring."

"Well, could there be something wrong withþ? ' She gave in to a sudden

urge to defend Duncan. "Gerry, he does a dozen or more cases a week.

1

Very visible people. If there were something wrong with the implants,

there'd be nobody left to go to all those embassy parties."

"What if he puts something different in certain implants . . . so he

can get to certain people . . . ? " "Do you hear yourself, Gerry?

Dr. Duncan Lathram is lacing his implants with some mystery substance

that causes people to get drunk and wreck their car, commit suicide,

fall down steps, or have seizures.

That's one hell of a versatile drug."

"Who says it has to be one drug? " '"All right. I'll give you the

benefit of the doubt on that.

But let's take Senator Vincent today. You're saying that Duncan has

such control over whatever drug he supposedly used that he can make it

go into effect on command, right in the middle of a committee

hearing.

Is that what you really think? " Gerry leaned back in his chair. Gin

could feel the frustration pouring out of him.

He sighed. "Does sound pretty far Out, doesn't it? " He was silent

for a while, then he leaned forward again. "But something doesn't

smell right, Gin. I can't tell you how I know, or why, but my gut

tells me something's going on here."

"I know what you mean, but it's just a string of coincidences. Duncan

has his eccentricities, but he's not . . . he isn't . . . " "Look,

just to shut me up, could you bring me a sample of whatever it is he

puts in those implants? " "No, Gerry.

I can't. That's Oliver Lathram's concoction and it's not patentable.

What do you want to do, have it analyzed? " "Just to see if there's

anything toxic in it."

"I can assure you there's nothing toxic in that solution."

"Ever hear of a binary poison? " Gerry said.

"No. I don't know much about poisons."

"They come in two parts.

Neither half is toxic by itself, but when they meet in the bloodstream

and bindþwham."

"Very interesting. But I'm still not getting you a sample. I

couldn't.

It would be a breach of trust." He nodded slowly. "Okay. I can

respect that. But keep your eyes open up there. And be careful. I

don't want anything happening to you." Something happen to her?

Absurd.

Gin tried to lighten the mood by smiling and saluting him. "Aye,

Captain Queeg. And how would you like your strawberries, sir? "

Finally a smile broke through. "You think I'm crazy, don't you? " "No

crazier than I. " '"See? We were made for each other. Have dinner

with me tonight? " "Sure. How about my place? I'll cook." His eyes

lit. "Really? " '"Bring Martha." A little of that light faded in his

eyes. "Oh. I thought maybe youþ" "Surely you've figured out by now

that I only put up with you so I can see Martha." '"I can live with

that, " he said. "Whatever it takes." Gin was touched. She reached

across and laid her hand on his. He gripped her fingers.

And then the nachos arrived.

But as Gina watched Gerry pile his plate, she heard, Could your Dr.

Lathram have it in for that committee or something?

Why had those words come back? Duncan did have it in for the

Guidelines committee. He ranted against it at every opportuniry.

But at one time or another, Duncan ranted against just about everything

and everyone in the government. That didn't mean he was waging war on

it.

Did it?

She shuddered briefly. An absurd thought.

Not Duncan. Even if it were possible. And it wasn't. So why even

consider it?

But come to think of it, Duncan had disappeared right after Senator

Vincent's seizure. With no offer of help. Just like when Allard had

fallen. No imagining there. Those were facts.

And they bothered her.

GINA FRIDAY GINA WAS BACK IN THE Lathram OFFICE. SHE D spent most of

the morning assisting Duncan with a particularly difficult composite

rhytidectomy, in which all the underlying facial tissues are lifted as

one piece. Normally it would take five or six weeks for the facial

swelling to resolve from such an extensive procedure. With the help of

Oliver's implants, this particular sixty-two-year-old Washington

doyenne would be back in the social whirl well before then.

Duncan had been in a particularly chipper mood through the surgery,

humming, joking. "No jeremiads about the lamentable state of the

nation today, ladies, " he'd said, sounding apologetic. No one had

complained.

Later Gin wandered into Oliver's lab with a cup of coffee, looking to

kill a little time before starting on her presurgical exams for next

week's cases. She noticed he had a tray of large implants sitting on

the counter. The empty syringe and the bottle of normal saline

solution sitting next to1 the tray explained why the implants looked

full.

Zt. , S She bent over the tray for a closer look. Were these the new

model Oliver had mentioned? Looked just like the old model.

'"Hi there, Gin." She looked up. Oliver was coming through the

doorway, pushing a wheeled cart ahead of him.

"What've you got there? " "An ultrasound unit." She gave it a closer

look. Not the diagnostic or imaging kind used in pregnancy. This type

was for deep-heating subcutaneous tissues. A big difference in power,

The former measured output in megahertz, the latter in watts.

"Going into physical therapy as a sideline? " He chuckled. "No. Just

testing out the latest batch of the new, improved implants. ' He'd

lost her. "With ultrasound? " "Sure. Just give me a second to set up

and I'll show you." He set the unit on the counter, plugged it in,

adjusted a few dials, then picked up the handle.

' Watch." Oliver took the implant from the end of the row and moved it

away from the rest, placing it on the counter a couple of feet from the

tray. He positioned the ultrasound head over it and pressed the button

on the handle. Immediately the implant began to quiver, an instant

later it dissolved, leaving a spreading puddle on the counter.

He placed another implant in the puddle and held the ultrasound head

farther back. The implant dissolved, the saline puddle enlarged.

He did this repeatedly, each time backing farther away with the handle,

each time enlarging the puddle until finally it ran over the edge and

dripped onto the floor.

Gin watched in wonder.

"That's incredible, " she said.

She stepped to the counter for a closer look. Only minute shreds of

the implant membranes remained floating in the puddle.

"How does it work? " '"I altered the crystal-protein matrix, " Oliver

said as he unplugged the ultrasound unit. "I made it more stable, more

resistant to the body's tissue enzymes, but I rigged it so that at a

certain ultrasonic frequency, the crystals vibrate and dissolve the

matrix. As a result, the implant membrane collapses and releases its

contents."

"Brilliant."

"Duncan's idea, actually." Somewhere in the rear of Gin's mind, a bell

chimed a sour note.

"Duncan's? " "Yes. He wants more control over when the implants

dissolve. As he says, why leave the iming up to the vagaries of the

circulatory system and the tissue enzymes? Let's develop implants that

empty when we tell them to." She remembered what she'd said to Gerry

after the Guidelines hearing earlier in the week. And not only can

this miracle toxin do all these different things, but Duncan has such

control over it that he can make it go into eMfert on command.

It had sounded so absurd then, but the means were staring her in the

face.

"Is . . . is Duncan using these yet? " "Oh, no. The FDA approved us

to do clinical trials with the original implants only." He flashed a

smile. "The Original Recipe, you might say.

We'll have to go through the whole approval process again for the new

membrane."

"Oh. So these are brand new." That's a relief, Duncan couldn't have

used the new implants if they hadn't existed at the times of the

surgeries.

But the relief was short-lived.

"Not really, " Oliver said. "I've been working on them for most of the

year. And they're still not perfected yet." ie Gin swallowed.

"Looks like they work pretty well to me."

"Not good enough yet for Duncan. He wants a more stable membrane, one

that will last almost indefinitely until hit with the right ultrasound

frequency."

"Do you see any clinical purpose in that? " Oliver shook his head.

"No. But Duncan's the doctor, not me. He knows what he wants." Gin

helped Oliver mop up the saline with paper towels, but all the while

her thoughts were looping in wild circles. She slowed them down,

straightened them out. She had to approach this logically, like a

diagnostic puzzle. Lay out the facts first, then draw conclusions.

All right, Duncan did have the means to implant a toxin of some sort

inside his patients and release it at will.

No, not at will. He had to zap it with ultra-high-frequency sound.

If Duncan had been responsible for what had happened to Senator

Vincent, he'd have had to wheel an ulttasound machine into the hearing

room and point it at the senator.

Ridiculous.

Still, the ultrasound demonstration left a residue on her thoughts, a

sour mental aftertaste.

She went looking for Duncan. She'd forgotten to check with him about

putting in a few extra hours here until the hearings got underway

again.

And she needed to talk to him, to1 reassure herself.

"Oh, he's gone, " Barbara told her as Gin went to knock on Duncan's

office door.

"Out with the mysterious Dr. V. , I suppose? " "No. Dr. V.'s not

due back for a while. Dr. D. said he was heading for the golf

course.

" "Damn. I wanted to catch him before he left."

"He's not gone all that long. I'll try his car phone." Barbara

punched in some numbers, waited, then hung up. "No luck there.

I can page him for you."

"No. I don't want him coming off the golf course just to talk to me.

It's not that imporrant. What's the number of his club? Maybe he's

still in the clubhouse."

"Want me to call for you? " "No, thanks.

I'll call him myself." Barbara looked it up and wrote it down.

Gin used The records-room phone. First she tried The club dining room,

but he wasn't there. Then she tried the pro shop. Maybe she could

catch him before he started his round.

"Doc Lathram? " said the chief caddy. "Haven't got a tee time for

him."

"Maybe he's playing with someone else."

"Maybe, but I ain't seen the Doc round here for months." '"Are you

sure? " '"Missy, I'm here just hour every day. Doc Larhram's been a

member here forever, but it must be six months since I put his bags on

the back of a cart.

But if he shows up I'll give him a message if you want."

"No, " Gin said. "Never mind." What's that all about? she thought as

she hung up. When he hasn't been bitching about the kakistocracy, it's

been about his golf, his slice, his bogies, complaining about the

condition of the greens.

So what's he been up to?

Not golf, obviously. What else had he been Lying about?

Gin was uncomfortable. She didn't like the idea of Duncan Lying, to

her or anyone else.

On impulse she went back upstairs and returned to Duncan's office.

"I left some papers on his desk, " she told Barbara as she breezed by

her.

Great, she thought as she swung the door open. Now I'm Lying too.

Tense and uneasy, feeling like a sneak, she went to the big partners

desk and tugged on the top drawer. It wouldn't budge. Locked.

Damn.

- She dropped into his chair and slouched there, swinging back and

forth, wondering what to do.

What, if anything, was going on here? And what should sheþcould

sheþdo?

Most likely it was all just nothing, but she had to ask herself, Did

Duncan have anything to do with those four dead or damaged

legislators?

Probably not. Their deaths, accidents, and illnesses weren't really

linked . . . just one of those weird coincidences that sometimes

occur.

. . the kind of coincidence that gts conspiracy theories started.

Still, why was he Lying about where he went when he cut out of here

early every afternoon? Did that really matter?

But she had seen an injection vial of something in Duncan's top drawer,

also some sort of trocar. Why were they -- there? What was in that

bottle? Why did he keep the drawer locked?

Damn! She hated doubting Duncan like this. But why wasn't he where

he'd said he'd be? Where the hell was he?

Duncan removed the dressing from Kanesha's face and studied his work.

He gripped her chin and gently turned her head back and forth.

Reflexively her hand fluttered up to cover the area of the surgery.

Duncan gently pulled the hand away and pressed it against her hip.

"No need to do that anymore, Kanesha." The thick, stiff wad of scar

tissue thu had held the left side of her mouth prisoner was gone. In

its place were a pair of healing hairline incisions and a

normal-looking angle of the mouth. Duncan was pleased. But now the

most important test.

'"Smile for me, Kanesha." Again the hand came up and covered that

corner of her mouth. She looked at her mother. Her expression said,

Get me out of here.

"C'mon, Neesh, " said her mother. "Smile for Dr. Duncan." Duncan

pulled the child's hand down again and stood her on the chair.

He turned her toward the mirror on the wall.

'"Look at that girl in there, " he said. "What do you think of her? "

Kanesha stared at herself in silence for a moment, then leaned forward

for a closer look. Her left hand came up again, this time not to

cover, but to touch, to confirm that what she saw was real.

Duncan watched her, waiting for a smile. And the smile was

important.

Kanesha's had been a tougher piece of surgery than he'd anticipated.

The scarring had gone deeper than usual, not only had he had to free up

all the subcutaneous layers, but he'd had to do a part1ial

reconstruction of the perioral musculature. A smile was the only way

he'd know how successful he'd been.

"Well? " he said. "Don't keep me in suspense, little girl. Has

Kaneshe Green got something to smile about or not? " He poked a

wiggling finger into her flank, tickling her. She giggled, and with

that giggle came a smile. An enormous smileþbright, even,

symmetrical.

She stopped giggling and stared. The smile faltered for a heartbeat as

she leaned forward, her eyes wide, then it returned full force.

She turned to Duncan, grinning, joy and wonder dancing in her dark

eyes. Her mother burst into tears and reached for her daughter, but

Kanesha did the unexpected. She leaned - forward, threw her arms

around Duncan's neck, and hugged him. An instant later her sobbing

mother had her arms . around Duncan as well.

< "Oh, thank you, Dr. Duncan! Thank you so much! " This was getting

a mite sticky.

- "Now, now, ladies, ' he said, extricating himself from the tangle of

limbs. "We've made a big jump, but we're not finished yet." - "Not

finished? " the mother said, wiping her eyes. "She's beautiful! "

"Of course she is. But she's not fully grown yet. And some scarring

might redevelop in the deeper tissues. In a few years I may want to do

one more procedureþto make her perfect."

"She looks perfect now! Oh, Dr. Duncan, if there's ever anything I

can do to repay you, anything at all, justþ" Duncan put his hand on

Cindy Green's shoulder. "Just keep her smiling."

"No, I'm serious."

"So am I. Keep her safe, keep her healthy, keep her smiling.

Daughters are . . . " His voice caught. He cleared his throat.

"Daughters are precious. I don't want to find out I did that surgery

for nothing."

"I will, " she said, putting her hand over his. "I promise."

"Good! " He straightened and lowered Kanesha to the floor.

"Stop at the desk on your way out. The nurse will have some ointment

and instructions for its use. I want to see Kanesha next week. "

Cindy Green was puddling up again. "Dr. Duncan . . . " "Come on,

come on, " he said, ushering them toward the door. "You're wasting TIME Get her home and let her show off that smile." That'll teach

you to doubt me, he thought as he watched them go.

"Okay, Marge, " he called out. "Who's next. Let's keep moving." He

didn't have all day.

It began as a whim, which soon evolved into a compulsion, and by

midafternoon Gin found herself in the periodicals section of the

Alexandria Public Library.

Lisa Lathram . . . there had to be more on Lisa Lathram. And where

better to find it than in the town where she lived and died?

Disappointingly, the Alexandria Banner's obit was identical to the one

in the Host. But a short news blurb about her death made an offhanded

mention of her father being under investigation by the Virginia State

Board of Medical Examiners.

Gin went rigid in her seat. Duncan? Investigated? For what?

She began buzzing backward through the microfilmed issues of the

Banner. Fortunately it was a small paper with a low daily page

count.

Whenever she found mention of Duncan she photocopied the page and put

it aside. When the Lathram references petered out, she assembled the

copies and read through them in chronological order.

The first story appeared about three months before Lisa's death. Half

the Banner's front page was devoted to Duncan, citing him for billing Medicate over a million dollars in vascular surgery fees the preceding

year. An editorial in the same issue categorized him as a prime

example of "unchecked greed in a profession run amok." Gin shook her

head in wonder. A million . . . a lot of money, even for a vascular

surgeon. But billing Medicate for a million didn't mean you received a

million. It only paid a fraction of what was billed. And even if it

paid dollar for . . .

.

dollar, so what? She'd seen how Duncan worked when he was a vascular

surgeon. If he billed a million, it was because he'd earned a

million.

, 79 The follow-up article described how a patient's rights ,"t group

was circulating petitions calling for an investigation of - Dr. Lathram

to determine how muchþnot if but how much unnecessary surgery he was

performing. The petitions were forwarded to the Virginia State Board

of Medical Examiners. Soon the Banner was announcing on its front page

that Duncan Lathram, MD, was under investigation for suspicion of

malfeasance and fraud by the state board. Then came an article

revealing that Medicare's fraud unit was conducting an audit of

Duncan's office and hospital records.

God, how awful, she thought. How humiliating to have all those

investigators pawing through your records, pro1bably while patients sat

in the waiting room.

Then Lisa's death.

And after that . . . nothing.

Where was the resolution? What was the outcome? She couldn't find a

single mention anywhere. Had Duncan lost his Virginia license? Was

that why he was in Chevy Chase 7 now?

One way to find out. She glanced at her watch. Still time to call the

Virginia state board.

It took four calls, but Gin finally tracked down the executive

secretary, a Mrs. Helen Arnovitz. She asked if Duncan Lathram was

still licensed in the state, and if so, had any disciplinary action

ever been taken against him?

Helen put her on hold and returned a minute later.

"Yes, he's still licensed and no action was ever taken.

However, I remember the case well. The board did conduct an

investigation fir the possibility of fraudulent billing and performing

unnecessary surgery."

"And? " "The charges were found to be groundless. The board was

obligated to investigate due to some adverse publicity Dr. Lathram had

been receiving, but found no malfeasance.

When the results of the Medicate audit came back clear, we completely

exonerated him."

"So it was all much ado about nothing. ' "For us, but not for poor Dr.

Lathram. ' Gin stiffened. "Really? Why not?

' '"His practice dwindled to the point where he had to close his

office.

I understand he's doing quite well now in Maryland, but it was a shame

that Virginia had to lose such a fine vascular surgeon."

"I'm sure it was. Thank you." Gin hung up, leaned back, and closed

her eyes.

Her heart went out to Duncan.

Public humiliation, the death of his daughter, the closing of his

practice, the breakup of his marriage . . . all in the same year. Why

had it happened? What had started it all? It was enough to drive

anyone . . .

. . . crazy.

No. That wasn't fair. Duncan was anything but crazy. And none of

this had any connection to Schulz, Lane, Allard, and Vincent. At least

none that she could see.

So why didn't she feel relieved?

There was more to this. Had to be. But where to look?

No time for that now. She was due at Lynnbrook tonight. She'd hoped

this mini-research-trip would ease her mind but it hadn't.

Only one thing to do. And she hated herself for doing it.

Gerry slouched in the cubicle that served as his Office staring at

Martha's drawing of an orange horseþtruly a horse of a different

color.

He should have been devising a way to snare Senator Schulz's uncle as

an accomplice in laundering hono rana. Instead he was thinking about

the loss of three , F members from the same committee. What were the

odds of that happening by chance? Especially when they'd all had

surgery from the same doctor.

His phone rang. The receptionist down in the visitor area. "There's a

Dr. Panzella here to see you." He damn near dropped the phone.

'"What? Dr. Panþshe's there? Now? " "Yes. Standing right in front

of me."

"I'll be right down." Gerry grabbed his suit jacket and headed for the

elevators. He pressed the down button but none opened immediately so

he took the stairs. Only three floors. Nothing to it.

He burst through the doors and found Gin standing in the center of the

lobby. Her features were tight.

"Gin? Is something wrong? " She handed him a packageþsomething wadded

up in a brown paper lunch bag.

"Here. This is what you wanted."

"I wanted? " Baffled, he wormed his hand inside the bag and produced a

test tube filled with clear fluid, a sheet of computer printout came

with it.

"I don't get it." '"It's what Oliver Lathram puts in his brother's

implants."

"Oh, hey, I didn'tþ" '"Analyze it, Gerry. Satisfy your curiosity,

resolve your suspicions, and then let me know what you find.

That's a list of what's supposed to be in the solution. See if the

analysis matches it." She was so stiff, her expression so grim.

'"Gin, what's wrong? ' "I don't like what I'm doing, Gerry. I'm not

proud of myself for sneaking this out of Oliver's lab."

"But you didn't have to. I was onlyþ" "You started me thinking, you

got me worried. So now I want to know too."

"I'm sorry." She started to say something, then seemed to change her

mind. It looked as if she'd been about to say, You shogld be, but she

said, "It's okay.

You're just doing your job." He offered the tube to her. "You can

have this back." She shook her head. "Too late now." The tension was

so thick between them Gerry doubted even a Ginsu knife 1would cut it.

"Dinner was great the other night, " he said. "You're a super chef. "

"I'm glad you liked it." No thaw yet. He'd have to pull out the big

guns.

"Martha loved it. And she loves you." Gin's features softened.

Finally.

"And I love her, " she said. Then she pointed to the test tube. "But

let me know about that stuffs soon as you hear, Gerry. It's important

to me."

"Don't worry. As soon as I hear, you'll hear. But in the meantime,

what are you doing for dinner tonight? " She shook her head.

"Moonlighting at Lynnbrook." She turned and started walking away.

"You will let me know, . . . .

won't your Gerry raised three fingers, Boy Scout style. "Promise. "

Damn right I promise, he thought. Because I can see you're going to be

a basket case until I do.

As he headed upstairs to get a lab requisition form, he didn't know

whether he should be elated or depressed. He had a sample of Duncan

Lathram's solution, but he'd also made Gin terribly upset. Was the

prize worth the cost? If analysis turned up a toxin, how would he tell

her?

But he would. And pull her out of Lathram's place so fast her head

would spin.

Gin ran into Dr. Conway as she checked into the doctors lounge at

Lynnbrook. He was on his way out. She nodded absently. Duncan and

Oliver's secret sauce was on her mind and Conway was almost gone before

she realized she hadn't seen him since Harriet Thompson's death.

"I heard about Harriet Thompson, " Gin said. "Sorry."

"Yeah, " he sighed. He looked depressed. "Me too. But there's some

lawyer in town who's real happy about it."

"Oh, no. You're getting sued? " He nodded. "For gross negligence.

The daughter in San Diego who couldn't get free to come look after her

mother for a few days managed to find a lawyer as soon as she got to

town. Probably called I-8:00-SUE-DOCS or whatever number the ambulance

chasers are using today.

Never miss an opportunity to cash in, right? " Gin could understand

his bitterness. "Why doesn't she sue the PRO? " "Don't you know?

Physician Review Organizations are immune from malpractice suits. That

leaves me." Gin felt awkward and angry. Not knowing what else to do,

she put a hand on his shoulder.

"Don't worry. You'll win."

"Sure, " he said. His smile was humorless. "Bet you just can't wait

to get into practice. He walked out.

ON THE HILL you're GOING TO HAVE TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GAME, Hugh."

Gin slowed as she passed the closed door to Senator Marsden's office.

Her mind had been far away, wondering what the analysis of Oliver's

secret sauce was showing. She'd die if there was anything

incriminating in it.

, - The waiting was consuming her. She could barely concentrate on

anything else. But the condescension in the voice slipping through the

senator's transom pulled her up short.

She knew Senator Kramer had arrived for a meeting. Their voices

weren't raised but even out here she could sense the tension.

Senator Marsden's voice sounded tight. "When I start thinking of the

Senate as a game, I'll know it's past time to quit." Kramer

chuckled.

"I was pretty self-righteous too when I was a freshman. But I

learned.

And if you want to get things done in this town, you'll learn too.

You don't, you get left out in the cold." '"I'm not in favor of

loosening up on offshore drilling at the moment.

I don't think we need it now."

"I'm sorry to hear that, Hugh.

Because it's important to my people."

"Do I take it that my position on easing offshore drilling restrictions

will affect your vote on the Guidelines bill? " '>Oh, I wouldn't put

it that way. Let's just say I'm reserving my judgment until your bill

gets out of committee." I see."

"It's horse trading, son, " Kramer said, getting folksy all of a

sudden.

"It's what makes the wheels turn. I'm obliged to keep the home folks

happy and prosperous. Remember, One person's pork-barrel project is

another. person's wise investment in the local infrastructure."

"How about simply casting a vote for something because it's the right

thing to do? " Gin heard a chair scrape against the floor.

"Because what's right for you isn't necessarily right for me. We'll

talk again sometime, Hugh." Not wanting to get caught with her ear to

the door, Gin hurried off.

She related the conversation to Alicia on their way to the Senate

cafeteria in the basement of the Dirksen Building. The Hart and

Dirksen buildings were attached, but the walls down here were brick,

the doors a dark oak, in sharp contrast to the antiseptic decor of the

newer Hart.

They passed the Senate Post Office, then turned into the of.

"I'm not surprised, " Alicia said. She picked out a tuna salad and a

diet Pepsi. "A lot of the people on the Hill don't think he's for

real.

And the ones that do are leery of him." Gin took a turkey on rye and a

Mountain Dew.

"Care to explain that?"

Alicia scanned the tables. "Let's see if

we can get off by ourselves and I'll give you the true facts."

"True facts? You mean as opposed to the other kind? " "Exactly."

They found an isolated corner table. Alicia sat with her back to the

wall and watched the room as she spoke.

"First off, you should know that Senator Marsden ruffled a lot of

feathers right off by coming to town with a selfimposed term limit. He

said depending on how much he accomplished, he might serve only one

term, and absolutely positively no more than two. That was a no-no. "

"What's wrong with that? " "Because term limits is a very touchy

subject around here. The members like to think of themselves as

elected for life."

" How can they? Congressmen have to run every two years."

"Well, as I heard one member say to another back in the eighties, You

have to be a real bozo to lose this job. Incumbents average a

ninety-five-percent reelection rate."

"Wow." - "I tell you, Gin, nobody wants to leave this place once they

get here. And can you blame them? You're part of the most powerful

government in the world. And the most expensive. Salary, perks, and privileges come to more than two million bucks per member per year. No

other government even comes close. And the few bozos who somehow fail

to get reelected don't go homeþthey hire out as lobbyists. It's called

Potomac fever.

I understand it's incurable."

"Do you think Senator Marsden will catch it? " "Maybe, " she said.

"You never know. I think he's sincere when he says he doesn't intend

to stay here more than two terms. But I'm in the minority, Just about

everyone else on the Hill thinks it's a pose. A holier-than-thou act

that he'll use to squeeze the PACs for big bucks later. They're all

watching, waiting to see if it works."

"That's sick, " Gin said. "Why do you put up with it?

Why've you been at it for so long? " Alicia shrugged. Her smile was

shy. "Potomac fever. We staffers aren't immune either. Who knows?

Maybe you'll catch it too. Maybe you already have." Not me, Gin

thought. I'm immune to that sort of thing. She felt a twinge of

uneasiness. At least I hope I am.

Gin was straightening up her work area, preparing to call it a day as a

legislative aide and change into her doctor hat. Another frustrating

round of writing reports on referral and utilization patterns and

wondering if anyone would read them. She was also sneaking in time on

a freelance report, using the Harriet Thompson case as a paradigm of

how treatment guideiines can backfire. She hoped the story's poignancy

might raise a little consciousness as to the human COSt of well-meaning

guidelines when they were mechanically implemented.

Maybe in the process she could help Dr. Conway.

Alicia bustled by then.

"Got a maybe from Senator Hirsch, " she said as she passed.

" Gust a maybe? " That surprised Gin. Hirsch always seemed to have

something to say about health-care policy. "I thought he'd jump at the

chance." Alicia slowed but kept moving. "It's a joint committee, not

a permanenr thing. Too ad hoc. It might screw up his ranking position

on his other committees, ones that guarantee serious, long-term PAC

attention." Gin couldn't hide her annoyance. "Is everything about

money, dammit? " "Senator Mark Hanna said something you should keep in

mind when you're working on The Hill, There are two things that are

important in politics. The first is money . . . and I l can't

remember what the other one is. That's from the horse's mouth.

But what this place is really about is influence. And influence brings

in campaign donations. And campaign donations help you come back for

another term."

"So you can increase your influence, " Gin said without enthusiasm .

Alicia laughed and gave her a thumbs-up. "Now you're getting it! "

"I'm afraid I am, " Gin muttered as Alicia disappeared down the hall.

Then her phone with the seal of the Senate rang. It was Gerry.

"The report's back." Gin lowered herself into her chair. "I thought

you said not until tomorrow."

"Your list helped. Much easier to identify compounds when you know

what you're looking for. And besides, I told them it was for someone

very important. So they rushed it." Gin couldn't help smiling as a

warm rush washed through her. She liked this man more each day.

"And? " "And the analysis matches the list perfectly. Nothing in

there that isn't supposed to be there." Gin sagged in her chair.

She felt weak all over. She was so damn glad she could have cried

right then.

"Gin? You still there? " "Yes, " she said softly. "Thank you,

Gerry.

You don't know how good that is to hear."

"How about dinner tonight?

That sound good? " "Tonight's a Lynnwood night, I'm afraid." A

thought struck her. "But I've got a great idea. Come with me to my

folks' house on Thursday night. It's Columbus Day and my father always

makes a big deal of it.

It's crazy. You'll love it. And bring Martha. There'll be plenty of

pasta with no meat."

"You're on.

A few minutes later Gin was on her way out of Senator Marsden's office,

feeling as if the weight of the world had been lifted from her

shoulders. Duncan and Oliver were in the clear.

One less thing to worry about.

COLUMBUS DAY GERRY AND MARTHA WERE WARMLY RECEIVED INTO THE folds of

the Panzella dan's Columbus Day celebration. Gin knew the welcome

might have been a bit more guarded had her folks realized that Gerry

was more than just an old high school friend she'd run into again.

Gin had already explained to her folks about Gerry's being a widower.

It probably wasn't necessary, but you never knew. Papa had a tendency

to verbalize whatever was on his mind, especially after he'd been

celebrating for a while. She could just hear him asking Gerry where

Martha's mother was. Papa was looking forward to meeting him. He

vaguely remembered his name from the Washington-Lee football team, and

was intrigued by the fact that he was an FBI agent. Mama wanted to

know all the details of his widowerhood, ducking and tsking and

Madroneing as Gina told her.

What she hadn't explained was how she felt about him, the growing need,

the building heat between them.

It went swimmingly. Papa and Gerry hit it off immediately, and Uncle

Fiore used to be a cop so he wanted to talk shop with the Fibby. And

Martha . . . well, Martha charmed the women immediately and before Gin

knew it, the little five-year-old was in the kitchen, draped in an

apron almost as big as she was, standing on a chair at the counter

helping Mama and Aunt Maria roll meatballs and stuff shells.

Gin passed her Aunt Terry and her Aunt Anna in whispered

conversation.

'. . . killed in a car accident. A terrible tragedy."

"And I understand he's raising that little girl all by himself." '"And

doing a good job, I'd say. Isn't she darling? " Gin moved on,

smiling.

She had hoped that as the evening wore on it would become apparent to

anyone who saw them together that she and Gerry were more than just

friends. She knew she had succeeded when she overheard Mama in serious

conversation with Gerry.

"And now your name. I'm not sure how you spell it. Is that with an i'

at the end? " '"No. With an e-y. C-a-n-n-e-y. It's Irish."

"Is it now? At's a-nice." Gin almost laughed aloud at Mama's sudden

reversion to an Italian accent. She was born in Baltimore.

But Gerry earned a place in Mama's heart by eating everything she put

in front of himþfrom stuffed calamari to stuffed shellsþand coming back

for more. How could she stay cool toward anyone with a big appetite

who loved her cooking? And Martha . . . Martha actually ate a

meatball, a little one she'd made herself.

Gin was careful what she ate. Pasta had awakened inside her and was

urging her to fill her plate, but Gin turned a deaf ear. She stayed on

the move, sampling and nibbling, and made sure to leave something on

each plate she used.

After dessert Gin spotted Gerry in a corner doing shots with Papa,

Uncle Fiore, and Uncle dorn. Gerry caught her eye, lifted his glass of

pale liquid, and winked at her. God, he looked great. And she loved

the way he seemed to fit right in, going with the flow of the party,

not standing on the side watching, but jumping right into the heart of

the festivities. She realized right then how much she wanted him.

She wondered if she should warn him about what he was drinking. If

that was what she thought it was, he was going to be sorry. But why be

a wet blanket? Let him have his fun.

i The dishes were washed and racked and the festivities were waning

when Gin, Gerry, and Martha made their way toward his car. Mama, Papa,

and a couple of the aunts and uncles were standing on the front stoop

waving goodbye.

"I think you two were a hit, " Gin said. "Did you have fun? " "I

think I had too much fun, " Gerry said. He held out the keys. "Do you

mind? " He seemed fine, steady on his feet, his voice clear, but Gin

took them, glad he could admit when he'd had too much.

"Not at all." '"Mama said I could come back and help her cook anytime,

" Martha said.

Gin had to smile. Her mother must have really taken to Martha if she

told her to call her Mama.

"And I know she meant it, " Gin told her. "It's been a long time since

she had a little girl around to help her cook." She remembered with a

pang all the holidays she'd stood on a chair at the very same counter

and helped her mother prepare the feasts. She wondered if Mama felt

abandoned by the daughter who went off to become a doctor.

Without sons there'd be no daughter-in-law to take under her wing.

I wonder if she knows how much I love her? Gin thought. But when was the last time I told her?

She couldn't remember. That shook her. She took it for granted Mama

knew, but everyone needed to hear it once in a while. Gin vowed to

start doing just that on a regular basis.

Why not start now?

She ran back to the front steps and threw her arms around her mother.

"I love you, Mama. You're the best." She kissed the stunned woman and

then hurried to the car. A glance over her shoulder showed Papa

beaming and Mama smiling and wiping her eyes.

After strapping Martha into the backseat, Gerry slumped into the

passenger seat.

'"What was that your father was pouring at the end? " "Grappa, " Gin

said.

'"I was fine up till then. I mean, I'm Irish. We can drink just about

anything that won't kill us. But that stuff. . . ' -- "Grappa won't

kill you, " Gin said with a smile. "But if you're not used to it, it

can make you wish it had." Martha's bedtime was long past but she was

wired, talking at light speed about filling cannolis and grating cheese

and how ugly the calamari were before Mama cleaned them. Gin was glad

it hadn't been Easter. How would Martha have reacted to aapozella? If

she and Gerry were still seeing each other next springþand she hoped

they would beþGina would have to prepare Martha for the sight of a

sheep's head in the kitchen.

Martha talked nonstop right into the parking lot by their apartment,

but was sound asleep in her father's arms by the time they reached the

front door. Gin went upstairs and helped put her to bed, Downstairs,

Gerry put his arms around her. She snuggled against him.

"Thanks, Gin, " he whispered. "This has to be the best Columbus1 Day

of my life." '"It's not over yet, " she said, and kissed him.

He leaned back and looked at her for a second, then they kissed again,

long and passionately. Gin didn't want this night to end yet.

They tumbled to the couch and before long were fumbling with each

other's buttons, shucking off their clothes like old skins until there

was nothing between the new skins. And they didn't need much foreplay

because he was ready and God knew she'd been ready all night.

She didn't want to ask, but she forced herself to say it. "I don't

have to worry about you, do I? ' "What? Oh, you mean . . . no.

Well, two women, both very straight.

We thought something might be there but nothing came of either.

Howþhow about you? " "One guy for most of my residency." '"What

happened? " "I came here, he stayed there. It's over." . . _ , .

.

v rooa.

And then he was above her and in her and he rode her furiously,

bringing her to the peak . . . and then leaving her there.

'"I'm sorry, " he said when he'd caught his breath a moment later.

"It's been so long, and I've wanted you so bad. I just . . . ' She

put her arms around his neck and held him close. "It's all right, "

she said. "I understand. There'll be other times." Physically, she

was frustratedþhere she was with Gerry Canney, her high school dream

man, her very much now manþand her pelvis felt as if it were ready to

explode. It wasn't supposed to be like this. He was supposed to be

the perfect lover and she should have been drifting on ecstatic clouds

of delight. But another part of her was charmed. She'd sensed he was

a straight arrow, and this confirmed it in a way. If he'd performed

like a stud tonight she might have wondered about him.

She did wonder about herself. Did she really feel this deeply about

Gerry, or was it a rebound thing, someone to fill the void left by

Peter?

No, she decided. This is real. This has been a long time coming.

As they cuddled, he ran a hand over her abdomen and traced the long,

puckered scar that ran from the lower tip of her sternum straight to

the left of her navel.

"What's this? " "The reason you'll never see me in a bikini." '"No,

really." She told him about being hit by the truck, her torn-up

insides, and how Duncan had put her back together.

"Ah. Now I see why you're so devoted to him1. I guess I owe him. '

'"What for? " "For saving you for me. Let me show you a couple of my

scars. Here's my appendectomy . . . " "Mine is bigger than you-ors, "

Gin singsonged.

And somewhere along the way as they compared scars, she noticed that he

was ready again.

"It regglly has been a long time, hasn't it? " she said.

"Forever." But this time she took charge, straddling him, riding him,

controlling the tempo, and when she climaxed it was as if the

almost-orgasm of before had been waiting in the wings and had jumped in

at the last minute to explode with the new one. She moaned and he

reached up to cover her mouth and she bit down on his hand and thought

she was going to pass out.

Later, as they sprawled exhausted on the couch, she saw that his hand

was bleeding.

"Oh God, I'm sorry. Look what I did. I didn't mean to." "I know. I

just didn't want anything to wake Martha." God, she'd forgotten all

about Martha.

, - "But you said she's a sound sleeper." '"She is. And she's

probably sleeping like the dead after that party tonight, but still .

. . " "Even in the throes of passion, you don't stop being the

protective father."

"It's not a hat I can just take off when I want to. I hope that

doesn't offend you. ' '"Not in the least, " she said and kissed him to

make sure he understood. "It tells me something about youþ something

good. ' She loved this man. She felt so at home with him. They

shared a past, and she sensed they shared a set of values. Here was

something that could really last.

With that thought bright and warm in her mind, Gin dozed off.

Gin was almost dressed when Gerry woke up. Dawn was moments away. He

winced at the light. She could tell he had a headache.

"What're you doing? " "Got to get home and get showered. Surgery this

morning with Duncan."

"At least stay for coffee. I can put onþ'' "I think it's better if

Martha doesn't find me here when she wakes up."

"Maybe you're right, " he said, "but I won't be getting her up for a

while yet."

"Still, I've got to go." They embraced. She didn't want to let go,

didn't want to leave. She wanted to spend the morning with Gerry

having coffee and bagels and then making love again and showering

together and then, maybe only then, think about assisting on cosmetic

surgery.

"My place next TIME We can scream and shout all we want. Nobody in

Adams Morgan notices that sort of thing." On her way home, the sun was

just peeking over the horizon and silhouetting the spire of the

Washington Monument as she crossed the Arlington Memorial Bridge.

Again she worried that she was rushing things with Gerry. But no .

.

.

this felt right.

Does it get any better than this? she wondered. She was assisting

Duncan Lathram, she was legislative aide to Senator Marsden on

health-care matters, she was making love to Gerry Canney. Finally, all

the pieces of her life seemed to be falling into place.

No. It did notþcould notþget any better than this.

CONSULTATIONS MRS. JABLONSKY WANTED A BREAST REDUCTION. SHE SAT

topless on the examination table, lifting her large, pendulous breasts

and letting them drop . . . lifting and dropping . . .

"I'm sixty-eight years old, " she told Duncan. "I've had these since I

was fourteen. I used to be proud of them, but now they're quite

literally a pain. They're weighing me down, making me

stoop-shouldered, giving me backaches. I want them gone."

"Surely not gone, " Duncan said.

"No, of course not. Just less of them. If they droop any farther I'll

be able to tuck the damn things into my waistband." Duncan laughed.

"That doesn't sound too comfortable. We'll trim them to a more

manageable size for you. But what . . . ? " He'd noticed a large

number of white and pink lesions all over her trunk. He touched one,

then another. They lookect and felt like the aftereffects of

cryosurgery.

"Oh, those. That's Dr. Suer's work. You knowþthe dermatologist?

He's been removing my lesions."

"Your lesions? " "That's what he calls these things." She pointed to

a halfinch area of seborrheic keratosis on her upper arm. "He says

they're not cancerous but they could change anytime."

"These things? He said they might turn cancerous? " "Yes. And I had

loads of them." Duncan felt his jaw muscles tighten. "How many of

these lffions' has he removed? " '"Oh, fifty at least. He had me

coming back every week to take off a few more. We're just about

done.

It's been quite a trial, but it's such a relief to know I won't have to

worry about skin cancer anym1ore."

"Must have cost you a fortune."

"Oh, no. He just billed Medicate.

He accepts insurance. Not like you."

"You're right there, Mrs. Jablonsky. I'm nothing like Dr. Suer."

He lowered his voice and muttered, "Probably graduated from the

Ingraham."

'"I beg your pardon? " "Nothing." Duncan ground his teeth. The

medical mountebank. Freezing offperfectly benign keratoses and billing

for removal of precancerous lesions.

What a world. All a doctor had to do was practice straight, ethical

medicine, and he was guaranteed a decent living. But that wasn't

enough for the avaricious slugs who left a trail of slime across the

profession. It drove him up the wall.

Congress had no exclusive on greed. There were doctors who deserved an

implant as well.

Duncan's thoughts began to wander a new path, wondering if there might

be a way . . .

He shook it off. No sense in letting matters get complewly out of

hand.

He scheduled Mrs. Jablonsky for surgery, then went on to the next

patient. The chart sat in a pocket on the outside of the exam-room

door.

He glanced at the intake sheet as he reached for the doorknobþand

stopped. Hugh K. Marsden. Could it . . . ?

His gaze jumped a couple of lines down to the occupation box, U. S.

senator.

Duncan leaned against the doorjamb. This was too much. The chairman

himself?

Could it be . . . was someone on to him? Was he being set up?

But they'd never use a U. S. senator to try and trap him. Still . .

.

hard to believe Marsden's presence was mere chance.

Well, he'd pretend not to recognize Marsden and see how the

consultation played out.

"Mr. Marsden, " he said, entering and extending his hand. "Dr.

Lathram." Marsden's handshake was firm. And he didn't correct

Duncan's failure to address him as Senator.

"Glad to meet you, Doctor. You come highly recommended."

"That's always good to hear." He pretended to glance through the

medical history on the intake form he'd already perused outside the

door.

"Looks like you've been in pretty good health. What can we do for you

here? " Marsden turned his head and touched the top of the auricle of

his left ear. "I have it on good authority that this needs attending

to." Duncan stepped closer and saw the pink nodule in question He

touched it, smooth, firm. He pulled an illuminated magnifying glass

from a drawer and bent for a closer look. Fine capillaries

crisscrossed the opalescent surface. A positive Tyndall effect with

the light. He palpated it again, pressing around the edges. It was

bigger than he'd initially thought.

"Your authority is a good one. You've got a basal cell carcinoma

there.

No risk of distant spread, but if left to its own devices it will

continue to grow and eventually ulcerate and bleed. My advice is to

have it out now, while it's small."

"That's why I'm here." Duncan placed the magnifier on the counter.

"Sorry. I don't do therapeutic surgery, only cosmetic work. But I can

recommendþ" "You were recommended."

"I won't argue with that, but I don't do what you need . , , crone.

"But I do need a cosmetic repair. I don't want a notch out of my

ear.

" "I appreciate that, butþ" 'I Dr. Panzella told me you're the

best.

" "Gin? She sent you to me? " Why? he wondered, irritably. She

should know better.

"Not really. It. seems we have something in common, She works for

each of us. She spotted this thing on my earþ called it a lesion'þand

told me to have it looked at. Since many of my colleagues on the Hill

speak highly of you, and since Gin seems devoted to you, I figure

you're the man." Duncan's mind raced. He felt awkward. But this

explained Marsden's presence, the Gin connection.

All right. Maybe it was time to stop playing completely dumb and move

to slightly dumb.

"Marsden . . . " he said slowly. "Good Lord, you must be Senator

Marsden. Forgive me for not making the connection. Of course. You're

chairing the"þhe snapped his fingersþ "the . . .

"The Guidelines committee. ' "Right! The Joint Committee on Medical

Ethics and Practice Guidelines." Marsden smiled. "You know the full

title. So few people do." '"I read a lot. You're group has had some

trouble recently, , & , , s. seems.

"Yes. Poor Harold. He's quite ill, I'm afraid. ' "Any idea as to if

or when he'll be back? " "No. No definite word yet." Marsden was

playing it close to the vest. Not revealing anything. As he should

do. Duncan was trying to sort out his feelings for this man. He had

nothing personal against him. If he weren't chairing a committee that

had no right to exist, he might even like him.

"A bit of bad luck, wouldn't you say? " "Quite a lot more than a

bit.

It's almost as if some sort of curse was hanging over this committee.

" "You don't know if any of your members went poking into a pharaoh's

tomb, do you? " Marsden's smile was wan. "You'd almost think so,

wouldn't you? " "Does that mean you're now out of the Guidelines

business? " "Only for a little while. I'm doing my damnedest to fill

those empty seats. We should be rolling again in no TIME"

"Will you now? " Duncan said, feeling his jaw muscles bunch. "How

interesting.

" '"But back to the matter at hand, " Marsden said. "I'd like you to

do the surgery. And the reason is, quite frankly, cosmetic. I

understand you have a method that heals many times faster than regular

surgery. I need that. ' "Do you? " '"Yes. Depending on the

president, the hearings could be up and running again in a matter of

weeks. I don't want to be there on national TV with a cauliflower ear,

or an ear that looks like someone took a bite out of it. You know the

press. There'll be speculation about it, and once they find out,

there'll be story after story on my skin cancer, then TV specials on

the prevalence of skin cancer and how to avoid it."

"Nothing wrong with that."

"No. But I don't want the press to center on me and my minor skin

disorder. They should focus on the Guidelines committee and what we're

trying to do." Just what are you trying to do? Duncan wanted to

ask.

Marsden continued, "With your reputed skill and accelerated healing

methods, I believe you're just the man for the job." Oh, I am,

Senator, Duncan thought. I am that.

'"Very well, Senator. Because of your connection with Dr. Panzellaþwho

speaks very highly of you, by the wayþI'll make an exception. But I

will not make an exception about not dealing with any insurance

company. You pay my outrageous fee up front. In return you will get

the finest cosmetic surgery in the world, with absolute discretion.

Ours is a doctor-patient relationship. It does not involve Medicate,

Medicaid, Blue Cross, HMOs, PPOs, IPAs, or any of the rest of the

alphabet soup.

I do not1 fill out forms, talk to utilization committees or quality

assurance coordinators or nurse-bureaucrats insisting on a second or

third opinion. I speak to you, you speak to me. No other parties

involved." Marsden's expression reflected fascination rather than

consternation.

'"I take it then that you're not a participant in any of the

managed-care systems."

"You're looking at an endangered species, Senator." '"If you want, I

can have you put on the Department of the Interior's protected list. '

'"Too late for that, I think."

"Well, the sale of my company left me with a bit of money. I can

afford to spend some of it on my ear."

"Good. I'll turn you over to my secretary, who'll arrange all the

releases. How does next week sound?

" "Thursday would be the best for me."

"I'll sc-e what we can arrange. But if you want me to use the

accelerated healing procedures, you'll have to watch a videotape and

sign a stack of release forms.

The implants I employ are still considered investigational at this

point."

"Whatever you say."

"Excellent." As Duncan led him out into the hall, he spotted Gin

passing by.

She glanced his way, then did a double take.

"Senator Marsdent" Something flickered across her face. Somewhere in

the moment between her surprise of recognition and smile of greeting

her features twisted with an odd expression. Was it fear, concern, or

consternation?

Whatever, it was plain that Gin was anything but happy to see the

senator here.

Why?

She'd seen nothing but good resultsþexcellent resultsþ during her time

here. Why on earth should she have the slightest concern about her

senator's having surgery here?

Unless . . .

No. How could she suspect? How could she even guc-ss?

It had to be something else. Maybe he'd misinterpreted her

expression.

But he didn't think so. Something there, something very much like

fear.

Duncan tried to shrug off the feeling but it wouldn't let go. Why on

earth should the sight of him with Senator Marsden strike terror into

Gin?

Unsettling thoughts whirled through Gin's mind as she watched Senator

Marsden sign the consent forms, thoughts about three members of

Marsden's committee, all Lathram patients, all either dead, damaged, or

demented . . .

She did her best to keep calm.

"What a surprise to see you here, " she said after Duncan was gone.

He tapped the tip of his ear with his finger. "Well, it seems it's

unanimous that this has got to go. And didn't you say he was the

best?

" "Yes, but I never meant you should come here. . . I mean, he doesn't

take cases like yours."

"He said he'd make an exception in my case." Gin felt a cold lump form

in her stomach. Duncan never made exceptions.

"Really. I'm surprised."

"Maybe you should be flattered. He said it was because of you." He

clapped her on the upper arm. "See. I knew I'd be glad I hired

you."

I hope so, Senator, she thought. She made what she hoped was a

graceful exit and hurried away. She had someplace to go.

She sat in the periodicals section of the D. C. Public Library's main

branch on G Street. She'd remembered something Oliver had said about

the Guidelines committee . . . shortly after Duncan had exploded at

the news that she was looking for a post on the committee.

. . . years ago he had a bit of trouble . . .

Trouble with the Guidelines committee? How many years? Oliver wasn't

talking. Maybe the microfilm would.

She ran a search of the Washington Post the year of Lisa's death,

looking for Duncan.

The earliest was dated May 7th, about a week before the first

anti-Duncan article in the Alexandria Banner. Front page, lower right

corner.

Gin's stomach lurched as she read the heading, "Committee Decries Gross

Overcharging' by Surgeon." She scanned the article until she spotted

his name, then backtracked.

From his seat beside the committee chairman, ranking member Senator Harold Vincent said his staff had uncovered a case of "flagrant abuse

of the current system, right here in our own backyard." He went on to

excoriate Dr. Duncan Lathram, a vascular surgeon in Alexandria, for

collecting over a million dollars from Medicate last year. "This sort

of gouging is a prime example of a profession running wild, lining

their pockets with millions of taxpayers' hard-earned money. If ever

there was a doubt that the medical profession needs guidelines imposed

on it, that doubt should be banished by the likes of Dr. Lathram. "

Gin sat rigid in her seat before the microfilm screen, shocked not only

by the words, but by their speaker. Senator Vincent . . . Duncan had

operated on him just a few weeks ago, they'd been bantering in the

committee hearing room moments before his seizures. And though he'd

attacked Duncan in public five years before, neither had ever mentioned

it. Had they both forgotten?

No. Not Duncan. Vincent, maybe. In a quarter century on the Hill,

this was simply another in an endless series of remarks prepared by one

of his aides and tossed away after they were read into the record.

But Duncan . . . those words no doubt were branded on his brain. He'd

never forget something like this. Nor would he forgive.

She went back and read the article from the beginning. Vincent had

attacked Duncan from his seat on the Committee for Medical Practice

Guidelinesþthe original Guidelines committee under Senator McCready.

The article listed the other members of that first committee. Besides

Vincent and McCready, it named Lane, Allard, and Schulz.

Schalz! Schulz had been on the original committee. Gin hadn't known

that.

'"Oh . . . my . . . Ciod, " she whispered. That was the connection

between the four dead or injured legislatorsþall had been members of

the McCready committee.

She found another mention of Duncan, deeper in the paper, a week

later.

This time it was Congressman Allard pillorying this price-gouging

surgeon and calling him "the tip of the iceberg." Something must be

done on the federal level. He demanded a Medicate audit of Duncan's

officer and hospital records.

Gin leaned back. So this was where Duncan's hell had begun, ignited by

a spark from the original Guidelines committee. He must hate these men

. . . yet he'd done cosmetic surgery on four of them.

And now those four were either dead or hospitalized.

It was all circumstantial, all four cases were different, and she

couldn't see how any grand jury could indict on the available evidence

. . . yet only a fool could deny the obvious and terrifying pattern.

But where was the connection to Lisa?

And did it matter?

At the moment, no. What did matter was that Senator Marsden was going

under Duncan's knife next week.

She remembered him si1gning the surgical consent forms a few hours

ago.

Wasn't there an expression about signing your life away?

GINA GINA DIDN'T T WAKE UP SATURDAY MORNING. SHE DIDN"T have to. She

never got to sleep.

A night of endless tossing and turning. She'd tried everything short

of a sleeping pill. She didn't have one around and it probably

wouldn't have worked anyway. Her racing mind was stuck in overdrive

and refused to downshift.

Something's going to happen Jo Senator Marsden.

The thought had ricocheted off the walls of her brain like a

racquetball. She'd countered it with every explanation she could

dredge up. It all came down to the fact that despite a seemingly

obvious pattern, all the evidence was circumstantial. Yes, the

committee had initiated a series of events that had ruined Duncan's

practice, but it would take more than that to set him on a murderous

vendetta.

Yet every time she thought she'd laid the fear to rest, some dark,

formless dread from her hindbrain, that ancestral home of primal

instincts, would rear up and slam it into wild, random motion again.

So now she sat in her bay window and looked down on the

Saturday-morning quiet of Kalorama Road. God, what was she going to

do?

She'd have to do something.

Stop the surgery? How? What reason could she give? No, she'd have to

find a way to ease her mind so she wouldn't go crazy waiting for

something to happen.

But anything bad that happens to Marsden after the surgery, even if he

gets hit by a meteor while raking leaves in his front yard, I'm going

to blame on Duncan.

Gin could handle just about every question except the one about

Duncan's desk drawer.

She had seen the vial and the oversized trocar. And she couldn't

explain them.

What was in that vial? What was a trocar doing in there?

Only one way to find out. Did she dare?

She headed for the bedroom to throw on some clothes.

Gin let herself into the surgicenter through the private rear entrance

and coded off the alarm. She felt more than a little guilty about

this.

After all, Duncan had entrusted her with a set of keys and here she was

sneaking in to snoop through his desk.

It's not as if I'm going to steal anything, she thought. I'm just

going to borrow a little reassurance.

She locked the door behind her, then set up her excuse for being

here.

Not much chance that anyone else would be in on a Saturday, and her car

was in the rear lot, hidden from the street, but you never knew. So,

first thing, she trotted down to the records room and left her Senate

ID badge on the floor under the dictation desk. Should anybody ask,

that was why she was here, looking for her lost badge.

Back upstairs, she let herself into Duncan's officer. She noticed her

hands were sweaty. What if Duncan popped in and caught her here? Not

likely. He couldn't wait to get out of here weekday afternoons, so why

would he show up on a Saturday? Oliver was a different story. But

he'd mentioned a trip to Virginia Beach for the weekend, so it was

unlikely he'd show up.

Through the picture window she saw that the rock garden was half in

shadow. The shrubbery shielded her from anyone outside, but also

blocked her view of the rear parking lot, so she left the office door

open to hear anyone unlocking the private entrance.

She moved to Duncan's desk, praying she'd find the top right drawer

sitting open.

No such luck.

Okay, another prayer that he'd forgotten to lock it. She pulled on the

handle. The drawer wiggled but wouldn't slide.

Damn! She slapped her palm against the drawer. She wanted this over

with. She couldn't stand it.

She slumped into Duncan's chair and stared at the drawer. The

putting-to-bedþor God forbid, confirmationþof all her distress lay on

the far side of half an inch of wood. She stared at the brass face of

the lock. She'd seen Duncan's key ring hanging from that lock, which

meant the drawer key went wherever he went. But maybe there was a

spare around.

She went through each of the remaining drawers carefully and did find

two keys, but neither fit the lock. She tried prying it open with a

letter opener but was getting nowhere, and she was afraid to exert too

much leverage for fear of scratching the wood.

If only she knew how to pick a lock . . . or knew someone who did .

.

They made love first.

Gerry arrived a few minutes early and, as much as Gin wanted to learn

how to pick a lock, the sight of him standing inside her door swept

away thoughts of locked drawers. After about three words they were in

each other's arms and leaving a trail of clothing between the front

door and the bedroom. Nicer making love on a bed instead of a couch,

and this time Gerry took charge, running his lips around her nipples,

then between her breasts, down along her scar to her navel, circling

that, and continuing downward. She whimpered with delight and thrust

herself against his probing tongue.

Afterward, they lay breathless and sweaty in each other's arms. Gin

fought the urge to fall into a contented doze. She got up, threw on a

robe, and opened a bottle of merlot. They snuggled together on the

couch, sipping their wine.

"That was wonderful."

"For both of us, " she said, nuzzling his neck.

"By the way, did I say hello? " Gin laughed. "That was a hectic

scene, wasn't it? " "Where's this lock you can't open? " he said

finally.

Gin was uncomfortable with the lie she'd told him about a lost key, so

she was glad she didn't have to remind him. She pointed to the far

corner of the room.

"That little oak filing cabinet over there. I don't even know why I

locked it. And now the key is gone." She hated Lying, but she

couldn't tell Gerry the real reason. He was too much of a straight

arrow to let her go through with her plan.

She'd chosen the little oak filing cabinet because its lock looked to

be about the same size as the one on Duncan's drawer.

"No spare key? " She looked sheepish. "I think it's inside." That,

at least, was true.

Gerry laughed as he picked v oblong box from the pocket.

"A lock-picking kit?" Even better." He opened up his jacket and pulled an _ the box and showed her . , something that looked like a

miniature cordless screwdriver. "A battery-operated lock pick. "

"Really? I didn't even know there was such a thing."

"They've been around for a while. This one's the E.P.GElectropick.

It'll open just about any pin-and-disk tumbler qlinder lock in under a

minute." -"What about picking locks the old-fashioned way? " "Let's

hope that won't be necessary, " Gerry said. "I never learned how.

Lock picking isn't a skill required by the Bureau.

"Then why this electro-thing? " "For when we're in a big hurry and we

can't get a locksmith right away." He tried a number of little black

metal instruments in the keyhole until he found one that fit, then he

fixed that into the end of the Electropick and began adjusting a

thumbscrew atop the device.

"Once we find the right-sized raking tool, we adjust the up-and-down

motionþa narrow range for a small lock like thisþput it into the lock,

and turn her on. ' Gin watched the metal tool begin moving rapidly up

and down inside the lock. Gerry moved the Electropick in and out a few

times, then removed it.

"Okay. All the pins are in position. Now I just insert this tension

bar"þhe slipped a fine, L-shaped metal rod into the keyholeþ"and

twist.

" She heard a click. He removed the tension bar and gestured toward

the drawer.

"Okay. Give her a tug." The cabinet drawer easily pulled open. She

kissed him.

"My hero! A man of many talents." He held up the Electropick. "Just

me and my handy E.P.G- I .

'"Wait a minute. ' She rummaged in the bottom of the cabinet drawer.

"Here's the spare."

"Great place for it>" Gerry said with a wry smile. "How about sticking

it xnder the cabinet for safekeeping? " "Good idea. But first . .

.

" She stuck the key in the slot and relocked the drawer. Then she held

out her hand for the Electropick.

's Let me try." Gerry was hesitant, but then showed her how to use

it.

Under his guidance she unlocked and relocked the cabinet three times.

Gin knew then that she had to have an Electropick.

"Where can I get one of these things? " '"Not at Wal-Mart, that's for

sure. They cost a couple of hundred bucks, but if you really want one

I can give you the address of a mail-order place."

"That's okay, " she said, disappointed. No time for mail order. "I

mean, how many times would I need something like that? " And then it

was time for dinner. They went out to a Thai place in the neighborhood

where she couldn't talk Gerry into trying fish stomachs in peanut

sauce. Then they caught the new Kevin Costner flick. She could tell

Gerry wasn't crazy about it, and she might not have liked it either if

Kevin Costner hadn't been the star. Just watching him move and

listening to his voice made up for a multitude of shortcomings in the

rest of the film.

And finally it was back to the apartment for more lovemaking. Slow and

deliberately languorous this TIME

"Strange, isn't it? " Gin said as they lay together at the end. She

was thinking how she might want to be with Gerry forever. "So much has

happened to each of us since we went to high school. We hardly knew

each other when we spent most of the day in the same building. And now

after all those years and miles we run into each other in a city of

millions and wind up like this. I don't believe in fate, but you've

got to admit . . . " "Fate, " he said sofddy. "That has a nice ring

to it." Gerry left about I , 00 A. M. Without the Electropick.

Desperate, Gin had removed it before llanding him his jacket. She felt

like a creep, but consoled herself with the thought that she was only

borrowing it.

Gin was warm and contented as she dozed off, vowing to spend most of

Sunday morning becoming an expert with the Electropick, then tackling

Duncan's drawer in the afternoon.

Only a nagging apprehension about what she'd find there disturbed her

repose.

THE WEEK OF OCTOBER GINA r IT WAS TUESDAY AFTERNOON BEPORE GINA GOT A

chance to use the Electropick on Duncan's drawer.

I should have been done with this days ago, she thought as she stood

inside the door to the basement stairs. She was waiting for Barbara to

leave her desk on one of her frequent trips to the copier or the

printer, both of which were downstairs, or to the patient education

room across the hall from her desk.

Sunday would have been perfect. Gin had practiced all morning with the

Electropick and had become fairly adept. She'd used it on every

cylinder lock in her apartment, even on her car.

Gerry had called Sunday afternoon, and they'd talked about how

wonderful the night before had been. Finally he asked about the

Electropick. He couldn't find it. Had he left it there? Gin told him

he had and joked about it, telling him he didn't need to pull that old

stunt of leaving something behind just so he could have an excuse to

come back. When he mentioned stopping by later to pick it up, she

begged offsaying she had a million errands to run before pulling a

shift at the hospital. Which was sort of true. Luckily, Gerry didn't

seem to be in a big rush to get it back. They had a number of the

things at the Bureau.

More practice, and by midafternoon Gin felt ready. But when she

arrived at the office she found a dark blue Buick Park Avenue parked in

the lot. Oliver's car. What was he doing back? And on a Sunday when

he should have been home watching football? Except Oliver wouldn't

know a Redskin from a Mighty Duck. All he cared about were his lab and

his implants.

So Gin drove off and returned in two hours. The Buick was still

there.

Two hours after that it was gone but night was falling and the cleaning

service had arrived. She had to call it quits. She was due at the

hospital.

Monday offered no chance. Duncan stayed uncharacteristically late and

Gin couldn't hang around because she had a meeting with the other

legislative aides in Senator Marsden's office.

But today Duncan had stayed true to form, finishing his surgery and

making a beeline for his clubþso he said.

That was another thing that bothered her. Where did he really go? And

who was the mysterious Dr. V. he'd been meeting with? Secrets and

more secrets. How could she help but be suspicious?

She heard footsteps approaching. High heels. Only one person here

wore heels. Casually, Gin stepped out into the hall.

"Hi, Barbara, " she said.

The blonde started, then smiled. "Jesus God, you scared me. I thought

you were gone." I will be in about two minutes. ' Gin hurried down

the hall and ducked into Duncan's office. Plenty of light from the

afternoon sky filtering through the rock garden. Perfect lock-picking

conditions.

"I've got to be crazy, " she muttered. Tension was a cold hand

tightening on the nape of her neck. She tried to shake it off.

Do it. Now.

She knew if she hesitated, if she gave herself time to think, - she

might allow a spasm of sanity to change her mind. She if pulled the

Electropick from her lab-coat pocket and knelt before the drawer. On

the remote chance that it might be unlocked, she tugged on the pull.

No such luck.

Okay. Electropick, do your thing.

She probed the keyhole with one of the raking tools but it wwldn't

fit.

She needed a smaller one. No problem. She'd spent much of Sunday

switching rakes. A lot like switching drill bits, only easier. She

inserted the next smaller size, adjusted the thumbscrew, then tried

again.

This time it slipped in easily. Half a minute later she had the

tension bat in the keyhole 1and was slowly twisting it. She heard a

click as the little bok slipped back inside the lock.

"Yes! " she whispered.

She exttacted the tension bar and pulled open the drawer.

And there they were, the oversized trocar and the mystery bottle.

She hesitated, then picked up the trocar and sighted down its

boreþlittle more than a hollow stainless steel tube with a sharp,

beveled point at one end and a hilt at the other.

Something like a giant hypodermic needle. Just about big enough to

hold one of those giant economy-size implants she'd seen Oliver

dissolving with ultrasound. She slipped the obturator into the trocar,

filling the bore with more stainless steel.

She remembered the puncture wound on Senator Vincent's thigh in

recovery. It could have been made by something like this. She

imagined Duncan positioning the trocat's sharp beveled point against

the skin along the outer aspect of Vincent's thigh, then punching it

through on an angle. He'd advance the trocar about three inches into

the subcutaneous fat, then withdraw the solid obturator, leaving the

hollow outer tube in the thigh. He'd slip the implant into the bore of

the trocar. With the blunt end of the obturator he'd ease the implant

to the far end of the bore, retract the trocar along the shaft of the

obturator, then remove both instruments as one.

Leaving the implant behind, nestled in the subcutaneous fat of the

thigh.

She shuddered. The whole idea gave her the willies.

She separated the trocar and obturator and laid them aside, then picked

up the mystery bottle. An injection vial. She examined its top and

spotted multiple punctures in the center of the red rubber stopper.

It's been used, she thought. But what's in it?

A thin, dear, amber fluid sloshed on the other side of the glass. She

twisted the bottle until she could read the label. The GEM Pharma

colophon huddled in the upper left corner. Two words were typed across

the center, TRIPTOLINIC DlETHSfLAMIDE "Well, ' she muttered, "that

dears up everything." What the hell was triptolinic diethylamide?

She'd never heard of it.

She studied the name, committing its spelling to memory, then she

placed the bottle on the desktop and began rummaging through the

drawer.

Not much there. The most prominent object was the little handheld

recorder that Duncan use1d for his consults and operative reports.

Gin's heart revved a little when she spotted a tape in it. She pressed

the rewind, then hit PLAY. A tinny version of his voice buzzed forth,

droning an incisionby-incision, suture-by-suture recap of the tip graft

they'd done on an eighteen-year-old girl's nose Monday. She

spotchecked through the tape and found only more of the same.

In the back of the drawer she found a slightly faded photo of a teenage

girl. Blond hair, a forced smiie, and bright blue eyes. Duncan's

eyes.

Gin's fingers trembled. Lisa Lathram. Had to be. She stared at the

innocent, seemingly untroubled face that offered no hint of the

troubled soul harbored within. Who'd ever guess she'd attempt suicide

three times?

Gin sighed and put the photo aside.

What else in the drawer? No other tapes. A few business cards, a

two-year-old schedule for the Orioles, a brochure from a coffee

importer, some blank index cards, and a nail dipper.

That was it.

Gin leaned against the desk, relieved, but still unsettled. Lisa's

photo was here, but no legislator death list with names crossed off, no

morbid collection of newspaper clippings. But still there was the

trocar and the triptolinic diethylamide, whatever that was. Probably

harmless . . . but why was it in his locked drawer? Maybe for the

same reason an old Orioles schedule and a nail clipper were locked up

along with them, This simply was where certain items ended up.

No. That didn't wash. Duncan had been a little too quick to close

this drawer when he'd found her staring into it that TIME And he

seemed religious about keeping it locked. Obviously he wanted to keep

this stuff private.

She replaced the photo and the incidental items, then the trocar and

obturator, then, after one last look at its label, the bottle of

triptolinic diethylamide, arranging them all as closely as possible in

their original positions. Then she slid the drawer closed and was

reaching for the Electropick to lock up again when she heard a voice

outside.

Duncan!

She snatched up the pick, ducked under the desk, and crouched in the

kneehole.

Ohmigod, ohmigod, ohmigod! Her heart pounded, her mind raced. Where'd

he come from?

Thankfully the desk had a so-called modesty panel that shielded the

front of the kneehole, but she knew her feet were visible in the gap

between the panel and the floor. She held her breath as Duncan

approached, apparently calling back to Barbara as he entered.

". . . only for a minute. I'm not staying." Gin huddled in a ball,

trembling, rationalizing with herself, What was the worst that could

happen? If he discovered her, she'd be terminally embarrassed, she'd

blurt something unintelligible, bolt from the room, and never show her

face around here again. And that would be it. Not as if she was in

any real danger. But then, considering the humiliation she'd feel, she

wondered if she just might prefer death to being caught here.

She watched the carpet along the edges of the kneehole and saw Duncan's

shoes appear under the modesty panel. She held her breath. Maybe

she'd get through this. Hadn't he said he was only going to be a

minute? As long as he didn't sit down . . .

An awful thought struck, My God, what if he checks his drawer and finds

out it's unlocked?

She huddled breathless and statue-still as he shuffled through the

papers on his desk. She heard him grunt, heard a piece of paper being

folded, then listened to him turn and walk out.

Gin slumped back and almost sobbed with relief as she gasped for

breath. She'd made it. She didn't move just yet. She stared at her

watch and forced herself to wait a full two minutes.

Stiffly, she rolled from under the desk and began guiding the business

end of the Electropick toward the keyhole in the drawer. Her hands

trembled from the adrenaline still burning through her bloodstream.

She fumbled The tool into the opening and thumbed the switch. The tool

did its thing. When she felt the pins slide into line, she removed the

Electropick, inserted the tiny tosion bar, and twisted. She heard the

bok snap into the lock position.

But when she tried to remove the bar, it wouldn't budge.

She moaned softly. "Oh, no! " What else could go wrong?

Her fingertips grew slick as she tried to wiggle it out. She thought

she heard someone outside the office door. With one - last desperate,

frantic tug she wrested the torsion bar from the lock and almost landed

on her back.

Sweating, shaking, she jammed the Electropick and its - accessories

into her pocket and hurried to the door. She pressed her ear against

it and listened. Quiet. She opened it a crack and sneaked a look a1t

Barbara's desk. Empty. Gin took a breath, stepped through, and walked

out.

She passed Barbara in the hall, carrying a printout.

"You're still here? " Barbara said.

"Practically on my way out. Say, did I hear Dr. Lathram's voice

before? " "Yeah. But you missed him. He's already come and gone. I

think he forgot something. Probably back on the golf course already.

" Yeah. Right.

"Barbara, I just have to look something up, then I'm gone. See you

Thursday. ".

She hurried to the records room. Carol the file clerk had left for the

day, so Gin had the room to herself. Manila foldes lined every inch of

wall except for the dictation area in the corner. A computer terminal

on the desk there, and a short shelf of medical reference texts. Gin

grabbed the PDR and thumbed through the generic and chemical name

index.

No listing for triptolinic diethylamide.

Not surprising. It wasn't in a commercial container.

Next was the Mersk Index, a weighty, small-print tome that lisad the

name and formula of just about every available chemical compound. But

again she struck out.

Gin sat at the dictation desk and stared at the blank face of the

computer screen before her, wondering where to look next.

Okay. If the Index didn't list the stuff, it was either brand new or

had never been reported to it.

She snapped her fingers. An investigational compound. Something in

development. Had to be.

But how to track it down? The properties of new compounds were kept

close to the vest during the development stages. But their formulas

were registered immediately for patent protection.

Gin picked up the phone.

"Hi, Barbara. Don't we have a linkup to the FDA database? " "Sure.

And NIH, and the American College ofþ" '"How do I access the FDA? "

'"It's kinda complicated. I've got an instruction manual somewhere

around here that tellsþ'' "I'll be right up." Gin trotted upstairs

where Barbara made a relay team handoff of the manual as Gin passed her

desk. A minute later she was seated before the records-room computer,

logging heself into the FDA computet, and picking her way through the

various menus until she got to investigational compDunds in

development.

But again no listing for triptolinic diethylamid1e.

Double damn. This was like chasing a phantom. But she wasn't giving

up yet. There had to be some other way. The label on the bottle .

.

. the GEM Pharma colophon. What if she used the company as a starting

point and worked back from there?

It took a good forty minutes of running into dead ends and

backtracking, but she finally located triptolinic diethyl amide in the

vast cybernetic waste bin of discarded registered compounds on which

further research had been canceled.

She downloaded the file and tagged it with her initials, RFP for Regina

Francesca Panzella, then logged off the database. Back in the Lathram

system again, she entered "TYPE RFPMORE" and began reading from the

hard drive.

A small file. Triptolinic diethylamideþreferred to as TPD in the

fileþstarted off its existence at GEM Pharma as an investigational

compound with antidepressant properties. Early animal- trials in mice

and rats were encouraging, but when testing moved up to primates, TPD

was found to be toxic, inducing psychotic states. All further

investigation was canceled and GEM Pharma moved on to more promising

compounds.

- A sudden queasy feeling rippled through Gin's stomach.

Toxic . . . psychotic states . . . Senator Vincent's behavior before

his seizure was certainly disturbed, might even fit the criteria for

psychotic. And from what she'd heard, even though he hadn't had any

further seizures, mentally he remained far out in left field.

And Duncan . . . Duncan had been there, right there in the hearing

room when it had happened.

A few feet to her left, she heard the laser printer begin to - hum.

- And Congressman Allard . . . he'd had that nasty fall and cerebral

concussion that had left him disoriented, not quite sure of who or

where he was. But what if it wasn't the concussion that had scrambled

his thoughts? What if his thoughts had been scrambled before the fall

. . . as he was going down the steps? What if the scrambled thoughts

had cagsed the fall?

Gin's own thoughts began to feel scrambled. She blinked and rubbed her

eyes with an unsteady hand as the queasy feeling rippled toward

nausea.

Footsteps behind her. Quickly Gin blanked the screen, then looked up

to see Barbara retrieving her printout.

"You okay? " Barbara said, staring a1t her.

"Hmmm? Why do you ask? " "Because you don't look so hot. I mean, you

looked fine when you picked up that manual, now you look like you're

gonna be sick." Maybe I am.

Gin rubbed her upper abdomen. "My stomach's bothering me." That was

no lie.

"You're working too hard. You're gonna give yourself an ulcer. "

"Maybe I already have. ' "I've got some Mylantaþ" "That's okay. '

Barbara pointed to the FDA database manual. "You finished with that?

" "Yes. Thanks."

"I'm getting ready to leave, " Barbara said as she picked up the

manual.

"You want me to lock you in? " "No. I've done all I can do here. I'm

on my way." As Barbara went back upstairs, Gin shut off the terminal

and got to her feet. She felt weak, confused as she trudged

upstairsþninety years old at least.

She was barely aware of her surroundings. Somewhere along the way she

said good-bye to Barbara, but when she reached her car, she didn't

start the engine. She sat behind the wheel and stared at the back of

Duncan's officer building.

Vincent . . . Allard . . . but what about Schulz? He jumped off his

balcony. Was that psychotic? Maybe, maybe not. But it certainly

wasn't rational. And Congressman Lane. He died in a car accident with

a high blood-alcohol level. She couldn't link that to Duncan. But she

couldn't rule it out, either. What if the TPD reacted with alcohol?

Or what if it kicked in while he was driving? The same disorientation

that could make you fall could make you drive off the road.

I hate this, she thought. She pounded her fist against the steering

wheel. Hate it!

Duncan couldn't be involved in this. Couldn'tþ Listen to me. Involved

in wha? No evidence that there was anything for Duncan to be involved

in.

Then why the TPD? What legitimate reason could Duncan have for keeping

a psychosis-inducing compound locked in his desk drawer?

Okay . . . Oliver used to work for GEM Pharma, the company name on the

label. That would explain how the bottle found its way to Duncan. But

why have it at all? Why keep something of no therapeutic value,

something that was a proven toxin?

And what about the trocar, perfect for inserting one of Oliver's

large-size implantsþloaded with TPD, maybe? þ under someone's skin,

where it could nestle in the fat until Duncan z1apped it with an

ultrasound beam?

Wait a minute. Ultrasound. That was where this whole insane scenario

broke down. Sure, Duncan had been at the Guidelines committee hearing

when Senator Vincent went off the deep end, but Gin hadn't noticed him

wheeling an ultrasound machine through the room.

And yet . . with microchips and printed circuits, it was certainly

possible to have an ultrasound transducer small enough to fit in one's

pocket and . . .

Gin rubbed her throbbing temples. She hated what she was thinking.

She began remembering Louisiana and wishing she'd stayed there.

If only she could know!

She shook herself and started the car. One thing she did know Come

Thursday morning she was going to be on duty and she was not going to

let Senator Marsden out of her sight for one second.

PRESURGICAL DUNCAN POURED A SECOND CUP OF COFFEE FROM. THE carafe and

settled behind his desk. He liked Wednesday mornings in the cool stony

quiet of the officer, especially when, like today, he could get in

early and have the place to himself. With no surgery scheduled, he

could dawdle with his coffee, savoring the silence and the aroma as he

watched his koi meander around their pool in the rock garden, and catch

up on his dictation, tidy up any loose ends from Monday's and Tuesday's

procedures, then have the rest of the day to himself. Maybe he'd call

Brad and convince him to take the afternoon off from classesþhe figured

Brad would need about ten sc-conds of convincing. Maybe they could get

in a round of golf. He hadn't played in ages.

He picked up the remote and aimed it at the TV across the room. He

switched from CNN to Today to Good Morning America to This Morning and

then back to CNN. Apparently nothing newsworthy had happened

yesterday, and the morning shows seemed interested only in movie

stars.

C-SPAN was rerunning footage of presbyopic senators droning over long

speeches to an empty chamber in support of or in opposition to some

inconsequential bill.

Time to catch up on dictating his surgical reports. He pulled out his

key and inserted it into the lock. It wouldn't turn. He tried it

again, wiggling it back and forth, sliding it in and out. He checked

to make sure it was the right key, then tried again and noticed that

the key wasn't going in all the way. Something was wrong with the

lock1. Jammed somehow.

Now how the hell had that happened? It hadn't been sticking or showing

any warning signs that something was amiss. Goddamn. What a world.

Didn't anybody make anything that worked?

He wandered out to Barbara's desk and now wished she were here. He

needed to get a locksmith to get that damn thing open. He supposed he

could call himself but it was probably too early. He grabbed a pen and

left a note on Barbara's desk to call one as soon as she got in.

As he straightened and started to turn away, he noticed the manual for

the FDA database Lying on Barbara's desk. Probably Oliver had needed

it.

At least somebody was getting some use out of it.

He went in search of another minirecorder.

Gin levered up to a sitting position in bed.

"Oh my God! " She'd been Lying here, wishing she could rest easy and

luxuriate. No surgery today, no moonlighting last night, and no

meetings at the senator's until the afternoon. Should have been a

great morning.

But yesterday's revelations wheeled over the bed like hungry

vultures.

The trocar . . . the TPD . . . the information from the FDA . . .

she kept trying to put a fresh spin on them, one , wouldn't make Duncan

look bad. Racking her brain, Ig over everything, she remembered the

FDA download.

> "RFP" file she'd created on the hard drive.

eye hadn't erased it.

le jumped out of bed and began pulling on her clothes.

could brush her hair in the car, but no time for a shower.

had to get up to the office and erase that file. If Duncan found it,

or Oliver ran across it and asked Duncan about he'd know she'd been in

the drawer.

he grabbed her car keys and tan out.

" right, Doc, " the locksmith said. He was thin, looked ut forty,

reeked of tobacco, and had Bill stitched on his " shirt.

"You're all set."

"Excellent, " Duncan said but didn't mean it. The man spent an hour on

what should have been a fifteen-minute job. It hadn't been easy, but

after twenty minutes of grunts and muttered curses, Bill finally got

the drawer unlocked. Duncan hovered over him the whole time, and as

soon as the drawer slipped open, he removed the TPD and trocar and put

len in one of the cabinets on the other side of the room.

neither would mean a thing to the locksmith, but Duncan Lnted them safe

and out of sight. As for the rest of the drawer's contents, he dumped

them on the desktop.

Bill took the empty drawer out to his truck, saying he would work on it

better there. Duncan figured he could also have a cigarette.

So now, after an interminable period, Bill was back.

"Had to pUt in a new lock."

"What was the matter with the old one? " "I wanted to know the same

thing. Had to take it apart to find out. A little strange." Why did

he seem hesitant?

"How so? " He fished in his pocket and brought OUt a piece of Scotch

tape. He dropped it on the desktop in front of Duncan.

"This was in it." Duncan picked up the tape, a single piece folded on

itself. Caught between the two sticky surfaces was a small shard of

metal.

"How did this get in my lock? ' '"Somebody left it there."

"Now why on earthþ? " "Not on purpose. It looks like it broke off the

tip of a tension bar."

"A tension bar? " "You know, something you use to pick locks with. '

No, Duncan did not know. He stared at Bill as a spasm rippled through

his intestines. He dropped the tape, then snatched it off the desk.

Had this man actually said . . . ?

"What? " Duncan's expression must have been fierce, because Bill began

verbally back pedaling.

"I can't be sure, of course, but that's the first thing I thought of

when I saw it drop out of the cylinder."

"But that's ridiculous! ' He realized he'd raised his voice. He

hadn't meant to do that.

"Hey, okay, " Bill said, making conciliatory motions with his hands.

"Don't get excited. Makes no difference to me. If you ain't missin'

nothin', then I guess maybe I could be wrong. But it sure looks like

the tip of a tension bar." Duncan's mind raced back over the contents

of the drawer. The TPD, the trocar, Lisa's photo, the recorder, and

some miscellaneous junk. All there when they'd opened. the drawer.

He modulated his tone. "Well, I'm not missing anything.

And I don't keep anything in there worth stealing in the first place.

So I guess that means the lock wasn't picked." Bill shrugged, averting

his gaze. "You could say that. Could also say that the piece might've

chipped off and jammed in there before whoever it was got the drawer

open." Duncan winced as the spasm tightened its grip on1 his gut. He's

right.

But who in the world . . . ?

"Yes, well, since nothing is missing, I think I'll just forget about

it. But I'm certainly glad you brought it to my . . .

attention.

"Hey, no problem." When Bill left, leaving a set of keys for the new

ock, Duncan went to the appliance cabinet and checked the TPD bottle.

He hadn't memorized the previous fluid level but it appeared

unchanged.

The autoclave envelope was still sealed around the trocar. He replaced

both in the drawer and locked it. Then he leaned back in his desk

chair and felt his gut slowly uncoil as he willed himself toward

calm.

All right. Let's be rational. Very strange. And very unsettling.

But where was the logical reason for anyone to try to get into that

drawerþand by picking the lock, of all things?

And what was there, really, to worry about? Even if someone had found

the TPD, what could they do? They wouldn't know what it was. TPD was

an orphaned, abandoned compound. The only record of its existence was

in the dead files of GEM Pharma, and in the cavernous data banks of the

.

. .

FDA.

Good Lord!

Duncan bolted from the chair and hurried out to the reception area.

'"Barbara! Did you use the FDA database yesterday? " "No, Iþ" "I saw

the manual on your desk this morning." She leaned back from him, a

startled expression on hex face. He hadn't intended to speak so

harshly.

"IþI gave it to Dr. Panzella yesterday. She asked for it, so I dug it

out for her." He was stunned. Gin?

"That was all right, wasn't it? " Gin?

"What? Oh, yes. Fine." Time for a little damage control. "I was

just looking for it. I have to use it . . . need some data from the

FDA myself." Barbara handed it to him and he returned to his office,

shaking his head at the image of Gin attempting to pick a lock.

Absurd. Laughable.

And yet . . .

She certainly had access and opportunity. But why would she? No. No

way.

And yet . . .

The jammed lock, Gin asking for the FDA manual . . . the juxtaposition

was just a little too close.

Duncan returned to his desk an1d turned on his computer terminal. Maybe

there was some way to find out just what she was after from the FDA.

Gin stiffened behind the wheel when she saw Duncan's car in the lot.

Not that unusual for him to be here on a Wednesday morning, but she'd

been hoping and praying he'd have done whatever it was he did and be

gone by now.

Well, she couldn't let that stop her. She jumped out of her car and

hurried for the rear entrance.

She'd use the old, as yet untried Forgot-my-Senate-lDbadge excuse if

anyone asked why she was here. The whole -ocedure would take ten

seconds, log into the hard drive Del the file with the triptolinic

diethylamide data, log out, , en get the hell out of Dodge.

Simple.

God, it better be.

. uncan had logged in to the FDA database but that was no elp. No way

to tell what Gin had done. He'd even called the FDA, but three

different clerks hadn't the vaguest idea ow to help him.

Seething with frustration, he exited the program and back, staring

at the C-prompt. There had to be a way . . but what if there wasn't

anything to find? And even if eye had been searching for TPD, she may

never have found it. ars back, Duncan himself had had a devil of a

time ccessing it and he'd known where to look. But if she had and it

and simply read the information on the screen, There'd be no trail, no

way for him to know. Only if she'd downloaded the fileþ Duncan

straightened in his chair.

Download. She'd have to create a download file, have to a the incoming

data before it could be written to the hard drive. He punched in

DIR/OD and entered it. The entire contents of the hard drive, every

directory and free file scrolled up before him at an unreadable pace.

No matter. If , in had downloaded directly to the hard drive, he'd

find it >e, somewhere near the end of the list. If she'd routed the

into one of the directories, he'd have to search it OUt srectory by

directory. And if she'd erased it . . . well, then e'd just be

wasting his TIME

And how would he recognize it, anyway? Would she have Lbeled it TPD?

Hardly.

And suddenly there it was, at the bottom of the screen.

eye last file. "RFP" followed by yesterday's date.

Regina F. Panzella. He'd forgotten what the F. stood for, as if that

mattered. What was in that file?

He punched in TYPE RFP and watched the lines zip up the screen. When

the scrolling stopped at the end of the file, he read the final line.

CURRENT STATUS, Further investigation of triptolinic diethylamide

disrontinved.

No! He squeezed his eyes shut. He didn't want to see that.

He pushed away from the chair and wandered the room, turning this way

and that with sharp, agitated movements. He couldn't be still. He

felt as if some unseen force were at his back, propelling him around

his office. This hurt like a sucker punch. Gin had been in his locked

drawerþshe'd picked the damn lock! How could she? Why would she?

That was the most unnerving question. Why? She couldn't suspect

anything. He'd been too careful. He'd used a cuttingedge system only

a few people were aware of to deliver a drug hardly anyone knew

existed.

There had to be something else.

How much does she know?

Obviously she knows about the TPD. But what else?

And how to find out? He couldn't simply sit her down and ask her.

His peregrination took him near the door then and he heard Barbara call

good-bye to someone. Suddenly he had to know who. His privacy had

been violated, his little fortress had been broached. He wanted the

name, rank, and serial number of everyone who walked through those

doors.

He stuck his head through the door. "Who was that? " Barbara

turned.

"Dr. Panzella."

"Really." He kept a calm facade as alarms clanged anew in his head.

"I hadn't realized she was here."

"Oh, she just popped in to pick up something she left yesterday." Her

lock-picking kit? he wondered as he nodded and closed the door.

What was Gin up to now? What was she doing sneaking around here on her

day off? Prying into more of his private affairs?

He made a fist.

Betrayed. By Gin.

He wanted to punch something.

I saved your life, f, hild!

How could she? And what had she done just now?

A thought struck him. He stepped back to his terminal and reran a DIR

on the hard drive. The scroll of directories blurred past as before,

but ended in a different place.

No "RFP" file.

She must have realized she'd left the file on the disk and came bacLa

to cover he1r tracks. The perfidious little ingrate. What was she up

to?

And dammit, how much did she Xenovv?

He had to have answers, and soon. Before next Friday.

GINA GINA YAWNED AND SHOOK HERSELF AS SHE WOVE through the traffic on

Connecticut Avenue.

Tired.

Not just tired. Exhausted.

She'd done a shift as house doc last night. Tried to get out of it,

tried to trade, but no one was buying.

At least she'd been able to get Jim Grady to agree to take the last two

hours of her shift. But much as she'd love to, she wouldn't be using

the time for sleep. She wanted to get the jump on Duncan before

today's surgery. She was going to be there first, be there when Duncan

arrived, and keep an eye on him until Senator Marsden arrived. After

that she was going to stick to the senator like Krazy Glue, Assist with

his surgery and not let him out of her sight until he walked out to his

waiting car.

She turned into the office parking lot and skidded to a halt. Duncan's

black Mercedes was already in his space.

She pounded her fist against the steering wheel. Damn it!

All right. She'd have to adjust. If Duncan asked she'd simply say she

got off her shift early but not early enough to go home first.

She pulled into one of the staff spaces and hurried to the door. Once

inside she stopped. Muzak filtered through the air, a lush,

inappropriate string arrangement of a Beatles tune, accompanied by the

rich aroma of Duncan's fresh coffee. Gin wasn't tempted. She'd been

drinking coffee all night.

Her shoes were soft-soled and made no sound and she walked slowly down

the hall toward his office. She slipped past Barbara's desk and

listened a moment at the open door. No sound from within. Not even

the television. Duncan almost always had CNN or C-SPAN running. She

tapped lightly as she peeked inside.

' Duncan? " Empty. Except for the heavy aroma of coffee, the office

was pretty much as she'd left it on Tuesday. But where was he?

As she turned to leave, a glint of light from the desktop caught her

eye. She stepped closer. A bottle.

Her mouth went dry as she recognized the TPD. It sat on a metal

tray.

So did the trocar and obturator, now sealed inside an autoclave

pouch.

The assembly had been sterilized. Why? Being readied for use? Beside

it lay an uncapped syringe. And a large implant. A full implant.

She felt sick. The room swayed and nausea rippled through her

stomach.

Oh, Duncan! It's true!

Tears welled in her eyes, a sob bubbled in her throat. How could he?

Then Gin heard a door slam somewhere out in the hall. Panic bolted

through her. She couldn't let him catch her in here.

She spun and ran to the door. No one in sight but she could hear

footsteps approaching from around the corner. Her heart pounding

madly, she scampered two doors down and ducked into the employee

restroom. She stood-there gasping, sweating as the nausea surged

back.

Then she bent over the toilet and retched.

Nothing came up. As she turned and sagged against the sink, tasting

the acid in her throat, she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror,

pale, sick, trembling.

Dunaan . . . Duncan . . . Duncan . . . this can't be happening.

This Can't be you!

But it was Duncan. The pieces all fit. Her wildest speculations had

been right on target. Duncan was poisoning these men, implanting a

neurotoxin in their tissues, sending them over the edge into psychosis

. . .

Where he himself already was.

Gin gripped the edge of the sink and steadied herself. She splashed

water on her face and tried to focus her thoughts.

Duncan had had a breakdown.

Not a breakdown, she told herself. Let's get clinical. Use your

training.

Not easy to do when it was someone so close, but she had to take a

couple of steps back and look at him.

Duncan . . . some form of paranoid schizophrenia . . . taking revenge

on the Guidelines committee for ruining his practice years ago . . .

and now, in his mind, threatening to destroy all medical practice.

Paranoid delusions were often anchored, however tenuously, in reality,

but the psychosis magnified the threat. Every one was a potential

enemy. He could rely on no one, so his only recourse was to take

drastic action on his own.

Left alone, Duncan most likely was a danger to no one but the

Guidelines committee. But if challenged, if threatened, if cornered,

he could be unpredictable, could become a danger to anyone within

reach.

So what do I do? she asked her reflection as she dried her face.

Her color was better now. Her sick expression had faded. She felt a

little more in control, but only a little. Her stomach had settled and

she wasn't looking to run.

One thing she knew not to do, Confront Duncan. He might go wild, do

something crazy. Except he's already done that. Four times. Possibly

more.

With Senator Marsden next.

A violent tremor rattled through her, starting in her spine and rolling

outward. An after shock.

Get a grip, Panzella. You can handle this.

She straightened, smoothed her blouse, shook her hair back, and tried

to think of a plan.

She wouldn't say or do anything this morning. Act naturally. Give

Duncan no hint that she suspected a thing. She'd do what was expected

and maybe a little more, assist on the surgery, sit with the senator

through recovery, see him off, then leave. But as soon as she got home

she'd call Gerry, tell him about the TPD, the ultrasound and trocar,

fax him the newspaper clippings, and let the FBI or the Secret Service

or whoever take over.

Act naturally. Right.

She stepped out into the hall and walked back toward Duncan's office,

trying to look casual. Barbara's desk was empty. Still too early for

her. As before, Gin stepped around and approached the door. This time

there was sound from within. The TV was on.

She tapped and called Duncan's name but no one replied. She stepped

inside. A quick glance aroundþstill emptyþ and then her eyes went to

the desk.

The desktop was clear except for the computer terminal and the usual

papers and journals.

The tray with the TPD, the syringe, the trocar, and the implant was

gone.

Another tremor, another wave of dizziness, but short-lived this TIME

She was in control again.

What did you expect? He's not going to leave that stuff on display all

morning.

Locked away in the drawer now, ready for use.

She set her jaw. Not today, Duncan. Not on my senator.

"Well! You're early today. ' Gin almost yelped with surprise as

Duncan breezed by her and crossed the office to his coffeemaker.

"I got out early, " she managed to say.

"Good. We've got a lot to do today." He filled a cup from the carafe

and held it up. "Coffee? " "No, thanks."

"Nonsense. It's genuine pure Kona, shipped directly from a plantation

south of Kailua. You must have some. I insist." Maybe she'd better,

just to be sociable '"Okay. Just a taste."

"You'll love this, ' he said, pouring and handing her a steaming cup.

He hovered as she sipped, and beamed when she nodded.

"Hmmm. This is great." She watched him fuss with his funnel and

filter. He was dressed in gray slacks, a blue oxford button-down

shirt, and a maroon crew-neck sweater.

He looked so relaxed, so damn normal. But she knew that was often the

way with the paranoid schiz. Perfectly sane and normal in every aspect

of their lives except the one delusional facet. She remembered a case

study about a successful businessman, ran three companies, an exemplary

husband and father, loved by all, one day going berserk when one of his

vice presidents tapped a cigarette ash into the urn that housed the

little blue man who advised him.

Duncan stopped what he was doing to stare a moment at the TV. C-SPAN

was replaying an interview with the Speaker of the House. He

grimaced.

"They shouldn't allow this stuff on during the day."

"Why not? " "Children might see it, " he said with a mischievous

wink.

"C-SPAN should be limited to late-night broadcasts. Children in their

formative years should not be exposed to politicians. People whine

about violence on TV, but this is far more corrupting." Gin forced a

smile. She could not find him funny now.

He continued to stare at the screen. "Where do they find these

people?

" "They were elected, ' Gin said coldly. "It's the American way.

They ran for office and they got the most votes." '"Yes. Tweedledum

and Tweedledummer. No one you'd really like to see in public office

has the bad taste to run. And if he does, he's not going to win " "I

can think of at least one exception, " she said, thinking of Senator

Marsden.

"A rara avis, I assure you. Think about it, Gin. On one side you've

got a man of intelligence and integrity. Against his better judgment

he agrees to run, thinking he might be able to do something

meaningful.

But he won't suck up to ward bosses, won't kiss babies or judge hog

contests or put on an apron and a white cap for a bake shop photo op.

He insists on being judged by his positions on the issues. On the

other side, however, you've got a political hanger-on who'll promise

anything to anyone, make deals left and right, and pose any time

someone ligts a camera, do anything it takes, anything at all, to get a

vote." Duncan turned to her. Suddenly he was fiercely intent. "Tell

me, Gin. Who's going to win that election? " Gin couldn't answer.

He had a point, damn him.

"I repeat, " he said, not waiting for an answer. "People who deserve

to be elected rarely run. And when they do, they do not win. That's

the American way " "I don't know of a better system. Do you? " '"No,

" Duncan said with a sigh. "But that doesn't mean it can't be

improved. We limit the president to two terms. Why not limit the

legislature? " '"Senator Marsden has imposed his own term limits, "

she said, getting in a plug. "Two terms and he's out." - "We'll see

about that." Gin heard an ominous ring in that remark.

"Speaking of the good senator, " Duncan said, "he's last on the list

this morning. And you're assisting, I believe? " "That's right. "

'"By your own request, am I right? ' '"Right again."

"Why is that?

You've never before requested to assist on a specific patient." '"I

work for the man. ' - He turned and eyed her. "Do you think that's

wise? You're not afraid of being emotionally involved? I could call

Cassidyþ" "This isn't exactly life-and-death surgery And I'm only

assisting.

" Why all these questions? He'd never quizzed her like this before.

Then again, aren't paranoids suspicious of everyone?

"Very well. We'll scrub at nine forty-five. Marie will have him under

by ten o'clock. We should be done in plenty of time for lunch. "

"Under? You're using general? " "Of course."

"Won't local do? " He eyed her. "You've been working here for how

long? This is the first instance I can recall you questioning the

level of anesthesia. Are you sure you're not too involved with this

patient? " General meant Marsden would be groggy after surgery.

Duncan could pop that implant under his skin without the senator ever

knowing.

"Quite sure, " she said. "It's just that it seems like such a small

lesion, I was just wonderingþ" "I've got to make a wide enough incision

to excise all of that tumor and leave no chance of recurrence. Then

I've got to graft and rebuild t1he top of the auricle so it doesn't look

like someone took a shot at his head and barely missed. I don't want

him twitching or getting a crick in his neck and jerking his head while

I'm in the middle of it.

Don't you think that's justification enough for general anesthesia? "

"Of course, " she snapped, the tension getting to her. "I was just

asking." A slow smile played around his lips. "A bit edgy this

morning, aren't we? " She placed her half-empty cup on his desk and

started for the door.

"Too much coffee, I guess. ' Out in the hall she felt her tough facade

crumble. Duncan was calling all the shots. She prayed she'd be able

to carry this off The surgery went smoothly. Duncan did a beautiful

job of excising, grafting, and rebuilding the upper auricle of Senator

Marsden's ear. And Gin did what she hoped was an equally skillful job

of protecting the rest of the senator.

First, she personally helped Oliver fill a batch of his tiniest

implants, one of which would be used in the senator's ear. As soon as

the senator arrived, she saw to it that he was never alone with

Duncan.

She accomplished that by being constantly at either the senator's or

Duncan's side until the surgery.

Strangely enough, Duncan had shown no sign of frustration or

agitation.

Gin had been worried that he might fly into a rage or do something rash

when he found it impossible to get the senator alone. But considering

the fact that she was thwarting his scheme at every turn, he appeared

to be in the best of spirits.

That worried Gin even more.

So now she sat watch beside the snoring Senator Marsden as he slept off

the anesthetic in the V.I.P room. He stirred for the second time in

the past five minutes. He was coming out of it. The ordeal was almost

over.

Thank God. She was dead tired. Sitting here with the early afternoon

sun pouring in the window, she might have dozed off if it weren't for

her bladder. The pressure in her pelvis was becoming unbearable. She

couldn't remember ever having to go this bad, but she wasn't leaving

this room for a second.

"How's he doing? ' She started and twisted in her chair at the sound

of Duncan's voice. He stood in the doorway, leaning on the frame with

one hand.

"I've never seen you so jumpy, Gin. Maybe you're tight about too much

coffee."

"I'm okay, " she said, trying to keep the tension out of her voice.

Was this it? Was this when he'd try something?

Duncan smiled. "Good. But how's the senator? He's the patient,

remember? " "Coming up. He should be awake in a few minutes." Not

true, but she didn't want Duncan to think he had time to make his

move.

"Excellent." He glanced at his watch. "Look. I've got to run. The

links are calling. And since you've decided to be his recovery-room

nurse as well as his surgical assistant and legislative aide, you can

handle him from here on. Just make sure Barbara gives him the usual

instructions on graft care and schedules a follow-up appointment for

next week." Gin stared at him. Baffled. Speechless.

"Gin?

"You're leaving? " she said.

"Is there a reason I should stay? " "Well, no. I just . . . have a

good "Thanks. I will." game." He waved and was gone, leaving Gin

sitting and staring at the empty doorway.

Am I going off the deep end? she wondered.

Hadn't she seen the tray with the TPD, trocar, and implant sitting on

Duncan's desk? Why, if he had no intention of using it today? Unless

.

. .

Unless she had this whole thing wrong.

What if she'd misinterpreted, misunderstood? What ifþ?

No. The pieces fit too neatly. Duncan was up to some thing.

But what? He hadn't had an opportunity to dose the senator with that

implantþGina was sure of that. She'd stymied his plan. So what did he

do? He ducked out to play golf. Except he never went to his golf club

when he said he did.

Gin's head whirled. She was beginning to have a surreal feeling.

What was going on here?

But at least with Duncan gone, she could run to the bathroom. Her

bladder was going to burst if she didn't. She stepped out into the

hall and went to the back door. Duncan's parking spot was empty. She

ducked into the restroom.

A few minutes later, feeling almost lightheaded with relief, she was

back in the recovery room.

Senator Marsden hadn't moved. But his eyes were open. He lay on his

side, blinking at her.

'"Good afternoon, Senator, " she said.

He gave her half a smile and closed his eyes again.

She 1stared at him, suddenly anxious about having left him alone for

those few minutes.

I'm getting as paranoid as Duncan, she thought, but couldn't resist

lifting the senator's sheet and checking his leg.

.

Her knees almost buckled when she saw a tiny red spot on his thigh.

Blood? Shakily, she dropped to one knee and leaned close.

Yes . . . blood. A small, semicircular puncture wound, just the mark

a trocar would leave. Just like the mark on Senator Vincent's thigh in

this very room last month.

- "Oh, God, " she whispered as fury and terror tore at her. "Oh dear

God." Gently she poked the area around it. The senator's leg

stiffened. She glanced up and found him looking at her.

"Hello, again, " she said, rising, trying to keep her voice calm, her

face professionally neutral. "Was Dr. Lathram just in here? " "Who's

Dr. Lathram? " He smacked his dry lips. "Could I have some water? "

Still too groggy to be of any help.

"Yes. Sure." There was a pitcher at the bedside, but she pretended

not to see it. "I'll get you some." She forced her wobbly legs to

walk her out to the hall where she leaned against the wall and let

herself shake.

What sort of a nightmare had she fallen into? Where was the looking

glass she'd stepped through to land in this crazy place?

Duncan. Where was he now? Obviously he hadn't left. Only

pretended.

Probably sneaked into one of the rooms and waited for her to leave the

senator alone.

And while I was relieving myself, he sneaked into the senator's room

and jabeed him with the trocar.

The bastard!

Gin scampered to the front door and saw a black Mercedes like Duncan's

pulling away from the curb. She couldn't see the plates and couldn't

be sure through the heavily tinted glass if Duncan was behind the

wheel.

She watched the car disappear into the traffic.

She hurried back down the hall and found Barbara staring at her.

"Are you all right? " she said.

'"I'm fine, " Gin said. She had to tell someone about this, but

Barbara was not that someone. "Perfectly fine." She returned to

Senator Marsden's room and found him propped up on an elbow.

"Silly me, " she said. "The water was right here all along." She

filled a glass and watched him drink as she cast about for a way to

go.

Should she tell him? Tell him that his surgeon had just placed a

toxin-filled implant in his thigh?

She studied Senator Marsden's bleary expression. He wasn't in any

condition to listen or comprehend. So where could she turn? Who could

she go to?

GERRY GERRY HAD JUST RETURNED FROM LUNCH. HE WAS ADMIRing Martha's

latest Crayola masterpiece, freshly pinned to the wall of his cubicle,

when Gin's call came in. He was glad she was calling him for a

change.

She'd been strangely distant all wee K.

"Gerry, I need your help." Not a good start. She sounded frazzled.

"Sure. What's wrong'" "It's about Duncan." Gerry suppressed a

groan.

Not that again. He wished he'd never mentioned that conspiracy theory

to her.

"What about him? " "He put a toxic implant in Senator Marsden. '

Gerry didn't reply immediately. Couldn't . . . too shocked to

speak.

"He did, Gerry. I know he did."

"Gin, " he said, finally finding his voice. "We've been through all

that. We tested the solution, that secret sauce' or whatever you call

it, and it turned out to beþ'' '"I'm not talking about the secret

sauce. This is something else. This is a drug no one's ever heard

of."

"How'd you find out about it? " Now she paused. "I found it in one of

his desk drawers."

"He leaves it where anybody can find it? " Another pause. "No. He

keeps it locked up." '"So then how did youþ? " And then it hit him.

"Oh, no. You didn't."

"I'm sorry, Gerry, but I had to."

"Gin, you used the Bureau's pick to break into someone's office?

"Gerry, you've got a right to be angry, but please don't be. This is

too important. I didn't break into his office, only the lock on his

desk drawer."

" Same thing. You could have been caught, arrested, maybe worse."

"Look, I knew you'd react like this if I told you.

I'hat's why I didn't. But I had to get into that drawer."

"I don't believe this. Youþ" '"Gerry, two people may be dead because

of him.

Two others are crazy.

This drug causes psychotic reactions. You saw the tape of Senator

Vincent on the first day of the hearing, didn't you? " "Of course1.

Who didn't? " "Was he acting sane just before he convulsed? " "No, '

he admitted grudgingly. "I guess not." He reached for a pencil.

"What's the name of this drug? " '"Triptolinic diethylamide." She

spelled it for him. "TPD for short."

"And it makes you crazy? " "According to the FDA it does. Research

was discontinued because of psychotic reactions in primates. ' "So if

Lathram is dosing people with this stuff, why hasn't some medical

examiner picked up on it? " "Because nobody's looking for it. Nobody

even knows it exists. Gerry, thousands upon thousands of compounds are

tested every year. Maybe one out of ten thousand ever reaches the

public. It was an investigational drug that was dropped because of

side effects. That's it. Goodbye.

Sayonara. On to the next compound, and nobody gives the losers another

thought." '"So how'd Lathram get hold of this . . . " He glanced at

the sheet.

"TPD? " '"His brother. Oliver used to work for the company that was

investigating it." Gerry straightened and leaned forward in his

chair.

All the old suspicions he'd been trying to put to rest were dancing

through his head again.

'"And you think he dosed Marsden with this stuff? " "I know it! "

'"Did you see him do it? " "No, but I saw the puncture wound in his

thigh." She went on to tell him about seeing the bottle of TPD on

Lathram's desk this morning along with an implant and something called

a trocar.

"But couldn't Lathram have simply given him a shot of something? "

'"Not there. And Duncan never gives injections. He has one of the

nurses do it. I tell you, Gerry, Senator Marsden is Lying down the

hall with an implant full of TPD in his right thigh. I've got to get

it out! " "Okay. Slow down for a second here and let me think." He

leaned back again, trying to remain calm, to contain the excitement

racing through him. This was heavy. A prominent, well-connected area

surgeon and a very visible U. S. senator. Headline-grabbing stuff. It

had the makings of a major case. Or a major embarrassment.

If only Gin had actually seewz Duncan insert the implant.

"Do you think Marsden's in any immediate danger? " Gin hesitated,

then, "No. Duncan's gone for the day. I think he wants to choose a

specific time and place. Remember how both Allard and Vincent had

their mishaps while the cameras were rolling. I think that's what

Duncan might be waiting for."

"But why, Gin? We're missing a motive here. Why should he want to do

this? " "He hates the Guidelines committee and what it's trying to

do."

"So do lots of other doctors.

But they're notþ" "No. Listen. It's personal with Duncan." She went

on to tell him about the stories in the Post and the Banner, and told

him that Schulz had been on the original Guidelines committee.

Bingo!

That was the link he'd been searching for to connect the four

legislators. She also told him of her call to the Virginia Board of

Medical Examiners.

By the time she finished he was convinced, but that wasn't enough.

He'd have to convince Ketter.

"Okay, look. Since the senator's in no immediate danger, we can take a

little time to build a case here." werryþ '"Hear me out. We'll have

someone keep an eye on the senator's home, make sure nobody's nosing

around it. Meanwhile, don't you do anything to alert Lathram. "

'"Don't worry." '"Don't give him a chance to cover his tracks. I want

him to think he's in complete control, that everything's status quo.

And you keep your distance. No more Nancy Drew stuff. Leave the rest

to me." He wanted Gin out of harm's way. No telling what Lathram

would do if he felt cornered.

"Okay. But are you sure the senator's going to be all right? " "Gin,

" he said, 'right now I'm not sure of anything. But I want to get

moving on this and I don't make these decisions. I've got to build a

case and bung it to the SSA, and he may have to take it higher. And

the sooner I get moving on it, the better." She gave him the year and

the months when the newspaper articles appeared, then said, "Keep me

informed, okay? " "Don't worry. But one thing that can't be mentioned, now or ever, is how you got into Lathram's locked drawer.

Understand? " "I got it. And I'm sorry. Really."

"Accepted. Talk to you later." He sat for a long while after he hung

up, making notes, organizing his facts, consulting his computer for the

personal database he'd built on Dr. Lathram.

Gerry was wired. He knew this could mean big things for him. He

wasn't going to let this one get away from him, either. This was his

baby. It meant a lot of extra work in the short run, but in the long

run . . .

breaking a case of this magnitude could make a career.

And it looked pretty solid. The good doctor had access and

opportunity.

Gerry had to document his motive.

He put in a call to research for any information anywhere on Duncan

Lathram, MD, with special attention to links between Lathram and any of

the fallen legislators. Gerry wanted those clippings in hand when he

brought the case to Ketter.

Gerry was surprised when an interoffice envelope from research appeared

on his desk less than half an hour later. So soon?

Quickly he shuffled through the sheets, mostly photocopies of old

newspaper articles with Lathram's name highlighted along with those of

Lane, Allard, Vincent . . . and Schulz.

Here they were, villain and victims, all neatly crossreferenced in the

pages of the Post. A long way from an open and-shut case, but these

plus Gin's statement about the neurotoxin ought to be enough to get

things rolling.

He headed for Marvin Ketter's office.

Ketter stood at his window, staring down at the rush hour traffic on EYE

Street. His brow was furrowed in concentration, drawing his bushy

eyebrows into a continuous line. Gerry knew he was trying to make up

his mind.

A cautious man, Ketter. Too cautious. Afraid of making a mistake.

But no way was Gerry going to let him take a pass on this one.

"Look, " Gerry said, wandering the room, looking for a way to tilt the

SSA his way. "Lathram has motive, means, and opportunity. What else

do we need? " "It's all circumstantial. ' '"Four members of the old

committee are down or out. Dr. Panzella all but saw Lathram stick one

of these implants of his into Senator Marsden.

How long do we wait? ' ""All but saw' isn't quite the same as

seeing.

You know that, Gerry.

And Marsden wasn't a member of the original committee. So there goes

your motive."

"But he's chairing the new committee. Gin's right. I know she is."

Ketter's eyebrows reached for his hairline. "Gin? " "Dr. Panzella.

We went to high school together." He didn't want Ketter to know it was

more than that. "That's why she came to me.

Look, don't tell me you don't know in your gut there's something wrong

here." Ketter patted the sprawl of papers Gerry had put before him.

"Trust me, Gerry. There's nothing I'd like better than to uncover

something like this. It would be good for both of us.

Gerry took his turn at the window, watching the cars.

Ketter wouldn't get off the damn fence, even though a coup like this

would move him up and put Gerry in this very office. Gin would be

proud of him, Senator Marsden would be grateful, and he'd have more

time to devote to Martha. And to Gin.

Christ, he wanted this.

"So what do we do? Wait until Senator Marsden keels over? " "If he

does, at least we'll know what to look for, and where to look for it.

" Gerry shot him a skeptical look.

"I know, I know, " Ketter said. "That won't do Marsden much good. But

I won't go offhalf-cocked and embarrass the Bureau." All right, Gerry

thought. If reason doesn't work, how about a threat?

"I know one thing, Marvin. Anything happens to Marsden, Dr. Panzella's

going to be screaming bloody murder. She's on Marsden's staff. Don't

think she won't tell the press and Congress and anyone else who'll

listen that she warned the FBI but we ignored her. You're worried

about embarrassment, think about that." Ketter's eyebrows met again in

the middle as he rubbed his jaw.

He's almost there, Gerry thought. Just one more nudge . . .

"Look, " Ketter said. "If there was some way we could confirm the

existence of this implant without letting either Marsden or Lathram

know what we're doing, I'd go for it. But the damn thing's supposedly

in his leg. What do we do? Knock him out and drag him into a hospital

and x-ray him? " Gerry turned and stared at Ketter. Yes!

Ketter said, "What? " "I think I know how we can do it." TRICKS GERRY

RAISED HIS FIELD GLASSES AS A SILVER-GRAY LINcoln Town Car pulled out

of the driveway and turned right. Senator Marsden sat behind the

wheel. He felt the butterflies begin to flutter against the walls of

his stomach. They'd been fluttering all night. A lot hung on this

little operation. By Bureau standards it was no big deal in resources,

a couple of vehicles, a couple of field agents, a couple of

civilians.

But it was a very big deal for him.

Butterflies? More like a couple of angry roosters going at each

other.

Not many places to hide in this section of McLean. Mostly open horse

country, zoned for high acreage, with big, sprawling homes set far back

from the road. But Gerry had managed to find a stand of oaks that

allowed him to pull off the road and keep an eye on Senator Marsden's

driveway. Gin had called the senator's office and learned that he was

expected in sometime between eight and nine.

Even if Gerry hadn't known his face, the white bandage on the left ear

would have confirmed the ID. And he was wearing his seat belt.

Great.

A sensible man. He glanced at his watch, 8:05 Prompt too.

And as usual, he was driving himself. That had been a concern. As

minor as the surgery was, there was always the possibility that the

senator might order a limo to take him to his office. Fortunately he

hadn't. An extra passenger or a different vehicle would complicate

things.

Gerry punched two buttons on his cellular phone and it called a

preprogrammed number.

"Okay. He's on his way. Using the Town Car. I'll keep you posted. "

He eased his Bureau Ford into gear and followed Marsden as he wound

past horse farms and meadows and turned north onto Dolley Madison

Boulevard. They passed the CIA entrance and eventually fed into the

traffic on the George Washington Memorial Parkway. He understood why

Marsden took this route. It was beautiful. Wooded hills and vales

undulated to the right, beginning their shift into fall colors, while

the tranquil Potomac flowed far below on the left. Across the river

the towers of Georgetown University pierced the morning sky.

Gerry's tension mounted as they passed under Key Bridge. Marsden could

choose from two bridges into the District from here, the Teddy

Roosevelt or the Arlington Memorial. If he'd had more time, Gerry

could have learned the senator's usual route, but it had been less than

twenty-four hours since the surgery. Gerry had prepared for both

routes, but he was hoping for the Memorial.

He had to hand it to Ketter. Once his SSA got moving, he moved.

They'd spent a lot of overtime last night getting approvals, securing

personnel and equipment, but by seven this morning, everything was in

place, waiting.

When he saw Marsden go past the off-ramp for the Teddy, Gerry relaxed a

little. But only a little.

He called in again.

"Okay, folks. He's right on course. Hitting the Memorial bridge

now.

Everybody be ready to roll as soon as he hits Constitution." Gerry

didn't hang up this time, but kept the channel open as he passed the

Seabees Memorial and cruised between the granite bald eagles that

flanked the entry to the bridge. The massive white marble box of the

Lincoln Memorial squatted directly ahead on the far side, and the

Washington Monument loomed to his right. He followed Marsden around

the Lincoln and onto the Henry Bacon diagonal to Constitution.

As a dark wedge of the Vietnam Wall in its depression slipped past on

his right, he said, "Coming to Constitution. Go! " And now those

stomach roosters were really kicking up. Timing was crucial here. It

had to go down within the next few blocks, but the Bureau's stunt

driver had to wait for an opportunity. Not only did he have to make

contact, but he had to get away.

A Nova . . . he'll be driving an old blue Chevy Nova.

Cruising with the commuters as they paced the Potomac along

Constitution Avenue, Gerry's gaze roamed side to side, flicked from

mirror to mirror. Then he spotted the car, weaving through the traffic

behind him. He pulled over to let it pass. A brief glimpse of the

driver showed a knitted cap pulled low over the forehead, an old

flannel shirt with the collar up. Gerry couldn't help a nervous

smile.

Trevor Hendricks looked to be anything but a special agent.

"Don't miss, Hendricks, " he whispered. "Please don't . . .

miss .

Gerry chewed his lip as he watched Hendricks edge nearer the senator's

car, looking for his chance. He found it at Igth, across from the

Department of the Interior. Marsden was just pulling up to a red light

when the Nova lunged ahead and swerved into the senator's Town Car.

Only a glancing blow but enough to cave in the left front fender. The

Lincoln lurched to a halt while the Chevy burned rubber and peeled

off down Constitution.

Gerry pulled to a halt directly in front of the senator and - trotted

back to his window.

"You okay? " "Yes, " said Marsden, looking a little pale and shaken,

but apparently uninjured. "Did you see that crazy son of a bitch? "

Gerry stared down Constitution and saw the Nova make a right onto

17th.

Hendricks would dump the car there, mingle with the tourists gathering

around the Washington Monument, then walk the few blocks back to the

Bureau. The car was a gift from the DEA, the unregistered, confiscated

property of a drug mule.

"Saw the whole thing." He pulled a ca1rd from his pocket.

. "If you need a witnessþsay . . . aren't you Senator Marsden? "

'"Yes. Yes, I am. ' Gerry thrust his card through the open window.

"Canney. Special agent FBI. I'll call this in." Without giving

Marsden a chance to reply, Gerry whipped out his cellular phone,

flipped it open, and turned his back to the senator as he pretended to

make a call.

"The police should have someone here in a second, " he said, turning

back to the car. "You're sure you're all right? " "Positive. Look,

we're blocking traffic here. Why don't I just pull ahead and see if I

can get off the road. ' Gerry looked back and saw that they'd created

a minor traffic jam by reducing inbound traffic from three lanes to

two. But he didn't want Marsden going anywhere.

"Don't know if that's such a good idea. Let me take a look at the

damage here." He stepped toward the front fender and bent over it.

Hendricks had done a perfect job, the metal was folded in against the

tire.

"I don't think you're going anywhere, sir." As he straightened he saw

Marsden starting to get out. Gerry stepped up and gently eased him

back into his seat.

"Maybe you shouldn't move just yet, Senator."

"I'm perfectly all right. It was just a fender bender." Gerry stood

firm, blocking the door with his body. "Still, sir, I think it would

be smarter and safer if you moved as little as possible until help

arrives."

"Don't be ridiculous! I'm perfectly fine and fully capable ofþ" A blue

and white unit roared up then, sirens wailing, lights flashing,

followed closely by an ambulance and a mobile ICU, all with the

Bureau.

The senator was adamant against being taken to the hospital. He

protested vigorously, but since his car wasn't going anywhere, and

since the cop and the E.M.Ts weren't taking no for an answer, and G.W.U

hospital was only six blocks up the street, he finally relented.

As the ambulance wailed off, Gerry leaned back against the Lincoln's

damaged fender and took a deep, relieved breath. The diciest part was

over, and Marsden had come through without a scratch.

Did it!

Christ, what a feeling. Almost like sex. If he smoked he'd be

reaching for a cigarerte.

But now came the most important part, finding that implant.

Gerry hoped to God it was findable. Because i1f they missed it, there

was going to be hell to pay.

Gin huddled in the dictation area of the records room and pressed the

receiver against her ear to keep any trace of Gerry's voice from

escaping.

She hadn't wanted to come in today, but Gerry had thought it best not

to deviate from her routine.

"All right, " Gerry said. "We've got the senator here in the emergency

room. Let me just go over this again to make sure there's no

mistake.

We're all set up to do a magnetic resonance image of his right leg.

That's what we want, right? " "Right. An Mr I with special attention

to the lateral midthigh. Tell them to look for the healing puncture

wound in the skin. The implant should be somewhere within a three- or

four-inch radius from there."

"Okay. Just triple-checking."

"And Gerry." She lowered her voice to a whisper. "Don't let anyone

use an ultrasound to find it, okay? Sometimes they use ultrasound to

locate foreign bodies in soft tissue, but don't let them. Don't let

anyone even near him with an ultrasound." Diagnostic ultrasound used a

tiny fraction of the power of the therapeutic modalityþbut why chance

it?

"Okay. No ultrasound. Look, I've got to run. We should have the

answer soon." '"Call me."

"Soon as I can. Once we identify it, we've got to tell Marsden and

convince him it should come out immediately. That may not be so

easy."

"Just save him, okay? " "I'm doing my damnedest."

"I know you are. Love you. ' He was silent a moment, probably as

surprised as Gin herself that she'd come out and said that. Where had

it come from?

From the heart, I guess, she told herself.

"I feel the same way, " he said, and she had to smile. He probably had

a dozen other agents around him. "Let's get together after the dust

settles here. We need to talk."

"Think you'll be able to come over for dinner tonight? " '"I think

that can be arranged. Want me to bring something? " "Just Martha."

"Martha? " "Yeah. I haven't seen her in a while."

"Great."

"We'll stay in. I'll cook again. How's broccoli and linguine sound?

" "Martha will love it. ' '"Great. Bye.

" Gin sat there a moment, staring into space. She hadn't wanted to be

alone tonight. Wit1h Gerry and Martha as company, maybe she wouldn't

feel so terrible about all this.

Gerry had sounded both excited and tense. Gin felt only nausea. When

they found the implant, Gerry's job would be done. They'd hand Senator

Marsden over to the doctors for its removal and the case to the federal

prosecutors.

But Gin's involvement would not end. Somewhere along the line she'd

have to face Duncan.

She shuddered. She felt like a rat. He'd saved her life, given her a

job in high school, and now another. He'd been unfailingly generous

for as long as she'd known him, and this was how she repaid him.

But how could she let him go on doing what he'd been doing?

She'd done the right thing, damn it. Ethically, morally, legally, the

right thing.

So why did she feel so rotten?

The morning's procedures completed, Duncan sat in his office, his back

to his desk, a cup of Kenya AA cooling between his hands. He stared

through the glass at the rock garden, idly noting that the red leaves

of the dwarf five-finger maple were beginning to brown. Fall was

taking hold. Winter was approaching. A winter of the heart.

- Gin, Gin, Gtna . . . how much lo you lenow?

- She did know something, and suspected more. Any doubts had been laid

to rest by the way she'd stuck like a second skin to that senator of

hers.

Duncan wondered at his growing animosity toward Senator Marsden. A

decent man by all accounts, even if he was engaged in extending the

domain of the kakistocracy. Was it personal? Could it be he was

feeling piqued by Gin's devotion to someone else, a veritable

stranger?

More crucial than what Gin knew was the question of what she meant to

do about it. He couldn't get a reading from her this morning . . .

she'd been unusually quiet, distant, rarely looking him in the eyes.

Something was up . . .

The intercom buzzed. He swiveled and picked up.

"A Dr. Melendez on oh-two about Senator Marsden." An electric tingle

coursed through l)uncan's limbs. Melendez? Who the hell was Dr.

Melendez?

He punched 02.

Melendez, it turned out, was one of the E.R docs at G.W.U hospital. In

a minimally accented voice he told Duncan that Marsden had been

involved in an M.V.A this morning and had mentioned having surgery the

preceding day. Melendez just wanted to check out if he was on any

analgesics or other meds.

"Nothing stronger than ibuprofen or Tylenol, " Duncan said. "Is he

hurt? " '"Not a scratch. The dressing on his ear wasn't disturbed in

the least."

" Good."

"If you want, I can take a look under the bandage when he gets back

from radiology."

"I thought you said there wasn't a scratch."

"There isn'r. But he's getting an Mr I anyway.

The feds are making a big deal out of this, I guess, his being a

senator and all."

"Feds? " A larval suspicion began worming through his gut.

"Yeah. Couple of FBI types lurking about. I don't get it. I mean,

he's not hurt so an Mr I isn't medically indicated in the least, but

hey, I'm just a doctor."

"A lowly health-care provider, " Duncan said, trying to keep his tone

light.

"You got it."

"Well, Dr. Melendez, I thank you for the courtesy of the call."

"Any TIME" Duncan drummed his fingers on the desk. An MRI? Of

what?

The head? Or a leg? He'd been rattled by the mention of the FBI and

had forgotten to ask.

And that young man Gin had been seeing lately, wasn't he with the

FBI?

His fingers stopped drumming and curled into a fist.

A little too much to be coincidence.

He snatched up the phone. Bob Rubinstein had been with G.W.U radiology

for years. Duncan gave Barbara the job of tracking him down, and five

minutes later he was on the line.

After the obligatory long-time-no-see small talk, Duncan broached the

subject.

"The reason I'm bothering you, Bob, is that I understand one of my

patients, a Senator Marsden, had an accident this morning and is

getting an MRI. I was wondering how he's doing."

"Don't know anything about it. MR's another section. But I can find

out, if you want. Can you hold? " Duncan could and he did, listening

to tinny Muzak while trying to quell The tension rising slowly within

him.

Rubinstein was back in a couple of minutes.

"Just spoke to Sal Vecchiarelli, the chief of MR. Know him? " "No.

.

" "A good man. And is he pissed! Your senator's all right, but

they're doing this MR on him anyway. It seemsþthis is all sub rosa, so

don't repeat it, okay? " "Trust me. Not a word."

"Okay. Seems the FBI commandeered this time for an Mr I of the senator

last night. Some twelve hours before his accident. Looks like they

knew he was going to have it. Pretty strange, wouldn't you say? "

Duncan felt himself going cold. "I certainly would." '"Wonder what

they're up to." '"I couldn't imagine. I operated on his ear

yesterday. Are theyþ? " "No.

It's his leg they're interested in. His right leg, I believe. "

Duncan closed his eyes and swallowed. His mouth was parched. He did

not want to ask the next question. "Any idea what they're looking

for?

" '"Some sort of foreign body." He slammed his fist against his

thigh.

No! No, dammit! He forced his voice to remain calm, steady.

"Are the results in yet? " "Not yet. The senator's in the tunnel as

we speak. Sal's fuming. He just wants to get the study done, give

them a reading, and send them on their way so he can get to patients

who really need the test."

"Can't say as I blame him." '"Since the senator's your patient, I can

call you back with the reading if you want."

"No, thanks, Bob, " Duncan said slowly as a weight grew in his chest.

"Not necessary." I already know the reading.

His hand trembled as he hung up the receiver. He stared at his

fingers. What were they vibrating with? Rage? Or heartache?

Gin knows.

He'd guessed she knew something, but until this moment he'd had no idea

how much. Now there was no more guessing. Somehow she'd pieced

together the who and the how, and maybe even the why.

But instead of coming to him, she'd gone to the FBI.

He wanted to break somethingþpunch a hole in the wall, grab his chair

and fling it through the picture window.

But no. He was not a maniac. He was in control. Although, looking at

all this from Gin's perspective, she had to think he was psychotic. A

paranoid schiz. He'd no doubt have thought the same thing if

situations were reversed.

But he'd have gone to her first. He wouldn't have sneaked off and

betrayed her to the kakistocracy.

Gin, my dear sygnet . . . how could you?

She'd cut him deeply today. He didn't know if he'd ever forgive her

for this. But that was a ques1tion for another TIME Much more

pressing was the question of what was he going to do now?

FALLOUT GINA WAITED, shuffling BETWEEN THE DICTATION DESK and the

recovery rooms, checking on this morning's post-ops. A light load

today, two rhinoplasties and a thigh liposuction. She wished there was

more to do.

This waiting was killing her.

She glanced out the window of the main recovery room and noticed

Duncan's cat was gone. She stopped by Barbara's desk on her way

back.

"I don't know if he's coming back or not, " Barbara said. "I looked up

and there he was, breezing past me. Didn't even say goodbye."

"It's not even noon yet." Barbara shrugged. "Maybe he's got a big

weekend planned and wants an early starr. ' Gin wondered about that.

Usually he stayed later on Fridays, going over a list of things he

wanted done or set up before surgery began again Monday morning. Why

the change in routine today? Did he suspect something?

Got to stop thinking like that, she told herself, rubbing her upper

arms as a chill of apprehension skittered across her shoulders.

Nothing is different today. No reason to suspect a thing.

She would have loved to leave herself, but she was required to stay on

duty until the last patient went home. So she stayed on, doing

everything as usual, behaving as if nothing were wrong. It hadn't been

such a tough decision. The thought of sitting alone in her apartment,

waiting for the phone to ring, was hardly an enticing alternative.

Lunch hour came and went without her having a biteþ couldn't think of

eating a thingþand Gerry hadn't called. The afternoon dragged on.

Still no call. Gin was all caught up on her dictation and paperwork,

and was running out of things to do. She heard Oliver puttering in his

lab. She could have wandered over to help him out, but now, after what

she knew, the thought of even being near those implants repulsed her.

Better to try to look busy until Gerry called.

By quarter after three Gin still hadn't heard, and she was beginning to

worry. They should have had the reading by midmorning. Why hadn't he

called?

Unless . . . her chest constricted at the thought . . . unless the Mr

I showed that the implant had ruptured in the accident. They'd have

had to rush Senator Marsden into emergency surgery before too much of

the TPD leaked into his circulation.

What a nightmare scenario. But still, Gerry would have called to tell

her.

She got up, wandered around upstairs, then came back. She couldn't sit

still. What was happening downtown?

Finally she picked up the phone. Enough waiting. Time to make a call

of her own. She dialed the FBI and asked for Gerry. After a moment on

hold, the receptionist came back, "I'm sorry, but Special Agent Canney

is not available now. Would you care to leave a message? " No, she

wouldn't.

Gerry wasn't back yet? Could that be? She felt her anxiety level

rising. The chart-lined walls around her seemed to lean over her,

closing in.

Keep calm, she told herself. Everything's under control.

Quickly she dialed Senator Marsden's officer. When she asked how he

was after the accident, Doris, the receptionist, said, "Oh, he's fine,

Dr, Panzella. Want to speak to him? " Nonplussed, Gin mumbled

something that vaguely resembled yes.

"Gin, " the senator said without preamble, "I wish you could have been

with me today. If ever there was an example of the need for the

Guidelines act, it was the fiasco I witnessed this morning."

"Are you all right? " "Of course, I'm all right! There was never

anything wrong with me. Yet they insisted on shoving me into this MRI

machine and scanning my legs.

Everything happened so fast, I was squeezed into that tube before I was

sure of what was going on and had a chance to protest."

"I'm sure they had good reasonþ" "They had no reason! Just trying to

pad the bill! I'm curious.

"Maybe it was because you're a U. S. Senator, " she said, trying to

mollify him. This was not what she wanted to talk about. "I'm sure

they don't do that to everyone."

"Wait till I get the bill, " he said. "Just wait. Then they'll hear

from me." Gin figured he'd have a long, long wait ''llh, did they find

anything? ' she asked and then held her breath.

'"Find anything? Of course not! There wasn't anything to find!

Wasted half my morning because of a stupid hit-and run fender bender. '

Found nothing . . . hadn't they told him? Why not? What was going

on?

Gin fumbled through the next minute of conversation, only half

listening, replying with what she was sure were non sequiturs, and then

somewhat less than gracefully ended the conversation.

Her mind spinning, she immediately called the FBI again, and again,

Gerry was "nor available at this TIME ' She left her name and an

urgenr message to call her as soon as possible.

And then she was up and moving. She had to get out, get some fresh

air.

She hurried to her car and turned the heater on high. She was cold,

but that wasn't why she was shivering. Dread settled around her like a

tenebrous shroud.

Somewhere, somehow, something was terribly wrong.

The late afternoon had been endless. She'd taken a shower, fixed a

sandwich that she didn't touch, tried to watch talk shows. She was

going nuts.

When she hadn't heard from Gerry by half past six, Gin called his

office again and was told he was gone for the day.

Why hadn't he called? Had he missed her message?

She called his home. He answered on the second ring.

"Gerry. Thank God! " "Gin. Hello." His voice sounded flat,

lifeless.

"I've been trying to reach you all day. I've been going crazy here.

Didn't you get my message? " ""Going crazy, " he said. "That's a good

one." A wave of cold formed at her center and spread outward. With

the cordless phone tight against her ear, she stepped out of her

bedroom and began pacing the front room.

"Gerry, what's wrong? " "What's wrong? Gin . . . " he sighed, then

said nothing. The few silent seconds seemed to stretch into the night

falling outside her bay window.

"Gin, there was nothing there. ' It wasn't a complete shock. Some

part of her subconscious must have expected this but hadn't allowed her

to face it directly. Now she had no choice.

Still, she couldn't accept it.

Her words came in a rush. "There had to be. Gerry, I saw it. Less

than an hour before the surgery he had the trocar and an implant filled

with TPD sitting on his desk ready to go. I left the recovery room for

a few minutes, and when I returned there was a puncture wound on the

senator's thigh. It was still bleeding."

"We had that puncture wound' checked in the hospital. It was little

more than a scratch."

"Gerry, itþ" "But it doesn't matter whether there was a scratch or a

puncture in the skin, Gin, the fact remains that there wasn't anything

under the skin.

The Mr I didn't pick up a single trace of a foreign body. Not in the

right leg, and not in the left leg either, because we checked both of

them. There's nothing under Marsden's skin but fat and muscle and

bone.

No implant, no nothing! " "Gerry, that can't be. If it's not in the

senator's leg then it's got to be somewhere else. I knowþ" "That's the

trouble, Gin. You didn't know. And you don't know now. I thought you

did. I never should haveþ" He cut himself off.

"Gerry, I'm so sorry. I was so sure. Why else would he have that

implant out and ready to go just before the senator's surgery? " "I

don't know, Gin." She sensed a growing edge to his voice. "You tell

me. You're the only one who saw it . . . or that TPD stuff. ' "Do

you think I imagined it? ' "I don't know what to think anymore. Look,

I know I started you on this, but I must have been crazy, and I made

you a little crazy too. I do know that Ketter and I are the big joke

around the Bureau."

"Oh, God. I'm so sorry. Look, you sound tired.

When you and Martha come over we'll have some wine and you can relax

while Iþ" "I don't think we'll be able to make it, Gin. Not tonight.

" Something in his voice made her sit down in the nearest chair. She

bit her lip.

"Gerry, what's wrong? " "Wrong? Everything's wrong, Gin." She heard

the hurt, the disappointment in his voice. "I'm really not very

hungry. And to tell the truth, I don't think I'll be very good company

tonight." Gin felt tears well in her eyes. "I feel terrible about

this, Gerry.

" "That makes two of us. Maybe you've been working too hard,

stretching yourself too thin. I shouldn't have got you wired on my

little conspiracy theory. ' She felt as if she'd been punched. "You

do think I imagined all this!

Did I imagine all those newspaper articles? " "I told you, Gin, I

don't know what to think anymore. Maybe this isn't a good time for us

to be discussing it. I know it's not a good time for me. I've got to

get dinner for Martha. We'll talk some other time, okay? " '"Talking

it out tonight mightþ" "The last thing I need is to talk about Duncan

Lathram. Frankly, if I never hear his name again, it will be too

soon.

What I need is to cool down and get this day over with. ' "You're

sure? " "I'm truly sorry for begging off at the last minute like this,

but trust me, it's for the best." She didn't want to hang up but

sensed1 he didn't want to talk anymore.

'"Call me tomorrow? ' "Will do."

"All right. Good night."

"Good night, Gin." And then she hung up.

Bewildered, Gin sat and stared down at Kalorama Road.

"He thinks I'm crazy, " she whispered to the empty apartment.

But she'd been so certain, so damn sure that Duncan had stuck an

implant into Senator Marsden. She'd seen it lying on his desk just

before the surgery. Why else would it have been there?

Unless . . .

Unless Duncan had been setting her up.

But how? He had no inkling of what she knew. She'd relocked his desk

drawer, erased the FDA download from the computer. She'd left no

trail.

No reason in the world for Duncan to suspect she had the vaguest due.

So why would he set her up?

Maybe he had'ntr. Maybe he'd tried to jab an implant into the

senator's thigh but didn't have time to complete the job, leaving a

skin wound but no implant.

And maybe he wasn't up to what she thought he was. Maybe she'd

misinterpreted everything.

Was that possible? Could she have been that far off the mark?

And poor Gerry. He'd stuck his neck out on account of what she'd told

him. Sounded as if he'd been damn near decapitated as a result. He

had a right to be hurt and angry.

But so do I, dammit.

She wandered over to the kitchenette and saw the heads of broccoli

sitting on the counter, waiting to be sliced up into flowerets. Enough

for three or four. And she wasn't the least bit hungry.

I've really screwed things up, haven't I, she thought as she rerurned

to the bay window and curled up on the seat.

The streetlights were on. She stared down at the passing singles and

couples. She felt utterly alone, but she wasn't going to cry.

Gerry sat in his easy chair with Martha on his lap. He had his arms

around her, holding her close and warm against him in her OshKosh

corduroys while she read him a story. It was the Martha Canney

variation of Madeline. She couldn't read just yet, but she'd heard the

story so many times that she knew it almost word for word.

So did Gerry. So his mind drifted. It would have drifted no matter

what Martha was reading.

What a godawful, rotten day. If only . . .

Yeah. If only. He must have had a million if-onlys since this morning

when the Mr I report had come back negative.

Damn! If only he hadn't rushed it, taken a little more time to check

things out. But dammit, they couldn't take too much TIME Marsden was

supposedly in danger.

Supposedly . . .

He'd bought into Gin's scenario completely. If only he'd been a little

more skeptical.

He winced as he remembered the excruciating moment when he'd had to

call Ketter and tell him that they'd come up empty-handed. The little

operation that was to make them a couple of fair-haired. boys had left

them the big jokes of the Bureau. And then Cavanaugh, one of the

assistant directors, had called them into his office and dressed them

down but good. Gerry couldn't remember ever feeling so embarrassed and

humiliated. He'd wanted to crawl under a rock.

But the worst of it was that lost amid all the reprimands was the fact

that the operation Gerry had designed and managed had gone off like

clockwork. Everything as planned, on time and under budget. Marsden's

car had been hit without damage to him, he'd been whisked off to the

hospital, examined, and delivered back to. his office without the

slightest hint that it had all been arranged.

At least the Bureau itself had been spared any public embarrassment.

Thank God for that.

But no one would remember his well-oiled operation. Only that there'd

been no poison pill in the senator's leg, and that Gerry Canney had to

be the most gullible agent in the Bureau.

But what hurt most was knowing that any hopes he'd had of moving up to

SSA soon had been dashed but good.

He held Martha closer.

Looks like it's business as usual, kid, he thought glumly.

Catch-as-catch-can fatherhood for the foreseeable future.

"Daddy, you're squeezing too tight! ' "Sorry, honey. What happens to

Madeline next? " "She has her operation."

"Tell me all about it." His mind drifted again. What about Gin?

What was going on inside her?

Where had she come up with that wild fantasy? From me, dammit. At

least initially. But she'd pushed it a few steps further . . .

Marsden . . .

that triethylwhatever-it-was . . . and he'd bought into it on the

strength of her conviction, on the basis of his faith in her . . .

Looking back, knowing now that it had been the proverbial wild-goose

chase, he couldn't believe he'd got sucked in like that. But thinking

about it, he guessed he had been primed to believe anything shady about

the uppity Dr. Lathram.

He wished today had never happened.

Gerry suppressed a growl as he closed his eyes. He knew he was feeling

sorry for himself. He hated self-pity. Tomorrow was a new day. He'd

suck this mess in, chew it up, spit it out, and get back on the job.

But tonight . . . tonight he was feeling pretty goddamn low.

His thoughts ran to Gin again. He'd been pretty rough on her. Hadn't

meant to be, but the bitterness was like a pressure, he'd had to blow

off at least some of it. Couldn'r on Ketter, who'd backed him a

hundred percent, and certainly not on Martha.

That left Gin.

Maybe she needed some help. She certainly hadn't been fully connected

to reality imagining that implant in Marsden.

Gin . . . he felt a need for her but didn't want to be in the same

room with her. At least not tonight. Maybe he'd get past this and

maybe not. Where did they go from here? The fallout from today could

poison their relationship.

He shifted in the chair. Enough wallowing. He had someone very real

and very important sitting on his lap. Time to focus on Martha, and on

the problem of Madeline's tummy ache.

But a vision of Gin sitting alone in her apartment came to him. He

wondered if she had anyone to turn to tonight. He wondered if she knew

someone was thinking about her.

Duncan sat before MaeNeil/Lehrer, sipping a scotch and soda, barely

listening. He was envisioning Gin. His earlier anger was gone and now

he was wondering what slue was thinking.

Poor girl. Probably couldn't figure up from down at the moment.

Probably questioning her sanity.

He sighed. He wished he could feel good about hoodwinking the poor

thing, but frankly, it hadn't taken much. He'd been all primed for her

yesterday morning. He'd had the TPD, the trocar, and a saline-filled

implant sitting on his desk where she could see them. He'd dosed her

coffee with twenty milligrams of Lasix. The diuretic had achieved the

desired effect, she'd had to leave Marsden's side for a trip to the john. And while she was gone he'd ducked in and given Marsden a quick

jab with the tip of the trocar. After that it was simply a matter of

waiting.

All to see what she knew. Obviously she suspected something, but how

much?

Now he knew.

Gin knew everything. Or at least enough to go to her fellow in the FBI

and convince him to save her dear senator from the wicked Dr.

Lathram.

The call from the hospital that the FBI was involved had come as a

mind-numbing shock.

He sipped his scotch. But he was better now. Everything was under

control again.

But poor Gin. She must have been so sure.

And right now she probably wasn't sure of anything at all, except that

the FBI considered her an unreliable source.

He'd neutralized her without harming a hair on her head.

Pretty slick.

So now she had to put this behind her. Write it off as a bad dream and

let things return to normal. If he were smart he'd find an excuse to

fire her. Play it safe and get her off the premises.

But he couldn't do that. He still remembered that skinny, raven-haired

little girl with the huge brown eyes, wide with fright, asking him if

she was going to die, and later his hands inside her abdomen, her blood

pooling around his wrists as he fought to find the bleeders and mend

her damaged arteries. As much as he hated to admit it, he missed those

days.

He missed the adrenaline rush of the emergencies, opening up a patient

and searching for the leak, racing against the falling blood pressure,

the falling hematocrit, the impending cardiovascular collapse and

shock.

Or rushing to tie off a bulging abdominal aneurysm before it blew and

splashed red against the ceiling. He missed saving lives.

But McCready, Ailard, Lane, Schulz, Vincent, and the rest of them had

made that impossible.

He rubbed his eyes as bitter memories rushed in. . . memories of poor

Lisa . . .

Lisa Lathram . . . a euphonious name, such an up sound to it. And yet

Lisa herself . . .

He remembered her as such a happy child, could still hear her dulcet

laugh, see her bright eyes, her effulgent smileþ Lord, that smile .

.

.

Lisa was always smilingþaccepting everyone and everything, hugs and

kisses all around.

When Brad came along, Duncan loved him equally, but as a son. There

was a difference there.

Lisa remained the light of his life. At times he was sure Diana was

jealous of their relationship. When he arrived home from the hospital

or the office, Lisa was the first one he looked for, and she always

came running when she heard his voice. How he cosseted her. Whatever

she wanted, whatever she neededþa piano to play, a horse to ride, a

balance beam for gymnastics practiceþwas hers for the asking.

But the halcyon days of her childhood evanesced as puberty took hold,

and Duncan came to understand firsthand the origin of the changeling

myth. As her body changed, so did Lisa's personality. At first he and

Diana chalked up the moodiness to the new hormones pulsing through

her.

After all, what was there to be grumpy about? With her flowing blond

hair and lissom figure, she was only getting prettier.

He and Diana kept hoping their adolescent age would snap out of it,

but after a while it became clear that more than hormones were at work

here. She lost interest in her friends, her piano playing, her

horse.

The downs kept getting deeper and longer, and there never seemed to be

any real ups, only not-so-downs.

And then she swallowed half a bottle of her mother's Dalmane and had to

have her stomach pumped. She was diagnosed with severe endogenous

depression and the endless rounds of antidepressants and outpatient

therapy began.

Nothing worked for very long. And then came that terrible night she

locked herself in her room and screamed with pain. Duncan kicked the

door down and found her sitting in the middle of her bed bleeding from

a slit wrist.

They hospitalized her for a month after that, and tried something new

called Prozac. Lisa responded beautifully. In her case it was truly a

miracle drug.

Duncan still remembered the day he came home from the hospital to find

Diana standing in the foyer sobbing. Immediately his heart plummeted,

expecting the worst And then he heard it, floating in from the living

room, the sound of Mozart's Piano Concerto no. 2I. Lisa was playing

again.

He and Diana fell into each other's arms and wept.

Even now his eyes clouded at the memory.

After that, as Lisa brightened, so did their lives. Duncan hadn't

realized how his daughter's problems had tainted their entire family

life. But now that she was getting b1ack to normal, the days seemed

brighter, his own step lighter. Laughter again around the dinner table

as Lisa began riding her horse and hanging out with some of her old

friends. Her grades turned around and she began dating Kenny

O"Boyle.

They dated for months, and Kenny became the sole topic of Lisa's

conversation. She and Diana would have long mother-daughter talks

about him, and Diana told Duncan she was worried that Lisa might be

getting too involved. She'd just turned eighteen, true, but she'd

missed a lot of growing up in those black years.

Duncan wasn't crazy about Kenny. He seemed a shifty, inarticulate

dolt, but then Duncan was naturally leery about any male sniffing

around his daughter. Lisa adored him. And Lisa was happy. Happy for

the first time in years. So Duncan decided to keep his eyes open and

his mouth shut.

And then the McCready committee reared its ugly head.

He remembered the morning five years ago when it all began, in the

doctors lounge at Fairfax Hospital, somebody showing him the article on

the front page of the Post. He'd just come off two scheduled

procedures, an abdominal aneurysm graft and a carotid endarterectomy,

all after rushing in at 3:00 A. M. to close a torn femoral artery on a

motorcyclistþ "donorcyclist, " as the E.R staff called them. He was

tired. But not too tired to be furious at Senator Vincent's public

condemnation of his million-dollar charge to Medicare the year

before.

Every time he turned around some baseball player or basketball dribbler

was signing a contract for five or six million dollars a year. How

many lives did they save in a year? Barbra Streisand can get twenty

million for two nights of warbling, but you, Duncan Lathram, you

moneygrubbing bloodsucker, you charge too goddamn much.

He'd wished he had some legal recourse, but how the hell did you sue a

congressional committee? And what would he accomplish but call even

more unwanted attention to himself?

What did it matter? he remembered thinking. The whole brouhaha would

blow over in a couple of days.

But he was wrong.

His auto-da-fe' at the hands of the Guidelines committee continued with

unflagging zeal. Apparently the members thought they'd found a

particularly tasty bone in Duncan Lathram and wanted to keep gnawing

away at him. Then the Alexandria Banner picked up the story1, followed

by a patient's rights group demanding an investigation, so the State

Board of Medical Examiners got involved, and soon Medicare had a team

of pettifogging auditors formicating through his office records, pawing

through his files, and swarming in the hospital records room, sifting

his charts for pecuniary indiscretions. To hell with patient

confidentiality. Those weasel-faced bureaucrats would know all the

secrets of everyone he'd operated on in the past few years. But what

did that matter? Spurred by the Guidelines committee, the government

had declared jihad on Duncan Lathram.

Duncan was angry and embarrassed, but not too worried. His medical

records were impeccable, and he'd match his morbidity and mortality

stats against anyone in the country. Let them investigate. He'd come

up smelling like a rose.

He just wished they'd hurry and get the whole mess over and done

with.

But it dragged on, and in the ensuing months Duncan began to notice a

hint of coolness from some of his colleagues at the hospital. He was

getting fewer requests for surgical consults. He understood their

predicament, worrying about guilt by association. They were waiting

till things cooled down.

Still, he was in for a nasty shock one day as he began one of the

surgical consultation requests he did receive. When he entered the

patient's hospital room and introduced himself, the patient bolted

upright in bed. Duncan still remembered his words.

"Oh, no. Forget it. No way I'm gonna be operated on by some

knife-happy, money-grubbing quack! " Duncan was mortified, angry enough

to punch a hole in the wall. And dammit, hurt. He consoled himself

that most likely he had just experienced the nadir of the whole

affair.

It couldn't get any worse.

The only way he could go from there was up.

Again, he was wrong.

Because all the bad press was having a devastating effect at home.

Duncan Lathram, MD, was the talk of the town . . . including the high

school.

And so in retrospect it seemed inevitable that he would come home one

night to find Lisa sobbing in her mother's arms. She and Kenny had had

a fight and broken up. The cause of the fight? What the kids were

saying about Lisa's father, saying to Kenny behind Lisa's back.

Kenny's parting shot? "Forget the prom! Forget everything! I ain't

going' anywhere with the daughter of no crook! " Devastating for any

teenager, but to Lisa it seemed like the end of the world.

Barely able to speak through her sobs, she wanted to know why her

father hadn't said anything, why he hadn't come out and defended

himself.

Duncan remembered the scene as if it had occurred only a moment ago.

He knelt before his daughter and gripped her hands. "Honey, these are

lies from spotlight-hunting buffoons. The way these things work, the

louder I proclaim my innocence, the guiltier I look."

"But you haven't said anything! " "I'm letting my records do the

talking. I've got nothing to hide, Lisa.

When the bureaucrats finish their investigation, I'll be vindicated.

And they'll be the fools."

"But meanwhile they're making you look like a crook! And making

everybody hate me! And you don't care! " "Of course I care." He

realized then that he'd misread the whole situation. He'd treated it

as a brief but unpleasant interlude, another in a long series of

fleeting Capitol Hill cacophomes that would die down as soon as

Congress, in tune with its well-earned reputation for a short attention

span, moved on to the next hot topic.

So he'd done nothing to counter the accusations leveled. That had been

a mistake.

Another mistake was thinking it would involve only his practice. He

should have seen that his professional obloquy would have a ripple

effect on his private life as well. He'd always separated the practice

and the family, but there was no way of insulating the latter from the

ravages upon the former, not with an assault of this magnitude.

He hurt for Lisa.

"But what could I have done, Lisa? What can I do to make this

better?

' "I don't knowþsomething. You could plea bargain or whatever they

call it. Something, anything to make them shut up and get off our

backs."

"Plea bargain? " He was stunned. "You don't plea bargain when you're

innocent." Lisa tore her hands from his and ran upstairs, screaming,

"Thanks!

Thanks for nothing! My life is over! And all because of you! I might

as well have AIDS! " Diana followed her, glaring back at him. "She's

right, you know. You could have done something! " This was vintage

Lisa, always taking everything too hard, seeing everything1 in the worst

light. With her history, though, that kind of outburst could not be

laid off to hyperbole and histrionics.

They increased her therapy sessions and kept an eye on her day and

night. But a week later, when it became clearþat least to Lisaþthat she and Kenny were through for good, she dug out a hoard of old pills

she had squirreled away over the yeatsþa potentially lethal combination

of antidepressants like Elavil, Parnate, Desyrel, Sinequan, Norpramin,

Tofranil, Nardil, and lithiumþand took them all.

And then she fell. Over the railing. Down to the hard, cold foyer

floor. Where Duncan found her.

And then she died.

And Diana blamed him.

And Duncan blamed himself.

He had never realized what grief could mean, never imagined he could

mourn the loss of another human being the way he mourned Lisa. And he

knew it was all his fault . . . all his fault . . .

Until the audits and investigations were completed. Then he knew who

was really to blame.

The rasorial crew of Medicare auditors finished their quest for any

improprieties that might grease his path to the gibbet, always in full

view of his steadily diminishing patient flow, and the worst they could

come up with were a few errors in the coding of certain procedures.

The quality assurance examiners found no casesþnot one! þof

unnecessary surgery. Every single procedure met or exceeded

recommended . . . .

Indications.

No apology, though, from the Guidelines committee and their fugleman,

McCready. They'd moved on to other hatchet jobs.

Except for a few loyal patients who wrote letters on Duncan's behalf,

no one had come to his defense throughout the entire ordeal. His

colleagues had kept their heads down. Even some A.M.A paper-pusher was

quoted as saying the amount Duncan billed was "excessive." Duncan

learned the meaning of alone.

The long-delayed reports finally got forwarded to the State Board of

Medical Examiners. The "coding irregularities" did not result in any

net gain on Duncan's partþactually he lost moneyþbut still he was

issued a warning to be more careful in the future. Since there was no

evidence of fraud or negligence, or of performing even a single

unnecessary procedure, -the board exonerated him.

But where was that publicized?

In a small pa1ragraph buried deep in the Banner. But the Washington

Post, which had broken the original story that started this nightmare,

never mentioned it.

The public flogging was over, but it had dragged on too long. Referral

patterns had changed. Generalists who used to feed his practice had

found new surgeons.

His practice was ruined. He'd been held up to national scorn and then

cleared. But his reputation remained tainted.

He could have shrugged it off, all of it, if Lisa still were alive and

Diana still behind him.

But Lisa was gone. Dear, dear Lisa, who left without a goodbye,

blaming him for all her pain.

Diana, too, blamed him. And soon their marriage went the way of his

practice.

But he wasn't to blame. He'd done nothing wrong. Couldn't she see

that? It was the committee . . . that damned Guidelines committee.

McCready and his claque of pharisaical louts had plundered his life and

then casually '. moved on.

Duncan had actually entertained thoughts of buying an assault rifle and

blowing them all away. But then McCready had died, and the Guidelines

committee disbanded, leaving Duncan with no target for the monstrous,

smoldering mass of rage, coiled and writhing within him.

But he got over itþgot past it, to use the current phrase. After all,

he still had his sonþBrad had stuck by him from beginning to end.

And Oliver, of course. Steadfast, sedulous Oliver. Without them .

.

.

Well, he just might have shoved a gun barrel in his mouth. So he

started anewþnew state, new specialty, new persona.

And everything seemed fine until the president revived the Guidelines

committee. It was then that Duncan realized that the rage had never

gone away. Like a cancer, it had metastasized throughout his system

until it now lived in every tissue.

- And still he might have controlled it if so many committee members

hadn't begun looking around for someone to enhance their appearance for

the heavy TV exposure they expected . . . and come to him, because he

had the implants . . .

The irony should have been delicious.

Make me loo/2 good for the tameras . . .

He stopped himself from hurling his glass across the room. No sense in

wasting good scotch.

So now five o1f the original seven were gone. McCready from natural

causes, four Duncan's doing, and two left . . . the two youngest who

were unlikely to seek out cosmetic surgery.

Almost time to call it quits. The new committee was in complete

disarray, The Guidelines act moribund. One more strikeþthe biggest of

allþand it would be dead.

Just like Lisa.

And he wouldn't have to worry about Gin interfering with the last

target. She'd be too off balance after today. Wouldn't even know

about that patient. She'd be home, enjoying a day off.

And then he'd quit. Flush the TPD and wait for his moment to dissolve

the last implant.

Which reminded him, he had to move the TPD. He'd left it in his top

drawer in case Gin went for another look. Now that the games were

over, he'd have to find a new hiding place.

He lifted his glass.

Par, Regina.

Mind your own business and we'll all live happily ever after.

If not . . .

Gin lay in her bed in the dark, listening to the tick of the old mantle

clock from the other room. An awful night alone, grappling with her

doubt, her confusion. But she'd passed through that fire, emerging

with a new perspective.

She hadn't imagined this. For a while there she'd been dazed and

unsure, rocked back on her heels by the way everything had gone so

wrong today. But she was on her feet again.

It's not over, Duncan, she told the darkness. You're smart . . . no,

you're brilliant. Somehow you got way ahead of me on this. You

probably think you've won. But I know what I saw, and I know what I

know.

This is not over.

THE WEEK OF OCTOBER SUNDAY GINA WAS GOING TO FIND OUT EVERYTHING ABOUT

Duncan.

She started her engine as Duncan's black Mercedes pulled to a stop at

the end of his street. She couldn't park outside his house, or even on

his block. Duncan lived in an ultraexclusive Chevy Chase neighborhood

of large, stately, Federal-style homes on half-acre lots in which her

little red Sunbird would stick out like a garbage scow at the Potomac

Yacht Club. But one of the hallmarks of the neighborhood's exclusivity

was limited access. The brick-pillared entrance opened onto a

secondary road near a small, upscale strip mall. Gin had camped in the

mall's parking lot most of yesterday a1nd all of this morning and no one

had bothered her.

Yesterday had yielded nothing of interest. Duncan had gone out only

once, stopping at a liquor store, a gourmet coffee shop, a gas station,

and an electronics specialty shop. "Caliguire Electronics, " read the

sign over the front door. "Audio, Video, SurroundSound, Satellite

Dishes, Custom Electronics." Gin remembered Duncan talking about his

satellite dish on occasion. This was probably where he'd got it. .

"Boy toys, " she'd muttered.

And then it struck her, custom electronics. Duncan needed some sort of

miniature ultrasound transducer to dissolve his implants. Something

small enough to hide on his person and aim at his victim when he got

within range. Something pocket-sizedþ Ohmigod! His pager. His

old-fashioned oversized beeper. She remembered how he'd had it in his

hand when she saw him with Allard, and how it had gone off as they were

standing with Senator Vincent on the hearing room floor before Senator

Marsden gaveled everyone to their places. A few minutes later Senator

Vincent was convulsing behind the dais.

What if it was oversized for a reason other than Duncan's stubborn

unwillingness to part with a less than state-of-the-art piece of

equipment? What if his pager was a mini-transducer?

Could Duncan have used this place or someplace like it to fashion one

for him?

The question nagged Gin the entire time he was inside, which stretched

out almost to an hour. Finally, he came out and returned home.

Gin had seriously considered the idea of returning to the electronics

shop to question the owner about transducers disguised as beepers, but

then Gerry's words came back to her.

No more Nancy Drew stzz.

Gerry . . . she missed him. She wished he'd call.

But it was good advice. Not only was she too old to be Nancy Drew, she

didn't want to be a detective, being an internist was quite enough.

And besides, questioning the folks at Caliguire might prompt a call to

Duncan.

,Better just stick to following him around.

Nice way to spend a weekend.

So now it was Sunday evening, the light fading, and this was the first

Gin had seen of Duncan all day. She'd worried that he might have

another way out of his neighborhood, but a drive by his house an hour

ago had revealed the Mercedes parked at the top of the semicircular1

drive before the front door of his brick colonial.

Then the radio gave her the most likely reason why he'd - chosen now to

be on the move. The Redskins game was over.

They'd lost. Again.

She put her car in gear and waited to see which direction he turned.

Whichever way, she'd be close behind. She wasn't crazyþnot psychotic,

not even neuroticþand she wasn't going to let anyone make her think

so.

Duncan had secrets. He lied about where he went on his afternoons.

She was going to find out where he really went. He wasn't going to be

able to sneeze without her saying Gezhunteit.

She was not going to drop this.

Gin watched him turn south, she let a car get between them before she

pulled out and followed. When he turned onto East-West Highway, she

had a pretty good idea where he might be headed.

Sure enough, he pulled into the surgicenter.

Now what? She couldn't exactly pull in behind him and follow him into

his office.

His office . . . he had that rock garden with the pool and all those

thick bushes outside his office window. Maybe she could get a peek.

She found a parking spot half a block down and trotted back. Homing in

on the glow from Duncan's windows, she crept along a grassy buffer

between the surgicenter and the neighboring office building and lowered

into a crouch as she neared the rear wall of the rock garden. Duncan's

office windows were just past that If she could get a look . . .

Look at me, she thought. Creeping across lawns, spying on people .

.

.

This wasn't her. And hadn't she sworn she wasn't going to do the Nancy

Drew thing? Was this the behavior of a stable personality?

Maybe I do need help.

The thought chilled her, but she shook off the doubts. She had to see

this through.

She parted the branches of a small evergreenþfrom its ginlike odor she

guessed it was some sort of juniperþand peered through the plate glass

into Duncan's office.

He was seated at his desk. Gin settled onto her knees and watched,

hoping

he'd do more than just straighten papers. It was getting cold

out here in the wind.

She caught her breath as he leaned to his right and unlocked the top

desk drawer. She leaned forward,1 all but thrusting her face through

the prickly juniper as she watched him remove the TPD from the drawer,

heft it in his hand, then rise and wander about. He opened cabinets

and poked inside, lifted bottles, pulled out books and journals, peered

into the space they left, then shoved them back.

What's he doing?

He seemed to be looking for something.

Or somewhere.

Finally he pulled a volume the size of the Merrk Manxal off a top

shelf, placed the bottle of TPD in the rear of the gap, then slid the

book back in.

He was hiding the TPD.

Gin was dumbfounded.

Why would he hide the bottle when he had a locked drawer for it?

Maybe he had no further use for it. Or maybe he'd never used it. But

then why was he hiding it now?

Damn! Why didn't any of this make sense?

Suddenly the office went dark. Duncan had turned out the lights. Gin

spun and scampered back to her car. It was good to get the heater

going again. She watched Duncan's car turn back the way it had come on

East-West. She gave him a good lead, then swung around and followed.

When she saw him turn into his neighborhood, she turned east and headed

for Connecticut Avenue. For Adams Morgan. For home.

She'd had enough Nancy Drew for one night. In two days of trailing him

she'd learned two things, one, he liked to hang out at Caliguire

Electronics, two, he'd changed the hiding place of his bottle of TPD.

No answers. Just tW0 facts which did nothing but engender a whole slew

of new questions. She didn't need more questions. She had questions

coming out her ears. She needed answers, dammit!

Maybe tomorrow. When Duncan left early to go to his golf club, Gin

would be right behind him. She'd find out where he really went. Maybe

a mistress. Or maybe something to do with that little bottle of TPD.

Hopefully she'd be able to cross one question off her lengthening

list.

MONDAY OKAY, DOC. SHE S ALL SET.

Duncan walked over to the corner of his office where Harry stood on a

small aluminum utility ladder. Dressed in a Guns n' Roses T-shirt, he

was heavyset, maybe forty, with a receding hairline and a ponytail. He

was positioning some of the bric-a-brac on the top shelf around the

sensor. When he finished, he stepped down and pointed to it.

"Would you ever know it was there? " Duncan scrutinized the shelf.

The sensor was a small brown rectangle the size of a cigarette box. It

blended neatly with the woodwork, appeared almost a part of the

cabinet. The camcorder lens looked like some sort of glass bauble.

Duncan nodded approvingly. "Only if I knew exactly where to look. "

"Cool. Now just stand still a moment while I get us some power " He

plugged a transformer into the outlet to the left of the sink. "All

right. Now move your arms. ' Duncan waved his arms and saw a red dot

begin to glow on the sensor.

"Smile, " Harry said. "You're on Candid Camera."

"What about that little red light? " Duncan said.

"That just means it sensed motion. You tripped the . . . .

clrcutt.

"Yes, but the light is a giveaway. The whole idea is - sgrreptitio"J

surveillance, Harry. Kill that light."

"No problem." Duncan sipped his morning coffee as Harry climbed back

up his step ladder and began whistling while he removed the back plate

of the motion detector.

Harry seemed to love his work. Why not? Duncan was paying him

handsomely for playing at his hobby. Duncan remembered how excited

Harry had been when he had challenged him to miniaturize an ultrasound

transducer. That had taken weeks, but the big bill had been more than

worth it.

This little chore, on the other hand, was a piece of cake. . Duncan

had told him he thought one of his employees might be pilfering. He'd

said he had a pretty good idea who but wanted to catch the culprit in

the act. Which was true. He wanted to see if Gin would try again.

Harry had said that was cool. Yeah, what with the labor laws these

days, you just about had to catch someone rethanded before you could

give them the cot.

Harry's solution, a video camera activated by a motion detector.

"All right, " Harry said, coming off the ladder again. "The light's

disabled. Now, remember, the only time you want this thing on is when

you're out of the room. Otherwise you're gonna find yourself

fast-forwarding through umpteen hours of yourself sitting at your desk

or making coffee or whatever." '"Mostly whatever, I should think, "

Duncan said. "I often engage in whatever while I'm here."

"Cool, " Harry said. He laid a finger on the upper edge of the

transformer.

"Okay. Two little buttons here. This one turns the power off, this

one on. Just before you leave, click it on. That'll arm the sensor.

Any movement then will trip the sensor which'll turn on the camera and

you'll be taping for the entire time someone's here until a full minute

after they leave. It's also got a date and time readout that'll appear

in the corner of the picture. I fixed the cam with a wide-angle lens

so's you've got the whole office covered." Duncan said, "Cool."

"You know, if you decide to make this a permanent setup, I can rig the

camera directly to a VCR andþ'' "Just temporary, Harry, I assure you.

And here is your check." Harry glanced at the amount, said, "Cool, "

one last time, packed up his tools, and was gone.

Okay, my little cygnet, Duncan thought, staring into the blind eye of

the video camera. The next step is up to you.

He glanced at the clock. Perfect timing. Harry had arrived early and

done his work quickly, leaving Duncan a few minutes to spare before

scrubbing for the day's first surgery.

An abbreviated schedule today, mostly minor procedures. Dr. VanDuyne

was due here about noon and Duncan wanted a clear field when he toured

him and the others around.

He pushed The ON button, moved an empty carafe in front of the

transformer, and headed for the locker room. The back of his neck

tingled with the knowledge that his movement had triggered the sensor

and his exit was being recorded.

Gin rushed through her dictation and other paperwork so she'd be ready

to tail Duncan when he took off. She'd had to hustle. The way he'd

whipped through those procedures this . .

morning made her think he was in a big rush to leave. But once surgery

was over, he seemed in no great hurry to go anywhere.

Gin was up and down the stairs, keeping an eye on Duncan's office,

ready to grab her coat as soon as he looked like he was going to

leave.

But he seemed to be killing TIME On one of her surveillance runs she

glanced out into the parking lot and saw the mysterious Dr. V. and two

other men get out of a gray sedan.

So that's why he's hanging around.

Twenty minutes later, Duncan was leading the trio downstairs on a

tour.

"And here are the nether regions. My brother's lab and our , .

recores room.

The good-looking Dr. V. looked relaxed, but his two suited friends

were as stiff and1 uptight as they were clean-cut. Nosy too. Peeking

into every closet, every cubbyhole, asking questions in low voices Gin

could not pick up.

"Just showing these gentlemen around, " Duncan told Gin as they

passed.

"Don't let us disturb you." He didn't bother with introductions.

She followed the group upstairs and watched the two suits point to

doors and windows as they conferenced with each other. Neither of them

smiled once. What were they? Lawyers? Accountants? Security

consultants?

Then the entire entourage, including Oliver, retired to Duncan's office

and closed the door.

What was going on? She was pretty sure now it wasn't a matter of

taking on a new associate. Was Duncan selling the building? He'd

never mentioned moving. And why did this Dr. V. look familiar?

Curiosity was eating Gin alive. She'd have given almost anything to be

a fly on a wall in that officer right now.

* * * Forty-five minutes later all five came out in a group. They

stood in the hall, shaking hands. The suits looked as grim as ever,

Duncan and Dr. V.

were pleasant, and Oliver was quite literally beaming. Then the

visitors headed for the parking lot, Duncan returned to his office, and

Oliver bustled down the hall toward Gin.

"This is wonderful, " he said as he approached. The overhead

fluorescents gleamed from his glasses and exposed scalp. He was

grinning like a man who'd just won the lottery. "This is so

wonderful!

" "What is, Oliver? What's going on? " '"I can't tell you, ' he said

as he hurried past her. "I wish I could, but I can't. Not now. Maybe

sometime." Gin watched him disappear into the stairwell down to his

lab. She'd never seen him like this. Had he worked out some huge deal

for his implants? She started to follow. She was sure she could pry

it out of him.

But then she saw Duncan shrugging into his sport coat asX he stood

before Barbara's desk. He was talking, she was taking notes and

nodding her head. Then he was on his way.

Gin ducked into the locker room, grabbed her coat and purse, and

hurried after him. She'd have to put off grilling Oliver until

later.

"Hey, great news, " Barbara said as Gin passed her desk. "We've got a

three-day weekend coming up." Gin slowed. "When? " "This weekend.

We're going to be closed on Friday. Dr. Lathram just told me to give

everybody the day off with pay. Isn't that great? " "Yeah, " Gin

said, picking up speed again. "Great." Friday off. Normally she'd

assume Duncan had someplace to go this weekend and wanted an extra

day.

But the decision seemed to have been made right after his conference

with Dr. V. and the suits. How come?

* * * No surprise when Duncan's Mercedes led her away from his golf

club, but she was completely unprepared for the course he took through

the District. East, then down Connecticut, past Adams Morgan to Dupont

Circle. From there he took Massachusetts downtown.

He's heading for the Hill, Gin thought, but he breezed past Union

Station and kept going, deep into Southeast. Mass was lined with two

and three-story row housu down here, painted in bright reds, yellows,

bluo, greens, even orange. The neighborhoods deteriorated, on a couple

of corners she saw men in rough clothes drinking from bottles in paper

bags. Gin was almost afraid to stop at the red lights. And she was in

a three-year-old American compact. Duncan's Mercedes stood out like a

luxury yacht in a fleet of tugboats. Yet nobody was bothering either

of them.

What was he doing here? He had such a haughty attitude, she could not

imagine him down here among the po' folk.

And then they came to the end of Mass Avenue and she caught on. D.

C.

General Hospital lay spread out on the downhill slope before them. She

followed Duncan along the winding driveway through the well-kept

complex of a dozen or so brick and stucco buildings, past the D. C.

Correctional Treatment facility to a restricted parking lotþ"Decals

Only" warned the sign. As Duncan turned in, Gin scooted into the

nearby patient lot. She saw uniformed guards everywhere. Security

seemed a major concern here.

She spotted Duncan strolling toward the doctors' entranceþa rectangular

hole in the brick face of one of the buildings. How was she going to

get in? She wasn't on staff.

But she could look like she was.

She grabbed an extra stethoscope from her glove compartment, hung her

Senate ID badge around her neck, and hurried after him.

She wished she knew D. C. General. The brick building ahead was a big

one and had a jury-rigged look. Eight storiff high at the front end,

six at the rear, it l1ooked as if it had started out considerably

smaller and grown by accretionþa wing here, a few extra floors there.

This could be tricky.

She kept up the quick pace as she passed the guard perched on a stool

inside the entrance, smiling and waving with the hand holding the

stethoscope, hoping he wouldn't notice that her photo ID wasn't for

D.

C.

General.

The guard smiled back and nodded, then went back to reading his

newspaper.

About fifty feet ahead of her she saw Duncan heading down the hall.

She broke into a delicate trot to close the distance between them. She

knew if she lost sight of him, she'd never find him again in this

maze.

He led her on a tortuous course that ended before a bank of

elevators.

Gin hung back, uncertain. If she didn't get on that elevator with him,

she'd lose him. She wouldn't even know which floor to search.

Only one thing to do. She tucked her Senate ID badge away and stepped

forward.

"Duncan! " she said, tapping him on the shoulder. "What are you doing

here? " He turned and started when he saw her. Something flashed in

his eyes.

Shock? Anger? Suspicion? She wasn't sure which. Maybe all three.

Whatever it was, it was gone in an instant.

He smiled. "Gin! I never expected to see you here." Which doesn't

answer my question, she thought. She felt her heart pick up tempo.

What's he going to do now?

"I was just visiting a hematology resident I know. An old friend from

U. of P. But how about you? " He sighed unhappily and rubbed his

jaw.

"Well, I didn't want anyone to know about this. If word ever got out

.

. . " Oh, God, she thought. He's sick.

Terminal diagnoses like cancer and AIDS raced through her brain.

. .

He sighed again. "Easier to show you than explain it all." A battered

elevator door wobbled open to their left. He pressed his hand gently

against her back and guided her toward the emptying car. "Let's go."

He took her up to the maxillofacial clinic where the nurses beamed at

him and the patients seated in the waiting room stared with wide eyes

and whispered to their companions as they pointed to him.

She1 sat with Duncan in an examining room and watched in dazed wonder as

he evaluated prospective patients and inspected his handiwork in

postsurgical follow-ups .

It was the postsurgical patients who got to Gin. Some were effusive in

their praise, some were almost inarticulate in their gratitude, but one

and all they worshiped him, all but falling down on their knees before

him for what he had done for them.

And finally the last patient was gone and she was alone with him in

that tiny room, watching him scribble a progress note.

So this was where he'd been sneaking off to when he'd said he was

playing golf. She was baffled.

"Why, Duncan? " '"Hmmm? " He looked up from the last chart and

flipped it closed.

"Why are you here? " He shrugged. "I had a few empty hours to fill.

Face-lifts get boring after a while and I like to do something

different now and then."

"But this is a free clinic and you're Duncan

Cash-upfront-l-don't-give-a-damn-what-insurance-you-have Lathram. "

His smile was sad as he shook his head slowly. "It was never about

money. It's never been about money."

"Then what is it about? " "Someday I'll tell you. I'm not ready just

yet." Gin bit back her frustration. "Okay, then. Why do you keep

this a secret? " Another shrug. "When I opened up my cosmetic surgery

practice I proclaimed to anyone who would listen about limiting myself

exclusively to elective surgery and not accepting insurance of any

type. Which was all fine at first, but quickly became stultifying."

He looked away.

"Despite heroic efforts to avoid it, I could not resist the urge to

direct my skills toward a somewhat more meaningful application. "

"Somewhat? " she said. "This is wonderful. I'm so proud of you.

He looked at her now, and again something flashed in his eyes,

different this TIME Almost like pain.

"Don't get carried away now, Gin. This isn't a one-way street here.

I get something out of it too." At that moment Gin felt very close to

him. Her throat constricted and tears swelled against the backs of her

lids. Shame made her cringe inside. How could she ever have suspected

him of hurting anybody?

She wanted to hug him.

"I've got to go, " she said when she could trust her voice.

"I'll walk you out. ' He guided her back to the elevators. On the way

down, she couldn't resist another nagging question.

'"So, who were those men you were touring around today? " "Back at the

office? Just some people who wanted to look around."

"Are you selling the place? " '"I should say not."

"Remodeling? " "They simply wanted to look around."

"Oh. Well. That clears that up." He put his arm around her shoulder

and laughed. "Gin, Gin, Gin.

You always think you have to know everything. Life is full of little

mysteries.

- "And this is one of them, right? " He laughed again. "Right." He

escorted her to her car, held the door for her, and waved as she pulled

away.

Gin's emotions were in turmoil. She felt like a swimmer in a sea of

wild and capricious currents. Where was land?

After thinking the worst of him just days ago, she now found Duncan

regaining his hero status. He was almost like . . . she searched for

a comparison . . . almost like Zorro. To most of the world he

presented a dilettantish demeanor, like the foppish Don Diego in the

story, but to the poor, scarred people at the maxillofacial clinic in

D. C. 's innermost city, he was the dashing Dr. DuncanþDr. Zorroþwith

the flashing blade that made things right.

Duncan probably reveled in the paradox, Insouciant, money-hungry

plastic surgeon to the rich and powerful who sneaks off to treat the

poor and homeless at a free clinic. But what impressed Gin most was

the sneaking. Most people trumpeted their chariry. Duncan kept his

hidden, as if it embarrassed him. Charming.

Duncan was almost back on his demigod pedestal. Almost. He'd be at

the pinnacle of her personal pantheon if it weren't for that bottle of

TPD hidden in his officer.

That damn bottle.

All in all, Duncan thought as he made his way to his own car, that

turned out pretty well.

But nonetheless disturbing.

The inescapable fact was that Gin had followed him here and he hadn't a

clue she'd been on his tail. The question now was, how long had she

been tailing him?

Not that it mattered really. What could anyone learn from tailing

him?

He led a drearily mundane existence, never ranging far from home. He

almost pitied anyone who had to spend days traipsing after him.

. But Gin was still suspicious enough to devote an afternoon to

following him to D. C. General, and that was disturbing. And she had

been following him. Not for a second did he buy that story about an

old college friend, the hematology resident. D. C. . General was not

in a neighborhood that invited casual visitors.

He smiled as he pulled out and headed back to Chevy Chase. But

sometimes things work out for the best. What was that old saw? When

somebody hands you a lemon, make lemonade.

He'd fought the impulse to launch a verbal assault when Gin had tapped

him on the shoulder by the elevator, accuse her of shadowing him,

invading his privacy. A wiser part of him knew that would be

counterproductive. Instead, why not let her in on his little secret?

It was too late to keep her out, so he might as well welcome her

along.

And it had worked. She'd been completely disarmed. He could see it in

her eyes as she saw the "before'' photos and the living, breathing

"after" results.

And why shouldn't she be disarmed? he thought. I do damn good work.

Good work . . . good works. Weren't good works supposed to be their

own reward? Up to now they'd been just that. He'd found satisfaction

in removing scars and correcting nature's mistakes in people who'd

otherwise have no chance at proper repair.

But today they'd brought an unexpected lagniappe. His altruistic

participation in the clinic had blunted, if not completely deflected,

the suspicions of one very bright and very nosy young woman.

Perhaps the good men do was not necessarily interred with their

bones.

But he couldn't let down his guard. Not yet. Not until after

Friday.

And that reminded him of the video camera in his office.

. .

Duncan stood alone in his office. The building was empty except for

him, which was just the way he wanted it. He pushed the videocassette

into the VCR and hit the REWIND button. The machine hummed and stopped

almost immediately. Good sign.

He hit PLAY, then FFWD. A high-angle shot of his office flickered into

focus and he recognized his retreating back. Then Barbara fast-walked

to and from his desk to drop off his dictation, then again with his

mail, then once more with what appeared to be more dictation. And then

he saw himself, strolling into the room, sifting through the mail and

papers on his desk. Strange to watch himself in fast motion. He

looked like a Keystone Kop. Then he approached the counter below the

camera's field of vision, reached forward, and . . .

The screen blanked. That was when he had turned off the power.

Very good, he thought as he rewound the tape. No sign of Gin. No

snooping around, no trying to get into the locked desk drawer again.

He prayed for similar results every time he reviewed this tape.

The last thing on earth he wanted was to hurt Gin.

TUESDAY ALL RIGHT, OLIVER, GINA SAID. ENOUGH WITH THE secrecy. You've

got to tell me why those men were wandering around the building

yesterday." It was early. Gloved and masked, they were down in

Oliver's lab, filling implants under sterile conditions for the day's

procedures. Gin had spent half the night cudgeling her brain for a way

to learn the identity of Dr. V. and the mysterious suits.

"I can't, Gin, " Oliver said. "Duncan would kill me." Poor choice of

words, Gin thought, annoyed at the chill they gave her.

Duncan wouldn't kill anyone. She believed that now. She had to.

"Don't be silly, " Gin said. "You're his brother." She winked.

"And besides, he needs these implants." Oliver rolled his eyes behind

his horn-rims. "Thanks. That does wonders for my self-esteem. "

"Seriously, though. This is driving me crazy. I've caught this Dr.

V.

ducking in and out of here at least three times now, and I know I've

seen him before. Just tell me who he is.

C, Not what he's doing here, just his name. Just that one little

thing, and I won't ask another question, I promise."

"I'm sorry, Gin, butþ" "I'll sneeze all over your implants."

"No. You wouldn't do that." She sniffed. "Uh-oh. I feel one coming

on now. It's building up.

It's gonna blow right through this mask." '"Gin, please don't kid

around likeþ" "Here it comes. Ah . . . ah . . . " "All right, all

right." Gin shook her head as if to clear it. "Well, what do you

know. All better. For the moment. Now, who is Dr. V. ? " "I really

shouldn't. I promised Duncan I wouldn't breathe a word." She sniffed

again. "Oliver . . . " "All right. But just his name. If it doesn't

ring a bell, too bad.

Agreed? " "Agreed." Oliver leaned forward and Gin could tell by the

look in his eyes that he'd been dying to confide in someone. Now she'd

given him an excuse.

'"His name is VanDuyne. Dr. VanDuyne."1 VanDuyne . . . Gin knew

that name. It was scampering about the back corners of her mind, just

out of reach. VanDuyne . . . VanDuyne .

. .

And then she had him. One of the guest lecturers at the public policy

seminars back in lGulane. A physician, he'd come from Washington and

he'd seemed uncomfortable lecturing, and in his role with the

government. VanDuyne, one of the higher-ups in HHS . . . but he

was something else too. She'd read an article or heard some other

mention of him. Dr. VanDuyne . . .

"Ohmigod''- she cried. "Duncan's going to operate on the president! "

Oliver tore off his mask and slumped back in his seat. He ran his

fingers nervously through his thinning hair. "Oh, no! Now I've done

it! " '"I'm right, aren't 1?

He nodded resignedly, a look of astonishment on his face. "I don't

believe you put it all together so fast. Just from a name. How did

you do it? " When she remembered that VanDuyne was the president's

personal physician, suddenly it was obvious that the men with him

yesterday had been Secret Service. And the way they'd been looking

around, studying entrances and exits, peering through wipdows . . .

why else unless they were reconnoitering before a presidential visit?

But she felt no triumph at her lightning deduction, instead, a cold

sodden weight was growing in her stomach.

The president of the United States going under Duncan's knife. After

yesterday, she should have felt proud that Duncan had been chosen for

whatever it was the president wanted done. But she was terrified.

'"He's coming Friday? " Again Oliver nodded. His eyes looked

wounded.

So that explained the day off with pay.

'"What procedure? " '"His eyes, " Oliver said. He slipped the tips of

his index fingers under his glasses and touched his lower lids. "Wants

to be rid of the bags. A lift on the upper lids, too, while Duncan's

at it."

"But those baggy eyes have become his trademark. What will all the

cartoonists do without them? " Oliver shrugged. "Apparently his media

consultants and spin doctors have converged and decided that his baggy

lids have become much baggier and people think the president looks

tired and older."

"Being president of the United States tends to do that to people. '

"But they want the youth vote. That's what put him in the ' first TIME They don't want some younger-looking upstart to steal that

constituency. They blame the eyelids for his tired, older look, so

they have to go. ' "Ridiculous. The election's more than a year

away." '"But not the primaries. He's expecting a strong challenge, so

he wants to be looking his best in New Hampshire.

" "So why Duncan? " "Why not? He's the best." He pointed to the tray

of implants.

"Especially with these." Gin had to admit he had a point there.

"But why all the secrecy? " "Isn't it obvious? The president doesn't

want anyone, especially the press, to find out. He's going to arrive

at the crack of dawn on Friday.

As soon as he's out of recovery he'll be whisked off to Camp David for

a long weekend and some extra days of vacation. He'll wear dark

glasses all weekend, and by the time he returns, there'll be minimal

evidence of the surgery. Any slight discoloration that persists can be

covered by makeup. Foolproof, huh? " "Yeah, " Gin said slowly.

"Foolproof." But was it Duncanproof?

Stop! She shouldn't be thinking like that.

"But with all the staff off, how can Duncan operate? " "They're

importing an anesthesiologist from Bethesda Naval Hospital, and Dr.

VanDuyne is going to assist."

"And the Secret Service men will be guarding the hall, I suppose."

"Right. Isn't it exciting? " "Yes.

Exciting as hell." But Gin was feeling anxiety rather than

excitement.

She knew what Duncan thought of the president. How many tirades about

him had she endured?

Yet Duncan had agreed to do a cosmetic repair of his eyelids . . .

agreed to perform a procedure designed to give the president a little

edge toward reelection.

It didn't add up. Why would Duncan do anything to help this man?

Simply because he was the president and he had asked? Maybe. The

office did have a mesmerizing effect on people.

Look at Oliverþbeaming like a starstruck Boy Scout. He can't tell a

soul, yet he's totally gaga over the idea of his implants being used on

the president of the United States.

Was she borrowing trouble? Even if Duncan wanted to try something, how

could he with the Secret Service watching his every move?

But in the recovery room . . . would they be hovering over him

there?

Probably not.

Why was she thinki1ng this way? She had to stop. Yesterday she'd seen

a side of Duncan she'd thought long gone. She'd promised herself to

revamp her thinking. And she'd be succeeding, too, if not for that

damn bottle of TPD.

Was it still where she'd seen Duncan hide it?

Only one way to find out.

Now or never.

Gin wished she could call Gerry and talk to him about this, but look

what happened last time she'd gone to him with a suspicion. Their

relationship was stretched to the breaking point. Or maybe he'd

already broken it off without her knowing it. He hadn't contacted her

since Friday.

Duncan was out to lunch, Barbara was away from her desk. Gin slipped

into Duncan's offLce and went directly to the bookshelves. She

remembered it had been the far left section, top shelf. But the top

shelf was too high to reach.

She looked around for a chair to stand on and spotted a small step

stool over by the sink. How convenient. She'd never noticed one here

before. Maybe because she'd never . .

L - been searching for something to stand on. She pulled it over and

stepped up to where she was eye level with the top shelf.

She thought back to Sunday night, standing outside in the cold and

spying on Duncan. The book had been short and fat, with a green

binding.

And here it was, right in front of her. She wriggled it out and peered

into the dark gap. Daylight from over her shoulder reflected off the

glass of an all-too-familiar injection vial.

There it was, just inches away. But now what?

Why not just take it? a voice whispered. Take the damn bottle and rip

off the stopper and pour the contents down a drain. Duncan might spend

days, weeks wondering what happened to it, but so what? It'll be gone

and you won't have to give it another thought.

Unless there were other vials of the stuff around.

But did that matter? This was the one she knew about. This was the

one that had to go.

Gin was just reaching into the space when a voice cried out behind

her.

"Jesus! " - She started and nearly lost her balance as she turned.

Barbara was standing in the center of the officer, her palm pressed

between her breasts.

"You almost gave me a heart attack! " Barbara said. "Dr. Panzella,

you've got to warn me when you're coming in here."

"Sorry, " Gin said. She hoped she didn't look as shaken and

embarrassed as she felt.

"You weren't at your desk and I needed to look up something."

"Just make sure he knows you've been in here." '"What do you mean? "

"He likes everything in its place. So if you're going to borrow

anything, better check with him first, otherwise I'll hear about it."

This isn't going to work, Gin thought. She held up the green text.

"Okay, Barbara. Watch." With a small flourish, she slipped the book

back into its space. "Voila. Right back where it belongs."

"Great.

He's such a stickler for detail, you know." Gin stepped down and slid

the step stool back to its original position.

"That's what makes him a great surgeon. He sweats the details. "

Barbara placed some papers on Duncan's desk and they left together.

Gin gave one worried backward glance at the green book on the top

shelf. She'd have another chance at it tomorrow.

Unless Duncan moved it again.

Oh, no.

Duncan could feel all the warmth drain out of him as he watched the

screen. He shuddered.

The videotape showed Gin entering the office at I2, 17 P. M. , dragging

the step stool to the bookshelves, and pulling out the book where the

TPD was hidden. There had been not the slightest hesitation.

She knew the shelf and the exact volume to remove.

But how did she know?

He felt an urge to step over to the shelf himselfþit was only a few

feet awayþand check to see if she had taken the vial, but he could not

move. He stood frozen, his eyes fixed on the screen.

He watched her peer into the space, saw her hand rise toward it, and

then Barbara came in.

Thank God for Barbara.

Their voices were muted but he could make out Gin's excuse and

Barbara's comments about his tidiness. And then the book was back in

its place and they were leaving. But he saw Gin's wistful parting

glance at the bookshelf.

She'd be back. Dammit, she'd be back.

He fast-forwarded through the rest of the tape, but Gin did not

return.

That was a relief. He hit rewind and checked behind the book.

Yes, the vial was still there. But howþhow had Gin known that he'd

moved it?

She watched me.

Of course. She'd followed him to D. C. General yesterday. She'd

probably been following him since the fiasco on Friday.

He turned around and stared through the plate-glass outer wall. If

she'd been tailing him Sunday night, she could have crouched out there

in the darkness among the shrubs and observed his every move.

With a start he realized that she could be out there right now, spying

on him.

But no. Since their encounter in D. C. General yesterday, he'd been on

guard, keeping careful watch in his rearview mirror, so much so that

he'd nearly caused several accidents. No one had followed him anywhere

today.

But why had she checked behind the book today and not yesterday? Had

something happened today to rekindle her suspicions?

He fast-forwarded to where Barbara and Gin were leaving and paused on

Gin's final backward glance. He read anxiety in her expression. No

question something was making her apprehensive.

A thought jolted him, Could she know about the president?

Good Lord, if she'd found out about that, she might do something rash,

something catastrophic.

He picked up the phone and jabbed in his brother's number.

'"Oliver, he said immediately, "did Gin mention anything to you about

our special case on Friday? " He took care not to identify the

president on the phone.

"Wh-what do you mean? " The hesitation in Oliver's voice gave Duncan a

terrible feeling.

"Does she have any idea who it is? " "Um, she knows. She guessed. "

"How in the worldþ? " "She recognized Dr. VanDuyne, then deduced that

the men with him were Secret Service. From there it was two plus two,

I guess." '"Did you confirm it? " '"Well, what else could I do? "

'"Damn it, Oliver! Dammit to hell! " "Duncan, I swore her to

secrecy.

You know you can trust Gin. Wasn't it better to confirm her suspicions

than to have her go on wondering and asking questions? " '"Well,

maybe." He reined in his anger at his brother. Oliver had no idea why

it had been so important to keep Gin out of this. "When did this

conversation take place? " "This morning. Maybe eleven or so.

Why? " "Nothing. I'll see you Thursday." He hung up and began to

pace the room, pausing only to hit the REWIND button on the VCR.

Damn! Gin confirmed it through Oliver at eleven and an hour later she

was here meddling with the TPD.

The chance of a lifetime. The president himself, the commander in

chief of the kakistocracy, would be sleeping off his anesthesia right

down the hall. The man who singlehandedly had resurrected the

Guidelines bill, who had insisted on including medical ethics in its

purview, and who would keep pushing relentlessly for the committee to

get its foul job done.

So what? Duncan thought. He had nothing to do with it. Lisa's

death.

Why not let him go and be satisfied with what I've done so far?

Because I can't. Not yet.

He was out of control and he knew it. He felt like a runaway train

careening downhill. McCready had started it, and Duncan would finish

it.

He could not let this opportunity pass. He'd never have another like

it.

He would impose a symmetry on this madness . . . he would close the

circle with the president.

But Gin Panzella was going to ruin it. He could see it in her face,

feel it in his bones. She was going to meddle again. And he could not

allow that. Not this TIME

The VCR whirred and ejected the tape. Duncan pulled it out and stared

at it.

Why, Gin? Why do you have to keeping sticking your nose in where it

doesn't belong?

His fury rose, a pressure in his head, his chest, threatening to

explode. She was leaving him only two choices, either back down or

somehow neutralize her.

He groaned. She had backed him into a corner, and the only option left

was to strike out at her. He might have to harm her.

And he loathe himself for it.

With a cry he hurled the videocassette to the floor and smashed it

under his heel.

"Damn you, Gin! ' WEDNESDAY ' WE BEEN KEEPING SOMETHING IMPORTANT

FROM YOU, Gin, " Duncan said.

"But I decided this morning I'm going to confide in you. ' Gin sat

across his desk from him, sipping a late-morning cup of one of his

exotic coffeesþJamaican Blue Mountain, she thought he'd said, but she'd

been feeling too tense and wary to pay much attention. She'd been up

most of the night brooding about the president's surgery. Should she

be as worried as she was? Should she do anything? Should she call

Gerry about it?

Again, she'd decided not to ca1ll Gerry. She had even less to go on

this time than the last. He already thought she was distraught. Why

add fuel to that particular fire?

She'd still been debating her next step when Duncan had called her in,

told Barbara he did not want to be disturbed, and shut the door. He'd

handed her a cup and asked her to be seated.

So now she sat, tense and rigid in her chair, the coffee warming her

cold hands as she anxiously waited to see what was up.

"Since you are a physician in this facility, what I'm about to say

falls under physician-patient privilege. Is that understood? " "Of

course."

"Good." He leaned back and steepled his fingers. "You might be

wondering why I gave the staff off this Friday. The reason is

extraordinary, I'm operating on the president of the United States that

day." Gin felt her jaw drop open. Duncan was actually telling her.

He smiled. "I can see by your expression that this was the last thing

you expected to hear. Good. That means our security measures are

working." He went on to tell her most of what she had learned from

Oliver yesterday, the nature of the procedure, the rationale behind it,

the reasons for all the secrecy. Not wanting to get Oliver in hot

water, she pretended it was all new to her.

All the while her mind was racing, searching for a reason why, if he

was planning to harm the president, he would tell her this.

"You must be very proud, " she said when he paused.

"Well, much as I dislike the man's policies, I have to admit it's an

honor to be selected as his surgeon."

"Honor aside, " she said carefully, "I'm a little surprised you'd do

anything to help him get reelected. I mean, knowing how you feel about

him." Duncan waved his hand dismissively, as if physically brushing

aside her words. "It's all media-consultant nonsense." His smile was

laconic. "As if his eyelids could in any way make or break an

election."

"You know what they said about Nixon's five-o'clock shadow in that

television debate back in 1960."

"I saw that debate. Nixon's five-o'clock shadow was the least of his

problems."

"So you are going to help him look younger." '"No. Actually, I'm

going to remove his eyelids completely so he'll have this ghastly

bug-eyed look." Her heart jumped. He wasn't serious . . . was he?

"Dun , .

can, don't evenþ" "Only kidding. Look, the president himself wants me

to do it, so I'm doing it. As a rule I don't correct a single-feature

defect like this, but the rest of his face is fairly younglooking, so

I'm making an exception." He grinned. "And trust me, this is not a

freebie."

"Who's assisting? " Oliver had already told her it would be Dr.

VanDuyne, but she thought she should cover for him by asking .

Duncan leaned forward. "That's why I called you in here. I'd like you

to assist." Gin blinked. The words rocked her. What in heaven was

going on?

" Me? " "Yes, you. VanDuyne, the president's personal physician, has

offered to assist. He'd probably be okay, but the more I think about

it, the more I want someone who's worked with me. You've done dozens

of these lid lifts with me. So, if you haven't already made plans for

Friday . . . " "No . . . no plans."

"Good. I'd also like you to handle recovery. VanDuyne was going to,

but again you're more experienced. I'd feel better if you were on hand

to watch over things.

" "Sure, ' Gin said, still off balance. She struggled to get her

bearings, fought not to be awed. "I'll be glad to."

"Excellent. I intend to add a fat surgical assistant's fee to the bill

which will go directly to you." Gin was going to be assisting on the

president of the United States, and be well paid for it. Talk about

having your cake and . . .

But even more disorienting was that Duncan had asked her to assist

him.

How could he be planning any harm if he wanted her right there in OR

and in recovery?

Had all her suspicions been for nothing?

No, not all. That vial of TPD still loomed in the background, but Gin

began to feel the tension uncoil within her, felt her neck and shoulder

muscles relax as if the weight of the world had been lifted from

them.

She half listened as he went on about the anesthesiologist from

Bethesda, the security measures, and the need for absolute

discretion.

"You can't tell anyone, not your best friend, not your parents, not

even your boyfriend in the FBI."

"We're just friends, " she said.

Although even that might be pushing things at this point.

"Whatever. Only the Secret Service and the four doctors in OR-1 on

Friday mornin1g will know about this. We're scheduled for

seven-thirty.

The president and VanDuyne will arrive at six-thirty. You, Oliver, and

the anesthesiologist will be here at six. I'll come at five to open up

for the Secret Service so they can secure the premisesþI believe that's

the expression they used. Any problem with that? " "None at all. "

"Wonderful. Oliver, by the way, is nearly delirious about this. Wants

to celebrate in advance. I think it's rather silly but if we don't do

something to mark the occasion he just might explode. Since we all

have to be up early on Friday, and since Oliver loves Italian food,

I've reserved us a table at Galileo tonight. Oliver and I would both

very much like for you to join us." Galileo. God, the four-star

restaurant where the president took his Hollywood friends when they

were in town. Gin was beginning to get excited herself.

"How could I say no to Galileo? " "I'll pick up Oliver and we'll be by

at half past seven to pick you up." He rose. "And now, unless you

have any questions, I suggest we both get back to work." Feeling

slightly dazed, Gin nodded, rose, and made her way to the hall.

Life was certainly full of surprises.

Duncan watched Gin go, then poured himself another cup of coffee.

That went rather well, he thought grimly. Too well.

Under different circumstances he might find this sort of cat-and-mouse

game stimulating. But not with this particular mouse. Plus,

everything was rigged in his favor, he knew what she knew, but she

hadn't the slightest notion that he was on to her.

Gin was beginning to trust him again. And he was going to use that to

cut her off at the knees.

He didn't much like himself today.

He spotted a sliver of black plastic and plucked it from the carpet. A

remnant of the videocassette he'd smashed last night. After that

little tantrum, he'd picked up the pieces, discarded them, and slipped

a new cassette into the camera. Then, with his emotions locked away

where they could not interfere, he'd sat down, assessed the cards he'd

been dealt, and worked out the best way to play his hand.

First, he'd lock up the TPD in his desk drawer again and see that Gin

did not get another chance to pick the lock.

Then he'd take the offensive. She'd learned about the

presidentþsomething he'd been desperate to keep secret. The worst

thing to do then would be to retreat. That 1would confirm that he had

something to hide. So do the opposite, the unexpected. Don't lock her

out. Welcome her in. Show his handþbut only those cards that have

already been exposed Which was exactly what he had done. He'd sounded

so 0, open this morning, he'd almost scared himself.

<,"t The result, Gin was not only thoroughly off balance, but literally

starstruck at the opportunity to assist on the . president's

surgery.

She was honored, for God's sake.

Maybe he'd overestimated Gin.

He shook off the irritation and reviewed the last element of -- his

plan, keeping Oliver out of this. Oliver usually took Wednesdays off

and today was no exception. But just to be sure, he'd called him and

told him that he mllst not, under any circumstances, mention their

conversation of last night to Gin. Not until Duncan had a chance to

talk to her today.

This was crucial because if Gin ever learned that Duncan was aware that

she already knew about the president, his credibility would crumble,

and with it, his plan.

Now he had only to keep them apart until dinner tonight.

After that, it wouldn't matter.

Duncan rubbed his tired, burning eyes. If only there were another way

out of this. He'd walked the floor most of the night trying to come up

with one. He couldn't.

A wave of nausea rippled across his stomach.

Lord, he wished this night were over.

The phone rang. It was Duncan.

'"Are you ready? " '"Of course I'm ready, " Gin said. "You said

seven-thirty, didn't you? Don't tell me you haven't left yet. ' "I'm

crossing the Ellington as we speak. I'll be there momentarily." The

wonder of the cellular phone, Gin thought as she hung up.

She assumed from the call that Duncan didn't want her to keep him

waiting. The Duke Ellington Bridge was less than minute away and no

doubt he expected her to be standing downstairs in the vestibule when

he arrived. Oliver would probably be glad to run up and escort her

down, but why make him go to the trouble?

She checked herself one last time in the mirror. The little black

dress Mama always told her to keep in her wardrobe certainly had come

in handy today. When she'd returned from Louisiana she'd invested in a

slinky little Donna Karan numberþnicely fitted, with a jewel

neckline.

She'd added a short string of pearls and pearl earrings. Simple but

elegant. The perfect look for all those receptions on Capitol Hill

she'd dreamed of attending. So far the dress hadn't left the closet.

Tonight would be its coming out. At Galileo. Not too shabby a spot

for its debut.

The forecast was wet so she threw her raincoat over her shoulders and

headed downstairs. Duncan's black Mercedes pulled up a moment later.

He got out and opened the front passenger door for her. As she slid in

she glanced in the back. Empty.

"Where's Oliver? " "A little under the weather. That stomach thing

that's going around.

He sends his regrets and says, Galileo or not, he can't even think of

food tonight." '"Oh, that's terrible. Let's call him right after

dinner and see how he feels."

"I think he was going to crawl into bed and pull the covers over his

head until morning."

"No one to take care of him? " She couldn't resist seizing the moment

to satisfy her curiosity about Oliver. Have I no shame? "No friends

to look in on him? ' "Oliver is one of the most self-sufficient people

I know. He has a maid come in once a week, otherwise he's alone and

.

.

. , quite happy to be so. No wife, no kids, no mistress, and no, he's

not a homosexual." '"I never thoughtþ" , . "If you did, you wouldn't

be the first."

"Poor Oliver. I feel bad for him. Didn't you say this dinner was his

idea7" "I was going to call it off but he insisted that we not stand

you up. So tonight I'll have to be myself and Oliver as well."

"Does that mean you're going to be eating for two? " "Yes.

With lots of garlic." Gin noticed that Duncan's smile seemed a little

forced. He looked tense, his posture stiff. He seemed generally

uneasy. Because of her?

Could it be he was uncomfortable taking a young female employee out to

dinner?

But Duncan rarely gave a damn what anyone else thought - of him.

The Mercedes cruised down Connecticut like a battleship on a lake.

She'd never been in Duncan's car before. She felt invulnerable as she

watched the shops and hotels along Connecticut roll past on the other

side of the tinted glass. They cruised around Dupont Circle, then

turned right onto M Street A left on Twenty-first Street and they were

there.

"Galileo, " he said as they pulled into the garage next door. A simple

maroon canopy jutted out from what looked like an officer building.

"Where the effete elite meet to eat." Gin decided to go him one

better. "Where the voracious and edacious mendacious can wax

loquacious while looking gracious, sedacious, and perspicacious. "

There. That was two or three better.

Duncan stared at her a moment, then said, "That, my dear, was a thing

of beauty." But he wasn't smiling. His expression was strange.

Almost . . .

pained.

What's eating him tonight? she wondered.

Her before-dinner manhattan was perfect, the mezze lune di granachio

was superb, the service impeccable, and the wine Duncan orderedþa I 984 amaroneþas smooth as silk. Galileo's spare decor was not what she'd

expected. No heavy Mediterranean drapes and furniture.

Everything was light and understated. But the mood at their table was

anything but light. At times the conversation actually draggedþ

something she would have thought impossible in Duncan's presence. He

didn't rant, didn't launch into a single tirade. Even when Larry King

and Senator Rockefeller arrived and were seated three tables away,

Duncan managed only a few disparaging remarks. At times she'd find him

staring at her, his eyes intent on her face, other times he'd be a

million miles away. He picked at his veal and barely sipped his wine,

but kept refilling her glass. She wondered if he might be coming down

with what Oliver had.

She wished she could get a grip on this jigsaw puzzle of a man. Every

time she thought she had him figured, a new piece would pop up

requiring her to rearrange everything and start over again.

She watched him stare into his half-full glass of wine for the longest TIME

"Are you okay? " He looked up. "Hmmm? Yes. Fine." '"You seem

down." He shrugged. "Just thinking about life, the twists and turns

it takes you through. The cruel tricks it plays on you."

"Some of the tricks are funny, " she said.

"Sometimes we back ourselves into corners, " he said, as if she hadn't

spoken, "and we despise the means necessary to extricate ourselves. '

What was wrong with him tonight?

"Do you want dessert? " he said as the waiter was clearing the dinner

plates.

"I don't think I could eat another thing. But I could go for some

coffee."

"Leave the coffee to me, " he said. "I don't care if this is one of

the best restaurants inside the beltway, their coffee can't hold a

candle to mine. We'll have real coffee back at the office." She

considered begging off, but realized she couldn't deny Duncan his

coffee ritual. Maybe it would pull him out of his funk. Besides, it

was only a few miles out of the way.

After Duncan paid the bill, Gin rose and felt a little wobbly. She

realized that she'd consumed most of the amarone.

As she stood staring at the languid koi in the rock garden pool beyond

Duncan's offwce window, Gin wondered if there was any place on earth

she'd feel less comfortable than Duncan's officer. This was where

she'd broken into his drawer, where just yesterday she'd been sneaking

through his bookshelf. And here he was toiling a dozen feet away

making her what he called the best coffee in the world.

She felt like such a rat.

But at least the prospect of some good coffee seemed to have cheered

him up. Maybe that had been his problem all along tonightþcaffeine

withdrawal.

"At last, " he said, turning from his drip equipment with a steaming

cup. "The perfect after-dinner coffee." Gin took it from him and

sniffed. "Licorice? " "I know, I know. You must promise never to

mention to anyone that I adulterated my own coffee. But I figured that

after an evening of Italian food, I'd break down and add some

sambuca.

' Gin sipped and repressed a grimace. Bitter. She could taste the

coffee, and the licorice tang of the sambuca, but there was something

else there, something she couldn't identify.

"Mmmm, " she said. "Unusual."

"A special black sambuca, " he told her, sipping his own. "Gives it a

unique flavor. Drink up." Gin took another sip. Definitely not to

her taste, but she couldn't very well dump it after he'd gone to the

trouble of brewing it for her.

Rather than prolong the agony, she drank it quickly.

"Another cup? ' Duncan asked.

"No, thanks, " she said. "Between the manhattan, the wine, and the

sambuca, I think I'm already over my limit." That was an

understatement. She was definitely woozy now.

"Maybe I'd better take you home, " Duncan said.

"Maybe you'd better, " she said. "I'm sorry."

"Nothing to be sorry about. You're not d1riving, so what difference

does it make? " A fine drizzle had begun to fall. In the Mercedes,

the swirl of lights from the streets and passing cars refracting

through the myriad beads of water on the windows made her stomach begin

a slow turn. She- squinted and breathe deeply. She would die before

she'd throw up in Duncan's car.

He double-parked on Kalorama, took her keys, and walked her up to her

apartment. He let her in, then stepped back onto the landing.

"Are you going to be all right? " "I'll be fine. Thanks for dinner.

And I'm sorry about . . . " "Don't give it another thought. I

shouldn't have given you that doctored-up coffee." Something strange

in his voice as he said that, but his face was unreadable Or was that

because her vision was blurred?

"Good night, Duncan."

"Good night. Go right to bed." '"Don't worry about that."

As soon as he closed the door, Gin headed for the bathroom. But she

didn't vomit. The nausea was still there, but now that the world

around her was no longer in motion, it seemed to have eased.

She thought about taking a shower, then said to hell with it. What she

needed was sleep.

She took off her raincoat and threw it on a chair. She sat on the bed

and peeled off her panty hose, then began working on the buttons of her

dress. Before she reached the last she flopped back and closed her

eyes. Just for a second . . . no more than a minute . . . then she'd

finish undressing . . .

THURSDAY MORNING GINA AWOKE WITH GLUE IN HER MOUTH, SAND IN HER eyes,

and heavy metal pounding in her ears. She rolled out of bed and

stumbled across the floor with her hand stretched toward the snooze

button. She always left her clock radio on a hard-core metal

station.

Never failed to get her up. No way she could stay in bed with that

stuff playing.

Only now she wished she'd spun the dial to something elseþanything

elseþbefore passing out last night. Noise equaled pain this morning,

but speed metal went beyond pain into torture. The throbbing bass and

drums were piercing straight through to the center of her brain. One

of these groups should name itself Torquemada.

She banged her fist on SNOOZE, then turned around and headed for the

bed again. She looked down and noticed she was still in her dress.

Damn!

It looke1d like hell. So did she, most likely.

Like a failing tree, she collapsed facedown on the mattress.

Why did she feel so rotten? She hadn't had that much to drink last

night. The combination, maybe?

. \ Whatever it was, she didn't like it. Her stomach was queasy, and

her head . . . God, her head.

She was just dozing off when the howling guitar riffs filled the room

again. This time she got up and turned off the radio. She staggered

to the bathroom, removing the dress along the way. She looked at

herself in the mirror.

Yuck. Awful. Simply awful.

She turned on the shower and stripped. As soon as the water was warm,

she stepped in and let it run over her head and down her body.

God, that felt good.

She began lathering herself, starting with her face and working down.

The water and the scrubbing action began to revive her. She was

returning from the dead, reentering the world of theþ "Ow! " She

twisted and looked down at the lateral aspect of her right thigh.

She'd felt a stab of pain while scrubbing the area. Tender there.

She ran a hand over the spot and noticed a small bruise. She must have

collided with the corner of a table or her nightstand on her way to bed

last night.

But wait . . . this bruise was more toward the rear of her thigh than

the front. The only way she could do that was by walking backward.

She braced her foot on the edge of the tub and took a closer look.

More than a bruise. The skin had been broken. A little semicircular

cut in the center of the bruise. Almost like the one she'd seen on .

. .

Senator . . . Marsden . . .

Gin's knees buckled and she grabbed the towel rack to steady herself.

No, wait, stop, she told herself as the bathroom wobbled around her and

she fought to regain her balance. This is crazy. This is

impossible.

But when she looked again the tiny laceration was still there. She

probed it. She could feel the fine ridge of the edge. Had to be

fresh. She pushed harder. A tiny droplet of blood appeared at its

center. She probed deeper around the bruise, palpating the

subcutaneous fat, looking forþ Her fingers froze. Was it her

imagination or was something there?

Something soft like fat but too smooth to be fat. Something oblong,

cylindrical. Like an implant.

1

The bathroom wobbled again. And even with the hot water coursing over

her, Gin suddenly felt cold. And sick. She stepped out of the shower

and bent dripping over the toilet and retched. Nothing came up.

Her head throbbed even more painfully as she sank to her knees. When

the room steadied, she took another, closer look at her thigh. She

touched the spot again, but gingerly this TIME If there really was

something under it, and if that something was an implant, she didn't

want to disturb it or . . . rupture it.

But how could it possibly be an implant? Duncan had dropped her off,

and she'd locked the door . . .

Wait. Duncan had had the keys. He'd opened the door for her and let

her in. And then he'd left. Had he handed her the keys? No. Had she

seen him leave them? No. She hadn't seen much of anything. The door

latched automatically, and she hadn't bothered with the chain lock.

All she'd wanted was to hit the pillow.

Gin pulled herself to her feet, wrapped a towel around her, and shut

off the water. She shivered.

The coffee in Duncan's office last night. She'd believed the

bitterness was due to some strange black sambuca he'd said he was

trying. But it could have been something else. Could have been

chloral hydrate.

An old-fashioned Mickey Finn.

He'd had her keys. He could have kept them, driven around the block a

few times, come back, let himself in, and stuck an implant in her thigh

while she was out cold.

Still dripping, she stumbled out of the bathroom and went to the front

door. The chain wasn't on, but she didn't remember fastening it. And

her keys . . .

She looked around and spotted them on the coffee table.

But of course he'd leave them behind after he'd finished with her.

What use were they to him then?

But why? Why would he do this to her just hours after asking her to

assist on the president's surgery? It didn't make sense. Unless .

.

.

Unless he thought she knew too much. What if he'd found out about the

FBI and the staged accident and the Mltl done on Senator Marsden's

leg?

What if Oliver had told him that she''d guessed about the president?

He' d want to make sure she was out of the way. Before Friday. He'dþ

The phone rang. Her hand trembled as she l1ifted the receiver. When

she recognized Duncan's voice, she almost screamed.

"How are you feeling? " Controlling her terror, the hurt, Gin forced

herself to reply calmly.

"Fine. A little headache, maybe."

"Glad to hear it. You were sailing last night. For a while there Iþ"

"Duncan! " Unable to repress them any longer, the words burst from

her.

"Duncan, how could you do this to me! " "Do what? " "You know damn

well what! You stuck an implant in me last night! " "What? Hold on

just a minute." He put me on hold! she thought. I don't believe

this!

She was just about to slam the receiver down when she heard a click and

pressed it back to her ear.

"Now, Gin, " he said. "I don't understand this. What do you think

I've done? " "Don't play dumb with me, Duncan. I know all about it.

You slipped me a Mickey last night and put an implant filled with TPD

in my leg. ' "You think I broke into your apartment and did surgery on

you? And what's TDP? " "You know damn well what it is! It causes

psychotic symptoms.

"Gin, listen. Think. If I wanted to dose you with something, why

bother with an implant? Why not just inject you with it? " That took

her back. Why hadn't he just shot her up and been done with it? And

then suddenly she knew.

"Because you were out with me last night. We were seen together. You

want a comfortable buffer zone between when you were with me and when I

have a breakdown."

"I fear you're having one now, Gin."

"Just what you'd like people to think, isn't it? Well, listen,

Duncanþ" "Have you heard enough, Barbara? " And then Gin heard

Barbara's voice, husky with pity. "Gin, you've got to calm down.

We're you're friends here.

We only want to help you.

Please. You've got to believe that." Gin nearly dropped the phone.

"Oh my God! Barbara! He's conning you! " The bastard! He'd put

Barbara on the line while she was on hold. Now he had a witness that

she was making wild accusations before her complete breakdown.

'"Just stay where you are, Gin, " Duncan said. "I'm calling an

ambulance to come to your place. We'll get you to where you can

receive the help you need."

"NO! " She slammed the phone down and ran for her bedroom.

"Damn me! How could I be so stupid! " She 1pulled on her clothes. She

had to get out of here. She could see it all now . . .

He had set all this up, and so cleverly. First the fake-out on , r,

i.

.

Marsden. She must have made it too obvious that she suspected

something.

So he'd pulled a reverse on her by puncturing the senator's thigh with

an empty trocar. He'd led her into making a complete fool out of

herself. But that was the least of it. Now her rationality and

soundness of judgment were suspect.

But how in the world did he know how much she knew? Unless he had a

security camera in the office or something.

My God! Was that possible? Then he would have seen her picking the

lock on his desk drawer, seen her peeking behind that book two days

ago. She groaned. No wonder he wanted her out of the way.

She pulled on a sweatshirt, jeans, and sneakers, grabbed her purse, and

headed for the door. She stuttered to a halt at the threshold.

Where am I going?

Home? But that was the first place he'd look for her. And she did not

want to get her folks involved.

Gerry? He had awful doubts about her reliability. But this time she

had proof. Right here in her leg. An implant nestled there in the

fatty layer.

She leapt back to the phone and dialed Gerry's home. He'd still be

there now. At least she hoped so. As the phone began to ring, she

worked to keep her voice under control. She wanted to sound sane while

she explained something insane. How to say it all in as few words as

possible? And make it believable. She had to make Gerry believe.

"Gerry, it's Gin." Gerry felt a small glow of pleasure at the sound of

her voice, also a stab of guilt and, in a way, relief. He'd wanted to

talk to her but had been hesitant about making the call. He'd been

pretty rough on her last week. He was glad she'd taken the first

step.

On the other hand, he couldn't help being more than a little

apprehensive about what she might have to say, especially since her

voice sounded strained.

"Hello, Gin. I've been meaning to call."

"I don't have much time, so please listen to what I have to say. Last

night Duncan put one of those implants in my leg while I was asleep.

It's still in there. ' He groaned. Not again.

"Oh, Gin. You've really got to getþ" Her voice rushed on. "Listen to

me, Gerry. I beg you. This isn't fantasy. There are two hard facts

you can check out. One is, obviously, the implant in my leg. I know

it's there. I can feel it. We can get a scan to prove it, but what I

really want is someone to operate and remove it. The second is the

reason Duncan did this to me, He's doing cosmetic surgery on the

president tomorrow morning. ' Gerry closed his eyes. Poor Gin.

Duncan Lathram strikes again, first Senator Marsden, now the

president.

"I know what you're thinking, Gerry, " she said, 'and I don't blame

you.

But just check it out. You've got to know someone in the Secret

Service."

"Yeah. I know a couple of guys." Bob Decker immediately came to

mind.

He was on the White House detail.

If anyone would know the president's hour-to-hour whereabouts, it would

be Bob.

"Good. Call one of them. Call them all. Confirm what I said about

the surgery. Once we've established that, maybe you'll be more willing

to believe that I'm not completely . .

crazy.

"I don't think you're crazy, ' he said, hoping he sounded convincing.

"You're a terrible liar. But please don't leave me hanging. Check

this out. Then we can get on with removing this thing from my leg and

put a stop to Duncan before he does something catastrophic. Please.

I'm begging you." The note of plaintive desperation in her voice cut

through all his rational objections to getting sucked in again.

She's frightened, he thought. Deeply frightened.

"Okay. I'll call'the White House." It was the least he could do.

And what would it hurt? "But it may take me a while to get an

answer.

Those guys aren't just sitting around waiting for calls. If the

president's out somewhere, they'll be with him."

"It's still early.

Maybe you can catch somebody."

"I'll try."

"Thanks. That's almost more than I could hope for." She sounded not

only frightened, but lost. Not a friend in the world.

"Where will you be? Home? " "God, no. He's coming for me. I've got

to get moving. I'll call you back in a little while. When I get to a

safe place." Oh, Gin.

"Do you want to stay at my place? " he said. "Martha wil1l be in

school.

You could stay here till I hear from the Secret Service guys." He

wanted her safe. What should he do with her? He had to get some

help.

Maybe get in touch with her parents, let them know she was having a

breakdown.

"Maybe later. After we get this thing out of my leg, I'll need a place

to rest up. Right now I'd better keep on the move." Gerry chewed his

lip. He didn't want to push her, not in her mental state.

"Okay. Do what you have to do. But stay in touch. Keep calling in.

' "You can count on that." She paused, then, "And you will call, won't

you? You're not just humoring me? " "I'll call. I promise. "

"Thanks, Gerry." Her voice softened. "Thanks for giving me the

benefit of the doubt here. After last Friday, that can't be too

easy.

" "It's okay." After he hung up, Gerry sat and stared at his phone.

He didn't want to sound like a jerk calling up Bob Decker and asking if

the president was having plastic surgery tgmorrow. He'd yet to live

down the Marsden debacle. Guys were still coming up and offering to

sell him the Brooklyn Bridge.

He looked up Decker's extension at the White House and made the call.

Years ago he and Decker had become casual friends after an FBI

racketeering case turned out to involve counterfeiting as well and the

Secret Service was called in. Every so often they got together for a

drink.

He was surprised how relieved he felt when he was told that Decker

wasn't in. Gerry left his office number for the return call.

Decker's call came in shortly after Gerry got to his desk. After the

standard how's-it-going' preliminaries, Gerry took a deep breath and

jumped in with both feet.

"Listen, Bob. The reason I called is that I heard a rumor that the

president's getting a face-lift or something tomorrow. Any truth to

that? " Decker cleared his throat. "A face-lift? Tomorrow? That's a

good one.

Where'd you hear something like that? " "The usual roundabout way.

Somebody heard from somebody whose second cousin's mother overheard it

at the Laundromat, and so on. I thought I'd check it out with you and

lay it to rest. Or if it is true, I figure you'd want to know that the

word is out and spreading."

"Thanks, Gerry. I appreciate that." ' Well? " '-Well what? " "Is it

true? ' -, .

. s , 0 "The president's heading for Camp David tomorrow morning for a

long weekend, and I'm going with him." He chuckled. "Christ, he's

going to be pissed when he hears about this. I know he doesn't want

anyone to think he's having a face-lift. How do these crazy stories

get started? " '"Crazy people, I guess, " Gerry said glumly.

"Well, thanks for thinking of me. You can put the kibosh on this one,

but let me know if you hear any others "Will do." Just great, Gerry

thought as he hung up. The president's not even going to be in town.

At least according to Bob Decker. But Decker could be covering for the

president. If he'd been instructed to tell no one, he'd do just that,

even if the FBI was asking.

Who to believe? A week ago there'd be no contest. But after the

Marsden mess . . .

Coffee splashed over the rim of his cup as Gerry pounded his fist on

the desk.

Damn it, what was he going to tell Gin?

And where was she now? Racing around the city in her car? Or hunched

over a cup of coffee at the rear table of some diner?

He had to get her help. And fast.

Gin sipped a cup of cappuccino and watched the street. She'd found a

Moroccan coffee shop on Columbia Road with a booth that offered a view

of the eastern corner of Kalorama, half a block uphill from her

apartment. If Duncan or an ambulance arrived, they'd turn that

corner.

So far, no ambulance, no black Mercedes. But Duncan was tricky. He'd

certainly proven that in the past week. Who said he had to come in his

Mercedes?

Rather than run all over the city with no definite destination, she'd

left her car parked in front of her building and walked up here to sit

watch. Was Duncan really calling an ambulance, or coming himself?

God, she wished she knew. The only thing she knew for ceXtain right

now was that she had to stay as far as possible from Duncan Lathram.

She glanced at her watch. Time to give Gerry a call. Another good

thing about this little coffee shop was the location of the phone,

right inside the front door. She could call and still keep watch on

the corner.

Gerry sounded tired when he said hello.

"Did you call the Secret Service? " '"Yes."

" And? " His sigh was full of angst. "They say he's not having

surgery tomorrow or any other day. As a matter of fact, he's leaving

in the morning for Camp David for a long weekend." '"To recover from

the surgery! " "According to the Secret Service, there's no surgery,

Gin."

"But how . . . ? " Oh, God, why hadn't she thought of that? "Gerry,

of course they're going to deny it. It's all hushhush. He doesn't

want anyone to know it's being done."

"I already thought of that. Look, Gin, you can't keep doing this.

You're a doctor. Don't you see a pattern here? There's no surgery on

the president, just like there was no implant in Senator Marsden's

leg.

" "Well, there's one in mine! I can show you! " '"Gin, you need

help." She heard real pain in his voice now. "Let me get you in touch

with someone we use at the Bureau. Maybe he canþ" Tears of frustration

welled in Gin's eyes. "I'm not paranoid, Gerry.

Duncan has done a beautiful job of manipulating events to make me look

that way, but I'm not. And I've got the implant in my leg to prove

it.

" "Gin, ' was all he said.

t .

, . T . S , , "All right. That does it. ' She was angry now. "You

don't believe me, so I'll show you. I'm coming down there right now

and I'll prove to you that there's an implant in my leg. And you leave

word at the desk that I'm coming."

"I don't think that's a good idea, Gin."

"Maybe not, but it seems to be my only option now. So get ready,

Gerry.

I'm on my way. ' "Ginaþ" She hung up on him and stood inside the door

trembling with anger and fright. What if she couldn't get anyone to

believe her? She realized how she must have sounded. She had to stay

calm and sound rational. She wasn't going to convince anyone if she

kept flying off the handle.

But I'm scared, dammit.

And worse than the fear was the question that had begun tapping with

increasing insistence on the back door of her consciousness.

g everybody thinks you're crazy, maybe you shogldn't completely dismiss

the possibility they might be right.

Feeling utterly miserable, she leaned against the door and pressed her

right temple against the cool glass. The caffeine and a couple of

Tylenol had helped, but her head still throbbed. And the doubts only

intensified the pain.

Am I sane?

Cou1ld all this be simply the fabrication of a mind sent off course

because her brain had begun synthesizing faulty neurochemicals or

producing the right ones in the wrong proportions? How many paranoids

had she seen in her psych rounds who were utterly convinced of the

veracity of their absurd claims? They'd heard with their own ears,

seen with their own eyes. If you can't trust your senses and your own

ability to interpret their input, who or what can you trust?

Gin rubbed her thigh, gently. Maybe that mark was nothing more than a

bruise. And maybe the hangover this morning was nothing more than too

much amarone and sambuca. And maybe Duncan hadn't asked her to assist

on the president's surgery tomorrow.

God, what was real?

She slammed her palm once against the pay phone.

No! She wasn't crazy!

That's what they all say . . .

Something black and gleaming caught her eye. Duncan's Mercedesþor one

exactly like itþwas passing on the street. It turned onto Kalorama.

Abruptly the doubts were gone, the fatigue and the eadache forgotten.

She ducked back to her booth, threw a couple of dollars on her table,

and returned to the door. The car was out of sight now. She stepped

outside. The cool, damp air refreshed her. A drop of water hit her

forehead. She glanced up. The low, gray, moisture-laden clouds seemed

to be sinking under their own weight.

She begged the rain to hold off a few more minutes.

She hurried across Columbia and trotted downhill to Kalorama. She

stopped under the front canopy of an apartment house on the corner and

craned her neck to peer down the street. She could see her building

from here.

Duncan, looking very dapper in his blue blazer and charcoal slacks, was

on his way up the front steps.

She watched him step inside the front door. Unless someone let him

inþunlikely because everybody workedþ he'd spend the next few minutes

waiting for her to answer his rings. As soon as he left, she'd jump in

her car and head straight downtown to the FBBuilding.

She waited. What was he doing in there? Why didn't he come out?

Then she glanced up at the third floor and gasped when she saw a man

standing in her bay window.

Duncan! He had a key. He must have had a copy made last nighc Sure.

He establishes with Barbara that Gin's . _ acting irrationally, so he

ru1shes down, supposedly to see what he can do. He finds her, zaps the

implant in her leg, and then reports that the poor girl was sitting

there drooling and babbling incoherently when he found her.

Well, guess what, Duncan, Gin thought as her jaw muscles bunched.

Gin's not there. And she's not letting you within striking distance.

It began to rain. Only a gentle drizzle now, but cold.

Great. What else could go wrong? She was wearing only jeans, an old

Tulane sweatshirt, and no hat. If her hair and her clothes got wet,

how convincing would she be if she looked like a drowned rat when she

got to Gerry?

, . Duncan gazed down at the street from the empty apartment, his

right hand gripping the ultrasound transducer in his pocket.

What am I doing here?

. , He hated this. He'd regretted implanting Gin with the TPD almost

as soon as he'd done it. But performing the act was like burning a

bridge behind you, Once done, there was no going back. He had to

follow through and dissolve it.

He seemed to be spiraling out of control. It was never supposed to

turn out like this. But he couldn't stop himself. He had to keep

going until he got to the president. After that he didn't care.

The situation was deteriorating, as well. Gin had been scheduled to

show up at the surgicenter this morning, they were to go through their

usual routines, then, somewhere around lunchtime, he'd intended to give

her leg a burst of ultrasound and leave for the day. He'd have been

miles away before she began to show the first effects. Maybe some

visual hallucinations, maybe auditory, maybe both. She'd become

disoriented, incoherent, might even start pulling at her hair and

screaming. Or she might simply withdraw into a catatonic state, curled

in a fetal position and drooling in a corner of the records room.

The images nauseated Duncan. He swallowed back the acid creeping up

from his stomach.

Why couldn't you have stayed out of this, Gin?

Bad enough he'd have to pull the trigger on her. But she'd somehow

discovered what he'd done to her last night. So now he had to hunt her

down. That implant was a two-edged sword. Knowing it was there, she

could use it against himþ if she could get someone to believe her. He

had to catch up with her before she had it removed.

Where was Gin now? Couldn't be too far. Her car was parked on the

street below. Maybe she w1as out there, watching him, waiting to see

his next move.

He nodded slowly. Yes . . . that would be just like her. Let him

find her gone, then return to her place and ponder her next move calmly

and in comfort while he ran around in circles.

All right. He'd do a circle. Circle the block and see if he could

catch sight oœ her.

Lord, he hated this. The whole idea sickened him. He wanted to have

it all over and done with.

And after that he'd have to find a way to live with himself.

Gin watched Duncan hurry down her front steps and get into his car.

Where to now, Duncan? A little worried, perhaps, now that your pigeon

has flown?

She watched him drive away. She waited until he turned off Kalorama

onto 18th, then she sprinted for her Sunbird. She jumped in and

started her up.

The drizzle graduared to full-fledged rain as she headed down Kalorama,

following Duncan's path. Only she wasn't following him. He was

probably on his way back to Chevy Chase, she was headed downtown.

She peered up and down 18th, very possibly the most colorful street in

the District. No sign of Duncan. She made a right and raced down to

Florida where she hung another right. That brought her to a red light

at Connecticut Avenue.

Gin searched Connecticut uphill and down, but no sign of Duncan. She

allowed herself to relax. She had to forget about Duncan for the

moment and figure out a way to convince Gerry that sheþ Gin jumped in

her seat as she glanced in her rearview mirror. Through the rain and

the slightly fogged rear window she saw a black Mercedes ease to a stop

two cars behind her. She stared at the Mercedes's windshield, but the

rain and the sweeping wipers prevented her from seeing the driver.

She swallowed. Her mouth was dry. She couldn't make out the plates,

but that could be Duncan back there. . . could easily be Duncan.

But why would he be following her? Had to be more than simply to see

where she was going. What did he have in mind? Running her off the

road?

Hardly. She was sure the last thing he wanted was to be placed in her

vicinity. So what was he up to? What did he hope toþ Ultrasound.

An icy hand clamped down hard on the back of her neck as she remembered

the specialty electronics store he'd visited. Did Duncan have a device

that could send an ultrasonic pulse into her car 1and dissolve the

implant) She didn't see how. What she knew of the physics of sound

said it wasn-t possible, but a lot of events connected with Duncan

didn't seem possible. Maybe he had a way . . .

Another glance in the rearview mirror.

How convenient to have her begin to hallucinate while driving.

The Honda directly behind her gave a polite toot. She looked up and

saw the light was green. She also saw the NO LEFT TURN sign. One way

to find out if that Mercedes was following her . . .

Gin floored the Sunbird and swung left onto Connecticut. She saw the

startled face of the driver of a yellow VW coming the other way as Gin

dodged in front of him. The VW stuttered to a halt with an angry horn

blast as Gin swerved past. She felt her back end slip a little on the

wet pavement but the front-wheel drive pulled her out of it and seconds

later® she was speeding downtown.

Another glance in the rearview showed no Mercedesþ didn't show much of

anything through the rain and foggedup glass. The traffic behind her

was a mass of blurred gray shapes. He could be anywhere.

Dupont Circle was dead ahead. She could see traffic slowing, backing

up. A perfect spot for Duncan to pull up alongside and . . .

Her hands became slippery on the wheel as she began to weave through

the traffic. Had to get through the circle. She made a few reckless

moves, earned a few more angry horn blasts, but moments later she was

cruising toward the circle.

She blew through an amber light and then slowed to get her bearings.

As she swung around the curve she checked the rearview again. She

twisted left and right, peering out the side windows. No Mercedes.

She leaned back in her seat and took a deep breath. Maybe it hadn't

been Duncan after all. Lots of big black Mercedes in this town. The

diplomats loved them.

She swung off the circle onto Connecticut again.

Okay. She was on her way. With a pang she suddenly realized where she

was. Only a few blocks from Galileo. Seemed like so much longer, but

only a dozen hours had passed since she'd been dining with Duncan,

feeling happy, carefree.

Now she was running for her life. Or if not her life, her sanity.

She put the painful memory aside and concentrated on the now. Not far

to the FBBuilding from here. Had to calm herself, gather her wits.

Couldn't act as frazzled as she 1felt. Had to be convincing. Had to

.

.

In her left sideview mirror . . . rising out of the Dupont Circle

underpass like some dark demon from the netherworld . . . looming ever

larger, ever closer . . . a black Mercedes. And this time she could

make out the MD plates.

Duncan!

He'd bypassed the circle by going under it. Now he was nearly on top

of her.

Her heart raced ahead of her engine as the Mercedes pulled in behind

her and began riding her rear bumper. She sprang ahead, darting in and

out of the traffic, squeezing her smaller car through openings where

the Mercedes could not hope to follow, especially on this wet

pavement.

She pushed the lights, gunning through intersections whenever one

threatened to turn red.

It was working. Slowly but steadily she increased the distance between

them.

But she was coming to the end of Connecticut. The traffic lights of K

Street loomed ahead. Green now. Traffic was flowing through. Good.

Where to now? Normally she'd swing onto Seventeenth past Farragut

Square and head down to Pennsylvania, but Duncan was only two cars

back. And just ahead, the light was turning amber. Again, NO LEFT

TURN hung over the intersection.

It hadn't worked before, but maybe this time . . .

But then the BMW in front of her began to brake for the light.

"Oh, no! " she cried aloud. "You wimp! " Instead of slowing, Gin set

her jaw, punched the gas, and wrenched the steering wheel to the right,

swerving around the Beamer and into the middle of the intersection.

Then she yanked it back into a hard left to head east on K.

She cried out as she hit a puddle and felt the tires begin to slip

sideways on the wet pavement. She floored the brake pedal but the car

didn't slow. It was completely out of her control. She saw the curb

and the sidewalk careening toward her.

'"Oh, God, no! " Gin braced herself for the impact as the Sunbird

slammed into the curb. The right rear wheel bounced over onto the

sidewalk and the car tilted and threatened to tip over. Gin's head hit

her side window as the car fell back onto four wheels. She shook her

head to clear it. The window was okay and the car, thank you, God, had

finally come to a halt without hitting anybody.

Gin wanted to cry, wanted to be sick, but she didn't have time for

that. Except for a bruised scalp she was all right. Her seat belt had

kept her from being tossed about the inside of the car. Horns were

blaring all around her, frightened pedestrians were staring and either

pointing fingers or shaking fists her way.

And her engine had stalled. She restarted it and tried to turn back

into traffic, but her wheels were locked. She couldn't turn the

steering wheel. She got out and ran around to the other side of the

car and gasped when she saw the front wheel. The tire had been knocked

off the rim and the wheel itself was bent, canted under the car. She

didn't know if that meant a broken axle or what, but she did know her

little Sunbird wasn't going anywhere without extensive repairs.

She was at the top of Farragut Square, a block of grass and shrubs and

park benches with a statue of the admiral at its center. A wide-open

area. She felt exposed. She looked around and S'dW Duncan's Mercedes

pull into the curb on the other side of Seventeenth Street.

With a small cry she turned and bolted into Farragut Square. Her

sneakers slipped on the wet grass as she ran. She found a walk and

slowed enough to look over her shoulder. No sign of Duncan's car back

at the curb. Good. That meant he wasn't following her on foot.

But where was he? She'd feel better if she knew. Because she didn't

know the effective reach of whatever ultrasound device he might be

carrying.

Ahead and to her right, across Eye Street, she spotted a Metro sign.

Immediately her spirits lifted. The Orange Line would leave her a

couple of blocks from the FBBuilding. She picked up her pace and cut

across the grass toward the entrance. She was less than thirty yards

from it when a black Mercedes pulled up and Duncan stepped out.

"Oh, no." He stood by the Metro stairs, looking around. When he

spotted her, he started walking toward her with a determined stride.

Gin made a sharp right turn and hurried on an angle back toward the

corner of K and Seventeenth. A glance over her shoulder revealed that

Duncan must have changed his mind about following her on foot. He was

heading back to his car.

Gin broke into a run and turned down K. She had to get off the

street.

She was a sitting duck out here. She passed a CVS and ducked inside.

As good a place as any to hide. Big and crowded with other people

getting out of the rain.

She moved toward the side wall and wandered among the nail-care items

hung on the Peg-Boards. She pretended to be shopping but all the while

her eyes were fixed on the front doors. She migrated toward the rear,

near the pharmacy counter where the first-aid items were stocked. She

ducked behind a condom display as she saw Duncan walk past the front

windowsþunder an umbrella no less. She hung there with her nose poking

among the party-colored boxes. Any one watching would have thought she

had a hot time planned for tonight.

When she thought she'd waited long enough, she stepped i. _ out into

the aisle and made her way toward the front of the store.

Halfway there she saw Duncan on the sidewalk outside again. Only this

time he didn't pass. This time he pushed through the door and came

inside.

Gin dropped to a crouch. In case anyone was watching, she quickly

untied and retied her shoelace. She glanced around. No one was paying

her any attention. She half straightened and looked around. Her heart

tripped over a beat when she saw Duncan heading her way, his head

rotating back and forth like a radar dish as he roamed the aisles.

She ducked down and cowered near the Halloween candy displays,

frantically casting about for a plan. She could runþ get up and sprint

for the doors and the street, but that would give her away. Duncan

wasn't sure where she was right nowþcouldn't even know she was in the

store. If she ran, he'd have her. And worse, fleeing at full speed

might bring the store detectives after her. If they grabbed her and

held her, all Duncan would have to do was walk by, let loose an

ultrasonic pulse, and she'd join Senator Vincent in the psych ward.

She glanced up and noticed one of the convex antishoplifter mirrors

overhead. In it she saw a dapper-looking man in a blue blazer with a

folded umbrella coming down the aisle on the other side of the

counter.

Duncan. No more than three feet away.

Head down, she ran in a crouch in the opposite direction and stopped at

a break in the display counter. She checked the mirror again. Duncan

was at the far end and turning into her aisle. She scurried around

into the aisle he'd just left, moved along a dozen or so feet, and

huddled, waiting, barely breathing as she pretended to compare the

prices of the various widths and sizes of bandage gauze and adhesive

1tape.

She didn't dare peek at the mirror again. Not yet. If she'd been able

to see Duncan in it, he'd could just as easily use it to see her.

Finally she reared up and cautiously peeked around a display of Ace

bandages. It took her a moment before she spotted him. Near the front

of the store now. Pushing through the door. Leaving.

But he wouldn't be leaving the area. He'd be wandering around,

watching the Metro entrance, cruising the streets. He knew she was

somewhere around here, and he wasn't going away. Trying to slip past

him was too dangerous, especially in daylight. She needed a place to

hide until it was dark.

Gin's fists knotted in frustration. She was so damn vulnerable with

this . . . this thing in her leg. She wished she could be rid of

it.

Then she could walk up to Duncan and thumb her nose at him. If only

.

.

She looked at the tape and bandages in her hands.

And came to a decision.

Where the hell is she?

Duncan opened the umbrella and looked up and down K Street as the rain

increased its intensity, falling in sheets. The weather matched his

mood.

This wasn't going well at all.

He tried to look on the bright side, If nothing else, the downpour was

driving people indoors. That would make anyone still wandering about

outside even more conspicuous. Gin would be easier to spot if she made

a break for it. Obviously she'd ducked into one of the stores on this

side of the street. She hadn't had time to cross to the other side o

reach the far end of the block before he'd arrived.

She was here. This side. And she had to come out sometime.

But what if her fellow from the FBI was on his way to meet her here

now?

That could be trouble. But not insurmountable. All he had to do was

sidle up within range, press a button on the transducer, and TPD would

begin seeping into her bloodstream.

But that scenario was risky. Far better to find her before the cavalry

arrived . . . if it was even coming.

Duncan sighed. He'd have to search these stores one by one. Most of

them were small. It wouldn't take long.

He noticed a Burger King down the block. A perfect place to hide. She

could sit in the back and sip a cola and no one would make her move.

He'd start there.

Gin clutched a white plastic bag filled with her purchases and checked

the street and sidewalk outside as best she could from inside of the

window. Duncan was nowhere to be seen. But that didn't mean he wasn't

somewhere out there watching.

Her knees shook. Her hands nervously rolled and twisted the loops of

the bag. She didn't want to go out there. She wanted to stay here

where it was safe and dry, where Duncan had already searched and

probably wouldn't search again. At least not for a while.

But she couldn't. Couldn't crawl into a hole and pull the earth over

her. She'd made up her mind to do something about this, and dammit,

that was it. She would not stay here and be a sitting duck any

longer.

Across the street she could make out a bank, a copy shop, and a dingy

marquee that read The Tremont. That little old hotel held one part of

the key. The contents of the paper bag another. The rest was up to

her.

She watched the traffic outside, waiting for a break . . .

Finally it came. Setting her teeth, she leaned against the door and

burst from CVS into The downpour at a dead run, straight across the

street and into the lobby of the Tremont.

Inside the revolving door she stopped and looked back on K Street. No

sign of a blue-blazered man with an umbrella dashing across to

intercept her. But that didn't mean he wouldn't be along soon.

As she hurried to the reservation desk she scanned the hded glory of

the lobby. The brass needed polishing, the mirrors were smudged, and

the carpet was showing its age. But there was still dignity here in

the carved wood and dark green wallpaper. An old, independent dowager

refusing to yield to the age of international hotel chains.

"I'd like a single please, " she told the beige-suited young black

woman behind the counter. "Just for the night." The woman said, "Of

course, " and placed a card on the counter. "Please fill this out. "

Gin paused with the pen poised over the NAME line. She didn't want to

put her own name, but how much cash did she have? Thirty bucks? Maybe

forty? Nowhere near enough to cover a room in the heart of D. C. And

if she was going to use cash instead of a credit card, the hotel would

be looking for at least one night in advance.

Reluctantly, she wrote in "Gin Panzella" and handed over her Visa with

the registration card.

"Any luggage? " "I'm having that sent over later." She was tempted to

make up a place from which her bags would be arriving and a story as to

why she didn't have them with her, but decided to clam up. This woman

didn't care and too much talk might make her sound as if she was hiding

something. She was inexperienced at the art but guessed that lies,

like medical reports and research papers, worked best when one observed

the KISS rule, Keep It Simple, Stupid.

Five minutes later she was in a narrow room on the top floor with one

double bed and an alley view.

Perfect.

She put on the chain lock, dropped into the single chair by the writing

table, and closed her eyes. So good to feel safe. Temporarily safe.

At least she didn't have to worry about running into Duncan here.

Gin looked at the phone and thought about calling Gerry, to tell him

that she was going to be delayed. Maybe she should tell him why,

because of his insistence on objective proof.

Well, she was going to give him his damn objective proof.

Forget calling Gerry. He'd only try to stop her.

She closed her eyes again. Why couldn't she simply stay here?

Hibernate for a week or a month. Order room service and watch the

movies on cable all day. Anything but go outside again and dodge

Duncan so she could prove to Gerry that she wasn't nuts.

Her life seemed to be a lose-lose proposition right now. Why not justþ

She bounded from the chair. No. She had to do this. And now. Had to

go on autopilot. Couldn't think about what she was asking of

herself.

Had to fight the nausea and the revulsion and fear. Had to keep up the

momentum. If she stopped or even slowed she might not be able to go

through with this.

And the longer she waited, the greater the chance of Duncan tracking

her here.

She grabbed the ice bucket and scurried down the hall to the service

nook where she quickly filled it with cubes. Once back in her room, she replaced the chain lockr drew the curtains, and turned on the TV.

She punched the remote until she found a noisy game show, then turned

up the volume. Not too loud, but enough to mask any incidental

noise.

She checked the thermostat and pushed it up to 75.

She turned on the light in the bathroom. Bright, clean, white the and

tub, a marble vanity. She made sure the drain was open, then started1p>

the water running in the tub. As she waited for the temperature to

reach a comfortable warm, she emptied the contents of the bag from CVS

on the vanity counter. She set aside the smaller separate bag within,

then opened the bottle of Tylenol Extra Strength and washed down four

of them with a glass of water. Next she opened the bottle of Coricidin

tablets. She would have preferred a test tube, but this glass cylinder

full of cold tablets would have to do. She emptied the pills into the

toilet. Then she began arranging the rest of her purchases.

The bacitracin ointment, gauze pads, Ace bandage, adhesive tape, and

the hydrogen peroxide went to the rear of the counter, in front of them

she placed the empty Coricidin bottle and the small traveler's sewing

kit, along the edge she lined up the bag of cotton balls, the tweezers,

the bottle of isopropyl alcohol, the Cricket lighter, and the package

of single-edge razor blades.

The last item was an ice pack. She filled that with ice cubes and set

it on the edge of the tub. She unbuttoned her jeans, slipped them off,

and hung them on the towel rack. Gooseflesh ran up her thighs to the

edges of her panties.

She soaked one of the cotton balls with the alcohol and then began

rubbing it on her thigh, firmly but not too vigorously, in the area of

the bruise. Didn't want to break anything under the skin. She then

poured alcohol over the contact surface of the ice pack and pressed it

over the bruise. This was welcomed by another rush of gooseflesh.

She glanced at the ceiling. No heat lamp. Too bad. Would have been

nice.

Wedging the ice pack between her thigh and the vanity, she picked up

the black and yellow box of razor blades. "SMITH single edgeþMade in

U. S. A. ' said the top. On the side, "Fits all single edge

scrapers.

For industrial use." She had to smile at that. Industrial use? Not

today.

She slipped one of the blades from the box, gripped it with the

tweezers, then applied the Cricket flame to the cutting edge until it

glowed red. As she let that cool on the edge of the marble vanity top,

she pulled off her sweatshirt and tossed it toward her jeans.

Now she really could have used a heat lamp.

Still holding the ice pack to her thigh, she seated herself on the edge

of the tub with her feet in the lukewarm water running from the

spout.

Another ten minutes and the iceddown area of her thigh was good and

numb. She swabbed the area again with alcohol, then poured some over

her hands. She picked up the razor blade.

And began to shake.

I can't do this.

But another part of her said she could. Told her she had to. Had to

do it now, before the numbing effect of the ice wore off.

But the first part of her brain screamed, Wait!

What if this whole situation was another elaborate scam by Duncan?

He'd already undermined her credibilityþand made Gerry look like a

fool. What if he'd. pulled the same on her? A double reverse? Slip

her a Mickey, steal her key, sneak into her apartment, and jab an empty

trocar into her leg while she was unconscious? Who'd expect him to

pull the same stunt twice?

But he might be counting on that sort of thinking, counting on her to

go running to Gerry, crying about bad old Duncan sticking a drug-filled

implant in her leg. And if and when she finally convinced Gerry to

check out her leg, they'd come up with another negative MRI.

And anything she said after that would be dismissed as the ravings of a

lunatic.

So she couldn't go to Gerry empty-handedþor, in this case, empty-legged

Either way, she had to know.

If only she had a syringe and some anesthetic.

Lidocaine! Lidocaine/ My kingdom for some lidocaine!

But there'd be no lidocaine. Only ice.

Gin grabbed a washcloth from the counter and wadded it into her

mouth.

Then she used her left hand to stretch the skin over the bruise while

she tightened her grip on the razor blade in her right.

Not too deep, now, she told herself. Don't want to slice the

implant.

She took a deep breath and held it. With one quick move, she drove the

corner of the blade's cutting edge into the skin half an inch distal to

the bruise, then yanked it toward her.

She doubled over and screamed into the washcloth. Shuddering with the

pain, she clung to the safety bar with her free hand and pressed her

face against her knees as her eyes filled with tears and a cold sweat

erupted from every pore.

And then, after a small eternity, the pain passed its crescendo. Her

bunched muscles relaxedþslightly. She straightened, spit out the

washcloth, and gasped for air. 1When she'd caught her breath, she

leaned over and took a look.

Blood poured from the two-inch gash in her thigh. Thick crimson drops,

startlingly red against the white ceramic finish, splashed along the

inside of the tub and oozed down to the water swirling toward the

drain.

She felt faint and swayed back. For an instant she thought she was

going to topple backward, but she hung on until the room stopped

wobbling around her.

Gin allowed herself a tight, wry smile. She thought she was used to

seeing blood. Other people's blood. Not quite the same as seeing her

own.

She touched the wound edge and jerked her hand back. Exquisitely

tender. Those severed nerve ends were screaming. This was when she

really could have used some anesthetic.

Replacing the washcloth between her teeth, she clamped down on it and

groaned as she separated the wound edges. The subcutaneous fat was

blood-red instead of its natural yellow. Gingerly she probed the fat

with her pinky. A strange, curious, slightly sickening sensation, this

groping among her own fat cells. Painful, but it wasn't the pain that

was making her queasy. She'd never touched human fat with her bare

hands before. Like playing with greasy tapioca.

The pain increased as she pressed deeper, searching for an opening, a

depression, a channel, any clue that would tell her what course the

trocar had followed.

And then her fingertip slipped a little deeper into one area of the

fat. She stiffened. Could that be it? She probed further, but

gently, feeling the fat give way easily before her. Yes. Something

had been this way before. And recently.

And then her fingertip came to rest against something soft but firmer

and smoother than fat.

Gin didn't know whether to be relieved or terrified. At least she

hadn't imagined all this. There was an implant in her leg and only one

man could have put it there.

And it had to come out. Now. And she had to remove it without

breaking it. If she ruptured it, or even caused a tiny leak, she'd

have done Duncan's job for him.

Biting down harder on the washcloth, Gin dug her finger deeper into the

fat. Propelled by pain, air hissed in and out of her nostrils as she

worked to get around the implant. Had to get behind it. Gently .

. .

. . . gently . . .

Gerry slammed the phone down in the middle of Gin's instructions to

leave a message after the beep. He'd already left two on her

machine.

Where is she?

He glanced at his watch again. What for, he didn't know.

Only half a minute had passed since the last time he'd looked.

He stretched his neck to relieve the growing lump of tension between

his shoulder blades. She should have been here by now. Visions of Gin

wandering around the District, dazed and confused, replayed in his

mind.

Or worse yet, huddled behind a Dumpster in some alley, hiding from

imaginary enemies.

Damn it. He couldn't concentrate on anything. All he could think

about was Gin. The way she'd sounded . . . like her world was coming

to an end.

Only one thing to do. Go out and look for her.

He picked up his car keys and called the switchboard. He left

instructions that if a Gin Panzella or a Dr. Panzella called, or

anyone called about her, or if she showed up in person, to put her

through to his car phone.

On the chance that she might be hiding in her apartment, afraid to pick

up the phone, refusing to answer the door, he grabbed the Electropick

on his way out. Just in case.

He got his car out of the Bureau's underground lot and drove up

Pennsylvania toward the White House, trying to backtrack along the most

logical route for her to follow from Adams Morgan. She'd have to come

down Connecticut, but after that it was anybody's guess.

He worked his way up to K Street where he saw a couple of cops standing

outside their unit at the top of Farragut Square watching a sanit man

sweep up some broken glass. He flashed his ID and asked what had

happened. The older of the pair, heavyset with a mustache, leaned in

the window. His breath reeked of old coffee.

"A one-car M.V.A. Nobody hurt. Driver hopped out and took off. You

can bet what that means." Gerry nodded. "Hot."

"You got it." Just so no stone was left unturned, Gerry said, "You

remember what make it was?

" The cop shrugged. "Nh. It was already towed when we got here.

They're running the plates, though. Somebody you looking for? " "Not

likely. Just thought I'd ask." As he drove away, he made a mental

note of the location. If he couldn't find Gin, he'd check with the

locals later on the registration of that car.

He turned back and headed up Connecticut. Maybe the best place to

start was Gin's apartment.

Gin leaned, gasping, trembling, against the side wall of the tub

alcove. When the pain receded from excruciating to merely brutal, she

opened her hand and looked at the bloody little lump Lying in her

palm.

G ha.

She was safe. Even if Duncan bathe the entire hotel with ultrasound,

he couldn't harm her. But she wasn't out of the woods yet. She had a

deep, wide gash in her leg that had to be closed.

But first, Save the evidence.

She reached over to the counter and grabbed the Coricidin bottle.

Carefully she scraped the sticky implant off her palm with the lip of

the bottle. She'd already learned the hard way how much more fragile

these things became once they'd been implanted. The implant slid down

the inside of the bottle, slowly, like some sort of scarlet slug, and

came to rest on the bottom. She capped the bottle and returned her

attention to the incision in her leg.

Bleeding had slowed considerably. The blood oozing around the growing

clot was thick, almost syrupy. She reached for the sewing kit and

began threading a needle. The adrenaline tremor from the pain and

stress caused her to miss S.

on the first few tries. She was beginning to fear that she'd never get

it threaded, but finally the tip slipped through the eye.

She considered sterilizing the needle with the Cricket but discarded

the idea. She couldn't sterilize the thread that way, and the wound

was already grossly contaminated. She was covered for tetanus, but she

had to get herself some antibioticþa broad-spectrum cephalosporin

preferablyþto fend off the inevitable infection that would follow this

egregiously unsterile little surgical procedure.

By way of compromise, she doused the needle and soaked the thread with

hydrogen peroxide. She laid that aside and replaced the washcloth in

her mouth. Then she expressed the clot from the wound and poured the

peroxide directly into it. She groaned into the cloth as pink foam

erupted from the opening. She writhe from the sharp, stinging agony of

the nest of enraged hornets trapped inside her thigh.

When that passed, she wiped the sweat and tears from her eyes, pressed

the wound edges together, and began suturing. She started at the

distal end, figuring it would be easier to work her way up.

Gin winced as she forced the needle through her skin. Painful, but

nothing compared to what she'd already put herself through. The needle

was sharp enough, but it was designed for fabric, not the toughness of

human skin. And it was straight, which made the job all the more difficult .

Forget the lidocaine, she thought. I'll settle for a hemostat and a

curved needle now.

A few subcutaneous sutures and a vertical mattress repair would have

been ideal, but out of the question without gut and a curved needle.

She had to settle for a simple, single loop.

She tied the first suture carefully, afraid to pull too hard and break

the thread. She'd bought the heaviest she could find, but still this

wasn't silk or nylon, this was plain old thread. If this repair was

going to hold, she'd have to place the sutures close together, no more

than an eighth of an inch apart.

She finished the first knot and cut the free ends with the little

scissors from the kit. There. One done. Only fourteen or fifteen

more to go.

Half an hour later, she was done. She foamed the blood off her skin

with peroxide and examined her handiwork. Sixteen puckered sutures in

a neat row. She blotted it dry, smeared some bacitracin ointment over

it, then covered it with gauze. She held that in place with a few

strips of adhesive tape, then wound the six-inch Ace bandage around her

thigh to make a pressure dressing. Then she swung her legs out of the

tub and stood up.

And almost fell as black spots exploded in her vision and a

diesel-engine roar filled her head. She went down on one knee and

clung to the vanity until the room stopped swaying and spinning.

She pressed her forehead against the cool marble and gathered her

strength.

Weak. She'd figured she'd be weak afterward, but not this bad. She

reached for the other little bag she'd picked up in CVS and pulled out

a package of Snickers bars. Good old Pasta had always suffered

chocolate attacks in times of stress and hadn't been able to resist all

that Halloween candy. Gin was glad she'd given in to her. She'd need

some extra calories for healing, some glucose for energy. Another

thing she knew she needed was fluids. After wolfing down three of the

Snickers, she filled the glass by the sink with cold water and gulped

it down. She washed down four more Tylenols with a second glassful.

She felt a little better, but no way ready for the road. She pushed

herself to her feet and, keeping a hand on the wall for support, made

her way to the bed. She turned off the TV as she passed.

She yanked down the covers and gingerly, gently, eased herself between

the cool sheets. She shivered. Had to get some rest. She was safe

now.

Just a nap for an hour or so, then she'd call Gerry. She had the

implant. She could show him hard evidence now. He'd have to

believe.

Every one would believe.

After she had some sleep . . .

THURSDAY AFTERNOON GERRY WAS BEGINNING TO FEEL A LITTLE FRANTIC.

He couldn't help it. He'd been to Gin's apartment earlier. He hadn't

been able to find her car on the street. He got no response to his

repeated knocks on the door, so he'd used the Electropick to let

himself in and found the place deserted. No sign of a struggle, no

note left, no indication that Gin hadn't made a routine departure this

morning fully expecting to return at her usual time tonight.

He'd even called Lathram's surgicenter. The receptionist had said Gin

wasn't there and wasn't expected in today. He thought he'd heard

something in her voice, as if she wanted to say more, but that could

have been wishful thinking.

He'd checked all eleven of the District's emergency rooms and even a

few in northern Virginia and southern Maryland. No Gin Panzella or

Jane Doe fitting her description had come through. Same with all the

local police departments. No one named Panzella or anyone like her on

the arrest records.

And then he'd remembered the accident over by Farragut , , , , , i, 0',

'- , . , z. = Square. He'd placed a call to the D. C. Police and was

hanging around his desk waiting for a call-back now. He didn't have

much hope of help from them, but he wasn't ignoring any possibility.

The phone rang.

"Agent Canney? " said a nasal voice. "We have the ID on the vehicle

in that one-car M.V.A you inquired about. Belongs to a Regina Panzella

of Kalorama Road here in the District."

"Damn! " Gerry said. He should have checked this out hours ago. "And

the report says she left the scene of the accident? " ""Driver

abandoned vehicle, according to the report." '"Nothing else?

"Witnesses said she was female, dark hair, and was the sole occupant.

" That fit Gin.

"Okay. Thanks a lot."

"Any TIME" So where was she? She'd cracked up her car and run

away.

Where to? It had rained most of the morning.

How far could she go on foot in the rain?

Gerry reached for his coat. Better go and inspect the scene. But

nother thought occurred to him as he was leaving. He called down to

the data center and told them to research the credit sources for Regina

Panzella. Find out what credit cards she carried and see if she made

any charges todayþand where.

Who knew? Maybe she rented a car. Or bought a motorcycle. Who could

tell what she was going to do next?

Gerry left for Farragut Square. Without knowing Gin's credit card

number or even her card company, it would take a while. The

information would be waiting when he got back.

He hoped he wouldn't need it.

* * * Duncan was exhausted, frustrated, angry, and not a little

afraid.

But at least the rain had stopped.

That was about the only good thing Duncan could say about the

afternoon. He stood on Seventeenth Street, on the edge of Farragut

Square, and eyed the pedestrians. So many more now that it was getting

late. Workers, released from their offices, were beginning to crowd

the sidewalks. He lifted his gaze to the square's eponymous statue.

Appropriately enough, a seagull was squatting on its hat.

About time to give it up. He'd patrolled the area for hours on foot

and in his car, ranging as far north as Scott Circle and as far south

as the White House itself, and had found not a single trace of Gin.

It was fear that kept him from packing up and heading for home. Or for

the hills.

What if Gin had managed to convince her FBI boyfriend that she carried

an implant in her leg? And what if he'd been able to arrange its

removal? The tables might have been turned on him this afternoon while

he was wandering around. His role might already have changed from

hunter to hunted.

He'd better find out.

Duncan glanced at his watch. Barbara still would be in the officer.

He pulled out his cellular phone and called in.

"Did you find her? ' were the first words out of Barbara's mouth.

"No luck yet, " he said. "Just checking in. No word f1rom Gin, I take

it."

"Nothing, " Barbara said. "Someone called for her, butþ" "Who?

" "That guy she's been seeing. Gerry Canney." Duncan stiffened. The

FBI man? That didn't bode well.

"When did he call? " "Late this morning. He was looking for her. "

'"You remembered what I told you, didn't you? " "Yes. I just said she

wasn't here and wasn't expected in."

"Excellent. We need to protect Gin until we can find out what's wrong

with her and get her some help.

" "I know. It's just that he sounded worried."

"We're all worried, Barbara." Especially me. "Any calls for me? " "A

couple of people looking for appointments. Mr. Covington called to

complain about your canceling all surgery this morning. He said his

wife was hysterical.

" "She's had that nose for almost fifty years, she'll survive another

week with it. No others? No visitors? " '"No. It's been pretty

quiet." That was a relief. No calls or visits from any lawenforcement

agencies looking for Dr. Lathram. A good indication that Gin had yet

to convince anyone.

Maybe there was still TIME

Time for what? He couldn't see much use in patrolling this area any

longer. He had to face it, Gin was gone. She'd hopped a cab, or

sneaked into the Metro, or simply walked away. She could be in

Virginia or Maryland by now. Or down at the FBBuilding. If she was

still around here he would have seen her.

He reached into his pocket for the car keys and found the

pager-transducer. Conflicting emotions swirled within him. If Gin

walked past right now he'd use it on her, without hesitation, not out

of malice but out of the most basic drive of allþself-preservation.

And yet . . . some small part of him was almost glad that she had

eluded him.

He found his keys. Time to go. But whtere? Home to sit and wait for

the ax to fall? Even if no one came to put the cuffs on him, his plans

for the president tomorrow would have to be changed. He would simply

do the surgery and forget about the implant. He would destroy the TPD,

and then it would be Gin's word against his.

Except for that implant in her leg.

Damn, damn, damn! His options were becoming narrower with each passing

hour.

As Duncan turned to head for his car, he saw a monotone sedan pass and

pull1 into the curb a few dozen feet from him, stopping directly under a

no-parking sign. A warning alarm rang in his brain, so he turned and

crossed Seventeenth, keeping his face averred until he reached the

other side. As he mingled with the thickening rush-hour crowd there,

he glanced over his shoulder and saw a young, fair-haired man standing

on the sidewalk, surveying the square. He seemed to be looking for

someone.

Terror slammed Duncan from behind but he resisted the urge to run. He

had seen him beforeþwith Gin at the Guidelines committee hearing.

Canney the FBI agent.

Is he looking for me?

Keep calm, Duncan told himself. How could he be? He drove right past

me. And besides, why, of all the possible places in the District,

would he look for me here?

He had to be looking for someone else.

For Gin.

Excitement surged through Duncan as he stepped back into a doorway and

continued to watch Agent Canney.

I'm still safe, he thought. If the FBI doesn't know Gin's whereabouts,

then no one doesþat least no one who matters.

He watched Canney walk across the grass and among the shrubs and

benches of Farragut Square, watched him search the entire perimeter,

pausing where Gin's car had hit the curb. His movements were quick,

efficient, but Duncan detected an underlying anxiety and uncertainty.

Duncan could have told him, You're wasting your TIME

- He watched Canney canvas the area, then get into his car and leave.

And with the agent's departure Duncan suddenly found himself refreshed,

invigorated. He wasn't going home. Not just yet.

He'd hang around a little longer. At least until dark.

Gin awoke in pain and confusion. She'd rolled over onto her right side

and felt as if something were taking a bite out of her thigh.

She was hot, wet, bathe in sweat. Her bra and panties were glued to

her skin. She threw off the covers. Dark . . . whereþ?

A few blinks and she recognized the hotel room. It all came back to

her. Sitting on the tub, cutting into herself . . .

- She sat up and experienced only an instant of light headedness. No

question, the rest had done her good, but how long had she been out?

She turned the clock radio toward her. 5:05.

My God, I slept away the whole afternoon!

She eased herself to her feet and wobbled only slightly on her way to1p>

the bathroom. She had to see it, had to make sure it was still

there.

It was. The Coricidin bottle sat where she had left it on the marble

counter. She ran the sink water and drank three glasses without taking

her eyes off the implant resting within, turning brown now as its

blood-streaked surface dried.

She brought it with her when she returned to the bed. Still weak, but

feeling lots better, she carefully lowered herself to sit on the

edge.

Time to call Gerry. Time to meet with him and show him what Duncan had

placed inside her.

She got an outside line and punched in his office number. The FBI

operator said he wasn-t in at the moment. Would she like to leave a

message?

'"When will he be back? " "Agent Canney did not say. May I ask who's

calling, please? " "That's okay, " Gin said. "I'll call back. "

Maybe he got tired of waiting for her and went home. She called his

house but got only his answering machine.

Maybe he was in transit. She'd have to wait till he picked up Martha

and got home . . . if home was where he was headed. She wondered if

he was worried about her, or even thinking about her. It would be

comforting to know that someone besides Duncan was wondering where she

was.

She unwrapped the Ace bandage from her leg to expose the gauze

beneath.

She noticed that blood was beginning to seep through the dressing.

Gingerly, she peeled it away. The antibiotic ointment kept the gauze

from sticking. The incision looked good, the thread seemed to be

holding. But as she stared at the wound, and then at the little bottle

containing the bloody implant, she was filled with an overwhelming

despair.

Gerry's not going to relieve one.

The realization made her sick. What would he think when he saw that

bloody thing in the bottle? No one had seen her cut it out. No

witness to the procedure. Who was to say she hadn't cut herself and

smeared the implant with blood to convince others of her delusions?

Self-mutilation was common in certain forms of psychosis. Or maybe

she'd be diagnosed as some sort of variant of Munchausen syndrome.

She'd done something extreme, something radical, something that would

appear bizarre and, well, deranged to anyone who didn't fully

understand the threat the implant posed to her.

In short, showing Gerry that bloody implant and telling him she'd cut

it out of her own leg might only confirm his worst fears about her

sanity. Her paranoid delusions had now escalated to self-mutilation.

Gin pressed her hands to her face. Couched in a sob, her voice rang

through the tiny room.

"What am I going to do? " She had to find someone who'd believe her,

someone who wouldn't think she'd watched too many episodes of Twilight

Zone. . . .

Oliver.

Of course. Oliver would believe her. He was the only other person in

the world who knew about both TPD and the implants. He'd understand

why she'd had to cut herself open to remove the TPD.

But how would he react when she told him Duncan was behind it all?

Oliver was so devoted to his older brother. Damn near worshiped him.

Would he be able to accept the idea that Duncan was hurting people?

Another thought, a shattering one, What if Oliver was involved?

No. She couldn't buy that. Oliver was the straightest of straight.

arrows. He'd be crushed at the thought of his implants being used to

harm instead of heal. And if he were involved in any way, he' d never

have given her Dr. VanDuyne's name.

That was it. She'd present her case to Oliver, and once he was

convinced, the two of them would go to Gerry or the Secret Service, or

anyone who could stop Duncan.

She stood up quickly, then sat down again, suddenly weak. Maybe she

should eat something first. No breakfast, no lunch. . . just a few

Snickers bars. She was asking for trouble if she didn't pack in a few

calories pretty soon.

She pulled out the room service menu and ordered a hamburger, fries,

and a Cokeþprotein, complex carbs, and caffeine. That ought to keep

her going for a while.

She stood up again, a little more deliberately this time, and made her

way back to the bathroom. She redressed the incision with clean gauze

and secured it again with the Ace wrap. Then she pulled on her

sweatshirt and carefully slipped back into her jeans. She was looking

pretty normal by the time room service knocked.

She glanced out the window as the waiter positioned the rolling cart

and uncovered the food. The aroma set her mouth to watering. She

hadn't realized how hungry she was. Dusk outside. She'd gobble down

her food and wait until it was fully dark, then s1he'd hustle out to the

curb, jump into the first waiting cab, and make a beeline for Oliver's

house.

Oliver lived in the northwest extreme of the District. She'd been

there once for a dinner party. A nice little ranch in a nice

neighborhood, but not even close to the same class as Duncan's.

Probably didn't even have to wait until dark. Duncan was surely long

gone by now.

Tracking down Gin's credit trail took a little longer than Gerry had

expected. He'd had to call Mrs. Snedecker and ask her if she'd keep

Martha a few hours longer and feed her dinner. He'd spoken to Martha

to tell her that he'd be late and had been warmed by her cheery

'Okay.

' Good thing she liked Mrs. S.

The credit crace came through a few minutes later showing a charge to

her Visa from the Tremont Hotel on K Street.

K Street! Christ, he'd just been there! What was she doing in the

Tremont? Hiding?

More baffled than ever, he got the number from information and asked

the desk to connect him to Ms. Panzella. He let the phone ring a

dozen times, almost hung up, then listened to at least half a dozen

more rings.

Where the hell was she? If she'd already checked out, the desk

wouldn't have connected him. Was she afraid to answer the phone?

Gerry grabbed his coat and headed out.

* * * d , .

I

. t As night shrouded the District in umbral gloom and the

streetlights flared to life, setting the misty air aglow, Duncan

decided to call it quits. Obviously she was nowhere about, most likely

gone for hours.

Futile to dally here any longer.

But what next? Where next? He couldn't quit now. Too much hung in

the balance. As he headed for his car, he made a last-ditch effort by

experimenting with a little mental exercise.

If I were Gin, and I were still in the vicinity, where could I possibly

be? Where could I have hidden this long?

He rolled the question through his mind as he walked along the north

end of the square. He was turning down K Street when the marquee of

the Tremont Hotel caught his eye.

He paused, shook his head, took a few more steps, then stopped at the

curb and stared . He''d noticed it before, but . . .

Could she have rented a hotel room? Not likel1y. He could see the

possibility of her running in there, renting a room, and using it as a

safe place to meet with her FBI man. But obviously she hadn't done

that, or else Agent Canney wouldn't have been wandering around Farragut

Square like a lost soul a little while ago. And Duncan couldn't see

Gin holing up there by herself all afternoon watching television.

But still . . . it was one place he hadn't checked out. It wouldn't

take him long. What were a few more minutes added to all the time he'd

already wasted?

He entered the lobby and strolled toward the registration desk. The

young man behind the counter looked at him expectantly. Duncan debated

how he should pose his questions about her, then realized that no

decent hotel gave out guest room numbers.

He smiled at the desk man whose badge said Roy. "House Roy pointed to

the far corner of the lobby. "Right over there, by the big fern, just

past the elevators." Duncan nodded his thanks. He found the row of

phones and dialed "O" on the nearest.

When the operator answered, he said, "Panzella room please, " and was

startled when she thanked him and connected him.

Stunned, he listened to the phone ring, wondering what he was going to

say. He realized he could say nothing. He couldn't let her know he'd

found her.

He hung up and leaned against the wall.

She's here.

She'd probably been here all day. But what had she been doing all this

time? And why had she registered under her own name? Such a dumb

thing to do, and Gin was anything but dumb.

It didn't matter. None of it mattered except the fact that he'd found

her. All he needed now was her room number. He glanced over at the

registration desk. Roy was alone there. Would a hundred-dollar

billþ?

And then the revolving doors began to move and Special Agent Canney

strode into the lobby. Startled, Duncan froze, his heart pounding.

No! Not when I'm so close!

He ducked behind the large fern and peered through the branches.

Canney was showing his ID to the desk man and talking fast. He looked

agitated.

Apparently Gin had finally got in touch with him. But if so, why was

he showing his ID?

What did it matter? Duncan realized that a solution had just presented

itself. The elevators were only a few feet away. Canney would go u1p

to Gin's room and bring her down, or perhaps call her to come down and

meet him. Either way, she'd have to pass close to Duncan's position.

He removed the transducer from his pocket. She'd be in range She'd

feel a twinge in her thigh, but that would be it.

She'd probably get all the way to the FBBuilding before the TPD kicked

in.

All he had to do was wait. He'd been waiting all day. He could wait a

little longer.

"I want her room number, and I want the key, and I want them now! "

Gerry said.

The desk man had called out the managerþJoel Heinrich, according to his

name tag. A fussy little man with a thin mustache "I'm sure you need a

warrant for that kind of search. I'm certainly not authorized to barge

into a guest's roomþ" "Dr. Panzella has not been well lately, " Gerry

said, improvising.

"She's not answering her phone. She may be unconscious." That got

him.

"Sick? " The fussy manager evaporated. "You mean with something

contagious? " Gerry lowered his voice and moved in for the kill. "We

don't know. We hope not. Something went wrong at the lab. We want to

find her and quarantine her with as little fuss as possible, if you

know what I mean." Heinrich knew exactly what Gerry meant. He nodded

curtly and reached for his phone. "Very well. Just let me check her

room once." He punched in four numbers, listened for a moment, then

hung up.

"She might simply have gone out to eat."

"Let's hope so, " Gerry said, but didn't mean it He wanted to find Gin

and settle this mess.

"If that's the case, I'll wait down here for her return." Heinrich

searched the key rack, selected one, then pointed across the lobby.

"I'll meet you by the elevators." A few minutes later they were on the

fifth floor and Heinrich was knocking on the door to 532. Gerry

hovered impatiently behind him, anxious to get in there, yet dreading

what he might find.

"Dr. Panzella) Dr. Panzella, this is the manager." No reply.

Please, God, nothing nasty, Gerry thought as Heinrich fitted the key

into the lock. Please.

As soon as he heard the latch click, Gerry pushed past him and barged

inside.

"Wait here." The lights were on. A half-eaten burger and fries swam

in spilled cola on a rolling cart by the rumpled, empty bed.

"Gin? " He stepped into the bathroom. An iron fist slammed into his

chest at the sight of the bloody razor blade by the sink. He stepped

closer and the red in the tub caught his eye. He groaned. The

porcelain was splattered up and down with blood.

Christ, what happened here?

He put a hand out and leaned against the wall for support as he dragged

his gaze from the tub back to the sink counter. The bloody razor, and

bottles of alcohol and peroxide as well, and a needle and thread . .

.

a bloody needle.

First some fantasy about the president having surgery, now . . .

this.

Whatever it was.

"Aw, Gin, " he whispered. "Gin, Gin, what have you done? " He stepped

back into the other room and found Heinrich standing there, looking

bewildered.

'"Is something wrong? Is she here? " Gerry brushed past him and

checked the closet. Empty. A glance at the bed told him there wasn't

room to hide under the box spring.

'"She's gone. ' He propelled Heinrich out into the hall.

I ' "Look. I want this room sealed. No oneþno oneþis to go in

there.

Not housekeeping, not room service, not you, not anybody. Is that cl ear? " '"But why? " '"For the moment I'm treating it as a crime

scene. So if that room is disturbed in the least, I'll have you up on

charges of obstruction of justice and accessory after the fact. Do we

understand each other? " '"Yes. Yes, certainly. ' Heinrich pulled

the DO NOT DISTURB sign from inside the door and hung it on the outside

knob. Then he closed the door and rattled it to make sure it was

locked.

'"I'll leave word that 552 is off-limits until further notice. "

"Good." Yeah, good. Fine. Heinrich knew what he had to do. But what

was Gerry's next move? He was worried sick. What had she done to

herself in that bathroom? And where was she now?

He had to find her. And soon. If it wasn't already too late.

Something's wrong.

Duncan was baffled and disappointed when Canney returned to the lobby

without Gin, but then he noticed his grave expression and agitated

manner and knew he hadn't found what he'd expected in Gin's room. Or

had he found more than he'd expected?

Duncan wished he had a key to that room. What had Canney seen up

there?

1

Just one look was all he asked.

"Any questions? " he heard Canney say to the manager. "You've got her

description and you've got my card. Any one sees her, you call me

right away. Clear? " The manager nodded and mumbled something that

Duncan missed. It wasn't important. What mattered was that Gin wasn't

here. She'd left without checking out. And Canney didn't expect her

back soon, otherwise he'd be hanging around.

He watched Canney's departure, but stayed behind the fern a while

longer, giving the agent plenty of time to reach his car. And giving

himself time to plan his next move.

Gin was proving damnably unpredictable. He felt his nerves fraying

with every passing hour that she remained out of reach. He wondered

how much more of this he could take. . When had she rented the room?

How long had she been there? And where the hell was she now? Back in

her apartment?

Duncan sighed. Where else could he look? He'd go back to Adams Morgan

and check it out. If she wasn't there, he could see nothing else to do

but go home and wait.

If he didn't find her soon, he'd have to change his plans for

tomorrow.

And he did not want to do that.

J THURSDAY NIGHT GINA STUCK HER HEAD OUT THE WINDOW OF THE CAB and

glanced nervously up and down Connecticut Avenue.

"Shouldn't it be here by now? " The cabby leaned against the fender by

the open hood of his vehicle and puffed on a little cigar.

"I call in. He be along any minute. Any minute. You wait." She

withdrew into the interior. She didn't want to stand out on the street

in plain view. That was why she'd asked the driver to call her another

cab. But maybe she should have risked hailing one. Dozens of cabs had

passed. She'd be well on her way to Oliver's by now if she'd grabbed

one.

But that call back at the hotel . . . her heart was still racing from

the fright it had given her. She'd knocked over her Coke and nearly

choked on a french fry when the phone had started ringing.

Maybe it had been an accidentþa misdial, someone calling 533 or 432þand

maybe it hadn't. Maybe it had been DuncanþGod, she didn't want to

think that. Or maybe it had been Gerry.

Maybe she'd never know.

Whatever its origin, the sudden jangle of the phone had completely

unnerved her. She'd stared at it in horror for a fe1w pounding

heartbeats, thinking someone had found her, someone knew she was there,

and then she'd bolted. No precautions, no stealth. She hadn't even

waited for an elevatorX taking the stairs instead and limping through

the lobby for the street.

In retrospect, now, she realized how foolish that had been. But she'd

had to get out, right then, not a second later. The hotel that had

been her refuge all afternoon suddenly had become a trap.

Fortunately the lobby had been empty. That had been her good luck.

Her bad luck had been picking a taxi that would gasp and die a couple

of blocks from the hotel.

"He comes now, " said her driver.

Gin craned her neck and saw another Diamond cab pull up behind hers.

She jumped out, waved her thanks to her driver, and hopped into the

newcomer. She gave the driver Oliver's address and was jounced back

into her seat as the cab lurched ahead. She winced with the stab of

pain from her left leg.

Okay. She was on her way again. No more mishaps. Really, what were

the odds of having two cabs in a row break down? Astronomical. She

allowed herself to relax and began rehearsing how she'd break the news

to Oliver.

As the cab pulled to a stop at Dupont Circle, Gin glanced out the

window to her right. A cold tingle spread across her shoulders as a

black hood with a familiar three-armed ornament slid into view. She

caught her breath and froze keeping The cab's rear post between herself

and the other car.

Just a black Mercedes, she told herself. Thousands of them in the

District.

The Mercedes inched ahead, anxious for the green. The windshield came

into view, then the steering wheel and the hands gripping it. A man's

hands. And then the driver himself.

Gin gasped and pressed herself back into the seat.

Duncan.

Keep calm, keep calm, he can't see you.

But he was here, not half a dozen feet away. Had he been downtown all

this while? My God, she could have run into him outside the hotel.

That must have been him on the phone. But he hadn't been in the

lobby.

Maybe he'd been calling all the hotels downtown asking for Gin

Panzella's room. But then why was he heading away from the Tremont

instead of toward it? This made no sense, no sense at allþ She huddled

1there begging the light to turn green. When it finally did, the cab

and the Mercedes entered the circle together. But halfway around,

Duncan's car turned off onto Connecticut while her cab stayed on until

P Street.

Gin slumped in the seat. Safe. But where was he going? Connecticut

wouldn't take him home. That was the way to . . .

. . . my plate.

As the cab turned off P and took Wisconsin uphill toward Bethesda, Gin

considered her options. Her original plan had been to call Oliver from

her room before heading uptown. But she'd fled before making that

call.

Maybe that would work to her advantage. Maybe it was better to drop in

on him cold. What if he spoke to Duncan between her call and her

arrival? She shuddered. Betterþsaferþto knock on Oliver's door and wing

it from there.

She spotted the Naval Observatory on her right and knew she was getting

close.

The cab turned left off Wisconsin and soon she was leaning forward,

scanning the street for any sign of a black Mercedes. She couldn't

imagine how Duncan could have beaten them here after turning off on

Connecticut, but she'd learned the hard way never to take anything for

granted where that man was concerned.

No Mercedes in sight. She paid the cabby and hurried up the walk. She

rang the bell, dreading to see who'd answer. Her life seemed to have

turned into a Hitchcock movie. She'd be only mildly surprised if it

turned out to be Duncan.

"Gin? " Oliver said as he opened the door. "What on earth are you

doing here? " He pushed open the screen door for her. "Come in, come

in. i "I hope I'm not interrupting anything, " Gin said, her eyes

quickly searching the cluttered living room and what she could see of

the dining room beyond. "You don't have company, do you? " He smiled

and shut the door behind her. He wore a Vnecked sweater over his usual

white shirt, and ankle-high slippers on his feet.

"No. Although I probably should have. I'm too excited about tomorrow

to sleep. I'm glad you came. ' "You may not be when I'm finished. "

His smile faded. "Is something wrong? " "Yes, " she said, pulling the

vial from her pocket and pressing it into his hand. "This." He stared

at it. "An implant? " "Yes. I dug it out of my leg this morning. '

Oliver stared at her uncomprehendingly. "What? How . . .

? " Gin decided to hit him with everything at onc1e. She watched his

expression carefully. If for even an instant he looked as if he

weren't shocked, or was faking surprise, she'd be running for the

door.

"Duncan jammed it into my leg last night while I was out cold. He's

been after me all day trying to dissolve it with ultrasound." A

tentative smile flickered across his lips. "This is a joke, right?

You and Duncanþ" "It's no joke, Oliver. That thing's filled with

TPD.

" "TPD? " he said, still smiling. "What'sþ? " And then the smile

faded.

"TPD? How could you know about TPD? " "Triptolinic diethylamide.

Duncan keeps a vial of it in his office."

"Impossible. That's a defunct compound."

"I know. Tested and discarded by GEM Pharma, your old company."

"Right. I have the last sample." -"Really? Where?

" "In my basement. I'll show you." He led her through the dining room

to the kitchen, and from there down a flight of steps.

"This is my private little lab, " he said as he turned on the overhead

fluorescents. "For years I spent every night of the week and every

spare moment on weekends here." Gin looked around the largely

unfinished basement at the benches, retorts, ovens, centrifuges, and

rows of other equipment she didn't recognize, all dusty with disuse.

"Is this where . . . ? " "Uh-huh. I developed the implant membrane

here. And over there . . .

" He flicked on another set of lights. "I call it my rogues'

gallery.

All the useless or discontinued compounds I worked on during my years

with GEM. I kept a sample of each one." Gin was startled by the array

of bottles lining an entire wall. There had to be hundreds there,

perhaps even a thousand.

"So many. How would you ever find a particular one? " "Easy. They're

in alphabetical order." He gave her a sheepish look. "I can't help

it. That's the way I am." He stooped and ran a finger along one of

the rows. "R . . . . . . T . . . " He squinted at a few bottles,

grunted a few nes, then straightened and turned to Gin. "The, um, TPD

. . . it's missing."

"I know, she said. She pointed to the pill bottle he still clutched in

his left hand. "Some of it's in there.

Duncan has the rest." He stared down at the bottle, then at her.

"You've got to be mistaken.

Duncan wouldn't d1o something like that. What reason would he have? "

"Because I know about the others."

"Others? " "Let's go upstairs and I'll explain everything." They sat

in the kitchen, Gin sipping a can of Pepsi, the the containing the

implant sitting between them in the center of the table, and Oliver

leaning forward, listening intently, a look of growing horror on his

face as Gin explained what she suspected about the deaths and mishaps

nvolving Senators Vincent and Schulz and Congressmen llard and Lane.

She shivered with a sudden chill. Was it the Pepsi or was she starting

a fever? Her strength seemed to be fading.

"Are you okay? " Oliver said.

"My incision might be getting infected."

"What incision? " Since showing was better than telling, she stood,

unzipped her jeans, and turned sideways as she slid them down to her ,

nees.

"Gin! " Oliver said, averting his face at first, then staring as the

Ace bandage was revealed.

Gin unwrapped the Ace, then peeled the gauze halfway back to reveal the

incision. An angry red had invaded the edges.

Oliver sucked in a breath. "Oh, dear Lord. You did that? To

yourself? " Gin let him get a good look, then she smoothed the gauze

back into place and began rewrapping the Ace.

H Ise was I going to get it out, Oh He said nothing, simply sat and

stared at her, wonder in his eyes. "Do you have any antibiotics in the

house?

pulled her jeans up.

"I've got some amoxicillin. Not his first choice but it would do for

now few?

Of course." He hurried away and returned a minute later with an amber

plastic bottle. Gin washed down four of the capsules with water and

pocketed it for later.

Oliver was staring at the vial with the implant, shaking his head and

speaking to himself as much as to Gina n't believe Duncan would do such

a thing.

Well maybe to the committee members . . . I could see that . . . I

mean, after Lisa died he went a little crazy, made all sorts of threats

. . . but you . . . he thinks the world of you . . . he'd never .

.

. " - Poor Oliver, she thought. His heroic image of his older brother

is coming undone.

"He knows I'm on to him, " Gin said softly. "And he knows I'll be in

the way tomorrow Qliver's head snapped up. "Tomorrow? Oh, no! You

don't thinkþhe wouldn t!

"Yes, he would. That's why he did this to me. To give him a clear

shot at the president." He got to his feet. "I've got to go see him

stop him. I can talk to him. He'll listen to me.

"Will he? I wouldn't count on it."

"He'll have to. Now two people know. And soon more will. He grabbed

a jacket that had been hanging over the back of a chair. "He's

beaten.

But still I've got to see him." Anger flashed in his eyes. "Using my

implants for something like this! I've a good mind to . . . " He

didn't finish the thought.

Instead, he pointed to the bottle on the table.

"Can I take that with me? " Gin grabbed it and held it tight in her

fist.

"No. Sorry. This is the only proof I've got that I didn't make all

this up. I'm not letting it out of my sight. And you realize, don't

you, that as soon as you confront him he'll know how you found out and

he'll know where I am. And since I have the only hard proof against

him, I think maybe I'll disappear for a while."

"Good idea. Don't even tell me where you're going, just in caseþ'' He

shook his head to clear it. "Who'd ever believe I'd be thinking this

way about my brother? " "I know how you feel. Can you call me a

cab?

" Another shiver rattled her teeth as Oliver was phoning the cab

company.

She was definitely getting a fever. She hoped whatever was infecting

her wasn't penicillin resistant.

'"They'll have one here in about ten minutes, " Oliver said. "I'm

going to call Duncan. ' '"No! " "Just to see if he's home. No sense

in going over there if he's not in." He dialed, waited, then said,

"Duncan. It's me. We need to talk. No, in person. I'll explain when

I get there. See you in a few minutes. ' He hung up and bustled

toward the door. "Wish me luck, " he said. "And lock the door as you

leave. ' Gin shivered again as the front door closed behind Oliver.

It was almost over. Duncan was at his place, Oliver was on his way

there, a cab was on its way here. But where was she going?

Not another hotel. She couldn't stand the thought of another strange

little box with a bed and a TV that passed for a room.

Her folks' place? The old homestead. The thought comforted her.

She'd make a quick stop at her apartment for a change of clothes, then

head over to Arlington. She'd be safe there. Another chill wracked

her. And warm.

Where was that cab? She took a look our the window but the driveway

was empty.

She went down the hall and found Oliver's bathroom. On the top shelf

of the medicine cabinet she found a thermometer. She rinsed it off,

shook it down, and stuck it in her mouth. After a couple of minutes

she checked it, 102.4 degrees.

No wonder I'm shivering, she thought. I'm sick.

Well, she had two grams of amoxicillin perking through her

bloodstream.

It had to kick in soon. She'd left her Tylenol at the hotel, so she

took a few of Oliver's.

A car horn honked outside. She hurried back to the living room and

peeked out a corner of the front window. Her heart was pounding, from

fever as much as fear.

If I've fallen into a B movie, she thought, there'll be a black

Mercedes idling out there.

But no. It was a Diamond cab. She hurried outside, thinking that if

she were in a real schlock movie, Duncan would be behind the wheel,

disguised as the driver. But a black face peered out the driver window

as she approached and pushed open the rear door from inside.

'"Where we going? " She gave him her address and they were off. She

huddled in the back seat, shivering.

"Would you mind turning up the heat? " she said.

She was so cold her teeth were chattering.

Duncan sat mute, shaken. Oliver's arrival had taken him completely by

surprise. He'd never seen his brother like this. He'd burst in and

immediately launched into a blistering verbal attack. Duncan didn't

know which shocked him moreþOliver's nakedX self-righteous anger, or

the fact that Gin had reached Oliver and told him everything.

The words poured out of Oliver in a steady, rapid-fire fusillade. Not

just his anger, but the story of Gin slicing open her own leg in that

hotel room and removing an implant with drugstore equipment.

Despite his ongoing shock, Duncan had to admire the unwavering

determination and pure guts Gin had shown. He doubted he'd have been

able to do the same had situations been reversed. But he was glad he

hadn't underestimated Gin. He'd half anticipated this. That young

woman did not know the meaning of the word quit. And she was as intent

as ever on stopping him.

And she just 1might. His whole world seemed about to crumble around

him.

Visions of headlines and courtrooms and, Lord, prison swirled around

him. Everything was falling apartþ He shook off the visions. He had

to settle down and deal with Oliver.

The situation was still salvageableþbarely. He'd have to move fast.

But before he could do anything, he'd have to neutralize Oliver.

"What did she tell youþwhat exactly did she say she removed from her

leg? " Duncan said.

"An implantþone of my implantsþfilled with TPD, of all things. "

Duncan shot from his seat and adopted a fiercely indignant pose. "And

you believe this fantastic story? " But Oliver wasn't backing down.

He leaned into Duncan's face.

"She's got the bloody implant in a bottle. She showed me. She's got a

fresh incision on her leg. She showed me that too.

She knows about TPD, Duncan. How could she know about TPD if she

didn't find it in your office as she says? And on the way over here, I

remembered our discussion about my rogues' gallery earlier this year

and telling you about TPD. You were very interested, wanted to know

all about it. And tonight I couldn't find my sample bottle in the

gallery.

Where's my TPD, Duncan? " Damn it. He was caught. No way to deny

this. But worse was the look in Oliver's eyes. The almost worshipful

regard was gone, replaced by anger and . . . fear.

My brother fevrs me.

That hurt. But no less than he deserved.

Don't fear me, Oliver. Even if I can't explain the TPD.

TPD. That was the rock-steady anchor of Gin's story. He could ascribe

everything else she'd said or done to mental illness of one form or

another. But that damn TPD . . . that was real. Oliver knew it

better than anyone. And he'd already guessed that on one of his visits

to his home, Duncan had crept down to the basement and removed the

world's last remaining sample.

"Answer me, Duncan, Oliver said. "Where is it and what have you been

doing with it? " No sense in denying he'd taken it. He slumped his

shoulders and sighed.

"It's downstairs." He turned and began walking away. "I'll show

you.

" Duncan's admission worked a dramatic change in Oliver's demeanor.

Suddenly he was solicitous.

"You've been working too hard, Duncan, " he said as he follo1wed him to

the cellar. "I've warned you about that. You need a long rest and .

. .

and maybe some . . . maybe you could talk to someone." '"You mean

psychotherapy? " "Well, yes." Oliver was obviously uncomfortable

telling his brother the doctor that he needed to see another doctor.

"I think that might be a good idea. I've been under terrible stress

lately. And I never did get over Lisa's death . . .

finding her like that."

"I know, Duncan. You've been through a lot.

" Duncan turned on the lights. The basement was finished but dusty and

musty. The previous owners had set it up as a game room but Duncan

rarely set foot down here. He led Oliver to the center of the room,

then stopped and looked around) feigning puzzlement.

"Now where did I put that? " He turned in a slow circle, then snapped

his fingers. "I know. Walt here." He hurried for the stairs and

bounded back up to the main floor where he shut the basement door and

locked it. He heard Oliver rush up the steps, try the knob, then start

pounding on the other side.

"Duncan! Duncan, don't do this! This is insane! " "Just one more

thing left to do, Oliver, " Duncan said as he wedged one of the heavy

kitchen chairs under the doorknob as a precaution. He braced the

kitchen table behind that for extra insurance. "Make yourself

comfortable down there. I'll let you OUt later when I'm through." No

windows down there, no phone. Oliver would be neutralized until Duncan

had finished what he had to do.

"She's not at my house, if that's what you're thinking. I told her to

disappear to someplace safe and I don't even know where. So if you're

thinking of finding her and destroying the evidence, forget it. You'll

never find her." '"We'll see about that, " Duncan said.

A good chance Gin wouldn't go into hiding without stopping at her own

place first. Especially if she felt safe.

He checked his coat pocket to make sure he still had his minitransducer

with him, then he hurried to the garage.

Yes, as Oliver had guessed, he was certainly interested in retrieving

The implant Gin had excised from her leg. That was hard evidence

against him. But that wasn't the only implant involved here.

Good thing he'd had the foresight last night to place two in her

thigh.

Gin felt as if her apartment were filled with water. Every move was an

effort. The very air around her weighed her down. It was an ongoing

test of her will to resist crawling into her bed, still unmade from

this morning, and pulling the covers over her head.

At least she'd managed to change her sweaty clothes and underwear. A

shower would have been wonderful but she couldn't risk the TIME She'd

take one in Arlington, and give her folks some excuse about having the

flu or something to explain her sickly looks.

She was feeling weaker than ever as she finished packing a small gym

bag with another change of clothes. But at least the chills had

stopped.

As a matter of fact, she was beginning to feel warm. Hot even. Maybe

the amoxicillin was kicking in. Or maybe the Tylenol was breaking the

fever.

She was actually a little clammy now.

And then a cool draft wrapped around her feet and she thought she heard

a click from the front room.

The front door?

Oh, no. It couldn't be.

Trembling, feeling weaker with each thudding heartbeat, she stepped to

her bedroom door and peered into the front room. It looked empty. But

it was dark, full of long shadows cast by the light from her bedroom.

She'd left it dark so that anyone passing by wouldn't see the lights

and know she was home.

Her gaze darted to the mantle where she'd left the bottle with the

implant. Still there. She shuffled over and grabbed it. Yes. Same

bottle. And there was the implant, safe inside.

Suddenly the glass tingled against her skin. Gin watched in horror as

the implant shriveled and dissolved into a puddle of liquid. The

membrane was gone, leaving only the TPD and a few floating streaks of

dried blood.

She heard a rustle behind her and Duncan was there, stepping out of the

shadows, the pager in his hand. Tears streaked his cheeks, his

expression was tortured, his voice husky, hovering on the edge of a

sob.

She turned to run, to scream for help, but she could not. Her mouth

was dry, and she was so weak. Without taking her eyes off him, she

reached out a shaky hand and found the edge of the couch. Two steps

were all she could manage before she slumped onto the cushions.

"I'm sorry, Gin. You've left me no alternative. This is something I

must do. Not just for me. For all of us." Gin opened her mouth but

could not speak. Her body was bathe in sweat. She could feel it

running down her skin in rivulets. An angry buzz was growing in her

head.

Duncan stepped forward and took the bottle from her slick, nerveless

fingers.

"I know you'll never forgive me, Gin. But I hope someday you'll

understand why I had to do this." The buzzing grew louder as Gin tried

to lift herself from the couch, to reach for Duncan, claw at him, but

then the already darkened room went completely black, and the buzz

exploded into a deafening roar, and she felt herself falling back .

.

.

But she never landed.

FRTOAY DUNCAN HAD LOST ALL HEART FOR THIS SCHEME.

Feeling utterly miserable, he drove through Chevy Chase in the

predawn grayness and thought about Gin. He'd thought of little else

since last night. He wondered how she was. He'd called 911 from the

first public phone he found after leaving her and gave the operator

Gin's address, saying there was an unconscious woman in the

apartment.

The E.M.Ts would come and take her away. He hadn't stayed around. The

police would be noting any onlookers, wondering which one had made the

call. Duncan couldn't afford to be seen.

Placing a second implant in the trocar after he'd pierced Gin's thigh

had been a last-second decision. A subhmlnal voice, more aware of her

tenacity and relentless determination than his conscious mind, must

have whispered to hlmX urging him to buy himself some insurance where

Gin was concerned. Whatever it was, it had been right on the money.

Gin had cut her own leg open and dug out one of the implants .

But only one. Duncan had dissolved bothþthe one in the bottle and the

one still in her thigh. The evidence was gone, and so was a brilliant

mind. It would be years before the effects of the TPD wore off. Gin

would find it almost impossible to get licensed when she recovered.

All her years of training, worthless. All her hopes for a career in

medicine, dashed.

Duncan had sobbed like a child all the way home. He'd had to sneak

into his own house so he wouldn't have to speak to Oliver. He knew his

brother was comfortable down in the basement. It was heated and had

its own bathroom, the extra fridge was down there, filled with juices

and soft drinks. Every convenience but a phone.

Oliver probably spent a more comfortable night than I did, Duncan

thought.

Duncan had lain awake the entire night on the couch, hearing Oliver

occasionally shout his name, and watching over and over against the

backs of his eyelids the replay of Gin's wounded, terrified expression

before she passed out.

For a while he considered dropping all his plans. He could call that

Secret Service agent who'd given him his card, Decker was his name, and

tell him the surgery was off. Or call Dr. VanDuyne and tell him to

tell his patient, the president, to go to hell and find another surgeon

to fix his goddamn eyelids.

But after all he'd gone through, he couldn't allow himself such a

luxury. Not after what he'd done to Gin. Unconscionable, but he'd

done it for a cause. To fail to follow through would mean he'd made

her suffer for nothing. And that would be monstrous.

That was why he was driving to the surgicenter at 4, 3O A. M. , half an

hour earlier than planned. Oliver was still locked in the basement at

home. As soon as the president left for Camp David, hopefully carrying

an implant in his thigh, Duncan would return and release Oliver. What

happened after that would be up to his younger brother.

Possibly he could convince Oliver to keep quiet. He'd return the

remaining TPD and swear he'd done nothing to the president. He'd say

he'd suffered through a period of aberrant behavior but he was better

now, and he was going into therapy. He'd profess to know nothing of

Gin's condition, and swear again that he'd gone looking for her last

night but had been unable to find her.

Oliver would suspect, but he couldn't know. After all, Gin had removed

the implantþOliver had seen it himself. And if Duncan could convince

him that he was on the straight and narrow from now on, that they

should put all this behind them, Oliver might go along.

Probably.

Hopefully.

After all, if the affair were made public, Duncan's opprobrium would

attach to Oliver, and to Oliver's implants. His invention would be

forever tainted by its misuse with harmful intent. The FDA might even

hold up its approval.

Oliver will keep his peace, Duncan told himself. What harms me harms

his implants. And he knows the good they can do will far outweigh the

harm I've done.

He unlocked the private entrance and walked inside. He went to 1the

keypad to disable the alarm and found it already off. Damn it.

Barbara had forgotten again to set it before she left. If she weren't

such a good secretary . . .

He'd deal with her next week. Right now he had other concerns. The

advance team from the Secret Service would be arriving in about half an

hour to secure the building.

Plenty of time to fill an implant with TPD.

He turned on the inside hall lights and outside spots, then went to his

office. He froze when he turned on his office lights and saw the

books, journals, and papers scattered across the floor. The office was

a shambles. Someone had broken in and torn it apart. Why? What could

they be looking for?

The TPD?

He leapt to his desk. He groaned when he saw the splintered drawer.

It looked as if someone had taken a hammer to it and smashed it open.

He rifled through the contents. The TPD vial was gone. So was the

trocar.

No!

His heart tore into overdrive. He hurried back into the hall and stood

looking up and down its length.

Somebody had found the TPD and stolen it.

But who? Oliver was locked up and Gin was in an emergency room

somewhere. Who else knew aboutþ?

Duncan whirled as he heard a faint noise, like a chair being moved. It

had come from down the hall. He saw that the door to the lower level

was open.

From downstairs? Who would be down in the records room orþ Oliver's

lab!

Moving as quietly as possible, Duncan hurried along the hall and

tiptoed down the stairs. At the bottom he saw light flooding out from

the open door to Oliver's lab. And noises from within. Oliver must

have escaped'from the basement. Gin had told him where the TPD was

hidden and now he was here disposing of it.

Discarding all caution, Duncan raced forward to the door.

"Ohþ! " The word clogged in his throat, shutting off his air. He

couldn't breathe.

A pale, disheveled woman in a swearer and sweatpants, with wild-looking

dark hair, stood at the counter, the vial of TPD in her hand. She

looked up. Her wide, shocked eyes spit dark fire at him.

He found his voice. "Gin! " As she raised her arm to hurl the vial at

him, Duncan lunged for her, catching her arm before she completed the

motion. She screamed, scratching his face with her nails and beating

at him with her free hand as he tried to pry the vial from her

fingers.

Lord, she was strong, like an angry tigress, but he fended her off and

finally managed to get the vial away from her. And then she attacked

him with both hands, screeching incoherently through her clenched

teeth. She was a banshee, a female berserker. Was this what the TPD

had done to her?

And then she broke away from him and darted toward the door. He caught

her arm and swung her around against the counter, then slammed the door

closed and leaned his back against it.

He faced her, staring at her as she stared at him, both panting.

"You bastard! " she screamed, as tears started in her eyes. "You

rotten filthy son of a bitch! How could you do that to . . .

me? With that, she folded her arms on the counter, lowered her head

onto them, and began to sob.

Duncan was dumbfounded. She seemed sane now. Upset, yes, but

completely rational. But the implant . . . the TPD. Could the

transducer have failed to dissolve it?

That had to be it. Low power, interference, whatever the reason, the

ultrasound had failed.

Good Lord. What did he do now?

One thing was certain, He needed time to think. He turned to the door,

found the lock, and twisted it. If nothing else that would slow her up

if she tried toþ He cried out as a cold, sharp stab of pain pierced The

back of his thigh. He clutched at the spot and turned.

Gin stood directly behind him, facing him, the trocar clutched in her

hand like a dagger.

Duncan's blood froze. He snatched the trocar from her.

"No! You didn't! Gin, you didn't " She nodded slowly, her eyes

wild, a slow smile spreading across her face.

Over her shoulder Duncan spotted a tray on the counter with three

implants and a syringe. He touched the back of his leg again and

checked his lingers.

Blood.

His sick fear was overcome by a flash of anger. But as he stepped

toward Gin she raised her other hand. Her fingers were wrapped around

the transducer handle of the tabletop ultrasound Oliver used in his

experiments on the membranes.

Duncan slammed himself back against the door.

"No, Gin! " He'd wanted to shout the words but they came out in a

hoarse whisper. "Please . . . don't! " "Why not? " she said, still

smiling crazily.

The wild look in her eyes terrified him to the very core of his

being.

She was teetering on the edge. One wrong word, one wrong move, and

she'd slip completely out of control.

"Why trot? " she repeated. "You wanted to do it to me." '"No, Gin.

That was the last thing I wanted. I had no choice. Iþ" "Spare me the

lies! " she said, jabbing the transducer at him. "I passed out last

night because I was sick and scared and weak. But you thought it was

the TPD hitting my system. You tried to fry my brain last night,

Duncan. And you came damn close. If my fingertip hadn't happened to

brush against that second implant while I was digging out the first,

I'd be in the lockup ward at D. C. General right now. As it was, I

came to and got out of my apartment just before the ambulance

arrived.

" "That should be proof that I didn't want to harm you. I called that

ambulance." '"Right. After you gave me an ultrasonic zap." She moved

closer and Duncan edged away to his right. He didn't dare make a grab

for the handle. Her thumb was on the power button. A little pressure

on that and the implant in his leg would dissolve, after which his mind

would quickly follow suit. He had to keep her talking.

"You don't understand, " he said, continuing to edge away. "Oliver

told me you'd removed both. I only cameþ" '"Oliver didn't know that!

He only saw the one in the bottleþthe second one. The first one fell

into the tub and - broke and washed down the drain." , , He kept

moving, inches at a TIME He would have loved to put the counter

between them, but she was following his every move, waving that

transducer at him.

"Gin . . . " "How could you do that to me, Duncan? How could you try

to ruin my life like that? You might as well have put a gun to my

head. I trusted you, Duncan! " His heart started hammering as he saw

the fury begin to mount in her eyes. He looked around for a weapon, a

way out, anything, but he was trapped. He'd have to stop backing away

and go after her, have to risk grappling with her.

- And then he spotted his salvation, not two feet away. He averted his

eyes. Couldn't let her see him looking at it. If he could reach it

before she blew . . .

"And I trusted you, Gin, " he said, hoping to buy some time if he could

put her on the defensive. "I gave you a job, gave you the keys to my

building, and what did you do? You picked the lock on my desk drawer

and invaded my privacy." The anger in her eyes receded, but only a

short way.

'"How did you find that out? " He was close now, almost within easy

reach. If he could get his hand up . . .

"You left a piece of your lock pick behind." He raised his right hand

with the thumb and index finger an eighth of an inch apart. "Just a

tinyþ" He darted his hand to the right, grabbed the power cord to the

ultrasound unit, and yanked it from the wall, leaving Gin holding an

inert piece of metal.

Duncan slumped against the counter. Lord, that had been close He held

out his hand. "Give it to me, Gin. It's useless now."

"Don't count on it! " She reared back and threw it at his face.

Duncan twisted away and ducked, but not in time to avoid it

completely.

The transducer handle thudded painfully against his skull. By the time

he straightened, shook off the pain, and looked around, Gin had

unlocked the door and was pulling it open. She was out and gone before

he could grab her.

Ignoring the pain in his leg, Duncan gave chase, limping after her as

she headed for the stairs.

Gin gasped for breath as she pounded up the steps. She'd taken the

rest of the antibiotic she got from Oliver, but she was still sick,

still weak. She wasn't going to outdistance Duncan for long.

She reached the first floor and broke into a run down the hallþ Right

into the arms of three men in suits.

"What the hell's going on here? " said the tall, dark one in the

middle, as the one to his right, the one she'd bumped into, grabbed her

upper arm and held it. His fingers felt like steel. She might as well

have been manacled to him.

'"Agent Decker! " said Duncan's voice behind her. "Thank God you came

early! I found this young woman here when I arrived. Apparently she

broke in sometime during the night." He held up the trocar. "She just

stabbed me with this." She twisted around and saw Duncan standing in

the doorway to the basement, panting.

"I just did to him what he was going to do to the president today.

"Whoa, " said the-tall, dark one Duncan had called Agent Decker. "Hang

on there, ma'amþ" '"She's deranged, ' Duncan said, moving closer.

"She's had1 a complete break with reality."

"That's not true! " Gin cried. "I work here! I'm a doctor. And he's

planning to kill the president today." That was an overstatement, but

she needed to get their attention. And now she had it.

'"Yes, she used to work here, Agent Decker, " Duncan said quickly.

"We've noticed erratic behavior lately and we've been trying to arrange

psychiatric help. Unfortunately, she decompensated before we were able

to finalize those arrangements.

"What's your name, ma'am? " said Decker.

'"Dr. Gin Panzella. I'm a board-eligible internist, and I'm as sane

as you are. ' She launched into an account of the mishaps that had

befallen former members of the Guidelines committee who happened to be

Duncan's patients, but Duncan interrupted her after a few sentences.

- "Agent Decker, do we have to listen to these ravings?

Check with the FBI. Just last week she led them on a wildgoose chase

with some story of my implanting some poison in Senator Marsden. '

"Wait, " Gin said. "Don't listen to him. He pulled a reverse on that

one." Duncan shook his head sadly as he stared at her. God, the

bastard was a good actor. A regular Jack Nicholson. You'd almost

think he truly felt sorry for a former colleague's deteriorating mental

condition.

"After a full medical exam on the senator, " Duncan said, "including an

MR scan, they found nothing and ended up looking like fools. You can

check it out."

"Trust me, " Decker said. "We will check it out. We check everything

out."

"Good. The name of-the agent in charge of that particular boondoggle

was Canney. I'm sure he rues the day he was conned into believing Dr.

Panzella."

"Canney? " Decker said.

"Yeah. I'll give him a call."

"Come on! " Gin said. "You've got to listen to me! " ' We listen to

everybody, " Decker said. He turned to the man who was holding her.

"You and Briggs take her owntown and get her statement. I'm going to

get in touch rith Mallard and see if we can put this deal off for a

while. I on't like the smell of this.

Don't like it at all."

"Thank you, God! " Gin said as they started leading her toward the rear

of the building. "I don't care if you believe eye or not, just don't let

the president come here today." Decker looked at her with new interest

as he opened the loot to the parking lot. "That's not always our

decision, ma'am. So, you know Gerry Canney, do you? " He knew Gerry's

first name! "Yes! Since high school. Do you? " "We've met. Are you

the one who told him about the "-esident's surgery? " "That's me!

You're the one he called? " Decker didn't answer that.

He was staring at the car that had just pulled into the rear lot.

A long night. A bad night. Gerry hadn't had a wink of sleep SlnCC 6

A. M.

yesterday morning. He was tired, his stomaching was on fire, and he

was generally pissed.

After leaving the Tremont Hotel last night he'd been unable to had a

trace of Gin. The only action he'd had was the 91 I call to her

apartment that turned out to be a false -'arm. Nobody home when the

ambulance got there, but the _oor had been wide open.

Something strange and ominous about that call. Something going on that

he couldn't quite grasp. Something just uUt of reach. And it was that

tantalizing closeness that had kept him running all night.

He hadn'r been able to stop, hadn't been able to drop it. He'd called

Mrs. Snedecker and asked if Martha could stay overnight. Martha

didn't mind. She liked sleeping over anywhere. Sometimes that worried

him. He'd talked to her on the car phone, then kept driving,

periodically stopping back at the Bureau building. He'd even spoken to

Gin's parents. No, they hadn't heard from her. He hoped they were

telling him the truth and he hadn't been patrolling the whole damn

northwest all night for nothing.

He'd just made another stop at Gina's apartment. Still empty. And

now, for the third time tonightþor this morning7 rather, since the sun

was threatening to riseþhe was checking out Lathram's building.

He pulled into the rear lot and was startled to find three cars

thereþtwo of them Federal, according to their plates. As he parked and

got out of his car, he saw a very grim-looking Gin being escorted from

the building by three guys in suits.

Weak with relief, he leaned back against the car. Thank God!

At least she was alive, though not looking too well. And the three

with herþhad to be Secret Service. Bob Decker was one of them.

Secret Service . . . the president's surgery. Shit. If she'd been

right about that, what else had she been right about?

He slammed the car door behind him. God damn it!

Gin's face broke into a smile. "Ge1rry! " "Speak of the devil, "

Decker said, "we were justþ" "You son of a bitch! " Gerry shouted as

he strode toward them. "Son of a bitch! " The two other agents with

Decker pulled back and their hands started drifting toward their

jackets.

"It's okay, " Decker said. "I know him. A Fibby."

"Gin, " Gerry said, "are you okay? " She beamed at him. "I am now."

She looked so small and fragile between them. Gerry wanted to take her

in his arms and tell her she'd be all right, but now wasn't the time,

not in this place, not in this company.

He turned to Decker. "You told me you knew nothing about any surgery

on the president, yet here you are at Lathram's surgicenter at five in

the morning. You want to explain that, pal? " Decker shrugged. "The

Man says he doesn't want anyone told, no one gets told."

"This could have ended up a disaster, you know." '"You mean if we'd

let this young lady run loose in there? " "No, I mean if she hadn't

found her way here."

"Gerry! " Gin said, her eyes wide. "You mean you believe >, , me!

'"I don't know exactly what I believe, but I know there's enough fishy

stuff connected with Dr. Lathram that you shouldn't let him come

within a couple of miles of the president." Decker's bantering manner

was gone. "He told us this little lady led you and the Bureau on a

wild-goose chase last week."

"It was a wild-goose chase, all right, but I'm not so sure anymore who

was leading us." '"And the doc inside says she stabbed him."

"With the trocar, " Gin said. "The same one he used on me. The one he

was going to use on the president." Gerry winced at the way that

sounded. So far out. Who on earth would believe her?

Which worked perfectly to Lathrarn's advantage.

But what if he'd intended that all along?

'"My agents'll take her downtown and get a statementþ" "No, wait! "

Gin cried. "We can settle this all now. I know how. ' "Come on,

miss, " said the red-haired agent holding her, and began guiding her

toward the car.

Gerry put a hand on his chest. "Give her a minute. Let's hear her

out.

Maybe if I'd done that a while back, the five of us might be home in

bed instead of standing here at this ungodly hour." She'd been right

about the president's surgery. What else had she been right about?

The grateful look Gin gave him more 1than made up for all these

sleepless hours.

"All right, " Decker said. "Five minutes, then she's on her way.

Duncan couldn't imagine how things could get much worse, but assumed

they probably would.

As he watched the Secret Service agents escort Gin to the parking lot,

he discarded all plans of making further use of the TPD. Damage

control was the immediate and most pressing concern.

And the first, all-important task was to dispose of the TPD.

Duncan pulled the vial from his pocket and hurried back downstairs to

Oliver's lab. He placed it in the utility sink, covered it with a

paper towel, and smashed it into tiny fragments. He ran water into the

sink for a while, then dumped the remaining glass shards from the

strainer into the soggy paper towel. He rinsed the syringe Gin had

used, running acetone through the barrel and the needle to destroy any

trace of TPD.

Then he simply dropped it in the sharps receptacle with all the other

used syringes.

He left the water running while he went back upstairs to the men's room

and flushed the remnants of the vial, its label, and the paper towel

into the Chevy Chase sewer system .

And that was that. TPD? I don't know what she's talking about.

Search the place. Be my guest.

The last remaining sample of the compound was nestled in his thigh.

That was a truly horrifying thought. Imaginulg what would happen to

him if it ruptured before he could have it removed broke him out in a

sweat.

He'd have to be very careful for the next few hours. And by this

afternoon, when everything settled down, he'd have the implant

removed.

Any one of his many friends among the surgeons of the area would take

care of that on a moment's notice.

He rinsed his hands. As he dried them he stared at himself in the

mirror.

It's over, he thought. Maybe you accomplished something by disrupting

the Guidelines committee, maybe you didn't. At least Lisa is

avenged.

Any regrets?

Only having to act against Gin. And having to pass up a

once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to strike against that wampus in the

White House.

He sighed. But a man had to know when to quit. And that time was

now.

He dried his hands and stepped back into the hall.

"Dr. Lathram." It was Agent Decker's voice.

He turned and saw a small crowd approaching him. Gin, The three Secret

Service men, and a fourth man. Canney, the FBI man. What was he doing

here?

"Can we go downstairs? " Decker said. 4We're trying to dear up a few

things here and I wonder if you could help us." Duncan didn't like the

sound of that, and he didn't like the predatory look in Gin's eyes.

For an instant he considered calling a lawyer, but decided against

it.

That would look suspicious and only draw things out.

He could handle these people.

* * * Gin listened as Agent Decker began talking. He was a cool

character, seemed almost imperturbable. But his blue eyes never

stopped moving.

This guy didn't miss a trick.

"Now Dr. Lathram, you stated earlier that Dr. Panzella stabbed you.

Are you willing to file assault charges? " Gin saw a look of relief

flicker across Duncan's features.

"No. Absolutely not. She's nor herself. I don't want her jailed, I

simply want her to receive the proper therapy." Gin clamped her jaws

to keep from shouting. As planned, the red-haired agentþhis name was

Reilley, she'd learnedþ had positioned her on the far side of the lab

bench. Gerry stood on the near side, partially blocking her from

Duncan's Ylew.

Dear Gerry. She'd never been so glad to see anyone in her life as when

he'd cruised into the parking lot this morning. He hadn't given up on

her, hadn't written her off. He'd been up all night searching for

her.

She'd wanted to throw her arms around him.

"That's very generous of you, ' Decker was saying, "but we're concerned

about your safety. Dr. Panzella said she left some sort of poison

pellet under your skin when she stabbed you."

"Ridiculous, " Duncan said. "It's part of her delusional system. She

imagines I've been doing that to other people, including herself, so

now she thinks she's done it to me. She needs therapy, gentlemen. And

the sooner you get her to a facility that can care for her, the

better." So damn glib, Gin thought as she quietly reinserted the plug

of the ultrasound's power cord into the wall socket. The

"silver-tongued devil" made flesh.

She pressed the ultrasound's power switch to ON. The red l1ight began

to glow.

'"Ready, " she whispered.

Gerry turned and winked at her as he picked up the transducer handle.

He turned back to Duncan and held it up where he could see it.

'"If that's true, Dr. Lathram, then I don't suppose you'd mind if I

ran this over your leg." Gin saw Duncan's eyes widen, saw his gaze

dart to the glowing power indicator on the machine. He spun and tried

to flee, but Briggs was at the door, and Duncan wasn't getting past

him.

"Keep that away from me! " he cried. "For God's sake, turn that thing

off! " Decker glanced Gin's way and gave her a little nod of

acknowledgment .

Triumph burned through the haze of her fatigue. Yes! Add one more to

the believer list.

Decker's features hardened as he turned back to Duncan, but he didn't

get a chance to speak. Gerry had taken over.

"Sit down, Dr. Lathram, " Gerry said, gesturing carelessly to a chair

near the counter with the transducer.

"Please, " Duncan said. "Be careful withþ" "Sit down! " Duncan sat.

Gin watched admiringly as Gerry commanded the room.

'"Is there an implant filled with something called TPD in your leg? "

"No." Gerry examined the transducer handle. "Then I guess there'd be

no harm in my turning this thing on andþ'' "All right! " Duncan

cried.

"Yes! Yes, there is! There's an implant in my leg! " He was visibly

trembling now. "Please put that thing away! " '"Just a couple more

questions. Did you stick a similar implant in Senator Vincent's leg

after you did plastic surgery on him? " "I don't have to answer that,

" Duncan said.

"Of course you don't, ' Gerry said. He half turned to Gin and pointed

to the ON button on the handle. "Is this the one that makes it work?

" "Yes! " Duncan shouted. "Yes, I did! " He said it! Thank God!

"And how about Lane and Allard and Schulz? " "Yes, yes, yes! " He was

on his feet, backing away, his voice rising toward a scream. "Are you

satisfied? Yes, goddammit! Now turn that thing off! " "I've heard

enough, " Decker said.

"So have I," said Gerry. He placed the handle in its cradle on the

ultrasound machine.

It's over, Gin thought, sagging against the counter. Over at last.

Decker turned to the agent next to Gin and pointed to Duncan.

"Reilley, why1 don't you keep Dr. Lathram company. Everybody else stay

right where they are for the moment. I'm going upstairs to make some

calls." Gerry stretched his hand across the counter to her. Weak with

relief, she clutched it.

"How's it going? he said.

"Much better, now that you're here." He stared into her eyes. "Tell

me . . . back at the Tremont . . .

the blood in the bathroom . . . did you . . . ? " She nodded and he

squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. When he opened them he was

looking away.

"You are incredible. And I'm sorry I doubted you." Those words were

music. She took his hand in both of hers. "We were both being

manipulated by a master. The important thing is you cared enough not

to give up on me. That means the whole world to me." Gerry glanced

over his shoulder at Duncan. "He doesn't look like a guy who's going

down for two counts of second degree murder and a host of federal

crimes. ' Gin saw what he meant Duncan looked cool and calm in his

chair now that the ultrasound transducer had been put away. She began

to move around the counter to get closer to him.

'"Where're you going? " Gerry said.

"I want a few words with my former boss." My former idol. She had to

be careful here. She had something to say but she didn't want her

feelings to get in the way. Just looking at him now made her want to

burst into tears.

"Do you realize what you've become, Duncan? " He gazed up at her

blandly. "I have a feeling you're going to tell me."

"Ever since I came to Washington you've been talking to me about ethics

and honesty and probity and how nobody in the government adheres to any

moral and ethical standards. And you weren't far off the mark,

unfortunately.

But I always assumed you were speaking from higher ground. You

weren't. During all that talk you were desecrating your oath as a

physician. I know those men hurt you, and they may well have been the

crooks, cheats, venal, low-rent, bloodsucking leeches on the public

trust you said they were, but that doesn't matter. They came to you as

a doctor and you accepted them as patients. They were counting on you

being better than they were. That's a sacred trustþprimum non

nocereþand you defiled it." She noticed Decker slipping back into the

room, but he didn't interrupt her. Good. She wasn't finished yet.

"I know what you used to be, Duncanþwho you used t1o beþand I admired

that person like no one else in the world. But you became exactly like

the people you detest so much, the end justifies the means, anything

goes. Look what you tried to do to me." She realized how angry she

was becoming. She had to shut up before she exploded. "You be the

enemy, Duncan. And you're going to pay for it." - '"Maybe, " he said

softly. "And maybe not."

"Don't kid yourself, ' she said, feeling her fury escalating. "You

just confessed in front of a roomful of people." He smiled at her.

"Whatever statements I made were coerced from me, elicited under

threats of damage." He looked around at the four government agents.

"Ask any of these gentlemen if they think one word of what I said here

will ever be admissible in court." Gin looked around. No one had to

say anything. Gerry's eyes spoke volumes.

Something snapped inside her. "You mean he's going free? " Gerry

started to say something but Gin didn't hear it. All the pain, all the

anguish, the terror, the self-doubt, the betrayal, and Duncan was going

to walk!

She turned, grabbed the ultrasound handle, thumbed the power button,

and slammed it against Duncan's leg.

'"Walk away from that! " Duncan screamed "NO! " and clutched at his

thigh. "Oh, God, NO! " The lab was suddenly bedlam, Reilley pushed

her away from Duncan, Gerry pulled the handle from her hand, while

Decker was saying, "Jesus H.

Christ! Gerry, get her the hell out of here! " Gerry grasped both her

upper arms from behind and gently but firmly propelled her toward the

door, guiding her past Duncan, who was now bent double as he clawed at

his thigh, whimpering and moaning, "Oh-no-oh-no-oh-no, please, God,

no-oh-no-oh-no! " And then they were in the narrow passageway outside

the lab. Gerry shut the door behind them and turned her around to face

him.

"My God, Gin! I can't believe you did that."

"I want him to be as frightened as I was. I want him to know what it

feels like to be utterly terrified."

"I can appreciate that. Look, know what he tried to do to you, but

after all you just said, I never thought . . . " He ran out of words

and stared at her. "Why are you smiling? " She truly loved this man's

sense of decency.

"I guess I forgot to mention that Duncan's implant was empty."

" Empty? " She nodded. "Right. He burst in on me before I had a

chance to fill it, so I stuck him with an empty one." She watched

Gerry's expression slacken, then saw his lips turn up at the corners.

A second later he was shaking his head and grinning.

"I love it. Give him a taste of his own medicineþor let him think

that's what he's getting." He slipped his arms around her and pulled

her close. "I was so worried about you. Why didn't you call? " "I

didn't think you'd believe me." Suddenly she felt weak and shaky.

"Can we sit down? " He guided her to one of the chairs in the lounge

area and pulled another up close beside her. He slipped a protective

arm over her shoulders.

"That will never happen again, Gin. I'll always believe you. I

swear."

"Good. Hopefully I'll never again be in a situation like this."

"That makes two of us. Three of us, counting Martha. She's missed

you." He leaned closer. "I think this morning will square me with the

Bureau.

Which means I'll probably be moving up. I'm thinking of moving Martha

away from the District. How about you? Still itching to work on the

Hill? " Gin shook her head. "I've had it with this place. I think

I'm going to look for a practice in a nice little town where only

things are for sale, not people."

"Great." His eyes held hers.

"Maybe you could pick one with an FBI office nearby. How's that

sound?

' "That sounds nice, " she said softly.

The lab door opened behind them. Briggs stepped out and walked past,

heading for the stairs. He gave Gin a wary look. As the door swung

closed again, Gin heard Duncan's voice.

"You've got to get me to a hospital! Now! Not later! This is an

emergency! " And then the door clicked shut.

"How long before we tell him? " Gerry said.

"Tell him? " Gin said. "I'm not going to tell him. He'll figure it

out sooner or later. Let the bastard stew till then." Gerry

laughed.

"Remind me never to get on the wrong side of you." She grabbed his tie

and pulled him closer. "Believe that, buster. Don't ever forget

it."

They kissed.

the end.

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